starwanderer

⭐️she/her | 21 y.o. | shifting & escapism⭐️

[jeanneshifting]

Hi! I'm Jeanne⭐️

This blog is about my shifting journey. I didn't succeed on shifttok, but my urge to share my love for shifting and escapism is so strong, so i won't give up. I mini-shifted 2 times and fully shifted last June, though it wasn't for a long time. Here I want to share my scripts, thoughts and bring inspiration!!

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My main dr is winx club. i minishifted and fully shifted here.

Other drs are tokyo revengers, fairy tail, pretty little liars, vampire academy, attack on titan and demon slayers.

And I also have an original dr called ghost town. it is a fantasy version of my cr, i minishifted here.

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I also have pinterest for visualizing!

[cringessiah]

"just know that if you hide, it doesn't go away"

bloom and dark bloom for my winx au🫢

[jeanneshifting]

that's my drawing acc btw😶‍🌫️ i draw once in a lifetime but still...

[rxsallne]

Maturing is realising that a lot of realistic dreams are shifts

[elysiaskz]

DESIRED REALITY IDEAS + WAYS TO EXPERIENCE THEM જ⁀➴‧₊

♱ HERO / VILLAIN DR

NO ONE DESERVES TO BLEED - on a nighttime walk, you find a villain bleeding out in an alleyway. unwilling to let even a villain die a slow, lonely death, you patch them up or use your abilities to heal them. the villain finds you again the next day, insisting on paying you back for your good deed.

BEST OF BOTH WORLDS - You find yourself using your extraordinary power around a large crowd of people in order to save someone’s life. Footage of this spreads everywhere, and you suddenly have both heroes and villains dying to recruit you. Who will you choose? Or will you live a double life?

TROUBLED PAST - You were a human experiment run by villains, trying to create a living weapon. You escape their grasp and are found by a hero who takes you in, acting as a mentor. You train to become a hero and enact your revenge, or learn to live a normal life outside of heroism and villainy.

♱ ROYALTY / FANTASY DR

ROYAL REGULAR - you own a small shop in town, selling various charms, potions, and enchanted items. you get a variety of customers, though you weren’t expecting the kingdom’s prince/princess to walk through your doors. frequently.

X MARKS THE SPOT - you travel all across the lands in search of a valuable treasure, lost loved one, or ancient secret. you go from lead to lead, taking you from city to town to across the sea. you gather clues, materials, and maybe even friends in your journey.

YOU’RE SAFE WITH ME - you spend most of your early life fighting in the royal army. one day, you are chosen to become a personal bodyguard to a member of the royal family. with how much time you must spend together, you begin to learn things about them that not even the royal family knows.

[jeanneshifting]

places i want to visit in my winx dr

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001. magix city, because it's a magical megalopolis and i can go anywhere

002. my home planet vita, because it's the most peaceful place in the world for me

003. black swamp, because i have zero iq and lack instinct of self-preservation

004. red tower & golden kingdom, because it's a mystical place full of oldest magical living beings

005. tir nan og island, because i'm a goner for earth fairies and the place itself feels powerful

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that's not funny i desperately need to go there, like this is my safe place

[jeanneshifting]

i had a strange dream about my winx dr right before i woke up

at first i had a normal dream about winx, it had some plot and girls looked like winx from s4-s5. but then... i appeared in my cr living room and i saw something pink outside the window, moved closer and saw alfea in the distance, like it was a real big pink alfea. right in my dream i thought i could use it to shift and i became more aware that it's a dream. i was so excited that i opened camera on my phone and zoomed in to see it better. it had slightly purple walls and had carved pictures of fairy wings on them, a lot of glitter and beautiful garden on the front yard.

and then i zoomed in to see the central entrance better and saw that the door has a huge lock in it and right through the lock some huge blue eye was looking right at me...it was a female eye and it wasn't moving, just looking at my camera through the distance. i got jumpscared and ran away from the window and woke up....what was that....

