the rest is confetti.

ellie, twenties, multifandom. we're drift compatible   prev. jamessirius

[thisfeebleheart]

He’d left Russia, he was uneasy in America, and he’d spent his entire adult life drifting between continents and between lovers. But now he had been reeled in by this annoying Canadian, and all that he knew was that he wanted to stay. He wanted to anchor himself to Shane and just...stay.

[mndvx]

We’re going to hell. Or wherever it is people go when they die, if there is anywhere. Wherever it is, we’re going to go there and we’re going to find Danny. And if it is in any way possible… We’re going to bring him home. DOCTOR WHO — Dark Water (S08E11) directed by Rachel Talalay | written by Steven Moffat ››› Jenna Coleman as Clara Oswald ››› Peter Capaldi as The Doctor

[ohlexa]

Still thinking about them.

[and-this-of-all-my-hopes]

So, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I keep seeing metas about how Aziraphale wants Crowley to return to Heaven and be an angel again because he wants them to be on the same side/be good/change/etc., etc., etc. but I don’t see that at all. I actually see it as the very opposite.

Aziraphale loves Crowley just as he is. But there’s something more. Something huge.

Aziraphale loves Crowley and because he is an angel who is stuck in seeing things as black and white, he constantly praises Crowley for being nice. For being good. For being kind.

Aziraphale has watched Crowley on and off for 6,000 years. He watched him thwart the plans of Heaven and Hell because it was unjust. He spared the lives of innocents. He did small things that made Aziraphale happy just because (like making Hamlet successful and saving valuable books). And because Aziraphale sees things in black and white, he sees all the things Crowley has done as nice, as good, as kind.

Crowley vehemently attests he’s not nice or good or kind.

He’s not exactly wrong nor is he lying when he says this. When Crowley spares goats during a cruel bet over a righteous man and swallowing laudanum to prevent a suicide, when he prevents Armageddon by working with Aziraphale and stopping the Anti-Christ from being the Anti-Christ, he’s not doing the nice/good/kind thing.

He’s doing the right thing.

Crowley chooses to do the right thing without hesitation. He is better than all of Heaven and Hell who have callous and dispassionate view of all existence because he questions, because he makes choices. Crowley sees the world for all its messiness and he sees himself. He sees a place where he fits in. He sees the blurred edges.

And Aziraphale sees that, even if seeing the blurred edges is hard for him.

But here’s the thing that Aziraphale can’t voice.

It’s the reason why he told Crowley about being allowed to return to Heaven and become an angel again. He doesn’t want Crowley to change. He doesn’t think Crowley is flawed. Or not enough.

It’s something that is so monumental that it cannot be put into words. Because to put it into words would be more than blasphemy. It’s down right unthinkable for anyone in Heaven, Hell, or Earth to say what Aziraphale knows deep in his soul.

God was wrong to cast out Crowley.

Aziraphale believes Crowley can/should return to Heaven because he knows that Crowley should never have fallen in the first place. He wants him to be forgiven because when Crowley fell it was unjust. Aziraphale is trying to correct a mistake. He’s trying to do the right thing.

Yes, Crowley would never accept returning to Heaven. And Aziraphale was wrong to even suggest it (although that conversation is another can of worms to unpack).

Aziraphale loves Crowley. He loves him exactly as he is. He doesn’t want him to change. Aziraphale knows that Crowley the best of all of them. He wants to change Heaven because of it. Because God was wrong and Aziraphale knows it.

Aziraphale may have difficulty seeing beyond black and white, but when it comes to Crowley he sees everything crystal clear and in vivid color.

[galaxyspeaking]

I would love you with our heads down

[katestewartt]

Crowley loves in such a human way, desperately and with all his heart. And his heartbreak is also so painfully human.

[keikomivra]

GOOD OMENS S02 + TUMBLR REACTIONS

[katestewartt]

"We've known each other a long time. We've been on this planet for a long time. I mean, you and me. I could always rely on you. You could always rely on me. We're a team, a group. Group of two of us. And we've spent our existence pretending that we aren't. And I would like to spend... I mean if Gabriel and Beelzebub can do it, go off together, then we can. Just the two of us. We don't need Heaven, we don't need Hell, they're toxic. We need to get away from them, just be an us. You and me, what do you say?"

[flowergrenades]

Now that sounds unlikely. Works every time apparently. 

[noahkhn]

we shared our first breath. now it’s time to celebrate that breath together. —  SENSE8, dir. Lana Wachowski [insp.]

[sandibullock]

KILLING EVE 4x08 | Hello, Losers

[forbescaroline]

TOP 100 SHIPS OF ALL TIME: #32. clarke griffin and commander lexa (the 100)

[tragicdeadgirl]

female awesome meme: [2/5] mother characters

lily evans (harry potter) “Not Harry, please no, take me, kill me instead…”

[platypus-quacks-too]

sheldon + soothing music themes

Young Sheldon | 5x01 “One Bad Night and Chaos of Selfish Desires” The Big Bang Theory  |  10x07 “The Veracity Elasticity“

[arthina]

bts members + greek gods/goddesses

[stuckinreversemode]

I love you, Lorraine.

[bangtan]