Past&Present

I’m bad at things like this. Where to start, what to do. Talking about things with no start or end. Even when I reminisce the memories, why can’t I see it? Time, please stop for a bit I can’t think of anything [[ Indie RP Account ]]

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wyseulji‌:

[...]  “Sorry!” She leans forward to where her forehead rests against the cold bar of her window, hair spilling out in the gap below. “I do believe your Princess is in another castle!”

▷ ► ► ▷Jaewon was completely out of it, the world was spinning the more he sipped at his drink until it was completely empty. A low groan sounded, turning the bottle upside down and shaking it vigorously, obviously upset that no liquids were coming out from the spout. It didn't matter how many times he squinted his eyes, he was too far away to take notice at the woman who stood at the lit up window and yelled back at him. "In another castle you say?" He mumbled between hiccups. 

                  After tossing the empty bottle into a trash can, he walked closer towards the building. Shaking his head while stumbling over his own feet, he had realized the window was much lower than he originally thought. Jaewon was now close to the opened window, but even still his vision was mostly blurred but now he was able to realize this wasn't the person he was so desperate to see. 

                  "Ahh!!" his voice projected louder than it should of been, especially for it being quite late in the evening. "You look nothing like my princess, but maybe you're some goblin dungeon keeper who is keeping her away from me!" Jaewon clearly had been spending too much time at home, alone with his consoles. Princess? Goblins? What kind of normal person would mention any sorts of these things? Either way, it was rare for a calm, collected guy like Jaewon to be seen like this.

                    He now stood right beneath the window that was located on the first floor of the building. His eyes blinking and squinting to adjust to the light as he would just look up at this so-called goblin dungeon keeper. “Give her back to me... I treated her well! I gave her everything. What did I do to deserve this?” He began to feel light-headed, losing his balance for a moment but was able to regain his posture. He didn’t want to leave until he got some answers to his questions. 

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                            ▷ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋs◁

                                         ◢ wyxjaewon + @wyseulji ◣

▷ ► ► ▷It's the middle of the night and Jaewon had been out drinking with some friends. He was never one to go out and drink to get drunk, at least not in a long time. But with certain events of him being fired from his job, he didn't know what to do but drown in sorrow and turning to alcohol to keep him from going insane. 

               Honestly, It was a mixture of things that cause him to spiral back down the never ending loop of drinking to get drunk. Of course the whole getting fired was icing on the cake, but another reason was because he just found out his ex had left Wonyang once again without notifying him, despite the two getting rather close. 

              He didn't even know where he was at this point, his mind clouded with conflicting thoughts. In his current drunken state, he believed his ex-girlfriend was still around. He'd forgotten the truth, maybe because he refused to believe it. The dark streets that flickered with street lights that seemed to be on their last bit of life, reminded him of all the times he'd walked her home. He began to drown in those memories, gradually craving of that feeling of want and affection. 

              Lost in the night, still wasted with a half empty bottle of liquor in his hand, he saw a faint light shining from a window. His mind instantly thought he was in the area of where she once lived. Jaewon was clearly not in the right state of mind, but what kind of man who has lost everything would be? He felt like the only thing that mattered is the present moment and doing what he wants, no matter how selfish it seemed.

              His eyes scanned the area around him, squinting every now and then, not only because it was dark but also because he found it hard to focus on anything around him with his sight being blurred. He took a deep breath, crouching down to pick up a small grey stone from the ground. Eventually he stood back up onto his feet but not before losing his balance for a moment. “Hey!!” He yelled out as loud as he could before taking a sip from the bottle he held. “I know you’re in there.” He mumbled incoherently as he tossed the small pebble at the lit up window. “I’m here to save my princess from whom ever is keeping you from me.” a hiccup followed right after these words.  

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                                                 ▷ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʏᴇᴀʀ◁

▷ ► ► ▷Today is the only day Jaewon preferred staying in rather than going out and celebrating, which is quite weird in itself. After all, today marks the day he was brought into the world. Normal people love to celebrate, do something exciting on their birthday but Jaewon wanted nothing but to stay alone. His mind wouldn’t allow him to enjoy this day, instead he made it as depressing as he possibly could.

                He sat in the living room, contemplating what exactly he felt like doing. The lights were off, making it rather dark despite it being midday. It didn’t help that the curtains were closed, blocking any light to come in. You would think his friends would notice, but it’s been over 10 years and not a single person ever questioned his one day disappearance. He was never surprised though, everyone just lives their own lives and only ever come to Jae when they need something from him. He didn’t care, he never actually thought of his friends as actual friends. To him, they were just people to keep him occupied. He hates the thought of trusting someone only for him to get hurt for believing in them. 

