NO BECAUSE I GENUINELY FORGOT THIS ACCOUNT EXISTED...I JUST READ MY OLD DRAFTS AND I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A REQUEST BEFORE I DIPPED. I’M SO SORRY FOR PEOPLE WHO LIKE ACTUALLY LIKED MY STUFF
PROLOGUE ༄ —you both only had a few hours left before everything ends, like cinderella. how would you and jaemin spend it?
PAIRING ༄ - husband (kinda)! jaemin x fem! reader
WARNINGs༄ - tw // divorce
GENREs ༄ - slight fluff, angst, cinderella like?
W. COUNT ༄ - around 1k+
TAGS ༄ - @cupfullofjeno (if you wanna be tagged in my stories then feel free to reach out to me ! <3)
➷｡min's letter ༄ - this is based off my dream and istg it was painful?? like i legit felt real tears and i don't fully remember the flow so i did this.
do not repost. copyright belongs to @moonflms 2021. reblogs and likes are deeply appreciated! originally posted on my wattpad (@johnsparrot) . enjoy reading!
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"have fun during the honeymoon!"
you felt jaemin place his palm on your hips as you both greeted the newlyweds jeno and his now-wife a goodbye. walking out of the venue both you and jaemin continued to walk silently to the parking lot with his palm still on your hip. the car was by the outdoor parking lot making your walk a bit longer. on the way to the open space was the view of the surroundings, basil-colored shrubs, and trees highlighted by the moonlight. the sound of both your shoes' soles hitting the pavement, making a rough rhythm.
jaemin's soft hold on your hip tightened as he re-positioned his arm which was now wrapping around you. the atmosphere between the two of you was still silent. silent yet painful. with more steps taken towards the car the more sorrowful the air becomes, and both you and jaemin have noticed it well.
jaemin saw from his peripheral vision your head which was now leaning on his shoulder, adding another bullet towards his heart. as much as he wanted to, he hesitated to leave a peck on your crown, opposite of what he always did.
time check, it was 9:25 in the evening, quite early for both of you to leave the reception, unlike jaemin's other friends who were ready to get wasted, happy for their fellow brodie who finally married the girl of his dreams. despite feeling heavy beforehand during the ceremony, the gloomy feeling jaemin had would grow even worse.
"jaem?" you called out breaking the silence. "hmm?"
"it's a bit early." you reminded him as only a few hours before midnight remained. jaemin's grip on your hips shifted up to your waist making you move closer to him, not wanting you to move away from him. placing the peck he wanted earlier by your temple. "let's pass by hangang then" jaemin suggested which you agreed anyways.
the car was now in front of you, jaemin escorted you first to your door, being the gentlemen he always was. jaemin on the other hand, remained outside for the meantime. the painful atmosphere started to get intense making you both break down into tears.
jaemin outside tugged on a fistful of his hair before letting his tears run down his face, burying himself in his arms above the car's trunk. you on the other hand were drenched in tears and sweat. the car was still off thus making it humid. you refrained from making any noise as you cried covering your mouth, still couldn't believe what was going to happen in just a few hours. you spotted a black velvet box, the same box jaemin showed you years ago, exactly knowing what was inside it. you stole a glance looking jaemin staring at you, eyes slightly droopy and pink. just as devastated as you were.
jaemin straightened up as he finally made himself start the car, preparing himself to move towards hangang park, which was around an hour and a half from the venue you both were.
the atmosphere became emotional once again as jaemin continued to drive to the park. the music playing was not helping at all, but it's was better than suffocating in dreadful silence.
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time check, it was now 10:49. you both were now inside hangang park, walking around the premises.
the view was amazing especially at night as the soft sounds of han river's waves echoed nearby. you both took the time to admire the pretty park and savor the time you both still had with each other.
"baby?" jaemin asked. "yeah?" you looked at him as he tried to avoid your eye contact.
