hai every0ne. i havez a seri0uz p0zt t0 makez.
i thinkz i need t0 be upfr0nt ab0ut why ive been in4ctive.
lazt year, i hadz a abuzive partner n4med Benjamin.
he SA'd m3, and i g0t infected wit HIV.
HIV iz a seri0uz illnezz that iz still under-rese4rched, 0ftentimez queer beingz r ign0red in theze casez… i went 10 m0nthz with0ut pr0per treatmentz, when itz supp0sed t0 b diagn0zed IMMEDIATELYZ…… dezpite tellingz mai d0ct0r h0w it waznt juzt a flu an i wuz gettingz pr0grezzively sicker an sicker, I wuz ign0red. R3cently, I havez switched d0ct0rz, dezpite mai p4rentz pr0tezts. The tezt came 0ut p0zitive.. but mai parentz are refusing me pr0per treatmentz. I am legally n0tz all0wed t0 livez 0n mai 0wn, n mai partnerz are t00 far awayz t0 smuggle meh 0utz.
i amz bedridden, it hurtz t0 even type thiz, butz i will try and spreadz j0y az much az i can.
i havez rashez n s0rez all 0ver meh b0dy, mai head aches like s0me0ne iz stabbing meh, mai thr0at stingz, ivez g0tten several recurring lung infecti0nz, n mai SH cutz are 10000% m0ar likeleyz t0 getz a deadly infecti0n. ૮ •́︿•̀)ა HIV iz lik3ly t0 turn int0 AIDz, n im s0 scared 0f what will happen n0wz. Butz at leazt i havez all deh art 0f mai selfshipz and flagz t0 die wit n b mai legacy! J0kez 0ut 0f deh way, Im v3ry scared. I c0uld die 0f s3psis if im n0t careful. Ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed, I d0nt want t0 g0 t00 far int0 it, but mai crayzay ex iz stalking meh, (I kn0w y0u zee thiz Ben. I d0nt care ab0ut y0u anym0re. Leave me al0ne becauz y0u kn0w what y0u did t0 a tranzgender queer neur0diverse at the time MIN0R whenz y0ure 24, n gave bark a seri0uz incur4ble illnezz y0u KN0W pup cantz get pr0per treatmentz f0r…) ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed by anti radqueerz n fand0m antiz, N itz been makingz mai illnezz get much much w0rze. Im s0 s0rry ifz i d0nt reach 0ut much 0r d0nt rezp0nd, I d0nt thinkz i can t4ke flag requezts anym0re. I cantz even draw anym0rez.
I w0uld really, really appreciatez any kind 0f supp0rt right n0wz. Again, idk if i c4n resp0nd t0 every0ne, but i'll try. Thankz y0u all s0 muchz.
y0u canz still uze all mai c0ined termz, but i will n0 l0nger b t4king requestz, at leazt n0t regularly. I d33ply appreciate deh r4dqueer c0mmunity n ev3rythang y0u have g4ve meh.