                   Honestly, he’s not too sure why he’s like this on his birthday. Maybe it has something to do with having to spend another year without his parents and wondering why he was kept alive while they’re no longer around. At one point he was celebrating with his ex and he loved it for the two years they were together, but now that’s just a nail in the coffin to why he must feel so disconnected with the world today. It’s not like him to be so alone, to feel so empty but that’s what he feels every year on the same exact day. 

                   A single cupcake with one candle stuck in the middle of it was placed on the small coffee table. The lit fire slowly making the wax shrink as Jaewon would just stare at it. His elbow was rested over the hard surface while laying his cheek against the palm of his hand, his mind just clouded with everything that wasn’t part of his usual happy-go-lucky self. Deep in the back of his mind, he heard the faint words Happy Birthday Jae, sounding as if it was his parents voice from years ago mixed with the sound of the only person he truly loved as well. He felt a sting in his heart for a short moment before finally blowing out the only light in the room.

                  “Happy Birthday, huh...” He’d mumbled to himself, dropping his arms down onto the table and letting his head fall upon it, continuing to just stare at the single sweet dessert he bought for himself. “another year gone by.”

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wyjiyeon‌:

   [...] “should we get food and just walk around a bit or do you want to just jump into the crazy stuff?” dark orbs flicker away from the buildings and stands and up to her company instead. she’s going to let him set the pace for now but it’ll change later when she is riding high on adrenaline and fear.

▷ ► ► ▷ "I would have to agree with you on that. You're quite lucky to be here with someone like me." Even though he was brimming with confidence as he said these words, he could help but let out a quiet chuckle beneath his breath. It wasn't rare for him to say things with such confidence, but even sometimes his own words make him laugh.

              A low grumble noise would sound once she had latched herself onto his arm, just now realizing he had skipped dinner. He assumed there was going to be quite a few stalls serving Halloween themed foods, so he tried not to fill himself up before coming here. Despite his looks, Jaewon was quite a foodie. He enjoys the idea of special, or themed, dishes. Though he would never tell anyone of this, he wasn't sure why but he felt embarrassed of anyone knowing his hobbies. "How about we get some food first? I'm curious to see what they have around here, we can save the intense attractions for last." The corners of his lips formed a small smirk, "That way you can go to bed with nightmares tonight."

              He guided her down the streets of the amusement park that was decorated with tons of different Halloween decorations, ranging from their characters dressed in vampire outfits to jack-o-laterns with silly faces to appeal younger audiences. "You know, I think this is the first time I've come here on Halloween. They really went all out, didn't they?" He was impressed with how everything looked, being a photographer little aesthetics pleased him.

              It didn't take the two of them long to find the brightly lit area that housed all the stalls for food. Jaewon was quite overwhelmed with the different choices, not even sure what he was craving at this present moment. "What are you in the mood for? If you can decided on one thing to try first, I'll pay for it." Jaewon used this as an excuse for his indecisiveness and he hoped it would work.

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wysyijun‌:

[...] he apologized as he bowed, even though what needed an apologize was the stolen photo from the other man “I’m Song Yijun, I moved in here about two or three weeks ago…”

▷ ► ► ▷Jaewon shook his head when he heard an apology come out, "Ah.. I should be the one apologizing here." He let out a faint chuckle, though his eyes were quick to gaze back to his camera. He didn't know what came over him to have randomly taken a picture of a person whom he had never met before, but at the same time it's not uncommon for Jae's mind to blank out once he had a camera in his hands. "Yijun, is it?"

            He contemplated for a moment, wondering if he should go up to the new neighbor and show him the picture he managed to take. "Well, as a welcome to the building sort of thing... I guess I could show you." He was referring to the picture he took. Jaewon didn't really like showing people, even more strangers, his photographs. Even though growing up he was always praised, he lost all that confidence once his parents died despite even majoring in photography arts in college for awhile.

            Nibbling into his lower lip, he looked up for a moment. A heavy sigh spilling before finally getting up from his seat and walking towards the man, though he would continue to look at his camera screen, finding the picture. Once he was near him, he turned the camera around to show what he captured. "I'm Seo Jaewon. Your amateur photographer who works at Club Mute as a bartender most nights." He turned the camera back around, turning it off before letting the strap rest over his shoulder. "I'm usually never around here, but a rainy day like this makes it hard to resist taking mood photographs. Welcome to Wonyang, curious to why you pick this city."