"can we? you know... that area." he fiddled with your fingers that were resting on his arm he offered earlier. "oh..." you felt your tears slowly coming back. "let's hurry, we have an hour left."
you and jaemin sped walked towards the area you both knew about. after a few walking, you both saw the exact same bench you both sat on in the past. the memorable wooden bench giving the view of the shining river.
you both sat down in silence, looking into the river just to avoid any contact with one another. both of you were trying your best to avoid breaking down once again. breaking down on an area that holds the most precious memory. "babe."
"you gotta stop calling me that, y'know?" you tried to balance out your breathing, you will surely miss that sweet tone and pet name.
"we still got time, i won't waste any minute." jaemin slowly interlocked his hand with yours, bringing the hand up to his lips pecking the top of your hand leaving a few tears that were now running down his face. feeling the tears that coated the backside of your hand, you didn't bother to hold in the feelings you've been keeping.
"oh how time fly by fast. it still feels like i proposed to a beautiful girl in this very spot yesterday." jaemin sniffled. he giggled as he wiped his cheek, "it's crazy how we both agreed to stay together until jeno's wedding" he looked down at his slacks. "hey, it's jeno. we can't let him feel bad on his day."
"jaem... we're not making a mistake, right?" you looked at jaemin with swollen eyes, hoping for another answer.
"we've signed everything, baby. we're doing what's best, right?" jaemin looked back as he continues to shed some tears, not wanting to accept the truth. "our parents understood too. you deserve someone who's always there by your side." jaemin instantly felt the regret.
you sobbed as you slowly reached for the same velvet box from earlier. handing it to jaemin, he felt heartbroken once more, seeing your wedding rings at the worst time possible.
"but look on the bright side, i married the most amazing girl i've met, someone i didn't deserve. and even if things didn't end right between us, i don't regret anything. i was the happiest with you." jaemin cupped your cheek slowly caressing it after.
"i was the happiest with you too, jaem" you mimicked as you reached out to caress his cheek as well. time check, it was now 11:35 pm. "jaem, we have twenty-five minutes left."
you cupped his cheek as you slowly squished it, "i don't want this jaemin. please" you tried convincing as he did nothing but cry harder. he reached out for your hand, slowly pulling it down. "i don't either sweetheart. but what we're having is no longer great for the both of us. we're just h-hurting each other already!" he hiccuped in between his statements.
he had a point.
your mascara? ruined. jaemin's gelled hair? disheveled. your hearts? crushed.
silence took over as you both continued to sniffle. in less than ten minutes, your divorce papers will take effect.
jaemin reached out for your neck as he slowly pulled you closer, leaning in for your last kiss.
"can i?" granting permission, jaemin rested his soft set above yours. not holding back you tilted your head for better access, both your lips moved to a slow rhythm. the salty taste of the tears overpowered the signature sweet taste you both adored. the feeling of absolute devastation overpowered the feeling of love for each other that remained. you both didn't want to let go. but you both had to. everything was already set.
papers were signed, the house and furniture were sold, the parents were ready to engulf their child into embraces. the feeling of loneliness was itching to come over already.
breaking away for some breathers you both cried the hardest. you both hugged as you both quickly leaned in for one last-yet-short kiss.
DING
your phone alarms went off. it was midnight. that's it.
"i'll always love you, my cinderella. even if we're miles apart, even if we're on our separate ways."
he will never forget the first time you got really sleepy around him
you were both watching tv together, and you just gradually moved closed and closer to him until you were basically wrapped around his arm with your head on his shoulder
he just stared down at you, his expression similar to that of a deer caught in headlights
was absolutely terrified of waking you so he did not move
like… at all
seriously jaehyun walked past and was worried that mark was barely breathing
now, even though it’s happened a few times
he still gets nervous
not just because you’re very close to him
but because you trust him enough to fall asleep on him
and that you seek comfort in him
this is one time where mark won’t let anything or anyone come near you
seriously he will do everything he can to make sure that you aren’t woken up
like hyuck jokingly pretended to try and wake you and mark just sent him a look that had hyuck walking backwards out of the door
it surprised the members how protective he was when you were sleeping
like almost corners off half the dorm protective
but no one could deny it was the sweetest thing they had ever seen
Summary: A collection of glimpses into your life with Na Jaemin- one for each day of the week.
