Touch of Life and Death

I can save you from death, or rob you of life, My mistakes are either miracles or catastrophes Jason Richards || Twenty three

[aurcraisms]

A SMALL groan left the brunette’s lips as they rubbed their hands over their face. rory already had the guilt settling when jason showed up. it wasn’t their intention to hurt him, or anger him by their actions. it was a careless and spontaneous choice, and they knew that. and they deserved whatever reaction they got from the male. ❝ i just want to start out by saying i’m so sorry. i didn’t want to hurt you, or make you mad for disappearing. i wanted to get away from all of this        not you. everything else. like, i wanted to focus on myself and better myself with no powers being involved. i wanted to feel normal for once        i don’t know. so, i just left. it was random and there was no preparation whatsoever… that’s really the only explanation i have. ❞

[jasonrichards-blog]

Jason listened to Rory’s explanation, remaining silent all the way through their speech and for some time afterwards. He thought long and hard about what they were saying. In some respects, he could understand wanting to leave and wanting to get away from the craziness of the life as someone with powers, but at the same time, he couldn’t help but resent that just a little bit. “You don’t think I want to feel normal Rory?” He said finally, a little bit of anger in his tone. “You know that’s what I want. I want it more than anything. And being with you, spending time with you, talking to you, that was the closest I’ve gotten to feeling normal in a long time. That means something to me. I thought it meant something to you too, but when you left, all I could do is wonder how you could leave me behind so easily if that was the case” He paused to exhale a deep breath here, not wanting to get anymore worked up than he already had, because he knew that would be something he would quickly regret. There was a moment where his words hung in the air before he sighed releasing most of the tension in his body. “Look, I get it alright? I can understand why you felt like you needed to just get away for awhile. And I’m not going to hold it against you. You came back. You’re here now, and we can put this behind us, but..tell me this: are you going to disappear like that again? Because...because if you are, if there’s even a chance that you are, then I need to know now. I need to be prepared.”

[aurcraisms]

AND JUST like that they were back to the matter at hand. as much as they wished they could move past this without any explanation, they knew it wasn’t possible. rory didn’t want it to be seen as selfish because that’s exactly what it was. and the last thing they wanted was to upset him more than what they already had with an explanation. but rory knew jason deserved an explanation after she disappeared without a word. so, with a sigh, rory nodded their head and moved out of his way. ❝ come in, ❞ their tone was light, and with that they made their way to the couch, sitting down on it. ❝ promise not to get mad ?? ❞

[jasonrichards-blog]

Jason followed them inside and into the living room, where he sat himself on the opposite side of the couch from where Rory sat. After what had just happened, he felt that  putting the distance between them was necessary for the time being. Hearing their question, Jason exhaled a sigh. “That depends on what you’re going to say. I can’t promise not to get mad, because anger is one of the things I felt when you were gone” He said with a nod. “But I can promise that even if I do get mad,  no matter what you say, it’s not going to stop me from wanting to see you, because the anger I felt was nothing compared to how much I missed you while you were gone”

[aurcraisms]

RORY DIDN’T know what to expect when he showed up at their door. they were almost terrified that the male was going to be pissed at rory for disappearing without even a warning, much less a call. rory was there one minute and the next wasn’t, even after all the things they said to the male. but this         this wasn’t what they thought would happen. not at all. although, this turn of events wasn’t unsettling. in fact, it was accepted. and as much as it made their heart flutter with pure happiness, rory wasn’t fully aware of how well their powers could handle his if it took a wrong turn. with hands pressed against his chest, rory pulled away and shook their head. ❝ we can’t do that on a whim of random spontaneity. you know the risks. ❞

[jasonrichards-blog]

For a fleeting moment everything was right in the world. But just as quickly as everything had become so good, reality came crashing down again and Jason sighed with frustration at their words; though not frustration at what they were saying, but frustration that they even had to say it. He should have known better and he knew it. He was mad at himself for letting himself get caught up in his emotions. Nodding his head, he took a step back, putting distance between the two of them. He stood there silently for a moment, looking down at his feet, before he glanced up at Rory. “Where have you been?” He asked finally, and though he tried to keep his voice even, he wasn’t completely successful is keeping the hurt out of his tone.

