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[wlwdaydreamms]

im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.

[pngvl]

tokomaru the world

[wordsaboutgettingbetter-blog]

die

when i say i want to die

i don’t always mean that i want to kill myself

i mostly mean i want to dissappear 

i want to stop existing

i want to stop feeling numb

i want to fade into the blackness 

all without hurting everyone i care about

[remanence-of-love]

“The harsh reality is ; I will never stop loving you. I still love you. I will always love you. I just learned how to survive without you.”

— Remnants//Conee Berdera

[defyingperfection]

[anxietyproblem]

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[outcastsuggestion]

i’m sorry i’m sad a lot it just gets really hard to be alive all the time

[outcastsuggestion]

it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

[bumbleiscious]

These last few days you have been the last thing on my mind Maybe it’s the weather, Maybe it’s not that at all. You’ve been gone for a long time now I try to fill the hole you left, but I’m beginning to notice that it can’t be filled. You’ll forever hold your place there. And that’s fine. Because you’re a part of me now. Do you ever think of me? See a tiny little thing and think of me? Even for a second? Isn’t that a question I would love the answer to. Do you? Or am I just a faint memory? A memory of the girl that would’ve done anything for you? A memory of the girl that gave up so much to be with you? A memory of the girl you repeatedly broke because you were unhappy inside? A memory of the girl that you left in the dark after promising to stay? I doubt that if I was that easy to leave I’m easy to remember. I have you in my mind. In my memories. I don’t like to consider myself to be broken because that would mean I was whole in the first place. You destroyed me. You did exactly what you promised you wouldn’t do. And now I’m not even a memory.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[phpoetry]

You shut down

Not out of fear of love

Because you were already in it,

But out of sadness,

For it was far too out of reach.

So out of fear of getting hurt again,

To avoid the subject and pain altogether

You shut out anything and everything that reminded you of it

Until eventually

The only thing you had left to shut out

Was me.

P.H.

[ermelina]

I think one of the saddest things is when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favorite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and pretend like you never knew them, never even talked to them before, when really, you know everything about them.

[kilobby]

““Why do you still care about her after what she did to you?” “Because it doesn’t work like that. Giving a shit about someone that you give a shit about, doesn’t just evaporate the second that they fuck up.””

— the magicians

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

sometimes you expect a lot from someone because you’d do that much for them

[azurepixie]

I just want to be loved with such intensity that I never feel like im left guessing. I want to know I'm on your mind when I'm not around, I want to know you see things that remind you of me and it makes you smile, I want to know that you don't feel the same comfort anywhere but with me, I want you to remember silly little things about me I want you to see all the weird and ugly parts of me and love me more because of them.