Header made by the brilliant @bluejaem (thank you!)
Monday, 6:30 am
The alarm rang loudly, its siren-like ring filling the silent atmosphere and echoing painfully in your ears, waking you up instantly. You groaned and turned over, burying your face in your pillow and pulling the covers above your head in an attempt to muffle out the annoying ring.
You vaguely heard the rustle of the bed sheet next to you as Jaemin reached over you and turned off the alarm. That god-awful noise stopped at once, and you sighed in relief. You heard Jaemin chuckle at your state, and you rolled over and looked at him, blinking at the sudden light. He ran a hand through your hair, smiling softly at you.
“Morning, love,” he whispered, his voice rough and raspy.
You smiled back at him, moving to rest your head against his shoulder. “Good morning.”
The two of you just lay there for a few more minutes, content to stare at the ceiling and listen to each others’ breathing, relishing the feeling of togetherness you felt with him.
“We should probably get up.” Jaemin’s voice broke the silence.
You nodded in agreement. “We probably should.”
The two of you looked at each other and, almost as though it was planned, said simultaneously, “I don’t want to.” It made both of you erupt into giggles, and he looked at you affectionately, brushing some hair off your forehead.
“Well, if neither of us wants to,” Jaemin suggested, “then we don’t have to.”
You yawned and stretched, looking at him amusedly. “You mean we have to,” you corrected him.
He shrugged, a playful glint in his eyes. “Worth a shot.”
“Get up, you lazy bum.” You swung your legs over the side of the bed, rubbing your eyes. “Race you to the bathroom?” You turned and looked at him challengingly.
He was up in an instant. “Oh, you are on.”
Tuesday, 7:45 pm
The music from the speaker connected to your phone filled the tiny kitchen where you and Jaemin stood, side by side, chopping and mincing and stirring and garnishing the food for dinner. One of your favourite songs started playing, and you began to hum along to the tune, swaying your body slightly. Jaemin watched you silently, a loving expression on his face, as you stirred the soup on the stove to exactly the same beat as the music.
Suddenly, he put down the cutting knife he was holding and tapped your shoulder. You turned around, holding up the wooden spoon with which you’d been stirring, and looked at him questioningly.
He held out his hand in invitation. “Dance with me?”
You put the spoon back into the cooking pot and took his hand in your own, your tongue poking the inside of your cheek. “Just don’t step on me feet, Jaemin.”
He raised his eyebrows. “I think I’m the one who’s supposed to be telling you that,” he teased. You rolled your eyes but placed your other hand on his shoulder and he placed his free hand on your waist.
The two of you shuffled around, just turning about in circles, breathless laughs escaping from your lips when either of you accidentally bumped into the counter. You stared into his chestnut eyes, feeling the love he radiated seep into your heart, warming your body, and you tucked it in there, vowing to keep it safe.
The song ended and Jaemin pulled you into a soft kiss, his lips warm against your own. He pulled back and rested his forehead against yours. You closed your eyes and breathed in deeply, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Y/n.”
You opened your eyes. “Yeah?”
“I think the soup’s burning.”
Wednesday, 11:15 pm
Jaemin opened the door to your apartment as silently as possible. He entered cautiously and padded quietly across the hallway into the living room- where he saw you. You were sprawled across the sofa, one hand hanging limply off the cushions, while you were wrapped in the blanket he’d bought you once, thinking that it reminded him of you. Your gentle snores reverberated through the room.
Though his day had been exhausting, Jaemin couldn’t help the tired smile that graced his features.
Dropping his bag on a nearby armchair, he walked over to you, gently removing the blanket from over your body and placing it on the armrest. You didn’t stir. He placed his hands under your back, and, grunting slightly, lifted you up, bridal-style. You snorted in your sleep.
Jaemin maneuvered himself carefully, making sure not to hit any door frames or wall corners on his way to the bedroom. He put you down carefully on the bed, stroking your hair once and kissing your forehead.
