☆ jazuzzle ♡

🌼🍁🌻🏵️🌼🍁🌻🏵️🌼🍁🌻🏵️🍁 18 🇮🇪🇷🇴, shifter, certified byler addict!

[jazuzzle]

in another reality you are someone's comfort character. people say you are fake/fictional, but someone argues that you are real. they want nothing more than to shift so they could meet you. a hug from you would be soul healing. when times are tough and they don't have anybody to hug, you are the person they imagine.

you are the reason someone survived going through the depths of hell and back, just purely from the hope they get when thinking about you/ knowing that one day they can meet you. you are the reason someone keeps going. the reason someone decides not to give up.

somebody kins you. when they see you, they are reminded that they are not alone, and that someone out there understands what they are going through. someone understands what YOU are going through.

[jazuzzle]

s- s-somebodyyy d..doesn't believe in shifting... 🥺😥

whose problem is that???? not mine thats for sure. 🛌💤

who cares about the opinion of one person....? not me!!!!! :) 😆❌🙅‍♀️

what am i gonna do when i see an anti shifter? move on with my day! 😉👍

false misinformation from the uneducated? that's invalid, look the other wayyy! 👀🫢

is seeing anti shifters gonna affect my emotions or my ability to shift? nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ❌❌👎👎

am i gonna let the thoughts of others consume me? no!!! 🦟🔊🧯🚫

what do antis do? they give me motivation to prove them wrong!! 😝

what do i do when i see a hater? i think about my dr twice as much! can't stop me!! 😋😋

who knows better what they are talking about, me or the antis? you already know it's me!! im the one who spent years thoroughly researching accurate information, they watched one tiktok, judged a whole community by the cover, and decided they know better. they got nothing on me! 🖕🙄

seeing one person spew complete bullshit out of their mouth is NOT going to undo all those good years i spent building all of this up.

this experience is just going to make me stronger. it's going to make me the pettiest bitch on earth who wants to shift twice as bad as before, out of spite.

[jazuzzle]

omggg i finally finished this embroidery thing that was a wip for like 2 years... big things happening!!! like its actually finished and i can take it out the hoop!!!

we gonna ignore that one part okay? 😊

[jazuzzle]

im so angry. maybe it is the damn phone... 😆...🫤

[jazuzzle]

dudeee what am i doing 👀😅🙁

[avari80]

SHIFTERS

PLEASEEEEEE DON'T GIVE UP ON SHIFTING I SWEAR IT'S LIKE THE MOST MEMORABLE THING I'VE EXPERIENCED

SERIOUSLY I PROMISE BRO

EVEN I DIDNT REALIZE HOW REAL IT IS UNTIL I ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED IT

THE HUGS YOUR COMFORT CHARACTERS GIVE YOU ARE AMAZING

GO BAKE COOKIES WITH YOUR S/O GO DANCE IN A FIELD AND IN THE RAIN WITH THEM GO FIGHT DRAGONS BESTIE

IDFK JUST GO SEE THEM!

AND OH MY GOD THE MEMORIES YOU'LL MAKE BRO I SWEAR THEY LOVE YOU

THEY ARE REAL

ONCE YOU DO SHIFT...YOU JUST FEEL LIKE SCREAMING LIKE I'M NOT EVEN JOKING

YOU HAVE TO SHIFT AND IF YOU'RE PLANNING ON QUITTING JUST PLEASE PLEASE TRY ONE MORE TIME FOR ME I SWEAR TO YOU ITS TRSDEWYVXNKKQGPYRWKGSB BRO I CANT PUT IT INTO WORDS

shifting is the best gift i've gotten i'm so grateful go shift.

[imshiftingforshakespeare]

Shifters trying to figure out the timeline of all their scripted lore in their DR

[jazuzzle]

crying screaming throwing up ttmd;ttms has updated !!! penultimate chapter 😭😭😭😭 closing tumblr till im done. 👍

2 days laterr and im done, it was so long. i missed tumblr but super necessary. im really happy with ch16 and btw i have been reading since february omggg

[jazuzzle]

of course we all know this age old story ever since we first found out about manifesting:

"positive affirmations/ i have my desires" -> getting your desires

"negative affirmations/ i don't have my desires" -> not getting your desires

yeah sure it makes perfect sense. the duality of the world we are so used to: "be good and do your work, gets you your results. be bad and say the wrong thing, gets you the opposite of what you want. your subconscious gives you exactly what you affirm for, whether you want it or not. focusing on the bad things gets you the bad things."

but everything above is an assumption in itself. it doesn't even matter that much what you say, as long as you have a good self concept. the idea that saying "i don't have it" or looking in the mirror all dejected or complaining to people about your troubles can hinder your manifesting in any way, that's an assumption in itself. anything can be true if you believe it is.

