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✿ In which you sneak out of your dorm room to go for a late night run, unbeknownst to your room-mate, you're meeting a boy. ✿
Genre: There’s some of everything tbh (fluff,comedy,implied smut,angst)
Warnings: Some implied smut (I think), possibly some making-out (you know how it be)
Word Count: 2.1k
A/n: It’s my birthday today its 12am rn so I thought I’d post this as a gift to you guys x ily
hope you enjoy :)
It wasn't like you were doing anything bad per say, although you did lie. That part was pretty bad.
Besides, he’s cute, so wheres the problem?
Doyoung’s dorm room was located on the east side of campus, also known as the side furthest from your own.
You didn't really mind though, it did mean that you technically weren't lying when you told people you were going for a walk. However, it did mean that you were constantly far away from each other and that you couldn't really go places together. Actually scratch that idea, you did hate it.
You guess it wasn't all bad though, It did make it really hot when you did get alone time.
-
“Oh fuck.” You hissed hurriedly sitting up, gaining the attention of the shirtless boy who was laying on top of you just moments before. “Bubs what’s the matter.” He replied sitting up with you and placing a hand on your shoulder. You sighed, deflating in the process. All possibilities for the short period of intimacy you got, vanishing into thin air as you continued. “I told my roommate I was going for a run.”
“Oh fuck indeed.”
You got out of Doyoung’s bed taking off the shirt of his that you were wearing in the process. As you scurried frantically around his floor for your own shirt, Doyoung ran his hand through his dark hair admiring your chest for the split second it was bare before being trapped away inside your shirt.
This arrangement was easy for either of you.
The days that followed each visit to Doyoung were always a living hell. You couldn't see him every day due to the possible suspicion of your roommate. Also because you suppose you should put your studies as a top priority or whatever.
Those reasons always seemed insignificant when put beside the longing stares and the pounding of your heart each time you saw him around campus, they were the real torture.
Had you ever pass Doyoung in a corridor, there would always be some form of affection, whether it be a grope or smack of your ass or a full blown make-out session. Surprisingly only the latter was saved for empty corridors.
-
Today couldn't possibly have gone any slower. It was so close to being over…SO close, but not yet. You still had one final class to get through that would conclude the day as well as the week.
You were finally on your way to your last class.
You opt to take the grand staircase rather than the elevator in all hopes of being late when you pass Doyoung in amongst a group of boys.
To put it simply, Doyoung looked unbelievably hot today. It was evident that today had also been strenuous on him judging by the way his hair fell messily over his forehead and he wasn't talking as much as the other boys, rather just nodding in affirmation here and there.
Whether it was his hair in its current state that got you going or the fact that you'd been craving his attention for an entire week you're unsure. What you were sure of was that you missed him and you needed him.
You're staring at him with such desperation it hurts. It physically hurts how much you need him that you're struggling to keep yourself calm and collected.
When Doyoung meets your gaze he's features immediately soften as he takes in your appearance. He noticed how you're eyes weren't screaming how hungry for him you were (like usual), rather you just looked sad. He noticed how you almost stop dead in your tracks watching his every move.
He knew how much you needed him.
He doesn't really think about his next plan of action, he didn't see why any of the outcomes had to be dwelled upon, all he knew he needed to do was to be there for you.
“Shit, dang it, guys I left my book back in the classroom. I-I’ll catch up.”
The sound of Doyoung’s voice made you look back over your shoulder only to see him running to catch up to you.
You stopped just as he reached you and placed a hand on your lower back. “Sweetie are you ok?”
He enveloped your whole body into a hug the second you shook your head no.
Doyoung was a bit taken aback by his own actions having never really shared a moment of intimacy like this before. This was different, it was so purely innocent. Usually, PDA was rather discreetly sexual.
“Hey, whats the matter?” He comforted, pushing you away by the shoulders to get a look at your face.
“Doyoungie, I really miss you…”
“I know princess, I miss you too.”
“Oi come ‘ere.” Doyoung whispered, placing a warm hand on the back of your neck, pulling you into a longing kiss.
When he slides his hands down to cup your ass you actually get really into it, completely unaware of your current surroundings.
The bell rings, making you both jump back into reality.
“WE’LL CONTINUE THIS LATER.” He yells as he runs back in the direction of his friends.
With that quick pick-me-up from Doyoung, you were able to finish the week strongly. It was honestly scary how much you needed him.
You arrived back in your room absolutely exhausted. You slipped your backpack off your shoulders and fell face first onto your bed. You had every intention of staying like that the rest of the evening until you were pulled quite forcefully out of your slumber by your roommate who you had zero prior knowledge of being here.
“Bitch wake up I have to talk to you.” She pleaded, doing her best to sit you up. “I swear, do not go boneless on me right now.”
