Jaenanabanana

Jae Reyes 20 years old. feel free to read my blogs.:)

[jaelovesdm]

THROUGH THICK AND THIN <3

 I though it was the end, the end of everything, I thought I need to move on to something new and let go of the memories and sacrifices, but I think because of prayers God gives us a chance to prove that Love conquers all.

All pains and tears are worth it. 2 years and 10 months of tears and happiness. I really can't explain how I feel tonight, but this is the happiest day of my life. Thank you Lord for giving us strength to prove how we love each other and thank you for giving me this kind of blessing..

 <3 Through thick and Thin Since 2013 

[bergdorfprincess]

[jaelovesdm]

forever in pain.

I never felt like this before. it feels like i'm living on a goddamn freezer. freezing to death. keeping my eyes dry to pretend I'm fine, but deep inside I want to scream, shout and cry out loud. My heart feels like there's a living torn in every veins of it. no one sees my pain inside, but they only see how happy I am when I'm with him. I'm so weak to face the fact that I will conquering this pain as much as I can. they say it's your choice to be happy, but why I felt like this? :( I already made my choice. I already choose to be happy, but still wondering why I'm facing such this kind of pain. I'm giving all I got, I already did my part, but still crying. crying every night, every day. I'm losing hope. I'm losing everything. Literally... I'm lost in every single matter. i hate myself to love someone so much and they can't even love me back. :'(  Lord, please help me. Give me strength to face everything all by myself. I don't want to be like this. :( 

[jaelovesdm]

I HAD IT ALL.

Everything happens for a reason they say, we fail, we succeed and we keep on moving forward for us to survive in life. This is me and my boyfriend still fighting for our relationship. So let me tell you this.....

I've done so many stupid things that i know could make him hate me forever, but all of those shits he never left me. I cheat, i flirt and i became such a bitch. I become scared that he might hurt me back, but he proved to me that I was wrong. i was very wrong. He made me realized that there's just a man who is willing to accept you no matter how painful it is, he lower his ego just to make us stay together. He forget about his pain just to make me smile, he keeps on saying "baby, let's forget about it" and i breaks my heart to see my man feeling pained because of me. He always says "Im fine" but when i turn back i know tears keeps on falling from his eyes. I had so many regrets doing those mistakes. I almost lost the one who can love me unconditionally other than my parents. I almost thrown away all of his sacrifices just to show me that he's different, different from all the boys i loved before. And now that we're still together counting days, months and years i might say I HAD IT ALL. I had the best gift ever. I feel like everyday is a special day with him. He still courts me, protect me, offers his hand before i go down to the jeepney , he holds my heavy bag, comforts me when i feel bad, posting our pic together to show how proud he is that i am his lady. I am so happy that i had a man who is being an all around person just to make me feel that he really love me behind my weaknesses and mistakes.

Baby, i will thank and love you everyday through bad and good times through laughter's and tears, through the worst arguments and shallow fights, through the sweetest and bitterness, through the most wild and romantic making love. I will love you behind all the pain we've done to each other i will keep my biceps and triceps grow to show you how strong i am and i am ready to fight for you til' the end. I LOVE YOU BABY AND I ALWAYS WILL.   

05/9/13

[jaelovesdm]

I know we had so many arguments, heartaches etc. i always leave you with such shitty reasons but, you still keep on saying "STAY". i made so many mistakes in this relationship and i always asking for chances but i always fail. Giving me another last chance is like winning a jackpot in casino. this chance made me realize everything i have, how lucky i am and how blessed i am to have you and to have all these things. This chance made me feel that there is a man who is willing to accept pains rather than to throw away the relationship it also made me believe that there is really a true love, a love with sacrifices. a love that is worth fighting for. i know i am not perfect i made you drown in your own tears but you choose to love me more. i am so sorry for all those shits. i won't promise anything i'll just prove to you that i am really sorry and i love you so much everyday of my life. i want to continue our plans. our travels. our celebrations. so please. let's fight for this relationship because i am willing to be a soldier just to keep this forever. <3

CRUSHIE/BABE/BABY/MY LOVES.

05.09.13

[jaelovesdm]

IN TIME.