“Good night, love,” he whispered, before making his way around to the other side of the bed.
He pulled the covers around you and him, resting his head against the cool pillow. He closed his eyes and let out a small, contented sigh, and then let sleep take over.
Thursday, 6:40 pm
“Here’s your coffee, love.”
You smiled when Jaemin came out of the kitchen and into the balcony, holding two steaming mugs of coffee in either hand. He handed you one, and you mumbled a small thanks, curling your fingers around the mug and warming them.
You took a small sip and then turned to look at Jaemin. “Don’t tell me you put six shots of espresso in your drink.” You glared at him.
He grinned sheepishly, sipping his drink.
“Jaemin!” you exclaimed. “That shit’s going to kill you one day.”
“No, it won’t,” he denied. “I just prefer my coffee this way.” He shrugged.
“Fine,” you rolled your eyes. “Don’t expect me to attend your funeral, then.”
“You have a weird way of saying you love me.”
“Get used to it.”
Friday, 7:15 pm
“Here’s the popcorn.” You handed Jaemin a bowl of the buttery snack and plopped down on the couch next to him, curling your legs under your body. You reached out for the remote on the coffee table and pressed the play button.
Jaemin popped a few pieces of popcorn into his mouth, crunching loudly. He wrapped an arm around your torso and pulled you into his side. You sighed happily and rested your head on his shoulder, your eyes trained on the screen in front of you.
“Hey, y/n,” Jaemin whispered.
“What?”
“Are you going to scream when the zombies come out again?” You turned around and whacked his shoulder playfully, Jaemin smiling teasingly at you.
“Are you going to close your eyes when the main couple starts making out again?” you retaliated, narrowing your eyes at him.
“If by ‘main couple’”, Jaemin said, putting the word in air quotes, “you mean us, then I think you’re going to be the one with your eyes closed.” He grinned mischievously at you.
You groaned and turned around. “Watch the movie, idiot.”
Saturday, 11:45 pm
“Jaemin,” you whispered, shaking his sleeping form next to you. “Wake up.” You shook his shoulder hard.
He got up with a start, looking around frantically. “What’s wrong?” His eyes trained on you, wide with concern. “Are you okay?”
“I’m fine.” You gave him an embarrassed smile. “Just a bit hungry.”
“Oh.” He calmed down, his tense shoulders slumping down. “I think there’s ice cream in the fridge.”
“No,” you shook your head, “there isn’t. I already checked.”
He rubbed his eyes once and swung his legs on the side of the bed. “Get dressed. We’re going to buy ice cream.”
You beamed at him. “You’re the best, Jaemin.”
He smiled at you. “So I’ve been told.”
Sunday, 5:30 pm
“You know,” you began, looking at Jaemin thoughtfully, “we’ve been together for about a year now.”
Jaemin looked up from the book he was reading. “Really?”
You nodded at him. “Yeah,” you said, getting up from your seat and walking towards him. “A year,” you breathed, coming to a stop in front of him.
“Well, not exactly a year,” you admitted. “It’s more like eleven months and twenty-three days, but you know what I mean.”
He stood up, his expression mirroring yours- giddy, ecstatic and full of love. He placed his hands on your waist and you wrapped your arms around his neck, playing with his hair.
“Best eleven months and twenty-three days of my life,” he declared, his voice gruff.
“Mine, too,” you agreed, resting your head on his chest. “Let’s make it last for another eleven months and twenty-three days, yeah?”
“How about the rest of forever instead?”
“That sounds good,” you sighed.
“It does,” he agreed. “It really does.”
Taglist: @lyshoonn @dolphin-chenle @hndryqian @stayctday @jaeminpeachy @kunrengui @bluejaem @allegxdly @en-hi-pen @jaemotel - send an ask or a dm if you'd like to be added!
jaemin!! 41!! 42!! 45!! is this a lot im so sorry aaahcccck
member — na jaemin
prompts — #41 “Are my eyes deceiving me or is that a smile, my love?” “Oh, shut up.” #42 “Stop calling me Princess!” “I apologize, my Queen.” #45 “If you call me one more of those stupid pet names, I will tell everyone the truth!”
that look on his face right now. you just knew that he was going to say something corny.
ugh, here we go again.
