A Man Of Constant Gushing

Javier 🌺 He/him

[javi-selfships]

Introduction!

💜 Hi! My name is Javier! I'm a grayroace gay trans guy.

💜 Here is a doc listing all of my f/os.

💜 I draw and I sometimes write but I mostly just try to not die of stress

💜 DNI if lgbtphobe, exclusionist, terf/transmed/radfem, kink/NSFW blogs, MAPS, proshippers/anti-anti. This one is a little petty but dni if you ship yourself romantically with any of my f/os. Nothing against you, it just make me uncomfortable.

💜 I'm gonna make posts talking about my S/Is that will be linked here when done.

💜 That's about it. Idk what else to put here djjdmdmdmd

[thecrithitcodex]

f/o who knows you aren’t okay. who noticed that you sleep more, eat less, that your feet drag when you walk.

f/o that lets you break down, even when you’re the happy friend. the emotional support friend. the okay friend.

f/o that comes home to find you in the same spot you were in when they left, and goes into the kitchen. they come back with tea and your favourite treat. they sit you up against them and they feed you. they hold the water to your lips.

f/o that doesn’t give up on you.

f/o that isn’t going to let you go, isn’t going to sit and watch you suffer like this. who holds you when you cry, who sits in all the hurt with you. who hates that you feel this way about yourself, about life.

f/o that believes you deserve a life better than this. and stops at nothing to give it to you.

f/o that knows you can do it, just that you need help. they know you don’t like asking for help, so they do it silently.

f/o that will not let you give up.

because they love you far too much for that.

[sweets-selfships]

reblog if you wanna get your f/os in your dreams....pleases......one dream....

[silcosbunny]

Reminder for my disabled selfshippers: They still love you when your disability isn't pretty.

🌟 Your f/o still wants to stroke your hair when you haven't washed it in a week.

🌟 Your f/o still wants to hold you when you haven't changed out of yesterday's clothes.

🌟 Your f/o understands when you're irritable from pain, and isn't upset if you want to be alone.

🌟 Your f/o enjoy an evening in when you're bedbound just as much as a night out.

Your f/o's love isn't dependent in any way. You are loved with your disability, not despite it!

[whereyouplantedsunflowers]

Imagine your f/o pining for you 💛

Imagine your f/o pining for you. They haven't been able to think straight for weeks upon weeks. Maybe months, even *years*.

They see you, and their heart squeezes, that fluttery feeling erupting within their chest.

What can they do to get you to notice them? What way can they ask to hang out without sounding too awkward or forward? They havent a clue on how to even approach their feelings-- but one thing is for sure, they want to be with you so badly.

They picture going out on dates, doting on you, what your first kiss would be like. They can't take only thinking about you anymore, they want to act, they need to have you.

They need your lips on theirs, to hold your face, to grab your waist and to bring you closer and finally *have* you. To be within the reach of your affections.

To look into your eyes, even a passing glance, a quick smile to follow...they think you're so sweet to take in. You're their future in their eyes.

To be yours would be their honor, but to be theirs is what will be their pride.

[ethanofthesea]

Thinking of bathing with an f/o, just enjoying eachothers presence. Maybe they're sat behind you, having you leaning against them. Kissing your shoulder, not needing to speak much, all their attention on you.

Maybe they help you wash, not wanting you to lift a finger when they can do everything for you. They wouldn't dream of making you do something they can so easily do, not here where you're supposed to relax.

[nightlight-selfships]

Imagine your f/o helping you get to bed after dozing off in the middle of something. Maybe you got tired out of nowhere, maybe you've got chronic fatigue or recent exhaustion. They gently guide you to your bed, tucking you in and pressing a sweet but gentle kiss to your head / cheek / chin / nose. "Get some rest," They murmur lovingly. "I'll be right here when you wake up.

[rivers-and-reeds]

Burying your head in the crook of their neck and breathing deep, fingers tangled in their clothes or woven into their hair... feeling arms wrap around you, their breath a gentle breeze as they pull you close, murmuring words for you alone to hear.

[spaceymindsz]

F/o will always be there when you are scared. Even if its something weird or unual. A phobia, a situation or a memory. You can cry, you can scream, you can shut down. F/o will still be there. Because you are scared and that never something to go through alone.

[spaceymindsz]

Btw if you had a messy or long day f/o is there to comfort you

[dreaming-of-nightmare]

ok now imagine f/o holding your face and crooning “oh honey,” really sympathetically and giving you a forehead kiss

[rainbowpuppyparty]

f / o who notices you are having a high - anxiety day and silently takes over your chores without saying a word. you find your tea perfectly brewed , your favorite blanket laid out , and a quiet space prepared for you , all done with their signature quiet devotion!

[selfshipdreamworld]

Shout out to self-shippers who feel like they're a failure.

Even if you see yourself that way, your F/O never would. They see how hard you're trying and they are so proud of you and your efforts, regardless of the outcome.

They don't care about how many awards you win, they don't care how much money you make, and they don't care if you struggle to do what is "simple" or "easy" for others.

They love you unconditionally, wholly, and indefinitely. You are their second half, and they are so, so proud of you for continuing to get up every morning and face the world, even if it's cruel and unfair in its expectations of you.

You matter. 🤍

[nightlight-selfships]

Your version of "fun" isn't boring / lame / ridiculous to your f/o. Even if they aren't into it themselves, so long as you're happy, they're happy.

[javi-selfships]

I wish Franz was here to hug me. This day just keeps getting worse

[javi-selfships]

I wish Franz was here

I wish he could be angry for me

I wish he could hug me

I wish he could just be here

[rainbowpuppyparty]

reminder that your f / o wants you to get rest! don’t overwork yourself , take some time to relax & unwind every now and then.

for those times where you can’t sleep , your f / o would love to just hold you in their arms , humming until you doze off . . . just remember that your f / o cares about your wellbeing and they want you to take care of yourself! letting yourself rest isn’t selfish , never forget!