Jaci Mae

Story and Poetries Writer || Graphic Designer and Layout || Photographer and Editor || Music Enthusiast || Event Marshal

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I wondered why I stopped writing blogs.

I enjoyed what I wrote, that was my past 18 years-old me (and uhh, I am now 21) but I think it is cute. Somehow, I want to run to my old me and hug them tight wishing if only I can turn back the time and spend my years doing my best at everything. There are a lot of regrets and thick-faced, I am still doing things I probably would regret— yes, being lazy af. I am still not used to adulting things, I am still not used to face that I didnt experienced things I supposed to experience because of incompetency and pandemic barrier. I AM ENVIOUS. I wanted to learn, I wanted to experience and sail along with the same experiences as people, but how?— if I skipped lines and that is who I am today, I feel incompetent, alone, failure, incomplete. 

I hope someday I could fine the learnings or the experience that can help me find the real me, or the happiness, experience and contentment that I am longing for. I wanted everything in my imagination to happen. I want to stand in front of others to tell them the story, life, challenges I faced that helped me to become successful. I wanted to inspire, teach people but how? 

I do really hope life will help me. 

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“WELCOME TO MY BLOG!”

Hi! Welcome to my blog! I am Jaci Mae Gabor (my full name) and I am now 18 years old, born on June 08, 2001. I am currently 1st year college and studying at University of Mindanao. I still have a long long way to go I know.  My motto is, “Magtiwala ka lang, magiging maayos lang din ang lahat.”.  I am different as people knows me in reality, I can think differently and widely when I am infront of the internet, 'social identity' as what it is called. I am not born as an artist, but I was born with having an ability to become a fast learner and an enhancer. My mother is a musician, and my father is just a normal guy. I acquired being a music enthusiast because of my mother. My mother is my influencial person as to what I show to the world.

Maybe because of what my grandmother thought me when I was still a little, even memorized numbers first than the alphabet. I am who I am today, I opt to focus and develop my identity apart from social media where I already builted up my identity hidden from other people but visible to chosen people. 

I am to practice and enhance the abilities and talents that I have acquired while exploring. I love to travel feeling the afternoon vibes, I love to listen to music and just chilling. I am an enhancer both to music and design. I may not be born as an artist but I can be an artist of my own.

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“EVENT MARSHAL!”

I am a Wattpad Event Marshal and an organizer too. The thing is, it is an interesting fact about me, because not all can meet and greet someone famous as not who you are. They are maybe just the same person as us, but the way they write and influence, really inspire others. They became famous not because of the fame they had when writing. As they said, “we wrote to make stories, not moneys.” and that was when it gushed at me. 

I am thankful because of the opportunities that came to me, and I met various people and became personal friends with those authors whom I only looked up to with a phone and username barrier. I am thankful for those people who helped me climb my way up to where I am now. 

Special thanks to AkoSiIbarra or Cris Ibarra— real name, Rheinandriel for his works that led me to explore stuffs that I wont if I didn’t met QED CLub as well as his work, Project Loki.

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“DRAWING? INTERESTING”

As I said, I was not born with a talent in arts. Maybe that is why, I can’t draw faces. I also found a study where, people who don’t stare at somebody’s face can’t draw it off to in a paper, and a fact about me— I cannot resemble the face of my subject if my ballpen is nowhere to be found in my sight nor would think I am not going to outline it with a pen.

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“PAINTING AS A HOBBY?”

"Imagination is the greatest foundation of art, next is materials.” I thought.

You cannot paint if you dont have materials, brushes, paper platforms, colors and etc. I was not born with a set of skilled hands and imagination to create an art. I don’t know art before, not until I met my best of highschool friends. I call it, “The Artistic Weirdoes” to some people, being an artist is a weird variety because they amend it as a category of evil and crazy. 

“Why was your art projected dying and evil stuffs?”, “ Why is your drawing all about nudes, don’t you have have any conservative bacterias left on your body?”, “Are you crazy?”, “Do you feel fake depressions?”  I don’t give importance with people who are closed-minded and would only see what they wanted to see. I tend to interest on those things because of the stereotype people view to creations. 

My friends thought me how to entertain creative arts. They tought me how to explore things that I cannot do. I opt to prove myself that I can do better.

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“SCENERIES AS ONE SHOT”

Photography is my ‘recently discovered hobby’. Photography was not really my thing, until my mother and mathematics influenced me to do this art. My mother loves to take photos, developed and store it into an album. Mathematics thought me angles, explore and measurements. Then one day when I was in Grade 11, I borrowed DSLR from my tita, and I thought that this camera could be my hobby. I first thought to take sceneries from that camera.This shot was taken from Bohol (t’was my first time travelling through airplane) and it was so cool. 

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Purposive Communication BLOG

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I know you love good movies, or whatever movies you want, hopelly I can fullfill you need,

click here and enjoy (via everytimovie)

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GROWN // LITTLE MIX

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little mix editing challenge:

favorite sismance: j e r r i e

“I’d been looking for Perrie everywhere because I knew there was someone else from South Shields and I feel like we telepathically knew that we were both from South Shields because we just sat down next to each other and went ‘are you Perrie from South Shields?’ and she went ‘are you Jade from South Shields?’ and then that was it, we just knew. It was really weird.”

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Jerry is LOVVVVEEEEEE!

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IBM Japan announces Sword Art Online virtual reality project

IBM Japan has announced Sword Art Online: The Beginning, a virtual reality project that aims to realize the world of the popular Sword Art Online light novel series.

here we are boys

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So sleepy

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My boyfriend is a tattoo artist and sometimes barters his services for cool things

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Fairy Tail

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Vienna, Austria-based artist Bogi Fabian uses glow-in-the-dark and black light-reactive paints to transform rooms into otherworldly getaways in distant galaxies, jungles, caves or underwater. While some of Fabian’s murals are partially visible when the lights are on, the walls and floors of some of her painted rooms appear completely blank until the lights go out. In the dark the walls and floors come alive with dreamy glowing colors.

"I am trying to create dreamful atmospheres, paint walls and floors and manage to enlighten my art with and without a source of energy.

Thus, the spectator can experience the result in the daylight as well as in the dark, and in that way enjoy it in all its facets. My goal is to create unique spaces and rooms giving them an identity and a soul, where relaxing and living become an experience.”

In addition to her dazzling glow-in-the-dark murals, Fabian also works with bodypainting and glowing ceramics. To check out more of her dreamy artwork visit Bogi Fabian’s website and Facebook page.

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