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@jaedx
CHOI MINJAE ACE. luck manipulation.
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he asks his question and it all goes quiet. junhee isn't exactly sure what he expected to happen. for jae to jump at the opportunity to correct him, to say they are more, less, nothing, everything? he swallows thickly and waits, for anything to come out of the other's mouth.
his hands are still on jae, one slowly moves from his face his jaw, slowly to the junction of where his shoulder and neck meet. it rests there, fingers itching to twitch in the shirt in order to keep himself grounded, but all junhee does it take a deep breath and wait for the seconds to tick, despite the building anxiety. had he waited that long before he asked his question? was jae just taking his sweet time?
he wasn't sure, but they stare at each other for a while and junhee's expression softens by a mile, the way his gaze shifts with something like disappointment is hard to hide, he doesn't think its worth trying to hide it when he knew minjae has seen it. "just friends?" he asks back, voice unusually small and somewhat uncertain.
he isn't sure what exactly he was expecting, he feels a bit stupid, ready to drop the conversation, but then the other says something that brings a bit of spark, a bit of fluster to him.
you're my person.
"i want to be your only person." junhee says, too quick, without missing a beat. how far can he push these feelings and words without getting to the root of this conversation? the point of no return is really at the tip of his tongue and he parts his lips once, to try and say it, twice, but he takes a deep breath, for a future doctor his hands sure are shaking a lot under the pressure of potential rejection.
"i love you minjae, i really do. you are my only person-" he has to breath, he feels the air getting stuck in his throat, in his lungs, but his gaze is on his best friend, his person, so soft and fragile "i want to be your only person."
minjae has known junhee for almost twenty years now, and he likes to think heās pretty much got the other man figured out by now. he knows the tilt of his mouth, the flicker in his gaze, the way his voice softens when disappointed. jae can read him better than he can read himself, which makes the current expression on junās face hurt more than heād like to admit.
though he can also read the faint spark that follows, and the sight makes jaeās heart soften.
he canāt help but feel as if heās in danger, which heās pretty sure isnāt the reaction any normal, well-adjusted person would have to this type of conversation.
āokay.ā his own response is just as quick as junās, accompanied by a decisive nod. thereās no point in asking the other to clarify, jae knows what he means, what he wants.
āof course,ā he continues, voice quiet, leaning into the comforting feeling of junās hands on him. āyouāre my only person.ā
as he says the words, he knows theyāre true, how much he truly means it. letting go of the possibility of being with anyone else had felt surprisingly easy.
but there is nothing easy about junheeās next words.
minjae freezes, only for a moment, then averts his gaze, staring down at his own lap. as if on instinct, perhaps as a way to ground himself, his fingers start twirling his ring around on his finger, eyes fixated on the motion.
(it had been the only ring heād worn today, as opposed to the usual assortment. it had felt special. he feels stupid for not realizing sooner that it would spark a conversation like this.)
thereās something in jae that already knows the truth behind junās words. maybe heās always known, deep down. then thereās also the truth about his own feelings, a truth he canāt even bring himself to invite into his own mind.
some truths can be dangerous, especially for someone like jae. someone the universe likes taking things from.
and this is the most dangerous truths of them all.
finally, he lifts his head again, gaze meeting junās. (of course heās still looking at him ā jae doesnāt think jun ever stops looking at him.) the olderās eyes are unreadable, but thereās a weak tug at his lips ā as always, he canāt stop the feelings of softness, of happiness, that junhee invokes in him.
he lets his lips part, as if the action will suddenly let him know how to respond, but the words arenāt coming. mouth falling shut again, his jaw works as if trying to force words out, but they stick in his throat.
minjae knows whatās true, he does, but the words are dangerous. too final, too big, too⦠fragile.
āyouāre my person,ā he says instead. heās repeating himself now. a deep breath, then he speaks again. āalways. youāre⦠itās only you.ā he keeps his eyes fixed on junās, praying that they will convey the sincerity in his words for him.
he didn't think minjae would stop, really, if anything he expected a bite to his neck and being told they can talk later. it's happened before, and really, it makes jun so uneasy that the ceiling looks like the most interesting piece of art he has seen in a long while.
junhee knows nothing about art.
yet, minjae stop and even pulls away and jun isn't sure he can breathe for a second or two. feels wrong. in so many ways, but that new ring around his left ring finger feels even heavier than whatever his chest has been experiencing the past few seconds. he feels the change in mood, the change is his roommate, his best friends behaviour and tone of voice. it's quickly enough to spring junhee into action.
