Forever and Almost Always

Jenni Chante 27 This is my personal blog. Almost every is my only writing, picture, and chats.

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[ink-and-oceans]

The night you left was the most painful part of my favourite story.

tara love (via ink-and-oceans)

[xprincess-midnightx]

[jkquotes]

[thewanderingmillennial]

How could you?

[x16-lines-to-make-me-feel-finex]

[snowwhitequeen117]

[bargainbarbi3]

I am trying to convince myself that I no longer love you.

I’m not very good at it (via s-rendipityy)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love.

Grey’s Anatomy (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[ink-and-oceans]

Slowly, I fell in love you. It was just little things at first, like the way your nose turned up when you laughed. Then, it was everything else. I didn’t even realize how deep I was until it was too late.

tara love (via ink-and-oceans)

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[jennichante]

2 years

2 FUCKIN’ YEARS I GAVE YOU. 

I loved and cared for you. I always defended you. I never left you side. I honestly can’t believe you would hurt me like this. I didn’t do anything to you but you had to make everything my fault. 

I’m so tired and heartbroken.

[jennichante]

I want some internet friends.

I don’t have many friends in real life and I would like to have a few online friends. Please message me if your interest. 

I would someone to talk to about my problems

[skyiade]

Reblog if we can be friends

I message whoever does 

[jennichante]

2019 off to a bad start but slowly getting back on track.

So far my life in 2019 has been crap.

I was overworked to the point that I became mentally unable. 3 days into the new year and I was hospitalized due to a panic attack and because I made a comment about hurting myself I was placed in a 5150 hold and taken to a psy hospital. During the stay I did learn that I can live without a phone because it’s unimportant and we make it a thing we need. I also learn that my sister, while she refuses to admit it, hurt from my actions. I learn to be honest and need to speak up. I also learn to not take life for grated. Of course, I’m not 100% out of the woods of my depression just able to see more. Then on day 7 of the new year I was out of the hospital and found out my aunt was dying. 

Two days ago, she passed away. It’s very sad and I felt like it was the universes way of showing me that this could have been me. While my aunt was sick and everyone knew it would happen and lived her life, I’m young and still have a long life ahead of me.

I don’t want to hide anymore. I don’t want to be another fake person on the internet. I want to be honest and speak more about my depression and hope it will help me control it .

I hope the rest of 2019 gets better 

[jennichante]

I really love the new hair cut 🖤💙 #selfie #haircut #newhairwhodis (at Monterey Hill Restaurant) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqTyjWTFKp6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wb2chvei3s57

[jennichante]

We're all mad here #happyhalloween #aliceinwonderland https://www.instagram.com/p/BpnmDoklbuC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hekrznrsr51w