Jena hashino @jenahashino - Tumblr Blog

Lazy Sunday

Breathe In - Japanese Wallpaper Ft. Wafia

#SoundCloud #music #Japanese Wallpaper #wafia #zach braff #wish i was here #zero through nine

YEBBA - My Mind | Sofar NYC

Yebba - Distance (Lyric Video)

Because of the times we shared, time we lost In love with one another Days we had Pay the cost Of losing hearts desire so soon I’ll be sending my love all over you

I still get so lost in the feelin And I can’t imagine losing you Oh, if your heart could find a new reason For someone special to hold onto I wonder if I would do

#yebba #distance

memeuplift

a-bright-ray-of-sunshine

"If we wait until we're ready, we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives."

—Lemony Snicket

weirdlandtv

MTV bumpers (and a VMA thingy).

6.25.20

these past few months/weeks/days makes me really sad, anxious, depressed about my whole life right now. I don’t have a job, I don’t have anyone to talk to. I have a parent who’s in need of a companionship because he’s old, rather than coming home to a secure or a stable home, I’m in constant worry about him about his health and how to make ends meet. I feel like if I go back and stay with my boyfriend, there’s nothing much for me as side of pursuing my idea of business that I’m not even sure it will progress or take off immediately. Im in doubt of myself because even if I try to look for a job to make myself feel worthy I end up rock bottom. It takes my confidence away and leads me straight to depression. It’s as if my life has no sense of purpose rather than to cling on to my boyfriend who provides everything yet I’m worried if it’s all just temporary. I’m scared to wake up one day and realize that my life has drifted away. I have no idea how much of me he wants because Im already doubting onto myself. I’m always worried every. single. day. and if I do smile at some point (without realizing), subconsciously I take the smile away and criticize myself once again and think that I don’t deserve to be happy because I haven’t tried everything I can to make myself worthy to be happy.

I don’t know how to express this feeling because I know it already sounds emo to even begin with. I feel lost every. single. day.

#journals #health

#music greysanatomy

2019.12.15

I’m feeling a little bit optimistic today. Every single day still feels a bit of a struggle, but I know as long as I put an effort to work on short goals and accomplish them every day, I’ll slowly pick up.

#wheninkorea #journals #life