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J. Kramer || 24 || Accountant Sometimes the books lie...or I do. Actually it's just me writing lies in books. Woops

[lizziegettinbusy]

"Honestly? …Kind of. It’s only so many times when people treat you like crap because of your job before you stop mentioning it." Lizzie muttered, her gaze darkening. It wasn’t fair; yes, she had a less than savory job, but that was no reason to be abused for it. Constant name calling, boyfriends trying to force her into things, all of it mounted up until it was a far better prospect for her just to lie.

As he pulled her to him, Lizzie nuzzled into his chest, her eyes starting to droop shut. “And to me. I wouldn’t. And stop that… You’re good enough for me. I don’t give a shit what anyone else thinks, including you.” she gave him a squeeze.

[jay-kramer]

"...If you want, but I just...it's not fair on you is all." He sighed, running his fingers through his girlfriend's hair, feeling exhaustion start to overcome him. It'd been a good day, nearly perfect. Sure, it hadn't all gone to plan, but that was the beauty of it. For it to go so wrong and yet still feel content at the end of it.

"Thanks, Lizzie...now-" He snuggled closer and pressed a kiss on his lover's forehead, his eyes starting to close. "Why don't we sleep..so I can see your beautiful face in the morning."

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[jay-kramer]

Well, it’s a big, big city and it’s always the same Can never be too pretty, tell me your name Is it out of line if I were simply bold to say “would you be mine?”?

Because I maybe a beggar and you maybe the queen I know I maybe on a downer, I’m still ready to dream Now it’s 3 o’clock, the time is just the time it takes for you to talk

So if you’re lonely, why’d you say you’re not lonely? Oh, you’re a silly girl, I know, I heard it so It’s just like you to come and go And know me, no, you don’t even know me You’re so sweet to try, oh, my, you caught my eye A girl like you’s just irresistible

[lizziegettinbusy]

"I know, I just… I don’t want them to treat me weirdly. You know. Not everyone is as accepting as you are." She murmured, meeting his kiss but still looking worried. The half word ‘siblings’ made her stiffen, but he corrected himself and she forcibly relaxed, trying to convince herself that it was a slip of the tongue. It had to be; no one knew about her family. 

His words threw her off a little again. Why did he keep putting himself down and saying such strange things? Did he really think she’d be so callous, or that she wanted to leave him? Never mind the fact that walking out was extremely against her nature. Her mother had done it, she never wanted to. “Jay… Please, I’ll never do that? Who ever would? It’s a horrible thing to do.”

[jay-kramer]

"Who cares? Would you rather lie and make them think that you're something you're not?" He smiled to try and ease the worry that she had written all over her face. He cursed himself for his near slip but instead it was only another addition to the pile of doubt that was building. He was as honest as he could afford to be. When would Lizzie extend the same courtesy? 

"People have done it...to me. That's why I ask." Jay whispered softly, sighing as he brought her ever closer and deeper into his arms. "I'm not exactly the catch of the year."

[lemmetellyouaboutthissim]

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[jay-kramer]

The Light by Sara Bareilles

You were the air in my breath Filling up my love soaked lungs Such a beautiful mess Intertwined and overrun Nothing better than this Ooh, and then the storm can come You feels just like the sun Just like the sun

[lizziegettinbusy]

"They don’t have to know. I usually tell people I’m Charles’ secretary. So… You don’t have to… Yeah." She shifted uncomfortably, the thought of Jay’s parents’ expressions being enough to make her physically cringe. 

As soon as she felt him stiffen against her, she knew she’d said something wrong. She waited for him to answer her with baited breath, her heart suddenly pounding. Her mouth opened, an apology on her lips, but suddenly he answered. Her stomach plummeted and she held him closer. “Oh… Oh, shit, that’s… I’m sorry.” Her own memories began to trickle into her mind; her at seven, confused and wondering why breakfast wasn’t on the table, or her clothes washed, or why no one was stopping the twins from crying and why dad wouldn’t stop crying. Every day for a week. Where’s mom? "That’s really shit, Jay." 

[jay-kramer]

"Hey..." Jay countered, shaking his head and cupping her cheek gently. "I want to. I told you when we started going out that I'd never stop you doing what you had to do, that I won't be ashamed and I'm not. Neither should you be. You have to provide for your sib...cousins." He kissed her softly, a smile gracing his lips to soothe her worries.