[jeanneshifting]

i need to take a break from shifting content and scream out of my lungs about how i feel

because

✨️i'm tired of living in a homophobic country with homophobic society and homophobic surrounding✨️

i came out as a bi girl when i was 14, i'm turning 22 in a month and never in my life had i doubted who i am. but i came out only to my online friends who i knew will never judge. but??? i live in a homophobic country where lgbtqia+ is illegal by law and by society, like you can be ghosted, bullied, beaten??? if wrong people find out, and you can be sent to prison

and like it hurts so much because when my brothers brought their girlfriends everyone cheered, but what if one day i bring mine? will i be bullied by closest people in my life? what my mum will say? GOD FORBID my dad find out

i sit with ny friends who share my interests in general and they joke about gays and i'm supposed to what? laugh because it's safer? I told my cousin there is an open gay in my uni and he said that if he had one in his uni he and his mates would beat him and what i'm suppose to react? i've never hidden that i support lgbt but sometimes it's safer to sit quietly and this pisses me off

i had a bi or idk lesbian girl in my village and she is a professional boxer and she was also so cool for me, and when her parents found out she dates a girl they said they are trying to cure her from it :)

and when my family jokes about "when will you bring a guy" "one day you'll have a husband" but maybe i'll have a wife and i can't say it out loud and no one considers this an option and i feel genuinely not seen by closest people in my life. when i came out to my cool older sister she said she won't judge but then said "maybe i just have to find you bf and you willbe normal". yeah thanks you can i'm attracted to men too remember?? it's not going to change anything about who i am, i will still be attracted to women also

i'm attracted to men but men in my surrounding are god damn freaks so i can't have relationships with them. i'm attracted to women but i look like a straight nerd teen so no girl will never approach me so i can't have relationships with them either. and it's enough that i've been going through identity crisis for last 8 months, i'm now in idk what crisis because my surrounding is too homophobic and i can't leave it, can't change it, can't only pretend and feel self-hatred and keep pretending

and gigi perez songs hit hard because i'm christian with christian parents who keep saying it's a sin but my god in my head and heart would never hate me for loving a girl, and when i first had my girl crush i felt so confused and it's not talked about enough i fear

that's why heated rivalry hit me so hard, because i understand every single word of ilya about "because russia"

that's why representation is so important

that's why i wish you all happy pride month and lots of luck and lots of love and happiness

because i believe that in the end:

love wins all

[mangosunnss]

Happy pride month my beloved queer shifters may we all be with the ones we love in our drs very soon 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️

[jeanneshifting]

i had a dream that i texted here that i'm a 5th member of artemis iii mission and i'm going to the moon. i can't believe i've never considered this and astronaut dr an option???

i guess today instead of writing my research paper i'm going to write a new script let's go

[jeanneshifting]

tried to shift after anxious day and instead got a nightmare about snakes slipping into my room through windows and holes in walls🥹

[jeanneshifting]

i guess that's how my friends see me when i'm giving them a guide on my self-made dream map with all locations from my dreams

[shift-to-go]

you can be as "cringe" as you want with your drs btw

don't worry about something sounding dumb

it's your dr, no one else's opinion matters

you can do whatever you want forever

[aoncoina]

some old winx doodles i made last year but didn’t share anywhere else but reddit. pls excuse the bad quality, they are old lol

[jeanneshifting]

help i just found my 2020 edit of han and leeknow from stray kids when i was really into my attack on titan dr and minho was my s/o.....what a time

[jeanneshifting]

I SHIFTED GUYS I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!! it was for like 2 minutes BUT WHO CARES??

i went to bed at midnight and i just thought "why not shift tonight", but just fell asleep and woke up at 7 am. i was very lazy and fell asleep again without any intention to shift, i just wanted to sleep.

at first i had a normal dream, but it was about my ghost town dr (fantasy version of my cr). then in a dream i came home after a mission and fell asleep sitting on a sofa, i just closed my eyes and fell from the sofa like what was that??? and when i was on the floor and my eyes were still closed, but i realized that everything felt too real and i was questioning myself if i fell asleep on a sofa in my cr, i heard noises from street like birds singing and kids playing like if it was evening. i thought it was just a lucid dream and if i open my eyes everything will be silent and i will in my bed again awake BUT I OPENED MY EYES AND I WAS STILL ON THE FLOOR LIKE GUYSSSS. it was the realest feeling, like it felt real and at first i couldn't understand what happened but then i realized I SHIFTED to one of my main and favorite drs of all the times, like i'm trying to shift there since shifttok 2020. i didn't even hesitated, I was 100% sure it was my ghost town dr, and the sky was so beautiful like blue and lilac and i heard birds as if i was in my cr and i think i'm gonna cry right now

IT COULD BE LONGER BUT MY CAT DISTURBED ME WITH HIS MORNING MEOWS AND I WOKE UP BUT GUYYYYS IT'S SO REAL

[jeanneshifting]

i can't stop thinking about how in 2020 me and my bestie found out our dreams are connected (same locations, same weapons, sometikes even same scenarios), we united them in one multiverse and a week later i discovered shifting. it was definitely a sign...

[respectoughfully]

There are things that should FOREVER stay between me and my notion app