"no, jae, baby.." he starts, the pet name slipping by without really meaning to, a habit, finally decided to look at minjae, who looks like a kicked puppy and junhee feels horrible about it. he sits up, straight now and his hands are quick to reach over, to cup the others face, thumb gently rubbing into his cheek. "i'm sorry, i promise you it's nothing bad.." he promises, he means it, even if his voice is quiet and the tv is still buzzing in the background, it feels like its miles away. he's looking, all over the other's face, slowly and steady. he isn't sure he is looking for something specific, he never does, he likes looking at jae.
junhee's gaze catches the ring he is wearing, it lingers on it, wonders when did minjae managed to get his ring size, how long had he been planning this⦠so many questions, so little answers, but there was one specific question swimming in his head and it felt dizzying, hearing his own heartbeat in between his temples and the way his cheeks heat up in embarrassment, in anticipation, in anxiety- he rips the band aid off.
"jae, what are we?"
the weight in jaeās chest eases somewhat at the sound of the familiar pet name, junās hands touching him again, their eyes locked onto each other. the older leans into the touch, eyes briefly fluttering shut as he lets out a soft sigh. itās one of relief, really, because if jun says itās nothing bad, then surely it canāt be. jae trusts him.
he would trust lee junhee with his life, if it ever came to that.
something in junās gaze feels heavy as it wanders across jaeās face ā he can tell heās being studied, he feels watched, though heās not sure for what purpose.
all he can do is look back at his best friend, and wait for whatever it is he wants to say. jae can feel his heart beating, the rhythm somewhat faster than normal. thereās anxiety in waiting, and jae doesnāt like waiting, impatient as ever, butā
oh.
jaeās lips part in surprise.
turns out, he doesnāt have to wait for long. part of him wishes he was still waiting, that he could go back to the second before jun uttered his question.
he doesnāt know how long he merely sits there, staring. it could be seconds, it likely is, though it feels like minutes, as if time has decided to stand still, only to torture him personally.
suppose this is the universeās way of punishing him today.
jae doesnāt want to have this conversation, had hoped it would never happen, the reasoning behind it not something heās allowed himself to linger on ā too afraid to even let the idea of it enter his mind.
but⦠thereās a hint of rosiness to junheeās cheeks, he seems nervous, and something in jae softens. his mouth falls shut, the hint of a smile tugging at his lips.
junhee deserves the world. but minjae canāt possibly give him that, so the least he can do is try to give him some answers.
āuh, best friends?ā his voice is low, the words sounding like a question. he winces. while true, itās clearly not the answer jun is looking for, and jae knows it.
a deep breath, teeth nervously digging into his lower lip, then he tries again.
āyou⦠youāre my person.ā itās the best way he can think of to explain himself.
it was both different and the same, this day. different in the way he wouldn't have to go through that hellish year again, just a few more similar if not worse ones. he isn't sure when their families would gather together like this, maybe at his graduation they would gather again. he's sure, a lot of things would change, but minjae would be by his side through everything. he has been so far, what was going to change?
well⦠junhee wasn't sure what could change, if anything would change. he knew a conversation was very much due. at least on his end, he wasn't exactly where minjae stood when it came to him, to them.. and it squeezed on his insides in such uncomfortable ways, it almost made his palms sweat and his stomach crunch. he couldn't even call whatever this was as giving him butterflies.. or maybe it was.
the groan makes junhee frown, if anything his shoulder tense almost too much, unsure what exactly caused it, but the hand on his jaw and the cold metal of the ring against his skin make his expression soften.
"i just wanted to make sure we do it quickly so she gets off both our backs." he mutters back, turning his head just enough to press his face into minjae's hand. his gaze is still on his friend, brows slightly raised as he listens to the other speak. he knows where minjae is looking, he knows where this is going, so he turns his head back in its original position, hand back on his jaw "really? you always have other plans when it comes to these talks." but despite the lacklustre protest, junhee lets the older male close the distance, moving ever so slightly closer to him.
he can't help but sigh, just like every time they kiss, eyes fluttering close and leaning into minjae. it's quick for the kiss to change into something more desperate and junhee pulls away just enough to speak "jae-" but he can't seem to get away for long. he gets chased, no matter how many times he moves away. "i'm really, really enjoying this but-" the older male's lips just keep finding his and even if he moves, physically away, he's leaning so far back now, resting on his elbows, minjae is practically hovering over him. maybe junhee should have stopped kissing him as well, actually pulled away, not slowly inching away. but that's his weak spot, he really can't stop kissing the other.
however, with a little bit of willpower, before whatever number of kiss gets a bit too heated again, junhee finally tips his head upwards, away from the other "jae" there is a pause, a twist in his voice and a hammering of his heartbeat in his head as he stares at the ceiling "i really wanna talk."