Her arms was a warm comfort and the accountant found most of his memories flee, his heart lifting and body relaxing into the embrace. "It's okay..." he whispered, his legs tangling with hers under the sheets as he slid closer to her, his face burying into her neck to hide his emotions. "I'm okay...I have them...I have you. Just...if you ever want to break up, tell me, don't just leave."

[lizziegettinbusy]

Lizzie snuggled in closely to him, listening and letting out a light chuckle. “Oh, conservatives? Do they… Know about me?” About my job? She pressed closer, feeling nervous all of a sudden. Usually she told people she was a secretary. It wasn’t strictly a lie. On some days she was, although she supposed most secretaries didn’t spend their days half naked bent over a desk. “Ok… Are you adopted, or something?”

[jay-kramer]

"Christians, but little difference." At her question, he blinked before shaking his head slowly. It wasn't that he hid her, he just didn't speak much about his job and life with his parents. He didn't speak to them much at all, save for giving them money to keep on living. "I'll tell them though, I'm not ashamed of you. They'll just have to deal with it."

Jay stiffened at her suggestion, taking a deep breath to push away bad thoughts and nodding his head. "My mother...abandoned me when I was...12. My parents took me in."

[lizziegettinbusy]

Lizzie pulled on her top and underwear, then stretched out luxuriously under the sheets, her hair spilling messily over the pillow. “Anything. Names, jobs… Things they don’t like discussing.” Lizzie would have to be on her guard anyway (what parent would want to know that their son was dating a prostitute?), and she really wanted to make a good impression. 

[jay-kramer]

Jay smiled as he stood by the bed, looking down at his girlfriend. Man, she was beautiful. He didn't think he could stop remarking as much, just as he did when they first met and now, now they'd been going for five months and he could only hope that it remained that way. Slowly he crawled over the sheets, leaning over her a moment to press a kiss on her lips before joining her under the sheets and wrapping his arms around her waist. 

"Lily and Joseph Kramer, housewife and mechanic, don't talk about gay people or taxes." He let out a small laugh, resting his nose against her jaw line. "They'll like you, I promise. I mean...they don't agree with your job, but if you deal with my dad making hooker jokes, it'll be okay."

"Just don't...don't point out that I don't look like either of them."

[lizziegettinbusy]

"Can we? Sorry, I… Poor circulation, or something." She half grimaced, looking apologetic. 

A flutter of guilt went through Lizzie as he spoke of honesty, knowing that she herself was hiding a lot from him. Her whole family, in fact. It wasn’t because she couldn’t trust him, but rather that if Jay knew about them, it was that much easier for them to be found by Charles and used against her if she ever pissed the mob boss off. But she nodded and stood with him, moving rather drowsily and bending to pick her pants and t-shirt off the floor. She threw Jay’s boxers to him as they walked, moving to be beside him and leaning against him. 

[jay-kramer]

"It's fine." Jay chirped, stumbling to his feet and leading the way through the hall, murmuring a thanks as Lizzie provided him some clothing to stay a little warmer, though he didn't bother putting it on until they reached his bedroom, slipping the white fabric up his legs before taking his girlfriend's hand and leading her to the sheets. 

"Okay, so what do you want to know?"

[lizziegettinbusy]

"I look like this, I don’t need to be modest." she grinned softly, melting into his touches and pressing to Jay to warm herself up. She usually started to get cold fairly quickly after sex, but usually got to put her clothes back on and leave straight away. Lizzie didn’t want to move away from him, enjoying the intimacy and the chatting, but she couldn’t stop her shivering.

"Wrong?" She frowned, twisting to look up at him and continuing to stroke his stomach. "What brought this on? I mean, more dates wouldn’t go amiss, but we both work, I understand… What?" His suggestion caught her off guard and she blinked, looking surprised. Then she smiled. "I’d… I’d love to meet them, Jay." She lay in silence for a bit. "…What are they like?"

[jay-kramer]

"Are you cold? We can go the bedroom." Jay asked softly, noticing the frequency of the shivers was increasing and not wanting to end up freezing her just because he didn't want to more. He could of agreed with her statement, she was extremely pretty after all, but he knew that she didn't need his confirmation. 