[damn-it-sungyeol]

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wyriino‌:

[...] Yoroshiku onegaishimasu.” She muttered the last word faintly, which means Please take care of me; an endearing politeness that Japan has for its own charm.

▷ ► ► ▷He was taken back by the sudden Korean the young girl was speaking, it obviously wasn't perfect but he could understand her regardless. A sigh of relief spilled past his lips, feeling a bit better know he could at least speak simple Korean to her. "Sim..card?" He mumbled quietly, looking down to see her holding her phone. "Ah..." He looked around the airport, knowing there had to be a phone store nearby, after all it was an international airport so it wasn't uncommon for foreigners to want to buy a sim card that would work here. 

              It didn't take Jaewon long to find the small store in the corner. He pointed towards the direction before walking towards it, motioning her to follow him so that she doesn't get lost in the crowd of people. "Your Korean is fine... a little rough, but good enough." He tried his best to speak slowly so that she could understand each word he was mumbling out. "Riino, is it? I'm Jaewon. Seo Jaewon, but you're free to call me Jae if it's easier for you." His smiled reached to each of his ears as the two of the reached the stall where they sold sim cards. He conversed with the man who was behind the counter, telling him that she needed a new sim, figuring she might of struggled with trying to get one to work for her.

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wyjiyeon‌:

        [...] “are you here with anyone?” her questions could seem almost invasive as she looks around, coming to the conclusion that if he was here with someone they were going to be meeting up somewhere. “if not….do you mind if I tag along? there’s so much stuff to do I don’t know where to begin!” @wyxjaewon

▷ ► ► ▷It was rare for Jaewon to go alone to these kind events. He had a lot of "friends" but they seemed to have been busy this particular month, which isn't so surprising knowing that there are tons of Halloween type of events going on every day of the week. 

               Deciding to come here was rather questionable for him, the events they offered were definitely not something he would spend his free time doing. I guess being out in O-World was more entertaining for him than staying up at his apartment or going out drinking, which is what most of his friends preferred to do. He was more curious than anything to see just how scary these attractions could be in such a family friendly environment.

              He first heard about O-World's Haunted Nights on the news during one of the few times he decided to turn on his TV for something rather than playing his consoles. Jae wasn't interested for the things they offered for kids, but the other few options did peak his interest. Honestly, he didn't like the idea of going to it by himself, not because he would find it scary but rather he didn't think it would be very entertaining to be alone.

              Once he paid for his entrance fee, he had began to walk around, not really sure where to start or what to do. Though he was rather impressed with all the Halloween decorations that were in place, he kind of wished he brought his camera to take some aesthetic shots, but he was here to enjoy himself and not be an art geek. He placed his hands in his pockets, looking around to see if he can either find some lonely soul to keep him company or actually manage to find someone he knows.

              His head turned around when he suddenly heard his name being called, being rather shocked that someone who knew him was actually in the area. "Ahh... it's... you." He playfully said as if he didn't know who she was, but with a small chuckle he gave a small grin, "Jiyeon, right? Fancy meeting you here and alone it seems." His body turned around so that he could walk towards her, deciding that she will be the one who accompanies him on his haunted adventures tonight. "Well, now that you mention it. I guess I'm now here with you." Jaewon's arm opened up to the side just enough so she could grab onto him, "Shall we see what they have in store for us? Hopefully you won't be too spooked."

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wyyunhee‌:

[...] Air puffed into Yunhee’s cheeks as she childishly stomped a foot on the ground, annoyance laced in her tone. “I’ll have you know… I was talking to myself. Again. Does that amuse you?”

▷ ► ► ▷Jaewon looked up from his crouched position when she had came back outside, his laugh only becoming more audible while her face turned into a pout. He couldn't help but feel some what bad for not following her, but he felt his heart sting with excitement whenever he had the chance to worry people. "It amuses me quite a bit, actually. You really have a liking to talking to yourself, don't you?" He stood up from his position, now looking down at this person who has held him captive. "Interesting little woman you are. The fact you didn't even realize I wasn't following you is amazing and not in a good way." 

