/jan ˈte.si.ka/

call me Tesika; or Tess, or Tesi. I like Homestuck, linguistics, BBC's Merlin, Sebastian de Castell's Spellslinger, and a handful of other things. the correct form of address is not Mr. or Ms, not even Mrs, but in fact Mrm. (magistrum). walking the Path of Changing Sight.

[jantesika]

Intro!

welcome to my blog! come freely, go safely, and leave something of the happiness you bring. various info:

🧡 some form of lesbian-tinted bisexual

🧡 polyamorous

🧡 transgender, it/its/she/her

🧡 2006 birthday, you aren't getting more without some research

🧡 autistic + ADHD

check out my #faux pin tag, that has the stuff I really want to keep track of. happy tumbling!

(oh, be warned: you'll be hitting horny shit if you just scroll through. block #nsfw and #nsft and you'll avoid... most of it. I normally remember to tag that)

[homunculus-argument]

A sick wizard castle with a nondescript van painted on the side. A gothy pin-up girl with the portrait of a random trucker tattooed on her thigh. A bathroom-themed beach vacation. A beautiful brightly coloured cupcake that tastes like soap.

[quite-possibly-haunted]

Jesus with a portrait of my grandma on his wall. A scimitar-wielding fantasy protagonist reading about the adventures of sixth-grader Kelsey. A National Park with a framed print of somebody’s living room.

[homunculus-argument]

I'm not religious in any christian way but the thought of Biblical Jesus having a whole gallery wall of pictures of every single grandma with a jesus on her wall is cute.

[jantesika]

if there is one thing that Jesus-as-he-is-supposedly-believed-by-at-least-catholics-(can't-talk-to-other-christian-groups) would do, it's that.

[gothycollie]

Remember when the entire internet believed that it was entirely the fault of Anish Kapoor that consumers weren't able to purchase an airplane paint that required proper ventilation and a paint booth to use, entirely on the word of a pigment manufacturer who then used the video to advertise his pigments?

[milkyhoneybee]

Telling a girl in a queer bar to bark for you and watching her brain break in real time and having to steady her hand for her so she doesn't spill her drink on herself, which definitely doesn't help her recovery speed 😌😇

[jantesika]

,,,

man, I gotta find a place.

[homunculus-argument]

A sick wizard castle with a nondescript van painted on the side. A gothy pin-up girl with the portrait of a random trucker tattooed on her thigh. A bathroom-themed beach vacation. A beautiful brightly coloured cupcake that tastes like soap.

[bugsnbites]

Picture it. Decades after the world is saved, a huge alien spacecraft touches down on earth.

Scientist, politicians, and thousands of reporters gather to witness the aliens disembark the ship. A group of boulder-like creatures, clicking and whistling to the humans around them.

One of them raises something large and metallic towards the crowd.

There's an immediate recoil of fear (is it a weapon?!) before the audience realises it's human technology. A laptop, old and beaten and looks like it was put back together by a drunk.

The alien presses a button.

"Hello Earth, this is Doctor Captain Ryland Grace. These guys are Eridians and they're here on a shopping trip. I have a list and no money, but I did save the world so that has to count for something. Number one, salt and vinegar chips. Actually anything potato. Number two, I miss apple juice. Number three,"

[jantesika]

#the laptop has like ten recordings on it#one is broken and fuzzy video footage of erid taken from inside a xenonite hamster ball so scientists can see it#One is just forty minutes of Grace cussing out Stratt#another decade or so and the Cart returns to Erid absolutely chock full of plants and foods and clothes and books#and random letters and drawings people around the world wanted Grace to have#and also a huge tank of livebreeding fish so Grace can have pets. They're on generation fifty three by the time they get back to Erid

I'm not letting these tags stay behind.

[starlightomatic]

it took me a while to understand the discourse on here about “the divine feminine” bc to me it means a different thing

[starlightomatic]

what people on tumblr mean: a concept used by conservatives to describe an “essential” woman-ness, often wrapped in woo-woo. used to bolster the idea that women are more “suited” to particular things, be that softeness, caretaking, childbearing, etc. connected to the bioessentialist and unfeminist idea that a woman needs to be “in her feminine” to attract a man

what i thought it meant: the feminine aspect of god, as represented in judaism by the shechinah, in catholicism by the virgin mary, and in canaanite paganism by asherah

[starlightomatic]

now there are communities who sort of combine both of these concepts, or use a modified version of the first, eg “women are spiritually connected to their periods because of the feminine energy of the feminine aspect of god” so when people talked about how it’s problematic and bioessentialist and cissexist to talk about/honor the divine feminine this is what i thought they meant. like i thought this was about woo-woo/hippie/new age communities getting weird and transphobic about gender through their spirituality.

maybe it is also about that? but i thought they were problematizing the concept of the feminine aspect of god in itself, and i was like hold on, yes this can be problematic but it doesn’t have to be! but i don’t think they were talking about the shechina at all, it turns out

[jantesika]

I've normally heard it in a much more european way (or in a wiccan sense, which I believe has a very straight god/goddess dualism thing going on), but the original meaning is basically the idea of a feminine expression of divinity.

[mattgrayyes]

If the Vatican started issuing government bonds, would they be called Catholic Gilt?

[mattgrayyes]

And of course we all know their favourite financial provider is Paypal

[prokopetz]

We sometimes refer to penetrative sex acts by the name of the appendage doing the penetrating – e.g., fingered, fisted, etc. – and of course we have appendage-related euphemisms such as "to dick down", but imagine if this applied more generally. Imagine a world where "I'm going to penis you" is plausible dirty talk.

