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En Attendant la Neige (2003) CĂ©lineâs Role Screenwriter (Screenwriting stream, La FĂ©mis Class of 2005) La FĂ©mis student film Englis...
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As you may know, Dee (Twitter: @Bfowah đđŸ) has created a very extensive AdĂšle Haenel film and theatre blog. She is now back with another blog about CĂ©line Sciammaâs work and collaborations đ Enjoy!
En Attendant la Neige (2003)
Les PremiĂšres Communions (2004)
Cache Ta Joie (2005)
Naissance des Pieuvres (2007)
Pauline (2009)
Ivory Tower (2010)
It Was on Earth That I Knew Joy (2010)
Tomboy (2011)
Les Revenants (2012)
Bird People (2014)
Mademoiselle (2014)
Bébé Tigre (2014)
Bande de Filles (2014)Â
Quand on a 17 Ans (2016)
Ma Vie de Courgette (2016)Â
Le Vent Tourne (2018)Â
Portrait de la Jeune Fille en Feu (2019)Â
Playlist (2020)
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Master list: Translated interviews / articles / Q&As with Céline Sciamma, AdÚle Haenel, Noémie Merlant (and others)
Last updated: 11 July 2021
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Created on 3rd of August 2020 (and updated hereafter as much as possible, but you know how it is đ ; the Excel file with all of the below is saved here for the time being.)
This is a master list gathering various interviews etc. with CĂ©line, AdĂšle and NoĂ©mie (and others that were interviewed together with them, or in relation to them and their work), translated by @mlleclaudineâ, @ladyonfire28â and moi (@thexfridaxâ). I would like to thank and applaud Claudine and AimĂ©e for your massive contribution to the Portrait fandom.
There are so many more of you (@pensoakspaperâ, @unfumbleââ, @morningmightcomebyaccidentâ, @hedawolfâ, @empressofkaluminaâ, @bereavingââ, @tenemos-que-hablarââ, @rosedelosvientosâ ⊠to name a few) who keep the fire and conversation around Portrait and C/A/N alive by creating art and content â merci, this is also for you!
@justanotheruntitled04 created a master list of videos/audios with any of the three of them here. More Youtube translations can be found here: @akaiimeeâ.
AimĂ©eâs amazing POALOF DVD commentary master post can be found here. [Câest fini đ„]
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If you want to find out more about AdĂšleâs theatre work, check this out.
POALOF podcasts made by @podcastofaladyonfire can be found here.
@scorpio-sky has created a DVDography of AdĂšleâs work, itâs here.
An inofficial fan-made transcript (French plus English stage direction) of POALOF can be found here, a collaboration đ between @pensoakspaper, @mlleclaudine, @ladyonfire28 and @morningmightcomebyaccident.
@page28club provided English subs for AdĂšleâs anti-racist transfeminist roundtable [troll alert during the Q&As đĄ] and Boomerang interview [CĂ©sars, Les hĂ©ros ne meurent jamais, Le Corps Lesbien].
Folks, we have the unofficial English translation of the French POALOF screenplay (Plain Archive) HERE, brought to you by yours truly @mlleclaudine, with support from @tonovember, @morningmightcomebyaccident, @ladyonfire28 and @hedawolf among others.
#MeToo in France: Interview with Marine Turchi (Nov 2020), Mediapart article about AdĂšle Haenelâs case (paywall; Nov 2019), Mediapart interview with AdĂšle Haenel (Nov 2019). đ
@ladyonfire28â wrote her first piece about cinema, choosing CĂ©line Sciammaâs debut film Water Lilies, see here in French or in English.
A CALL FOR SUBMISSION for Portrait fanart can be found here. A joint initiative by @empressofkalumina, @mlleclaudineâ, @rosedelosvientos and @thexfridax. đŒïžđ»đ„
Interview with CĂ©line Sciamma on âComing of Age, in Life and Filmâ (Berlinale Talents, March 2021) via @celinesfiammaâ
LâĂtang review in the NY Times (May 2021)
LâĂtang recap by yours truly, @thexfridaxâ (June 2021)
Weird Céline Sciamma profiles, for good measure [1], [2]
Iâm happy to add anyone else to this list, too! The more the merrier. đ
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Somewhat ordered by year of publication and C/A/N/others (as of 3rd of Aug 2020: 78 155 âš; any further updates will be put at the bottom of each year to make my life easier):
2021
CĂLINE SCIAMMA | Interview
CĂ©line Sciamma : « Pour une cinĂ©aste, on ne sĂ©pare pas la femme de lâartiste »
Director Sciamma âItâs a dance with ghostsâ
âOn est du cĂŽtĂ© des enfants, de leur regard sur leurs parentsâ: CĂ©line Sciamma Ă propos de son nouveau film, âPetite Mamanâ
Reviews on Pétite Maman: [1], [2]
CĂ©line Sciamma : «Sâengager rend toujours vulnĂ©rable»
CĂ©line Sciamma, rĂ©alisatrice de âPetite Mamanâ: âSur le tournage, je me demandais, que ferait Miyazakiâ?â
CĂ©line Sciamma: ââPetite Mamanââ est le parfait film post-pandĂ©mieâ
«LâexpĂ©rience offerte par une Ćuvre dâart devrait ĂȘtre centrale»
Reviews on LâĂtang: [1], [2], [3]
NoĂ©mie Merlant : âL'expĂ©rience de la salle de cinĂ©ma manque terriblementâ
Interview / De Sciamma Ă Mixte : Nina Meurisse, l'actrice de Caen qui a la cote!