              He walked towards the entrance of the convenience store, looking back for a moment to motion her to follow him. "Come on now. I'm starving and I'm sure you can go for a snack, right? We'll continue your weird little questionnaire once we get something. Maybe if you don't talk so much while looking around, I'll offer to pay." he jokingly added, turning around to enter the store with his hands in his pockets, trying to be like a cool dumb ass.

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wychoisehwa‌:

This year felt quite dull. Nothing felt lively with her father in the hospital. Chuseok was empty and her birthday was as well. Normally she would try spend all of her time at the hospital with her father, but she really didn’t feel like doing so on her birthday and she felt a little guilty. Her plans were to just enjoy the night in as she didn’t have anyone to spend it with. However, she was surprised to receive a text from none other than her ex boyfriend, Jaewon. Despite the fact that their relationship was still awkward, the message was extremely uplifting.

[ ✉️ : Jaewon] Haha don’t worry I know it was a joke. Thanks for the birthday message.

▷ ► ► ▷He was shocked to see a quick response to his birthday message to Sehwa. He expected not to get one until way later, Jaewon thought she would be busy partying or doing something for her birthday but I guess he was wrong. This had peaked his curiosity, wondering maybe he should invite her out somewhere or plan something to celebrate.

[ ✉ Sehwa >>] No problem. Do you not have plans today?

               He stared at the message for a moment or two before pushing the send button. Jaewon never really did anything for his own birthday, so maybe they could plan something together. Hang out, do something fun for once. Maybe fix their awkward relationship with one another by bonding on their birth month together.

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                                       ▷ᴜɴᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ◁  

                                        ◢wyxjaewon x @wyurie◣

▷ ► ► ▷It wasn't something he was proud of, but not long after Sehwa (Jaewon's long time ex-girlfriend) had left without word he turned to sex for an outlet. He was always confident with his looks, so he never struggled in luring people into bed with him. But he was at his lowest point possible, at one point he didn't think he was capable of pulling strings and instead found himself paying to please himself. 

           He never expected to see her again, hell he never wanted to see her again. Jaewon was in a good place now. He's been sober and focus on his job, every now and then he does his daily routine of sleeping with drunk bar hoppers but what kind of man would he be to turn down someone anyways? He's a bachelor with no one even remotely being interested in, he just wants to live life without the world crashing down on him again.

           It was late at night, Jaewon was just at the end of his shift at Club Mute where he worked. He was minding his own business, preparing his last few drinks to customers who enjoyed just staring at him until he left. He was always friendly, actually liking the attention but he suddenly felt chills run down his spine when he noticed a some what familiar face. He couldn't pinpoint exactly where or why she looked so familiar, but for whatever reason he felt uncomfortable. "Hey. Are you a regular here? You seem rather familiar but I'm unsure why."

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wyriino‌:

[...] She was about to approach some people in hopes they’ll help her, but most of them walked fast pass her and she hesitated once more. 

▷ ► ► ▷Jaewon was having one of those days where he felt like he needed to get away from Wonyang, even more so now that Sehwa has been trying to contact him recently. He didn't hate her, but he's still conflicted about the whole situation and maybe just slightly bitter over the fact she comes back into his life out of no where. 

              He wasn't sure why, but for some reason he always went to the airport, maybe he was really trying to leave but half the time he just kind of sits in the area people pick up their bags. This time he was there, minding his own business while eating a bag of chips, finding it entertaining to see how so many people were in a rush to get their things and leave. 

              In the distance he noticed a really young looking girl, definitely not from around here but you could tell she was struggling. He usually wasn't one to help people, but he could tell no one was stopping to help her out. He slowly approached her, humming quietly unsure if she even knew Korean. "H-hello..?" He spoke in very heavy accented English. "Do you help?" He didn't know any other language but Korean and some simple English words so he hoped that maybe he can get through to her anyways.

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wyseoyun​:

[...] “i━ well…” she falters, not wanting to but needing to offer a bit of information about herself. she leans back and crosses her legs before her, brushes her knees off where she’d been sitting as she ate. “i haven’t had a person on my show in too long. they’ll have too much to say now that you’ve randomly shown up,” she sighs dejectedly, “how can i make a plan for what i never thought would happen?” her shoulders slump.

▷ ► ► ▷Jaewon looked down at his camera screen, scrolling through the very limited amount of pictures he had taken of this woman sitting on the ground while eating. He never did understand the interest of Mukbang, but he wasn't one to judge or question it. All he knew was that she looked rather attractive with the nature's background. "I really don't know why I managed to take a photo of you. Normally, I don't bother with people in photography... it's never been something I liked." But even saying that, he was rather proud with how the photos turned out, "it would be a shame to delete them though, honestly... I feel like it's some of the better photos I've taken recently." 

