Not A Second To Waste

James Walker | 20 | Nyx | Poseidon

[shuvalovadaria]

[love-iswhywearehere]

[graildiary]

[carrie-boy]

[james-walkerrp]

when i see izzie on the dash but no trizzie my heart weeps

[james-walkerrp]

For the first two weeks after she was born, I kept sitting by her crib and whispering to myself about how she was so small. Every time she would smile at me or her small fingers would curl around my thumb, I'd get a surge of happiness that went through me. I've been reading her stories every night and happily telling my friends about how happy I am to be a father. 

A father. 

Something I never really knew about. Mine was never around and when he was he was less than great. I told Juliet that I would always be around and I will. Because leaving this little girl would be the worst thing in the world. She's my daughter. Gods...just saying it makes me smile. I swear, she's the most beautiful thing in the world. I even get jealous when her aunts and uncles are around but it's just because I'm not ready to share my little family with the world because it's scary what it can do. 

It's weird to think that i'm so young but this is my life. I finally have a family. And it's been messed up and fought over and made fun of but in the end it's mine. I have Juliet and I have Jade and I have all of the brothers and sisters that I could have hope for. 

I'm happy. And that is the greatest feeling of all. 

[shuvalovadaria]

[zacharyefrons]

[james-walkerrp]

cameronthorn replied to your post:so remember how i said i would be in a magazine?...

oh my gOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i knowww omg im famous!

xD 

well not really but still its pretty cool!

[james-walkerrp]

so remember how i said i would be in a magazine? soo yeah that happened:

[jasmine-rouke]

She’s got your eyes… It’s… crazy, can I say that? Little J is a little you, I just thought it was going to be a kid but it’s your kid. That sounds tupid, doesn’t it?

I went home… At first, I mean things got a little difficult so I just got in my car and drove, never stopped then next thing I know I found myself back here. Just like I always do, no matter how hard I try. Olympus is funny like that, right? 

[james-walkerrp]

You can say that. I know..I know she has my eyes. Its amazing, right? It doesnt sound stupid. I know what you mean. 

I know that feeling. But you're back now and that's all that matters. And just so you know, Jas. Right here is your home. With all of us. 

[abigail-clark]

  Slow. I did pick out my flowers though. And wrote out a guest list. Now, I just need everything else.

[james-walkerrp]

Flowers are nice! I hope i'm on that guest list. Do you need help with anything?

[jasmine-rouke]

  I did… Juliet even let me hold her. Little J, she’s perfect, but of course she is. 

I missed you too… So, so much. I should have called or something, I know…. but we both know by now I can be an idiot. 

[james-walkerrp]

Right She's..she's amazing.

A huge idiot but I dont hate you for it. I left once too. Where did you go though? Tell me everything.

[james-walkerrp]

If by that thing you mean my daughter then yes, yes she did.

[erick-mccormick]

Yeah, that. Say "my daughter"  again… Music to my ears, I’m telling you. 

[james-walkerrp]

Dude. I really am not in the mood to deal with you. Ever. Be happy. You're not a father. And I'm happy that I am. And nothing is going to destroy that. So just stay away from me and move on.

[abigail-clark]

  Good! You deserve to be happy.

[james-walkerrp]

But enough about me. How are you? Hows the wedding coming along?

[abigail-clark]

  Trust me, nobody’s going to blame you for that. I’m just so happy for you both!

[james-walkerrp]

And Jules and I..I mean..I dont know..but she and I are good. I'm really happy, Abby.

[jasmine-rouke]

  She is gorgeous, James… I should have been there… Or as close as Juliet would have let me, though she seems a bit more keen on me now… But, I mean, I’m sorry for not being around; not just in the delivery room but all the bits leading up to it. 

[james-walkerrp]

A-audrey? Fuck..no, no you're here now. You've seen her? She's fucking amazing isn't she. You're here. I...oh come here. Ive missed you.