2020
CĂLINE SCIAMMA : «DiCaprio est une icĂŽne lesbienne. »
Céline Sciamma: inventer une femme pour les raconter toutes
AĂŻssa MaĂŻga and AdĂšle Haenel : «Finally thereâs something political happening»
Noémie Merlant, l'actrice qui dévergonde le cinéma français, se confie
NoĂ©mie Merlant (JUMBO) : "Si je ne fais rien, il faut que je sois dans l'eauâ
The making of Shakira with Noémie Merlant
NoĂ©mie talks about Jumbo in Lâinstant cinĂ©ma
JUMBO, NOEMIE MERLANT
A Good Man Behind the Scenes
Rising star NoĂ©mie Merlant: âBeing a model is terrible. It shouldnât existâ
Noémie Merlant: «Quand ça dérange, ça titille des choses importantes et utiles»
NoĂ©mie Merlant: âI remember very well the pride I felt on the red carpet.â
Noémie Merlant, in the light
*Noémie Merlant talks about the César*
âThe double life of NoĂ©mie Merlantâ
Jumbo - Interview de Noémie Merlant & Zoé Wittock
Rencontre avec ZoĂ© Wittock et NoĂ©mie Merlant sur le film âJumboâ
Zoé Wittock & Noémie Merlant: Jumbo Instagram Live 28 March 2020
Rencontres confinées : Claire Mathon à propos du film Portrait de la jeune fille en feu - 29 avril
From mourning to resilience, GisĂšle Vienne discusses her next creation with AdĂšle Haenel
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CĂ©line Sciamma & Annie Ernaux: SĆurs de Combat
Céline Sciamma
Translated interview with AdĂšle Haenel, heroine of âPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ; Translated excerpt from ââPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ - Approaching the True Face* of AdĂšle Haenelâ [2 in 1]
Haenel gets up and gets out
#4 AdĂšle Haenel
âNot correctness, but towards raising questionsâ: the gaze of actress AdĂšle Haenel
âThe experience of being alive is not the priority of the governmentâ. Conversation with GisĂšle Vienne, AdĂšle Haenel & Ruth Vega Fernandez
AdĂšle Haenel
Interview d'AdÚle Haenel et Noémie Merlant pour la sortie Portrait de la jeune fille en feu au Royaume-Uni [1, autotranslated]; [2]
Fashion and cinema interview with Noémie Merlant, star of French cinema at the Deauville Film Festival
Rencontre avec Luà na Bajrami, étoile montante
2019
âWe started a culture warâ
Céline Sciamma ⹠Réalisatrice de Portrait de la jeune fille en feu
Céline Sciamma: «Il y a eu un sacrifice de lesbiennes dans toute l'histoire du cinéma»
«Portrait de la jeune fille en feu» : entretien avec Céline Sciamma [1]; Portrait of a Lady on Fire: An Interview With Céline Sciamma [2]
Entretien avec CĂ©line Sciamma : « Je veux juste quâon arrĂȘte dâopposer le point de vue fĂ©minin au point de vue universel. »
Céline Sciamma, en feu et en flammes
Céline Sciamma, la femme qui filmait les femmes
CĂ©line Sciamma: «Portrait de la jeune fille en feu» est un film totalement dĂ©diĂ© Ă lâamour»
âPortrait de la jeune fille en feuâ : CĂ©line Sciamma et AdĂšle Haenel s'embrasent
âPortrait de la jeune fille en feuâ : rencontre au MĂ©liĂšs de Montreuil
«Je ne viens pas pour servir la soupe» : entretien avec AdÚle Haenel
Viennale Star AdĂšle Haenel: âEquality is sexyâ
A new politics of love - An interview with AdĂšle Haenel on 'Portrait of a Lady on Fireâ
AdĂšle Haenel: Figurehead of the new French Film
AdĂšle Haenel: 'Sex in cinema is usually quite patheticâ
AdĂšle Haenel (German interview)
AdÚle Haenel en rediffusion et Pomme en déconfinement
Exclusive interview with NoĂ©mie Merlant and AdĂšle Haenel, lead actresses in âPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ
Entretien avec AdÚle Haenel et Noémie Merlant
Interview NoĂ©mie Merlant et AdĂšle Haenel : «En tant que comĂ©dienne, en tant que femme, il y a beaucoup dâĂ©chos.»