"do you believe in love at first sight? or should I walk by you again?" a smug-looking jaemin walks up to you and walks along.
and that would be mr. na jaemin's way of greeting you.
na jaemin, the school's typical it boy, and the biggest flirt you know. and as you would like to address him, your enemy.
“are my eyes deceiving me or is that a smile, my love?” looks like you weren't able to control yourself from smiling at what he had just said.
“oh, shut up.” you rolled your eyes at his comment and walked into the library, while he followed.
"why should I, princess?"
he just loves watching you get riled up, doesn't he?
“Stop calling me princess” you were about to raise your voice but realized that you guys were still in the library. you walk up to one of the shelves and start looking for the book that you came here for. meanwhile, jaemin went to the other side of the shelf, acting as if he was looking for a book too when he actually wasn't.
he popped out one of the books from the shelf so that you could now see him. “I apologize, my Queen.”
oh, how you wanted to rub that smirk off of his face.
“If you call me one more of those stupid pet names, I will tell everyone the truth!” you whisper-shouted at him.
"g'head, tell everyone that you like me," he arrogantly replied, wearing the same smug look on his face.
"when did I say that—"
"shush!" the librarian put a finger on her lips as she shushed you.
"you see, even our librarian knows that it doesn't need no explanation. accept it, y/n. you like me."
what did you do to deserve such moments in your life.
ok hi! first of all your blog is so cute??? and secondly, if you’re taking requests rn, i want to request jaehyun fluff with like him getting possessive but its cute asf😭 thanks in advance lol and have a nice day <3
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an; bestie i'm not sure if this is the possessive you want but i hope you enjoy this, i made the reader almost taller than donghyuck because yes tall people!!
it's hard holding in your laugh, you can tell the person in front of you struggling harder.
the first day of april, april fools. in the dorms of nct, they all know who to watch out for today, lee donghyuck. don't worry, he's not a home wrecker. he knows when to stop pranks that focus on making a person jealous.
jaehyun eyes you when you don't ask him for his sweater after complaining about the cold. he tenses up when he sees you go up to donghyuck for his sweater.
it fits perfectly on you, almost being taller than donghyuck himself, "wahh y/n you look really cute in my sweater,"
jaehyun didn't let the conversation continue after that. he immediately went over and carefully took the sweater off you. he glared at donghyuck after seeing his sly smirk.
he pulled you towards the couch of the practice room and puts his sweater on you. pulling you onto his lap, he uses your neck to hide his blushing face and only looks up whenever he hears someone nearby.
"please, only wear my sweater because i might explode, thank you," he gave you a quick peck, maybe mouthing a few 'i hate you's' to donghyuck along the way, who knows?
➯〖✧･—1:11AM.. 〗: he used to like his coffee hellishly bitter, but ever since he's met you— all his friends couldn't help but wonder why jaemin suddenly enjoys his coffee with one packet of creamer stirred in.
of course— there's probably some sort of extraordinarily sappy explanation for nana's apparent metamorphosis in terms of coffee, so silently they pray that you could help with his cilantro addiction too.
So, I was listening to music while doing this, and I noticed the different concepts between what I was listening to. As a result, I’ve decided to do two groups with different concepts! I have a lot of moots too, so it works
I’d also like to mention that all of my moots would fit perfectly in all of these categories, but I’m just gonna write them into what I think they would ‘main/lead’ in. Also... I don’t mean to leave anyone out, I promise :( I’m just forgetful. If you want to see my take on where you would be, just let me know!
I tried to keep the groups even cuz I’m like that : )
S O F T C O N C E P T
Vocalist :: @moonbeamsung @alicanta77 @vera-liscious - These three have done some of the most beautiful covers I’ve ever heard! They all sound like angels, and I’m not being the slightest bit dramatic.
Rappers :: @leejunini @in-my-neofeelings - I feel like these two (I have no proof) have absolutely killer rap skills! These two rapping in a group with a soft concept... yes please!