            He wasn't that confident in his skills, it was just a hobby for him. He went to college for it, but due to reasons he never decided to pursue it. With his skills, he probably could of been rather famous, but instead he just works as a bartender at Club Mute. 

            His lips pursed to let out a faint hum, deciding to crouch back down at look at her laptop. The amount of comments and rage that were still scrolling through the chat made him laugh for than anything. "I apologize for laughing, but your... fans? are quite funny. I didn't know that it was such a big deal for some strange man to appear on a broadcast, but I guess it does make sense since you said no one has ever been a guest." 

            He took a seat somewhat near her, but still keeping his distance. He didn't look at her, instead he was just playing with his camera as she had a small mental breakdown about the whole situation. "How about we play along with it? Since you don’t have no plan and all." The corners of his lips tugged to a small smirk now that he looked up at her, "Wouldn't it be fun to see what kind of rumors we can stir up from this?"

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                                                   ▷sɴᴀᴘ sʜᴏᴛ◁  

                                         ◢wyxjaewon x @wysyijun◣

▷ ► ► ▷It was a rainy afternoon. Normally, Jaewon would be out at his favorite park taking pictures of the beautiful fall scenery, but because of the weather he was stucked in his apartment. He actually really disliked being in his apartment, the empty, neutral colored room always made his mind run wild. He preferred noise, color and just not being left by himself. 

            He was almost never seen in the apartment complex and he's pretty confident that most of the people who live in the area don't even realize this. He's lived here for many years now, but sometimes he still gets greeted like a new neighbor. It never bothered him, in fact he found it quite funny and entertaining to act like he was new to the city. 

            Jaewon had decided to stay put, but rather than being in his apartment he went down to the main open lobby with his camera at hand. He though about maybe taking some scenic rainy weather, like the ones you'd see one TV with the droplets appearing much larger than usual. He was sitting on a cushioned chair, legs crossed over one another as he would mess with the settings on his camera screen. It wasn't moments later when he noticed an unfamiliar face, one that hasn't came up to him in the past. He seemed to have been minding his own business, not even noticing Jaewon lift his camera up and pointed it up at him. Jaewon wasn't completely sure to why he decided to take a picture, but for some reason he felt the angle and position was rather photogenic. The sound of the camera shutter was a lot louder than he expected, sending Jae into a panic as his camera fell into his lap. "C-crap..." He'd mumbled to himself, just hoping the stranger didn't notice Jaewon had snapped a photo of him.

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                                            ▷ᴏᴄᴛᴏʙᴇʀ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ◁

                                     ◢ wyxjaewon x @wychoisehwa◣

▷ ► ► ▷ The beginning of October. Jaewon had always had mixed feelings for this month and it's only become worse now that his ex girlfriend, Sehwa, is back in town. Jaewon sighed heavily, leaning back on the wall as he sat on his bed. He looked at the time on his phone, noticing the date. He hesitated for a second, but in the end decided to send a message.

[ ✉ Sehwa >>] Happy birthday, idiot. Don’t expect to get that plush from me !! I posted it on social media as a joke.

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jaetonic sehwa making me get her a bday gift...

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sehwa-wy‌:

[...]  “We’re here!” Sehwa rushed up to the door to unlock it and open it for them. “Come inside.”

▷ ► ► ▷It wasn't that Jaewon was avoiding the subject, he just felt guilty. After all, despite his hard outer shell that he portrays, he's someone who is rather sensitive. Especially when it comes to family or people he would of considered family in the past. "I... don't know. I guess a part of me still feels guilt in a way. They were like family to me as well during those days, you know." I guess it was a little weird for him to feel this way, but he couldn't help it.

          The road they walked on felt really familiar, a little heartbreaking. There were many times when the two of them walked down this road and all those memories suddenly just rushed through his mind. His head shook side to side, exhaling slowly. "Everything is so... familiar. It's kind of weird, don't you think?" He laughed, following right behind Sehwa until they were inside her place. His eyes scanned the area, holding in his laugh at he stared at literally nothing. “Umm... It’s a lovely place you have, Sehwa... but did someone rob you?” With an eyebrow raised, he had let out a breathy chuckle. He walked removed his shoes before fully walking inside, placing the plastic bags on the ground as there wasn’t even a table to put them on. “Where are... all your things?”