[hbmmaster]

we need to periodically remind everyone that a headline not including a person's name isn't an attempt to erase their identity from the narrative, it's just not good practice to put someone's name in a headline unless the reader can be expected to already know who they are

[hbmmaster]

"if you can say the name in the article why can't you say the name in the headline?" what do you think a headline is for

[jantesika]

"Julie Smith has won an award"

okay, who the fuck is Julie Smith. you could argue this would make someone read the article to get more information, but most people will simply not be interested if they can't relate/get an idea of the situation right off the bat.

[proteusolm]

Crazy to think that seagulls existed before french fries.

[bluebandedagate-reblogs]

Medieval seagull struggling to fly away with an entire purloined potatoe

[jantesika]

seagulls and potatoes didn't actually overlap in the medieval period, but the andean gull lives in the environment of the potato.

also, POTATOES ARE NOT EUROPEAN [plain text: potatoes are not European]. neither are seagulls, for that matter. so it makes no sense to use the qualifier 'medieval'.

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 3 Part 5

Elijah “Smoke” Moore (Sinners)

Zuko (ATLA: Movie)

Remaining time: 4 days 14 hours

[jantesika]

look, I love Zuko as a character, but this is barely a contest.

[ghostcaterwaul]

Reblog to gain creative energy and to give more creative energy to the person you reblogged this from.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

I still don't understand what a "mii" is and I have no particular desire to find out.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

So far s cultural osmosis has taught me it seems to be some kind of chibi sim with a bonkers amount of environment customisation options.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

#did you live under a rock during the wii era?

The... console? I don't own any consoles.

[foolsdiamond]

a mii is like a nintendo-specific bitmoji except 3d

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

What's a bitmoji

[myopinionisimportant]

Kind of like a mii

[sucker-just]

It's a horrible little Picrew you can do and then use to represent yourself on Snapchat and I think maybe other Meta products? It lets you send like, a bunch of preset emoji of that terrible little Picrew you instead of normal emoji. As you may be able to tell from the images appended, this was (in my experience) immediately recognised as universally complete arse, ugly lame and dated from the very start. Somehow both incredibly specifically 2010's flavoured in its cringe while simultaneously being appealing only to boomers.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Is this a bad time to admit that I'm still not entirely sure what a picrew is. Until right this second I thought picrew was one of those digital dress-up doll websites that we were all addicted to a decade or two ago.

[jantesika]

that's pretty accurate.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I identify as a changeling, in both a fae otherkin way, and in a cPTSD autistic person way.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I can’t break promises.

I display emotions wrong.

I laugh when one shouldn’t.

I don’t understand your subtly or jokes… I take all words at their literal meaning.

I move strangely and fidget often.

I love metaphor and rhymes, the art of words.

I do my best to appease you, and do what is asked.

I mimic the sounds of wild things.

I am fascinated with odd little things.

I don’t look in your eyes.

I don’t think of myself as a person.

[oceanglass9000]

Funny enough there's enough overlap between signs of your child being a changing and autism that there's a high chance several real autistic children were assumed to be changlings

Less fun is that you were supposed to abandon them in the woods for this.

But "autism didn't exist back when I was your age"

[jantesika]

now hold the phone, I thought you were supposed to put them in the fire.

[k0kainek4tz3]

danke for the tagggg THEGOODnovvaaaaa @serialkilluh-1996

(˵◝ ⩊ ◜˵マ

last song listened to: kotch - rdx

favourite colour: baby blueeeeeeee

currently watching: yellowjackets (GAWDland put me on)

currently reading: frankenstein

current obsessions: STARDEW VALLEY !!!!!!!!! my yt and pinterest feed is full of stardew content

currently working on: jsx projects 🫩

last google search: red cross volunteer

tagsssssss:

@the-angels-aria @eddiethestrange0008 @gawdland @yyumiikoo @princelycherub @d33rinlace @111dollboy

[the-angels-aria]

aww yayyy ty :3

last song listened to: black knife

favorite color: pink!!! :3

currently watching: nothing really,,,,,,

currently reading: house of leaves

current obsession: MONSTER HUNTER MONSTER HUNTER MONSTER HUNTER I SPENT 3 DAYS GETTING FULL DEVILJHO GEAR

currently working on: uhmmm not much of anything really,, getting better at and more of makeup ig

last google search: google translate

@jantesika

[jantesika]

oh gosh. uh...

last song listened to: I dunno, I've been humming Sumer is Icumen in for a while now. does that count?

favourite colour:

currently watching: Bishojo Senshi Sera Mun

currently reading: nothing in particular. The Three Musketeers?

current obsessions: all of them, everything in the world (except the ones I'm not obsessed with)

currently working on: this story about a lesbian necromancer that I have, fittingly, pulled back from its ancient grave (5 months ago)

last google search: no clue, but if we count other search engines it was Ai Weiwei.

open tags, fuck it.

[existentiallydeepblue]

what is your opinion on last thursdayism, the philosophical theory that everything was created last thursday?

I think it's cute, there's definitely a kind of Douglas Addams-esque charm to it, but in parctical terms it's about as useful as solipsism, which means, not at all.

[jantesika]

it functionally means nothing, because a core principle is that we can't tell everything was created last Thursday, thus it may as well have not been.