When she gave up you fell right onto your face as her strength was the only reason you hadn't before.
“Honestly why do I even try.” She chuckled. “Anyway, I know you're listening so stop playing.” “No.” You replied coming out extremely muffled due to your pillow.
Your roommate sighed before she explained that she was spending the weekend with her boyfriend.
You grunted in affirmation as you felt the weight lift off your bed. You heard the sound of the door opening and keychains clinking against one another in what you guess was an attempt to put her bag on her back.
“Just…please make sure you lock the doors when you go out.” She cautioned.
This time you did sit up. “Oh, you is going now?” “…Yeah, I miss him?” She replied in a questioning tone. “Alright have fun I guess.” You shooed her out the door and sighed.
“I miss Doyoung.”
-
After getting out of the shower you decide you've probably left your roommate enough time to call it quits on spending the weekend with her boyfriend, and you call your own.
-
“Y/n, what are you talking about? Of course you can come over. Not that you have to ask.”
“Thanks baby, I’ll be over soon.”
“No worries, by the way, why didn't you call me earlier? We would've had longer together.”
“Im sorry I just really didn't want to be interrupted.”
-
The very second you step through Doyoung’s door, you're being pushed up against the wall and a cool hand is making its way up your back and playing at the clasp of your bra.
There was absolutely no build up with this man. He knew what he wanted and he knew how to get it.
You weren't complaining though, you were just as needy.
One minute Doyoung’s hands are on your neck, the next he has a firm grip on your waist.
Neither of you can stop moving. You need something more.
You start tugging firmly on his shirt, hoping he’ll get the message.
Of course he doesn’t, he’s to caught up in your lips.
You tug on the hem of his shirt once more, this time with force. You need it off.
He finally gets the message and easily obliges, leaving you tracing patterns across his toned chest.
Meanwhile Doyoung makes his way down your neck, leaving a trail of marks in the process.
Doyoung bends down to wrap his hands around your thighs, urging you to jump. He places you down onto his bed softly and you can just about touch the sincerity when he tells you he loves you.
Not too soon, but certainly not long enough after the remaining items of each others clothing hit the floor, your phone goes off.
When Doyoung continues, you think you think he's just going to ignore it… until your phone goes off a second time.
“I swear-” He rolls off you and sits up, visibly agitated. “Don't tell me that’s your roommate.”
You throw the covers off you and get out of bed, all very unwillingly.
When your phone displays who was trying to get a hold of you, you grit your teeth and sigh. You new it wasn't her fault, it was just super fucking inconvenient.
“She’s great and all, but she’s the biggest fucking cock block i’ve ever encountered.”
You look up over your phone to look at Doyoung, you can’t help but smile a little at his remark, knowing full well he was feeling the same as you.
“She’s coming back to our dorm, I have to go.”
“Are you kitten me kitten?”
You shake your head and once again, pick up your shirt from his floor.
“I can’t do this anymore… it’s like I'm constantly being left on read, but with my dick!”
At this, you look up.
“What are you saying? That we should break up?” Even the thought of breaking up was scary to you. Doyoung was your everything.
“What no baby, fuck no.” He rushes over to you and takes your hands. “I mean we shouldn't keep this a secret anymore” Gesturing between the two of you.
“Just.. think about it ok?”
“I will.”
He pulls you into a hug and gives you one last kiss goodbye.
-
You really had been thinking about Doyoung’s words. And you’d definitely come to a conclusion. The only problem was, you didn't know where you were going to run in to him again, you both had different majors and your dorms were on completely opposite sides of campus.
You guess you could just call him over, your roommate was studying at the library so you did have the dorm to yourself.
-
“Hey princess.” He replied softly, closing the door behind him and sitting down next to you on your bed.
You noticed his books and wondered if you only had a limited amount of time.
“Do you have class soon?”
“Oh no,” He laughed and ran his fingers through his hair, “I was just in class, well, kind of still am.”
He looked down and met your alarmed and yet slightly amused face, urging him to continue.
“Well It was boring and you wanted to talk to me so I didn't really think about it.”
“And you just left?”
He smiled cutely and nodded.
“I- Wha- Honestly thats the nicest thing anyones ever done for me.”
You smiled up at him and he pulled you to lie down next to him on your bed. He wrapped his arm around you and softly ran his fingers through your hair.
You completely forgot about what you had called him here for in the first place, but it didn't matter.
This was nice.
-
“Hey have you happened to give any more thought into wha-” You cut him off, already knowing what he was going to say.
“Of course I have,” You sat up, “And the the truth is, there isn't a minute of my day that I don't want to spend with you. But obviously we can’t do that when we’re getting calls from my ROOMMATE every five minutes.”
Doyoung simply smiled at your words and placed his forehead against yours.