thereās nothing, in the whole word, that comforts jae more than the feeling of junās lips moving against his own, the warmth of the youngerās body as they press against each other. theyāve been doing this for so long by now, itās hardā no, impossible to imagine a reality where theyāre not falling into bed with each other every night.
jae doesnāt ever want it to stop.
junhee, however, seems to have other plans, at least for tonight. jae doesnāt like that, and so he keeps chasing after his friendās lips ā though, to be fair, jun is kissing him back, so really, heās getting some mixed signals here.
minjae is practically on top of him by the time junhee finally pulls away with a more decisive twist of his head. āwhat?ā jae murmurs, opting to nuzzle his face in the crook of his friendās neck instead, softly inhaling.
god. heāll never get over how intoxicating the scent of him is, even after all these years.
his words make jae freeze, if only for a moment, before he leans back, some of his weight still leaning on the younger. thereās a frown on his face as he looks at his friend, who suddenly seems way too interested in the ceiling.
talk? about what?
a clump of something heavy forms in his stomach ā jae decides he doesnāt like this. it seems too serious, too⦠he doesnāt know. almost emotional? and if thereās one thing he most certainly doesnāt do, ever, itās talk about⦠things like that. even thinking the word is somewhat of a challenge.
āwhatā¦ā thereās a pause, the words getting caught in his throat for a moment. it really bothers him that jun isnāt looking at him anymore. jae swallows, then continues. āwhat do you want to talk about? is something wrong?ā
did i do something wrong?
cat playdate / for @naraedx
āiām taking chi for her playdate!ā minjae announces, to an audience of exactly no one ā except for chamchi herself, whoās lounging on the couch, looking somewhat unimpressed with his yelling ā though he directs his words towards the direction of junheeās room, who may or may not be too lost in his studying to hear him.
ācome here, my little baby.ā heās not yelling anymore, though his pitch is a lot higher ā jae canāt help but talk to chi in a baby voice, not when sheās this cute. his grin is wide as he scoops her up into his arm, and she lets him, all too used to him constantly carrying her around after all these years. āare you excited, chichi?ā he murmurs, kissing the top of her head as he moves over to the door, exchanging his slippers for his sneakers ā theyāre old, thoroughly worn out, but heās not going far, so theyāll do. he shoots a quick glance at the coat rack, but decides he doesnāt need a jacket, as the walk over to naraeās building is only a minute at most.
making sure he covers chamchiās ears, he yells out a ābye, babe!ā to his boyfriend, before exiting their apartment. itās almost funny, how much more careful he is when heās carrying chamchi ā normally, heād slam the door behind him, but while sheās in his arms, he settles for gently kicking it shut behind him.
chamchi is purring as they walk, jae absentmindedly scratching her favorite spot. itās been almost two weeks since the last playdate with suki, and honestly? jae missed it.
(so maybe heās far more excited about this cat playdate than his actual cat is, but whatever ā heās just being a good dad!)
itās not long before they arrive at naraeās apartment, jae announcing his presence with two quick raps on the door. chamchi is nearly asleep in his arms, and he canāt help but smile at how peaceful he looks. thatās his literal daughter.
the sound of the door opening grabs his attention, and he looks up with a grin. āhey!ā he greets the younger as he steps inside, stepping out of his shoes before venturing further inside. āso glad weāre finally doing this again.ā he emphasizes the word finally, as if two weeks is an eternity. āchi has been so excited to hang out with her bestie!ā
where have you been with @jaedx 17th of february, 2024
today was supposed to be a good day, a great one even. it marks his halfway point through university and his dad had also gotten himself recognized at the hospital, a big promotion on his end to head of department. what wasn't there to celebrate today? three years since he got into uni to study medicine, five years since he moved out of his parents place. five years since he was living with minjae.. why did those five years feel like a blink all of a sudden?
despite the sleepless nights, the extra liters of coffee and energy drinks, junhee knows he is nowhere near done. he has a few weeks, a month maybe before he starts his fourth year. then at least another eight years are gonna go by before he is fully qualified.
that was neither here nor there.
he's a bit too stuck in his head, he feels the squeeze on his hand and looks up from his plate.