Dance of the gazes and female desire Â
[PORTRAIT] NoĂ©mie Merlant : «Jâai progressivement essayĂ© de choisir des rĂŽles fĂ©minins qui ont du sens »
Festival de Cannes 2019 : NoĂ©mie Merlant, «Quand je mâĂ©teins, je vais voir un film et je re-rĂȘve »
France tv & vous / République, le film interactif avec France.tv lab [Noémie Merlant, Lyna Khoudri]
Rencontre avec HélÚne Delmaire, la peintre lilloise du film « Portrait de la jeune fille en feu »
Christel Baras, la directrice de casting qui a découvert AdÚle Haenel à 11 ans
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Culture : Feux croisés entre Céline Sciamma et Monica Sabolo
Rencontre CĂ©line Sciamma: âIl faut crĂ©er les conditions de sa libertĂ©â
CĂ©line Sciamma : «Je voulais faire un voyage dans lâhistoire de lâart dâun point de vue fĂ©minin»
The female gaze: An interview with CĂ©line Sciamma; Interview with director CĂ©line Sciamma; Sciamma: âI want to show images of daily life that are missingâ [3 articles in 1]
Interview : Céline Sciamma «Ils ne savent pas voler, elles, elles savent.»
Love and let love
CĂ©line Sciamma: âI love films that hate me!â
Director CĂ©line Sciamma: âI try to create new forms of eroticismâ
Forgotten women
âI am a film activistâ - Interview with CĂ©line Sciamma
AdĂšle Haenel : «Le respect pousse Ă sâinvestir»
Rencontre avec AdĂšle Haenel, Ă l'affiche de trois films Ă Cannes
Actress AdĂšle Haenel: The French Revolutionary
2018
AdÚle Haenel, le jeu sacré
AdÚle Haenel : «Il y a toujours matiÚre à rire de soi »
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AdĂšle Haenel : âJâai grandi avec La CitĂ© de la peur et Les Trois FrĂšresâ
AdĂšle Haenel: «Je fais souvent les choses Ă lâenvers»
2017
Entretien avec AdĂšle Haenel â Sophie dans 120 battements par minute
No, Iâm not made of sugar: Shooting star AdĂšle Haenel
Génération Slimani
AdĂšle Haenel et AdĂšle Exarchopoulos : Orpheline
AdĂšle Haenel in an interview for 120BPM
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Screenplay writer Céline Sciamma: The women behind the big emotions
Un fantĂŽme que lâon dĂ©crit avec complaisance est un fantĂŽme qui cesse dâagir đ»
AdĂšle Haenel. LâĂ©motion brute
âI have ten years, then I become part of the systemâ
â120 BPMâ Ă TĂTU : Les acteurs nous ont confiĂ© les secrets du tournage
AdĂšle Haenel in 2017 [3 articles merged]
Quand AdĂšle (Haenel) rencontre AdĂšle (Exarchopoulos)
NoĂ©mie Merlant & Naomi Amarger: âHeaven will waitâ
2016
Translated interview with AdĂšle Haenel [and others] on âThe Bloom of Yesterdayâ
AdĂšle Haenel, l'insaisissable
Le Grand Journal du 23/03 avec Wassim Nasr, Stéphane Gatignon, AdÚle Haenel et Marianne Denicourt - CANAL +
MASTERCLASS du 6 oct 2016 - La Fille Inconnue
Dans la tĂȘte de AdĂšle Haenel
Noémie Merlant dans «Le Ciel Attendra »
Chris Kraus about AdÚle »Machine Gun« Haenel
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André Téchiné et Céline Sciamma: entretien croisé autour de Quand on a 17 ans
Interview : Céline Sciamma
AdÚle Haenel, géante dans Les Ogres
Interview with AdĂšle Haenel about âThe Unknown Girlâ
Les Ogres. AdĂšle Haenel: âNe valorisons pas trop la souffranceâ
AdĂšle Haenel: âJe ne veux pas me rĂ©soudre au cynismeâ
AdĂšle Haenel: âAnd the fight against racism, is that a black thing?â
AdĂšle Haenel : «La plus grande force de lâhomme, câest le pardon»
AdĂšle Haenel : âDire âAllez vous faire foutre !â, c'est un peu mon moteurâ [TĂ©lĂ©rama; long version]
AdĂšle Haenel, comĂ©dienne : âLe cinĂ©ma blanc et masculin, j'en ai marreâ [TĂ©lĂ©rama; short version]
Noémie Merlant, talent brut
2015
âBeing young means: To refuseâ
Une apparition de cinéma [!!!]
