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[jennrambles]

You know that one friend who always has their "nephew's" home grown weed and they don't even charge for it they just constantly give you a lil bit and it's like some ugly ass off looking weed but it's sticky and gets you so high and it's probably higher thc than the dispo weed anyway

That is the weed I have been alternating with my dispo weed to make it to the 3rd

I'm really upset about my one friend who left for home for two months after she was just gone and was only here for 3 weeks

She really opened up to me during pepe being out of town and I was just so lonely and everyone still came by to smoke me out and just like hang out

I am lucky but at the same time feel like I'm not really doing my best here

I love this state so much and I don't think it's gonna change in my heart that Colorado is home

But I'm struggling. This place has changed so much and I can't even afford to pay rent even if I had roommates and sleeping on a couch is pretty old

I never thought I'd be on a couch this far into my life

I'm 40 and I have a dog and my mom's ashes and that's like it except for the really stupid thing I stuffed into my suitcase which is a giant framed signed print of a famous cowboy artist's piece called the steps of time that I was so upset about leaving behind...I like didn't even bring many pictures of my family I only have my mom's wallet photos of my brother and my school pictures from like lil kids

I don't know why I didn't leave the print in Texas

I know my brother wanted it too but I associate so much of my life with that print because it was always hanging up in my granny's house and I was always looking at it and trying to get the message behind it

I did figure it out by like 4th grade but it's still my favorite thing that belonged to my family

Like that's the only thing I wanted to keep close to me

[twitblr]

Every. Single. day.

[jennrambles]

It's a strange place to be in right now like my body is pretty much just doing whatever it wants to do and I literally just feel like I'm a bad person because I'm so fat positive and totally for fat liberation but I'm also at odds with that bodiposi tenet of healthy at every size because damn I been just about every size but thin my entire life and I don't feel like it's super achievable for a lot of people to be healthy at larger sizes sometimes because you know it's hard to get healthy food in some places. Or it's accessible but it's not because you're too poor or don't have the support or spoons to make these changes in your life.

It's my truth and I know it's applicable to other fat folx.

It's especially hard to feel free to make a comment on any place that fat acceptance is centered about this subject because so many people are just so dedicated to their position and there's no room for different opinions. It's even worse that half the community is very white and not that bad off in terms of access to fat friendly like yoga places or doctors or don't experience food scarcity or anything like that.

[lethalnihilism]

The body of a woman was found stuffed in a suitcase alongside a suburban road in Greenwich, Connecticut. Her hands and feet were bound and it is estimated that she was 18-30 years old. This discovery is particularly jarring for the residents because homicide cases in Greenwich, one of the wealthiest places in the country, are rare. Law enforcement is treating it as a homicide and this post will be updated as new information is available.

[lethalnihilism]

The victim has been identified as 24 year old  Valerie Reyes from New Rochelle, New York. She was last seen on January 29th around 9am and was found around 8am on February 5th. Her family described her as a gentle homebody and was a skilled tattoo artist who worked at a bookstore. Her mother noted that recently, Reyes was struggling with anxiety, depression and paranoia, and at one point, had chillingly predicted her own homicide and was fearful that someone might murder her. She’d broken up with her boyfriend on January 24th but told her mom she was not afraid of him. Since the investigation began, she was seen on a surveillance video on January 30th at a New York City ATM but it’s unclear why she would’ve been in the city.

The conditions surrounding her disappearance and murder are still unknown, and Greenwich police have been receiving many tips about this case. Anyone with information can call [phone].

[lethalnihilism]

@truecrimecrystals

[starvationxa]

some of u bitches r trying your hardest to stay positive and hopeful despite all the bullshit you’ve been going thru and it really shows and i’m proud of u

[fishyandclintbarton]

Hey all, Moose is poorly. She has blood in her wee and until she sees a vet, i don't know if its as simple as cystitis, or if its serious li

Hey all,

Moose is poorly. She has blood in her wee and until she sees a vet, i don’t know if its as simple as cystitis, or if its serious like kidney disease or cancer.

I have pet insurance, but i have to claim back AFTER the fact. I don’t have the funds sitting around currently so, once again, i’m asking for your help.