Her hand on his stomach might of been one of the best sensations he ever felt. It wasn't sexual, just warm and comforting, wanting. "I just..nothing, I just want you to be honest. I don't want to be one of those couples that hide things from each other. "Still, I'll try to find more time so we can go on some dates." Her surprise caught him off guard and he bit his lip in mild worry until she smiled and he relaxed. "Really? Well, that cane definitely be arranged. Come on, let's get to the room first and I'll tell you about them." It took all he had to hide the bitterness that always rose in his throat when he talked about his parents. For they weren't really his parents. Not by blood. Those had abandoned him long ago.

[lizziegettinbusy]

"Yeah, I am," Lizzie giggled, shifting her hips as he pulled out and making a small noise, starting to shiver again as a drought chilled her skin. His warm skin was a welcome place to lie as she was pulled to him, one arm lazily draping over his chest. "Hmm? In what way?" She asked drowsily, her fingers tracing patterns into his chest.

[jay-kramer]

"You also lack any modesty." Jay added, chuckling as his hand rubbed up and down his lover's shoulder, feeling her shiver against his chest. His other slid down her back to rest against her backside, holding her close and enjoying their cuddling. "I mean...is there anything I'm doing wrong? Do you want me to take you on more dates? Or meet my family?" He asked softly, kissing her cheek as she ran her fingers down his chest. "I just want you happy."

[lizziegettinbusy]

His blush and nervous question made her blink, then laugh, her fingers reaching up to caress his skin again. “You weren’t bad at all Jay, I was trying to be sexy.” 

She slid her fingers tightly through his, leaning up to kiss him again, enjoying the closeness even though she was starting to shiver. “Happy anniversary, Jay.”

[jay-kramer]

"Oh...oh! Ooooh..." Jay drawled, leaning into her touch and laughing alongside her, finding his own misunderstanding funny. "Well, you're always sexy to me anyway." He murmured, meeting her in the kiss as her words warmed his chest. 

The accountant stared into Lizzie's eyes for a moment before shifting his hips to pull out of, his brows coming together and a soft groan leaving his lips. After a moment panting and getting use being free again (though he missed being connected to her.), he twisted his body to lay beside her on the couch and pull her into his arms. "So, tell me, is there anything you want me to do? Anything you've been hoping for...or what me to change?" he asked gently, idly brushing her hair away from her face.

[lizziegettinbusy]

Her smile was bright, even as she panted to catch her breath and met his lips once more. “Good… Because it was perfect for me too.” She whispered back, her foot rubbing lazily against his ankle. “Don’t apologise, girls don’t come all the time. I’ll just have to teach you better… You’re going to need a lot of practice.” She winked, leaning up to kiss him in the nose.

[jay-kramer]

Jay can't help but beam as he felt Lizzie's foot against his, feeling like a proper couple, like this was all so much more truer now. Her reassurances made him blush crimson however, his eyes going a little wide. Of course he knew that women didn't always...meet their height, but the fact that he apparently needs alot of practice was both attractive and embarrassing. "I wasn't /that/ bad was I?" he asked, though her kiss on his nose made him smile again, his fingers searching for hers and intertwining their fingers.

"Happy anniversary." 

[lizziegettinbusy]

Lizzie arched up into Jay, skin pressed flat against skin before they pulled away again, each chasing their own edge. Her eyes shut tightly as he ran his fingers through her hair, another assault to her exploding senses to add to the pleasure radiating from her center and where he pressed his lips. As he became more and more erratic in his thrusts, Lizzie became more aware that she was probably not going to meet her own end. But strangely, she didn’t mind. It wasn’t as though it didn’t feel amazing anyway, so it wasn’t disappointment she felt when he gave a final thrust and shuddered inside her. It was warmth. Satisfaction. Happiness. 

She wrapped her arms around Jay, despite how sticky they both were, looking up and giggling at his rather dazed expression. “Well?” 

[jay-kramer]

Jay felt himself start to soften inside of his girlfriend and just gave a goofy smile, her arms around him just leaving him feeling more safe and happy. Ecstatic really. Finally...he'd made love to Lizzie. Even if she didn't see it as such or feel the same way, he did and that felt good. "It was perfect." He whispered, kissing her softly as his hands ran up and down the sides of her sweaty legs. 