"hmm?" he asks, quickly glances at minjae who squeezed his hand, fingers laced under the table, matching rings knocking against one another, out of sight from their families. junhee's mum asked him the question and he answers this time. his hand squeeze's minjae's back before relaxing, thumb rubbing circles gently into the other's skin.
and the dinner goes by smoothly. it's a family event, junhee's parents are here, so are minjae with his mum and sibling. it's nowhere posh, a barbecue style restaurant they used to frequent years ago, while they were still in school together. now, it had been so long, they have grown so much, things have changed. he feels the tugging at his heart whenever his and minjae's rings clink against one another. but that's for later, his mum is gushing over something he had done at uni, he can't help but smile and laugh at whatever somewhat exaggerated story his mum was telling. the rest of the dinner, junhee is present, engaged.
even if minjae and him fall quiet during their way back home, it's comfortable. it's always been comfortable, always. yet, there is that tightness in his chest junhee couldn't get away from, ever since that matching ring was given to him a few hours ago it felt like there was a conversation that needs to happen. one he has been avoiding for so long now.
where does he start?
they take their shoes off, jackets hung, slippers on and like clockwork, they make their way to the couch. junhee doesn't miss a beat, reaching out for the remote of the tv and putting on the league of legends match they missed from earlier. he wants to relax, he really does, and when the couch next to him dips, it doesn't take long before he moves closer, head falling comfortably on minjae's shoulder.
"we should really visit my mum and dad while i'm off, i can't believe she mentioned it like fifty times just tonight." he sighs softly, shifting closer to try and get more comfortable, head tilting just enough to be able to catch a glimpse of minjae and it's enough to shift something inside junhee yet again.
minjae has been smiling an abnormal amount today.
not that he would classify himself as a particularly sour person, but itās not that common for him to wear his emotions so openly, least of all in public. but, he just canāt help it, not today ā heās just so damn proud of his best friend.
(okay, so maybe itās expected that he should be prouder of mr. lee, for⦠whatever paper he had published on god knows what, minjae honestly fails to see how itās that impressive, but what does he know? though he maintains his god-given right to be even prouder of junhee, because he knows how much work the younger has put in to get to where he is.)
the matching rings had been a surprise heād spent weeks planning ā figuring out exactly the right design, as well as trying to sneakily figure out junheeās ring size. the latter, as it turns out, hadnāt been that difficult. they hold hands often enough for jae to have practically memorized junās hands by now.
their fingers are interlaced again now, though below the table, an attempt at hiding it from their families.
(exactly what theyāre hiding, and why, minjae doesnāt know, but he knows better than to question it. junhee is his best friend, his person, and to him ā thatās enough. he hopes that it is for jun, too.)
the dinner is nice. minjaeās hand barely leaves junheeās the entire time ā only ever to eat, though most of the hours at the restaurant are spent chatting, most of the conversation revolving around mr. leeās latest achievement.
itās nice. even with his mom and minho there, with the focus elsewhere, itās almost easy to feel as if he isnāt mostly estranged from them, in his own (slightly messed-up) way.
still, itās a relief when they part ways, junhee and minjae bidding their families farewell before heading back to their apartment. they fall into a comfortable silence on the way home, a smile lingering on jaeās face as he looks forward to spending the rest of the evening with the younger male.
the day isnāt over yet, and jae can think of plenty of ways to keep celebrating jun making it through yet another year of med school, each slightly dirtier than the other.
but, hey, this only happens like, once a year. minjae thinks itās only fair that they celebrate it properly.
coming home together is a routine now, after all these years of living together. itās synchronized, almost as if itās a choreographed dance, when they take their outerwear off, put their slippers on, and fall into the couch together, tv turned on out of habit.
junheeās warmth finds his almost immediately, head falling onto his shoulder, fitting so perfectly itās almost as if it belongs there. minjae leans into the touch, head leaning to rest on top of junās, eyes flickering down to look at his face.
jae canāt help but let out a groan at junās words, slightly pulling back, though his hand quickly replaces his shoulder, gently cupping the youngerās jaw.
ādo we have to talk about your parents right now?ā he complains. āwe just spent hours with them.ā he uses his hand to angle junās face towards him, leaning back in towards his warmth.
āi kind of had other plans for the rest of our evening,ā he admits, gaze flickering down to the otherās lips. ānow that itās just the two of usā¦ā he closes the remaining distance between them, pressing their lips together ā gentle, at first, though itās not long before it turns more desperate, minjaeās lips parting to invite junhee to deepen the kiss.
hii, sage (she/her, 25+) again with my second child! allow me to introduce you to the slightly demonic but mostly harmless jae! also quick note, this is a side blog so i can't actually follow back/like posts from here, it'll be from @zyradx instead! so, choi minjae, most commonly known as jae, infamously known as ace to those in the right (or wrong, depending on how you look at it) circles. his power is luck manipulation, which just means he can manipulate luck in his favor, but it has repercussions most of the time, so it's not really all that powerful in the grand scheme of things. his profile and background is here, i'll leave a tl;dr under the cut along with some connection ideas, because again, i am not prepared enough to have a page ready i fear... and as always, leave a like if you'd like to plot with jae and i'll mysteriously appear in your dms!
HONGJOONG ā no more Mr. Nice Guy, think you know what I'm like x