Visuals :: @jaehyunslilsister @leetaeyonglover @hxneyy-latte - The entire group is filled with visuals, though these three would be absolutely unforgettable - especially under a spotlight!
Dancers :: @loonacitys @kunrengui - I feel as though (entirely opinion) these two would be able to practice and manage to get their skills up to Winwin’s level. Don’t at me cuz I’m right :]
Moodmakers :: @oifelixcmerebrou - Do I even need to explain??? Just go to her blog and you’ll see why she’s here.
Leaders :: @neonun-au @kpopsnowball - BIG LEADER VIBES
H A R D C O N C E P T
Vocalists :: @lebrookestore @channoticedmeuwu @astroboy-lele - You can fight me if you disagree with this lineup, but I will win.
Rappers :: @nakamotocore @meraki-mark - Think Mark and Taeyong. That’s how I visualize these two in a gg.
Visuals :: @byunbaekby @prettyjaems @jenosslut - No explanation needed. If you three want an explanation, go look in the mirror.
Dancers :: @lucas-wongs @du0tine @jaemotel - These three would absolutely be able to light up the stage with their killer moves. Don’t even try to fight me on this.
Moodmakers :: @mrkcore - Also doesn’t need an explanation : )
Leaders :: @moondustaeil @127-mile - Could and would lead the group to multiple wins on award shows. I am sure of this.
warnings; we can't spell, our humour is shit (we find the word penis funny), we go to a private school, we joke abt sex a lot, we act like we're 11
taeil: *sends a spongebob and mr krabs having sex gif while someone's ranting* sorry my wifi was shit for a few hours
johnny: okay, everytime we earn a point, we have to moan
taeyong: holy shit it's 6am, i thought it was 6pm-
yuta: i'm not a prostitute but, if you gave me control of your bank account then i'll go to your house and let you do whatever the hell you want to me
kun: guys...⛎ pp underwater
doyoung: jesus, could you stop staring at me? like i know i'm handsome but-
ten: bro im like gæ. its like gay but fancier
jaehyun: when I say my boy I don’t mean in the horny anyway I know that your mind only works in the horny way but I mean him as like my son calm down you horny fucc
winwin: slap wooden plank against my dick for maximum pain, wait no i'm not a catmaid. please no
jungwoo: *calls the whole class gc* sorry i was pissing with my phone on the floor and i accidentally stepped on it
lucas: wait, who tf plans having sex??
mark: like the solar system?? no i don't own space (talking about laptops)
xiaojun: nononono shut up, i will come to school with my platform crocs
hendery: i am...bro ain't gay if he apprieciates arts, right?
renjun: anything bad that happens against me is literally homophobic and a hate crime
jeno: I sincerely apologize for my outlandish treatment of your characterization, and therefore my misinterpretation of your gender. I sincerely hope both you and I can continue forward knowing this was a misunderstanding. However, I must ask... what is your name? Perhaps a proper meet and greet is in order. I’m sure you’d be lovely to have a chat with. (WE WERE FIGHTING WHAT PRONOUNS TO USE ON A PC, A PC)
haechan: ALL HAIL THEE KING ON HIGH, DONG SICHENG
jaemin: BUT WHERE ELSE DO I PUT USELESS STUFF THAT I CANT THROW AWAY CAUSE I HAVE AN EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO IT?
yangyang: then, if i can't tpose on the roof of your car trusting god for our safety, let it be god's will that we will have mcdonalds (we prayed for mcdonalds soon right after that)
shotaro: and i got hella weirded out yo 🥶🥶😈⁉️ u get my drip 😩🙏 he’s tight 👿🥶🙏
chenle: one day, i'm gonna change everyone's wifi pass to cock and ball torture
sungchan: PLS NOT THE IWANNAKASHOOTMYSELF,,WTF AUTOCORRECT
jisung: HELP I CANT OPEN THE SALSA
[five minutes later]
GUYS HELP I OPENED THE SALSA *sends photo of salsa everywhere in their kitchen*
