told my friend that i want(ed) to become an author and i feel so silly about this??
I fear I am clinging onto a passion that I can merely call a passion let alone talent. For someone that calls writing and journaling his hobby I am surprisingly uninterested and not commited to all of this. I cannot focus on one genre, everything I "write" is basically a more elaborate form of my diary, formatted to fit the tumblrl or substack layout. I lack emotional depth to write complex stories, I don't have a SINGLE own character let alone anything original. I do not even care enough about creating an OC. Somehow it has never felt necessary or something I find enjoyable. I have deleted drafts from my earliest writing process when I was around 12/13. I can never seem to finish my fanfiction and somehow stop when I don't find the motivation anymore or when I run out of ideas.
Like, boy, what do you even WANT to write about?











