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Text: I don't think I can do this anymore, Sir. (Veronica)

Text: What's going on, Veronica? Are you okay? How can I help? @fwveronicagekko

fwveronicagekko:

Text: No, not at first. But believe me, I had many, many opportunities to refocus. I’m at fault for my situation, really. The person I was so invested in didn’t string me along in the slightest. I just couldn’t shake my feelings for him, and that’s on me. So, my pining after a certain someone left me without any options but Chad Gekko, hence my sorry excuse for a claim.

Text: I appreciate the compliments and the confidence in me, Sir…and a part of me really wants to believe you - that I could find another claim in time, and that he’s the one who’s really scared he’d wind up a slave without me. It all checks out. I just…worry that I’ve lost myself too much to regain my identity in time to charm someone into a claim like I used to feel confident I could.

Text: I’m sorry if this isn’t making complete sense to you. I just needed someone objective to vent at…this is cathartic in itself, so thank you for responding, guapo.

Text: Any chance you can get away for an evening, come have dinner with us and you can vent away? Perhaps we can brainstorm some ideas of things you could do.

Text: Whatever you need, I’m sure we can find a way to help. Not that I think you need help in charming anyone, but Joe and I could introduce you to people. See if you find any of them interesting. We may not run in the same circles, but we do live in the same city.

#C: Veronica

joefogartyberry:

Your lips all over my naked skin? What’s not to love about that, sir? Hey, that’s a good idea! Maybe we could talk to whoever it is that’s running the place now, see if we can make something simliar for her back home? Juntos para siempre, mi amor.

It’s always wonderful when our interests align, isn’t it? We can definitely do that, let Isabel give then the big, pleading eyes. She is very good at twisting people around her little fingers. Siempe y mas, Mi Corazon.

#C: Joe

joefogartyberry:

Nothing. Nothing is always best! ;P Man… You do realize we’re going to get her hooked to that damn milkshake, and then you’d have to make shipments of it to our home in New York? Oh, we do, sir. Like very few do. But what’s important is that we are a pair, and we were meant to be together. I always believed it, and always will.

And nothing lets me kiss every bit of you. So I enjoy that. Hmmm, perhaps we can figure out how to make an adequate replica for her at home. I believe that too, Querido. We were meant for each other and allways will be.

#C: Joe

joefogartyberry:

You’re always so naughty, sir! How can you say that, when you’ve never seen me wearing one, hm? It sure is! It’ll always be the most amazing thing to go back to. The place where we met. That way Isabel gets to see where her Daddies became one heart, and one soul. Oh yeah! Me too, Papi! Do you think people are ready to handle this much hotness together?

What can I say, you inspire me. I can say it because you look good in everything...and nothing. We should take her to Pop’s in town while we’re here, get her a milkshake. Mmmm, I don’t know, we do make a striking pair, don’t we?

#C: Joe

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Text: I don't think I can do this anymore, Sir. (Veronica)

Text: What's going on, Veronica? Are you okay? How can I help? @fwveronicagekko

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fwveronicagekko:

Text: I know I’m smart, generally speaking. Unfortunately, my intelligence didn’t extend to matters of the heart. I let myself get wrapped up in a fantasy which in turn, squandered my time and chance to find a claim that actually worked for me.

Text: I appreciate that, Sir. Really. It validates what I’ve been thinking for a while. It’s hard to explain, but when you’re this deep in a day-to-day reality, you lose sight of who you are, and then start to think yourself insane when you try to remember it. No, but he knows my family and what any association with them earns him.

Text: I had choices at the beginning, but looking back, he gradually stripped those until they were gone completely almost without me noticing. Now, I do what he says under the threat that I’ll be unclaimed and subjected to becoming an actual slave if I can’t find another arrangement in a year. The stress that would put my family under has kept me with Chad this long, but now…I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this, Sir.

Text: I don’t think following the heart is a bad thing, though...when it conflicts with the brain, that can be troubling. Don’t blame yourself for wanting to believe the best in someone who you thought was right.