I’ll be filing a claim with the insurance company, so i’ll be able to pay back alot of anything thats donated, if you want me to.

Moose is my whole world. Whatever happens, i want her to have the best care and vets are expensive.

I hate to ask ya’ll AGAIN.

Can a girl get a reblog?

[heartbrokenexile]

Otis and I have donated a little. Wishing Moose better x

[fishyandclintbarton]

Thank you. And Otis 💕

[fishyandclintbarton]

UPDATE: There are some truly amazing and generous people out there, i am so blessed. Actually crying rn. Managed to raise enough to cover the call out & consultation fee for the vet. I’ve managed to get Moose a slot with The Cat Doctor who are mobile cat vets that come to you. This is going to be so much better for Moose as she’s so nervous and scared about anything that isn’t me or inside the flat. They also do a thorough 30minute consultation rather than a rushed 5-10min slot in an unfamiliar place that smells funny.  

Thank you so much to those who have donated already, i can’t ever thank you enough. And please let me know if you would like the money back when i’ve filed and completed an insurance claim.

[fishyandclintbarton]

Moose is mad at me because i had to get her out from under the bed, which is her fave spot. Had to close the bedroom door too so that she can’t get back in to hide before the vet gets here. She’s so pissed. Under my clothes airer glaring and shouting at me.

Also reblogging to signal boost.

[fishyandclintbarton]

MOOSE UPDATE: She seems pretty sure that Moose DOES have cystitis, and perhaps a UTI as thats very common in older ladies. She hasn’t completely ruled out kidney problems, but she’ll need a blood and pee test for that and Moose was NOT having any of that today.

So today, they gave her a thorough going over body wise and teeth. She couldn’t feel any lumps or bumps where there shouldn’t be any, but Moose’s teeth do need some attention, She has swollen gum on one side, but given her history with going under (she died the first and only time), the vet doesn’t want to put her under to extract any teeth unless she absolutely has to.

SO. They need to come back for blood and wee samples, but Moose was just too stressed out today to do that. So she’s had a long lasting antibiotic shot and i’ve got some Metacam to start her on to help bring down the inflammation in her gum and her wee-wee system. She’s also got some Gabapentin for her next visit, which basically gets her high and calms her down.

£136 for round one 😫 Next round will be about the same, if not more depending on what treatment she’ll need, but they do direct claims so i’ve given them a claim form to get it started. Doing it in 2 bits also means that the vet can claim that the treatment is ongoing as part of the same condition,which is sneaksy and clever!

No more dry food for the munchkin as it hurts her gums and dehydrates her, so she’s now going to be on a wet food only diet. They gave me a list of the foods that they recommend too.

All in all, the vet seemed to be quite positive, which is good, i just have to keep an eye on Moose for any changes etc.

[fishyandclintbarton]

Moose’s next round of treatment/testing is going to cost £260.00. And that’s just testing to find out for sure what’s going on.

Anyone who has already donated, MASSIVE thank you. And a thank you from Moose too! 

Can i get a reblog to signal boost? This fuzzy lil’ munchkin is my whole world.

[sales-aholic]

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[fozmeadows]

if the tumblr algorithm thinks I’m gonna sympathise with people who aren’t 100% DELIGHTED to be in the same train car as an anthropomorphic fox-wolf in period clothing playing the violin, then it doesn’t know me at all

[theparonomasiac]

It’s the violinist who wishes they got a ride because they’re so unappreciated

[denisvileneuve]

#relationship development #also bruce’s progress at fist-bumping

[catchymemes]

[ruinedchildhood]

[smooththegoofyshark]

🌻🌼🌷🌸🏵️🌹🌺💐🍀

Some flowers for anyone not feeling their best today

[susielesbian]

you: birds aren’t that great

me: 

you: holy shit

[mallghoul]

[mallghoul]

The thrilling sequel

[juenavei]

what if kirby wore lipstick

gorgeous!! 

[weirdlandtv]

‪“I’d like to be under the sea…” The undersea hotel model from the 1964 World’s Fair. With some 70% of the Earth’s surface covered by sea, underwater habitats seem inevitable.‬

[russiawave]

[kitty]