“And besides,” You continued, not yet moving away. “All this sneaking around used to make me horny, now it just makes me sad.
At this, Doyoung put his head in his palm and sighed. “I don't know if you just killed the moment, or made it better.”
“Either way you love me for it.” You replied, placing a short kiss on his lips.
“Mmm, I do, but before we start something we can’t stop, go and tell your roommate.”
“But Baby…”
“Y/n, if you tell her now, then we can make out in every corridor in the school.”
“GOT ME! I’ll be back soon, I love you.”
“I love you too, princess.”
(I only finished this yesterday, therefor, not thoroughly edited thus far x )
Hope you enjoyed my birthday fic, feedback is loved! have a good day xo
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Dabin (dpr live) getting jealous when you meet your childhood friend
i wish this was good but its prolly not so
honestly bless you for requesting this xx
(this kind of looks a bit like a scenario but i swear its reaction rip)
Dabin:
Even though you and Dabin weren't actually dating, it was just one of those friendships that would appear so to most people.
You were currently at Dabins house playing video games while you chatted video games and chill about what both of you were up to during the week
you mentioned rather excitedly that one of your friends was coming down to visit you. Dabin could just about feel the excitement radiating off you as you told him about how the two of you grew up together.
“thats a guys name.. is it a guy?”
“yeah. he a guy”
-
a while later Dabin had told you he had things to do so you thought it best to leave.
anyway this bitchass was lying and had literally nothing to do..but you didn't have to know that
-
when you went to meet your friend it was great to catch up and naturally your relationship with Dabin became a topic (don't ask me how it just did ok) so you told him all about how he's been kind of distant lately and how he doesn't text you everyday anymore
“I haven't even been getting a lame meme everyday, thats really the only way i know he’s upset tbh”
and your friend right, he's all like
“bro he likes you”
but you weren't having any of it
“bro he doesn’t, he doesn't even talk to me”
thats how you find out about how your friend is apparently a ‘guy expert’ and its also how you start to believe that Dabin might actually have a crush on you.
“and based on your face right now and the way you described him, id say you feel the same.”
thats when you knew you had to go tell Dabin, in the middle of the night. you felt kind of bad leaving your friend but he totally understood where your head was at
“girl get some”
-
when you arrived at Dabins house, it was like 1 am and you knew he was more than likely sleeping
when you got inside you called out for him and weren't surprised to not get a reply so you just went straight into his bedroom where you found him sleeping. but you had to talk to him so you decided to waKE HIM THE FUCK UP
this might have actually been the cutest you'd ever seen Dabin, with his slightly messy hair and tired expression, it made it rather easy for you to confess exactly what you were feeling. and so you did.
“and basically after all this dabin, i really do like you”
when you looked up after your rather long confession, you were met with Dabins squinting face.
“deadass?” he smiled a little
“deadass.”
“finna snuggle?”
“bitch i have to go home, it sleep time”
“it cuddle time”
this is so bad i didn't know how to end it also it took me like 5 minutes rip
feel free to request a reaction from any of the groups/artists i write for x
Hi! I was trying to go to your masterlist but it won't direct to it, I was wondering whether you could maybe link it? I'd like to read more of your writing 😊
Hey 😊 i know I’m so sorry my masterlist is such a pain but i will fix it up soon!
Here’s the link (i haven’t updated it in so long so none of the reactions are on there) xx
Exo reaction to seeing someone flirt with another members gf
i hope this is the kind of thing you were after x
thanks for requesting
Xiumin:
minseok wouldn't want to actually stand up against the guy that was flirting with her but he wouldn't want to do nothing so he would probably go up to her, completely ignoring the guy, and say
“hey lets go get coffee right now immediately :)”
Suho:
Suho would get involved i think just because he would want to make sure that she was ok
Lay:
yixing wouldn't want to fight but he also wouldn't quite know what to do. I recon he’d go and tell the member that was her bf and let him sort it out tbh
Baekhyun:
Baekhyun would have seen her talking to this guy from the other side of the street, so he would just start talking really loudly and interrupt the conversation
Chanyeol:
chan wouldn't know what to do because he wasn't very good at thinking on his feet, so while thinking he would be crazily pacing around and would accidentally get the other guys attention completely by accident.
Chen:
jongdae would straight up walk over to the guy that was flirting with her like
“hey buddy whats going on here?”
and then he'd tell him to back off
D.O:
Kyungsoo wouldn't want to get involved but doesn't want to do nothing so he would tell a latter member but specifically not the member whose gf it was smort
Kai:
Starts a convo like
“oh you're ____’s friend, I'm jongin :) also ____, your bf is looking for you”
Sehun:
Sehun thinks that she will be able to handle it seeing as she spends her time with him and the other boys so he would just watch and wait to be proven right
hope this is ok xo
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