Text: You’ve always been an amazing person, I’m sure that’s no different and if he doesn’t appreciate that, he’s a fool. I don’t doubt you could find another, better claim within the time frame...though I think it’s nice your family has such concern for you. Family is important, not in the way Chad seems to think though.

Text: He’s manipulating you with threats? That’s the play of a weak person. Somehow I think he’s the one who is afraid of not finding a new claim if you leave him.

#C: Veronica

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Text: I don't think I can do this anymore, Sir. (Veronica)

Text: What's going on, Veronica? Are you okay? How can I help? @fwveronicagekko

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fwveronicagekko:

Text: If that’s true, I certainly haven’t gotten what I deserve. Or maybe I have, if you factor in how idiotic I was as I wasted my school years away pining over someone who couldn’t be with me.

Text: I feel like I’m a step up from a slave, Sir. I’m beyond stifled. Chad’s fragile little ego can’t handle the fact that I’m smarter and eons more capable than him in every way, so he’s reduced me to a house-sub. Not that there’s anything wrong with that, of course - but I’ve always wanted so much more. I am so much more. So much more than a prop to be shown off at dinner parties.

Text: Don’t you think so, Sir?

Text: No one desrves to be unhappy like that. You’re far from idiotic, you know that, right?

Text: Of course there’s nothing wrong with being a house sub, but that should be a choice made and agreed on by both parties. Even when we were practically kids here at Stonewall, it was clear you weren’t meant for that. If he thinks of you as a prop, then he doesn’t know you.

Text: I think you deserve far more than he’s...he doesn’t even seem to be offering you that, he’s just telling you.

#C: Veronica

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Text: I don't think I can do this anymore, Sir. (Veronica)

Text: What's going on, Veronica? Are you okay? How can I help? @fwveronicagekko

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fwveronicagekko:

Text: I’m sorry for bombarding you like this. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to, and I can’t involve my family. They’ll just panic and overreact…but to be frank, I’m fucking miserable. Claiming with Chad was a matter of convenience and necessity that seemed manageable when I agreed to it, but now I barely recognize myself.

Text: Being back, seeing everyone else happy and fulfilled, it’s made it glaringly obvious that I’m…not.

Text: No need to apologize, Veronica. Everyone deserves to have a claim that is fufilling and let’s them feel like they have found the place and people they belong with.

PM: You feel like your claim isn’t working out then? Is that something you want to fix with Chad, or....?

#C: Veronica

joefogartyberry:

You’d think that because it’s our reunion, they would lend us Cheerios uniforms and let us give a cheer for our team? But nooo… I’m personally affronted by this, hmph. I’m kidding! God, this has been such fun days so far, and we still have a fancy party to go this weekend! Who else is excited?

I would not object to seeing you in a cheer uniform, Querido. Being back here is a lovely trip down memory lane, yes? I’m excited as ever to attend a party with you on my arm.

#C: Joe

Text: I don't think I can do this anymore, Sir. (Veronica)

Text: What's going on, Veronica? Are you okay? How can I help? @fwveronicagekko

#C: Veronica

fwveronicagekko:

Oh, he estado bien, guapo. You’re certainly a sight for sore eyes, though. The past decade has clearly been good to you. Y no pensé que fuera posible que te vieras mejor. I take it married/clamed life is treating you well, Sir?

And you are as stunning as ever. I’m doing really well, thank you. Joe and I couldn’t be happier, claimed, married and we have a little girl. I hope you’re having an equally good life?

#C: Veronica

fwveronicagekko:

Lima, Ohio. I can’t say I ever expected to be back here, but when I heard about the reunion, I just had to convince Chad to fly us both out for the week. He’s not pleased, but the temptation to see who’s aged like fine wine, and who’s aged like sour milk was just too much to resist.

So, fellow graduates. Catch a girl up. What have I missed in the past twelve years?