In life we cannot control the situation that might be happen. we meet new people,friends, co-workers, go to some places for vacation, meet enemies etc. but with all of those things/situations has it's own purpose/role in our life.

Me? i just want to live. live with no regrets, live with love, sacrifice, heartaches, pains, laughter, happiness, sadness, troubles and so much more. In short, i just want to live with him. though in life there is no assurance if you're going to be successful or not. i am taking the risk having him forever with such pains and love rather than to live without him. i may cry, drown in my own tears, ruin my mascara coz of crying. but one thing for sure all those things will be worth it. IN TIME, maybe not today or tomorrow or the next day, but i promise that we will be happy as much as we do today. and i will love you as much as you love me. i know baby IN TIME we will have our own happy family. i can't wait to see our very own evo and build our own house and drive our own car. i know we can do this. trust me and trust yourself. This might sound hard but it's all worth it. ILOVEYOU SO MUCH BABY. I REALLY DO. :)

[jaelovesdm]

PROMISE

Sa dami ng mga PANGAKONG narinig ko, sa dami ng taong nangangako, etong taong to  lang naman ang talagang pinaniwalaan ko, na kahit pa magkaaway kame, inaaway ko siya, inaaway niya ako ni hindi pumasok sa isip niyang iwan ako.kahit pa kinukuha ko na mga damit ko sa cabinet niya kukunin nya ulit para ibalik to. it is nice to know that someone is afraid of losing you kahit na masama ang ugali mo at marami kang nagawang mali sa kanya. i am not hoping that his promises will come true but, i believe that he will do everything just to fulfill his promises. he's not giving me material things, full my tummy with foods and chocolates or even treat me to an expensive restaurant to have dinner. we often celebrate our monthsaries outside. but i am sure that he's a man who has plans in life, treat you as a lady, surprise you, court you everyday though he already had you, give you advice like he's your best friend, he will take care of you when you're sick like a mother and protect you always like a father. sa dami dami ng nagawa ko andito pa din siya katabi ko. TINUTUPAD ANG PANGAKO. :)

im so sorry for all the pains. i am afraid of loosing you thou. :(

i am writing this blog not just to say sorry but, i am proud having you and i appreciate all the things you do just to keep this relationship. ILOVEYOU SO MUCH BABY, AND I ALWAYS WILL :)

[jaelovesdm]

FOR YOU.

There are things in this world that you can't explain. how they do it, how they became like this, like that. how things works. how people works. things that you can't imagine that they do really exist. like this guy. i thought in this world, boys will be boys. they drink, smoke, flirt with different kinds of girls, leave their girlfriends and have another girl. but this guy? i think he's what other girls dream about. a guy who will treat you like a princess, act like he's the only guy in the world who will love you unconditionally, a guy who will love you with all your flaws, bad sides and all of your imperfections. i feel like i am the luckiest girl and the prettiest girl in this whole fucking world. i wanna thank him for almost 6 months having you but it feels like a years we've been together. being with me through my happiness and sadness. this guy deserves an unlimited love. i will love you more each day. and i will never let you go, i have no regrets and i promise i will stay strong and keep this relationship as we grow old together. :) hold my hand and lets face this world together forever. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :) 

[rihannasdick-deactivated2013111]

"It’s okay to have an opinion on someone but it’s not okay to send hateful comments because they made a mistake. Celebrities are people too. Instead of getting bullied at school by 30 people, they get bullied by the whole world…”

[jaelovesdm]

CRY

[jaelovesdm]

GOODNIGHT.

love me for who i am, coz i love you behind all the imperfections, trust me like im the only person who will listen to you every time you tell your story. i am me and that is you. i miss you like everyday, everyday of my life. i love you not just because you love me but i love you because i really do. i wanna hug you like a pillow, kiss you all night and sleep in your arms. i'll never stop loving you. i don't want this to end though im scared of loving you so much. i thank God for giving me a person like you the one i trust and the one i love. GOODNIGHT.