"Sorry that you didn't...that I...was quick."

[lizziegettinbusy]

It was sensory overload with Jay pounding into her and slowly giving her neck open mouthed kisses that made her shiver. Her cries grew more high pitched as he hit her in that same delicious spot again and again, her nails starting to dig in to his back so hard that she wouldn't have been surprised of she was drawing blood, but she couldn't help it. No sex was as good as this, because she was sleeping with someone she cared about. She felt him shudder on top of her and laughed breathlessly, drawing him in for another kiss. "It's ok... Let go."

[jay-kramer]

Jay's groans melded with Lizzie's cries, her nails doing havoc to his back but the pain only added to the pleasure he was undergoing at the moment. The physical satisfaction made his body shudder and shake as sweat tore down his cheek and his dark hair matted against his face. Her laugh made him blink but he had little time to react as he responded to her kiss, his movements getting more desperate as he lost control of himself and it became harder to keep going. 

At her words, his eyes met hers and he held them to make sure, his fingers carding through her beautiful fiery locks as he gave a final thrust, burying deep inside of the redhead before releasing, the sensation enough to make him moan loudly. His body tensed and shook for a long moment before his muscles lost strength and he closed the gap between their bodies, his breaths haggard as he rested his cheek against her shoulder. "Ahh..that was...well.."

[lizziegettinbusy]

Although she wasn't comfortable enough to say that she loved him yet, the feelings he was making wash over her with each movement, sound and look was the closest thing to making her say it. Her own feelings were muddled and apprehensive, but she knew that he loved her, his voice and moans telling her, the way he pushed into her deeply and met her lips. Her arms wrapped tightly around his chest, trapping the sweat that had started to build between them. He began to push in deeper and she gasped, a moan slipping out as he hit a particularly wonderful spot. "Th-there, there again, Jay-"

[jay-kramer]

There had never been anything quite like it. Jay wasn't a virgin, but he wasn't a sexual maestro either and he'd never experienced being with someone he truly cared for in a way he couldn't fully express. Until today. Her moans and gasps spurred him on and he followed her instructions, pressing hard into that same area again, his fingers clenching the sofa hard as he tried to hold on as best he could. It was hard, after so long being sexual repressed to actually stay his release, but he did his best, his hips jerking and coming against hers hard and fast as his face fell against her neck, smothering it in kisses. 

"Oo...Lizzie...I'm so...this is so.."

[lizziegettinbusy]

She panted heavily, missing his fingers but anticipating what was coming. Finally he was pressing into her and both gave a groan of satisfaction as they settled, getting used to the feel of each other. For Lizzie, for once, it was not just about sex. This man wasn't paying for her to do this, he wasn't some stranger that, odds were, she'd never see again. This was Jay. Her boyfriend, who loved her. Who was telling her he did. She leaned up and kissed him passionately, beginning to move her hips slowly. "I-I know..."

[jay-kramer]

Jay took a moment to steady his breathing, the feel of a woman around him something he hadn't experienced in a long time, more over, it was Lizzie. Someone he'd been patiently pinning for this exact moment from. He knew it took her time, to feel comfortable enough, for this to be more than just sex like it was with all the other men. In someways, he hated that other people got to experience this, got to have her, but he knew that for now, he couldn't change that. 

He breathed her in deeply as she kissed him, pressing back and starting to slid in deeper, till he was all the way in and then moving his hips back and forward in a slow place. "Ahhh..." he moaned softly, his fingers reached for the sides of the sofa for leverage as he started to move faster, pushing fully into her each time.

[lizziegettinbusy]

Her thirst for more was building rapidly, her breaths coming out in shakes as her muscles clenched and unclenched. A small whine escaped her as she tried to angle her hips properly, her arms pulling him flush against her and her hands pulling down his trousers and boxers.

[jay-kramer]

Jay didn't need more of an incentive to get to the part they both wanted, his hips raising to help her take off his clothing as his fingers pulled out of her and instead wrapped around himself. For a moment he stopped, looking into her eyes deeply and pressing a firm, tender kiss, slowly sliding himself inside of her as he did so, his lips breaking for only a second for air.

"I love you."