[aurcraisms]

RORY HADN’T been back long, only a day at most. so, they didn’t really expect company so early in their return. though, they couldn’t help but feel slightly joyful. rory didn’t make friends often. in fact, the brunette spent more time fearful of gaining any kind of relationship that meant something to them, then taking the time to get to know someone enough to where they cared. hopping up from the seat, rory made their way to the door and opened it with a smile before it dropped. a sense of guilt washed over them at the realization of what they had d o n e. ❝ jason         hi. ❞

[jasonrichards-blog]

There was a moment after the door opened and he saw Rory standing there, where Jason’s breath caught in his throat. Despite having thought about them every day since they had disappeared without a trace, he had forgotten just how beautiful they were. That, coupled with the fact that he had not expected for the door to open at all caused for him to be taken completely off guard. When he finally resumed breathing and his mind began to work again, a million different thoughts and emotions overtook him, causing him to splutter stupidly as he tried to speak. There was so much to say, and yet none of it seemed to want to come out. When he would look back on it in hindsight, he wouldn’t remember ever making the conscious decision to do it, but after he sighed deeply, he stepped forward and placed a kiss to Rory’s lips.

[jasonrichards-blog]

@aurcraisms

For what had to be the hundredth time now, Jason found himself standing at the door of Rory’s apartment. He knew it was probably pointless to be there, seeing as they hadn’t answered the door the ninety nine other times he had knocked on it. But nonetheless, after taking a deep breath, he rapped his knuckles on the door and waited, not daring to let himself get his hopes up that the door would open; he had felt the sting of disappointment too many times already.

[hardyluck]

     ‘’ oh, i can get you in. ‘’

[jasonrichards-blog]

“You can? So I don’t have to apply or anything? How can you get me in? Do you work there or something?”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“So um...does anyone know how to get in to the Xavier school? Is there a tuition or something? Do you have to do an essay?”

[eyeblcsts]

       “ you ever have so much to do that you don’t know where to start?? ”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Not really. But that’s because I don’t really.. do much? I don’t leave my house that much and when I do, I don’t really do anything. I did for awhile but the person who.....Nevermind. Anyway, I just don’t anymore. Most of the time I’m at home bored and wishing I had something to do.”

[userdanewhitman]

Shadowhunters + the four seasons

(insp.)

[blakeshado-blog]

( . spidermcm ):

❝ DIDN’T YOU unfriend me, like, two days ago ?? what’s going on ?? ❞

     “ i don’t really care what’s going on.. got any popcorn? ”

    blake walked through the wall of people and flopped down on mj’s couch. 

[twilvghts]

     ‘’ uh ——-… ‘’ mary jane pulled out a party popper out of her back pocket, pulling the string on it as the confetti flew to her apartment floor. ‘’ i’m lonely!! ‘’

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Oh...Uh..well I’d give you a hug but I can’t really...do that. Can someone else please give her a hug for me? Aaron?”

[blakeshado-blog]

( . spidermcm ):

( . spiderhce ):

( . agentaaron ):

“what is it, watson?”

     ‘’ ———————- i just need a moment. ‘’ the redhead let out a heavy sigh, hands coming to rest at her hips. her left hand raised to her nose, thumb and pointer finger squeezing at the bridge of her nose. ‘’ alright. okay, so —- i  don’t remember what i was going to say i just - god damn i AM SO HETEROSEXUAL. ‘’

❝ YOU ?? HETEROSEXUAL ?? are you sure about that ?? ❞

     “ sounds FAKE but okay. ”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Okay... But what does that have to do with anything? I mean.. why did you ask us all here?  Is this some kind of a party?”

[twilvghts]

&&. @agentaaron @jasonrichards

     ‘’ hi. ‘’

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Oh hey MJ! Is...you seem..is everything okay?”

[qucrncia]

❝ YEAH, THIS did not happen in the comics. i couldn’t give you a warning about this happening. ❞

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Fuck the writers..I mean, the universe? I don’t even know anymore. You make me question my entire existence. Thanks a lot Gwen. Don’t...don’t go anywhere though. I’ll take back everything I just said if I have to. Just..don’t leave. Don’t go home or whatever. Not yet anyway”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Is this some kind of a trick mirror?”

[geoiisms]

    ‘’ ALRIGHT, SO. what do girls do?? can i paint my fingernails?? wanna curl my hair?? ‘’

[jasonrichards-blog]

“Why don’t you try having sex from the other side of things? I mean, how many chances do you get to do that?”

[agentaaron-blog1]

“why would you be annoyed over someone calling you pretty.”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“It’s not..it’s complicated. It’s not that I’m annoyed by them calling me pretty it’s just..yeah...complicated”

[jasonrichards-blog]

“I swear to God, if someone calls me pretty one more time I’m gonna...probably not do anything about it actually.”