meaning i want an emotional friend with benefits meaning that the benefits are dates, holding hands, kissing, BUT being friends, nothing serious until were both ready.. i guess it could be misconceived as dating someone but i don't think of it that way. what i want is when im not talking to him its NBD and when i'm talking to him its chill.. when your dating someone you are invested and make that person your priority. I guess I'm just done with relationships and you made me this way but i still want a BESTFRIEND that will do cute things for me like a bf would just because he wants me to be happy. idk... i guess i'm just ranting cuz i'm just thinking... meh.