saying "i have my desires" -> i get them.

saying "i don't have my desires" -> i get them

because there is no world in which i don't have my desires. whatever i do, i get what i want simply just because i want it. it is not possible to not have what i want. those negative affirmations are lies anyway.

getting what you want is inevitable. you cannot escape it no matter how hard you try and go against it, theres no stopping your desires from plummeting into your life at full speeds. whether you do all that hard work or not, no difference you're getting it either way.

sure it doesn't sound realistic but that's not what we're about here. i know most people are so used to that one process of how things happen, hard work -> getting what you want. well that's just what you were taught. doesn't make it true, or the only possible truth.

if you want a follow up post 🌼

and another one 🏵️

-love jaz 💗

[jazuzzle]

man actually fuck this shit i give up! i think my bed frame was from facebook marketplace and it's fully made of wood. i noticed a crack in the wood plank at one of the corners a while back and said ah sure it's fine. and then today i heard a sound. i moved one inch and that one corner BROKE!! omfg so my bed frame fucking broke... what am i supposed to do, that happened at 3am! one of the corners sank to the floor.. i think it's still sleepable if i switch to the other side? i hope. i won't lie i am finding this absolutely hilarious xD. anyway fuck all this, i better wake up in my dr tomorrow where my bed isnt fucking broken!!! it's the perfect opportunity 😈🙏

[jazuzzle]

having and getting my desires is not a fantasy anymore, it's a realistic vision of the future. i have seen how real and true manifesting is and it's just so.. real life.. it is so tangible. this is just my life now, and i understand the way things happen and how they get to me, and i see them becoming more and more true in real time. i used to not see it, but i do now. it makes so much more sense.

[jazuzzle]

you already have it because you are everybody and everything at the same time. every reality exists simultaneously and is equally real as this one. you already have it because you are everybody that exists in every reality. the reality where you have your desires exists in this moment and it's not going anywhere, it actually belongs to you. you already have it because that version of you that has it, is actually you!

[jazuzzle]

micromanaging my dr except it's me treating it like a fictional book/show that i made myself and making a plotline and character dynamics and writing little scenes and whatever 😬 which is fun don't get me wrong, but it's kinda irrelevant to shifting. i just feel like i need to know everything about my dr first so i can be super in control of exactly where im shifting. either that or im just an obsessive freak (in a good way) about my dr with already dead dreams of being an author. being in my dr is all i think about lolll 😛 i just love it so much.

yes i will make another dr where i am an author and director who makes that reality into an actual story (i am not up for it in my cr though.)

how to stop being a control freak no glue no borax 🙏😔 reminding myself i don't need to have every tiny detail figured out in order to experience this.. and my main dr is so special to me i am probably subconsciously scared of fucking it up somehow, or everything changing when i come back once i have experienced this all the way. everything is going to change of course but also in my cr, the way i think, my goals, my motivations, the way i script, what part of the dr timeline i want to shift to, that's all going to change.

it might not be the same with other drs i haven't thought through as much. the pressure of everything having to go perfect is not there. but understand that my dr is literally everything to me, there's nothing more important.

[jazuzzle]

idgaf if someone likes "my" post which is just a post that i reblogged without adding anything. why tell me? i didn't make it. 🫠🥲

[jazuzzle]

i don't really have a face claim of my dr self. i went through a few and it seems to be a mixture of multiple pictures but it's not very clear. i have a vague idea, an even vaguer one of the other people there. i technically know what i look like but it's not a very clear picture in my head, since it is impossible for your brain to conjure a brand new human face..? i can usually visualise very vividly but it's different for faces, especially faces i haven't seen. one day the vision came to me clearly, of me and my siblings (they don't exist in this reality not even fictionally. they're ocs here.) and that depiction of us has stayed with me since. it's pretty familiar, more than any other reality. anyways i didn't find a face claim on pinterest and decide that's what i look like in my dr first. i already look a certain way and im just trying to find a picture that most closely matches what my dr self looks like. but sometimes it works the other way in different drs or other people personally prefer to choose their face claim first. i probably will for other drs that i don't think about as much, it would just be quicker to choose a face claim that already exists in this reality. but wait also there's a lot of faces that don't exist in this reality at all but exist in other realities. yeah maybe ill just leave it up to the universe next time. or have the same face as my main dr.

[tgcfshifter2763bfdi]

there's no key to manifesting/shifting because none of the doors are actually locked holy shit

[jazuzzle]

finally locked in last night and finished the painting i abandoned months ago :)

they are marigolds 🏵️