[jaelovesdm]

LOVE

for you what is love? for me, first i might say that if you love someone its all about how much you care, how happy you are when you're with him/her, how much efforts you can do for this person. but what i just realized when i met him is that its not a big deal if you're far away from each other, in love distance is only just a number but the love you feel and the care you show is all that matters. expressing love is not only when you're together but also how you trust and how you make her/him feel that he's/she's important. understanding each other is another point of love its about when you can't really handle the arguments and one of you will lower your pride. the one who will says "SORRY" and kiss you for you to be calm and in the end you'll both forget that shit and start another day with sweetness and love. problem is just there, it will never leave you but if both of you are willing to help each other there is no impossible for both of you to reach forever. that's what i realized when i met Alexi. we've known each other for three months, but what i feel is like we've been together for years. he knows my flaws my bad and good sides and my imperfections. but still he shows me how much he loves me and how much he really care. though im from north and he's from south i can't feel that we're far away with the help of facetime.hihihi :"> and everytime i woke up he never fails to make me smile coz of his long good morning texts. :) i never thought that alexi and i will be like this and i have no regrets of having him as my babe. :) i thank him everyday for loving me and understanding my busy schedules and treat me as his princess. :) ILOVEYOU ALWAYS BABE! :* :* :* :* :* :)

[jaelovesdm]

good morning guys! first of all i feel sorry for you guys because of the quality of the picture hihi. but i think its not that big deal because of my model (Trishie Delacruz) can handle it. hihi.

for this blog i didn't use my own make up but instead i used trishie's make up because i didn't expect that she will ask me to do some sample make up for the grand launching of her fashion designs. i only visit her at her house and that's it, that's why i didn't bring brushes etc. anyway.... for trishie's make up i applied DIOR concealer for the base for smooth skin, for the foundation i applied ever bilena so that her skin won't look oily because of the concealer i applied. for her eye shadows i used clean and clear eye shadows (gray, purple and pink.) i applied gray so that the pink and purple colors will appear more i applied only a little bit of gray as you see in the picture. it's much better that i applied heavy purple and pink eye shadow because of its glitters effect. for her eyeliner i used mac gel liner, for her lips i applied matte lip paint (pink) for her barbie/fairy look hihi :) for her cheeks i used light pink shade of blush on (i forgot the brand name :( ) and for her unique eyelashes thank you beauty intstints ( http://www.facebook.com/beautyinstincts.shop ) and trishie is wearing contact lenses thank you also Utlog shop (http://www.facebook.com/utlogshop). and that's it guys! hope you enjoy reading my blog and feel free to try it also i already put the link of the shops where you can find some of the things i used. :) sorry again for the quality of the picture. :(( hihi. :)

THANK YOU GUYS. LOVE YA. :* <3

[jaelovesdm]

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[jaelovesdm]

last night i tried myself having this kind of look. (girly type) hihi. 

for my base to achieve my smooth skin i applied avon whitening cake foundation. to balance my face down to my neck i used maybeline new york mineral powder. for my eyeshadows i used max touch pink eyeshadow but i applied it only half coz i shaded it with mac silver eyeshadow so that my eyes wont look pale coz i only have one color. haha. for my eyeliner i used davis eye to cover up a black effect on my eyes. for my lips i used light pink lipstick to match up the eyes and my lips. :) now i have this girly type look! :)

thank youuuuuu! loveya. :* <3

[jaelovesdm]

hi guys! now i am the official hair and make up artist of exquisit photography by Kennette Gaela.im so happy to be a part of this group. i enjoyed the company and their sense of humor. they only enjoying what they do and what they want. and will do my very best to be able to have a longer time with them.

in this shoot i used l'oreal  paris visible lift for the base, max touch fair color foundation. for the eyeshadows i used white color for the base. i shaded it with dark eyeshadow it's not that black actually because of the base i put. i also shaded it with orange to fit the make up in her top. to make it more fierce i put mac gel eyeliner (black) to make her eyes fierce, i added up some stickers for other effects to make it more unique. to make her cheeks attractive i applied max touch blush on (pinkish) for her lips i applied red and pink lip gloss. for finishing touch i applied nichido bronzing powder to achieve her glamorous but fierce effect look. 

for her hair i tease her front hair only and i applied glam works hair spray to hold her hair.

thank you guys! :) Love ya. :) :*

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