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vampires who moan

women & blood

#not vampires #blood #aesthetic

RESPONSES APPRECIATED :)))

been thinking about this for a while, but I’m kind of interested in making long-form youtube content on VTM, its lore, some inner workings, clans, so on (since, me personally, I’m running out of Burgerkrieg vids to run in the background).

what would y’all be interested in hearing/ seeing out of that? currently, i’m working on notes for just a base overview on the game to V5. if so! what exactly would you want to see?

#vampire the masquerade #vtm #world of darkness #wod #but seriously these notes are so much more than i thought #i thought oh boy i wanna cover everything so if you come in blind you get to know a little about everything #i wanna be as newcomer friendly as possible but this game sometimes isnt newcomer friendly with lore #each clan so far has like 10 minutes each and i havent even talked about the book of nod or factions/sects #i got my work cut out for me #im having fun :)

fxllenstxr505

Vampire the Masquerade Dividers!

#dividers #vtmb #vtm #vampire the masquerade

c0py-of-a

hii I’m new here

#vampire the masquerade #vtmb #vtm bloodlines #tremere #art #digital art #absolute diva line

flickringghosts

#cuteee #me when its movie night and im a fat lil chud

tremere-chantry

Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines

A true master has played the entire game before the first move.

#vtm #vtmb #vampire the masquerade bloodlines #vampire the masquerade #not mine

wizardshark

Good morning! I- *bites you* *bites you* *bites you* *bites you*

#mood #its called an oral fixation and tnj tyy

requiem-on-water

“The Sorrows of Satan” (1926) film still | dir. by D. W. Griffith | A cinematic image immortalized through Bauhaus’ “Bela Lugosi’s Dead” (1979) cover artwork.

pixiecorpse

uhm is it Halloween yet..

vampiremood

personally I'm a big fan of the moment a vampire gets Embraced being a metaphor for a sudden, irreversible trauma. maybe you thought you knew what it would be like but you couldn't have understood the actual enormity; maybe it was an accident or something completely out of your control. either way this event happens to you and you are changed forever

now your emotions are unstable. your anger is all-consuming, your fear takes your body away from you, and always always always you are a danger to others if you can't control yourself from what you want and need. you can no longer be in the daylight living a typical life, so your social world completely changes and so does the environment. you might be stuck now with cold empty streets and buildings. you might cling to clubs and bars are the only places where you get to be around people living their lives. in some severe cases, you can't even look at yourself anymore, or perhaps the figure in the mirror is someone you don't recognize. your past identity and way of being has been taken away, permanently

you do what you have to in order to survive. and your new way of surviving, the only way you can exist, is something society finds disgusting or fetishizes. it doesn't matter what other people think because it's all you can do anyway. your new "community", those who most understand what you're going through, are themselves traumatized and suffering, in a constant state of victim and perpetrator. maybe they want to help you but maybe they want to use you. maybe you want to be kind but now your very nature makes real consent and honesty difficult, so in some ways you are a user and abuser too

do young vampires think about their last "normal" day? was it perfectly mundane, with no warning that it would be the last one? if they could have that day again, would they try appreciate all the little details like the warmth of the sun and the taste of lunch better this time? or would they try desperately to change their fate and avoid what's coming for them? well. you can't change the past. you can only do what you can with what you have now

Idk about you guys but as a neurodivergent person I specifically relate with the Toreadors so hard.

Their clan bane is that of obsession and always needing to be around beautiful things.

Obsession to me is very much hyper-fixation. I gotta hear, see, watch, read, and consume whatever I am focused on in that very moment or I am quite literally suffering. It can range from an idea, an event, an experience, a person, anything.

And needing to be around beautiful things all the time? Most definitely, 100% me asf. It doesn’t feel like home if I do not get to personalize a space and make it to my own liking. I cannot stand a bare or dull space in my home the same way I can’t stand something gaudy or unbalanced? I feel like I sound dumb now lol