Brouiller les pistes [!!!]
Les grandes actrices sont des femmes intelligentes
Une minute sans cligner des yeux
On va te manger
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AdĂšle Haenel, la belle dĂ©genrĂ©e đ±
2014
Filming of âGirlhoodâ
âGirlhoodâ - A meeting with CĂ©line Sciamma
â'Bande de fillesâ montre des Blacks Ă lâĂ©cran et ça nous rend fiĂšresâ
CĂ©line Sciamma: «Les grands films libĂšrent des territoires plutĂŽt quâils ne les occupent»
Cannes 2014: Céline Sciamma, fille de bandes
AdĂšle Haenel : âJe ne pose pas de limite quand jâai donnĂ© ma confianceâ
Les verbes d'AdĂšle: Â Rencontre avec AdĂšle Haenel, actrice
AdĂšle Haenel - Force vive
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Course en TĂȘte
AdĂšle Haenel : âA un moment on commence Ă tellement se kiffer qu'on fait n'importe quoiâ
AdĂšle Haenel, petit soldat
La belle vie dâAdĂšle Haenel
AdĂšle Haenel: « Jâaime lâidĂ©e que les filles sâendurcissent »
Interview d'AdĂšle Haenel : âLa relation avec un rĂ©alisateur fait toutâ
AdÚle Haenel: cherchez le garçon⊠manqué !
AdĂšle Haenel: âOn ne me reproche plus de ne pas ĂȘtre assez fĂ©minine!â
âElle a un fort potentiel burlesqueâ, AdĂšle Haenel racontĂ©e par AndrĂ© TĂ©chinĂ©
âUne super-hĂ©roĂŻne sans superpouvoirsâ, AdĂšle Haenel racontĂ©e par Thomas Cailley
2013
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AdĂšle Haenel - La belle audacieuse
2012
AdÚle Haenel et Nicolas Maury: conversation ciblée sur Avignon
Une journée avec AdÚle Haenel
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Interview with Céline Sciamma
2011
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Tomboy - Interview with Céline Sciamma
CĂ©line Sciamma, quand tourner est un jeu dâenfants
AdÚle Haenel, la belle insurgée
2007
Naissance d'une réalisatrice
Sheâs a wounded beast and Iâm trying my hardest to forgive her.
I love how both corvids and parrots are in general highly intelligent, but where corvids generally have strict hierarchies, solve disagreements in the pecking order by fighting, and have a strong dislike for anything new or foreign until they figure out how to make use of it, parrots are just here to party.
The New Caledonian crow, who knows how to specifically build a tool in order to build another tool, never engages in play. These motherfuckers are smarter than some people with the right to vote, and they are Extremely Serious Birds. They don't have time to play, they got work to do and kids to raise.
And then there's the kea, straight-up titled "clown of the mountains", that has a specific vocalization for "playtime!". Scientists decided to try what happens if they play the Play Call for two fully-grown adult keas that are together in an area and can clearly see there is no other, third kea to make the call, and they just go "great idea, disembodied voice! it's TIME TO FUCKING PARTY!" and start wrestling.
Imagine working really hard in order to make it into a top university to study astrophysics, making it to your first Very Serious Class, sitting down full of serious determination, and the dude next to you is taking notes without using his hands, with a glitter pen he's shoved up his nose. And his notes are good.
It's your first day of Bird University and you already fucking hate this guy.
So there's this gene in humans called PLXNC1 or "Plexin", right? So Plexin is associated with increased neuron function and is generally thought to be correlated to human's increased cognitive ability for the use of language, i.e., "language learning". Super cool, right?
Humans aren't the only animals with advanced language learning that have Plexin in their genome. We can actually find homologous plexin between humans and PARROTS!
Using genomic alignment search tools, we can actually break down the sequence of human Plexin and directly compare it to the Plexin found in parrots. (This was actually a project I ran for an upper division genomics class, and running the program literally takes like... ten minutes.) I wanted to see how similar the plexin gene was between humans and parrots, so I queued up the human sequence against all of the available records from parrot genomes and sorted by greatest percent identity (i.e., which bird species had the closest plexin to ours?)
It was this funky dude right here:
THAT'S RIGHT BABY! The kea, notorious for being a straight up motherfucking prank god, carries Plexin with a 79.42% identity comapred to humans'.
THIS LITTLE ASSHOLE HAS A HOMOLOGOUS LANGUAGE LEARNING GENE WITH US!!!! A GENE THAT IS THOUGHT TO BE CORRELATED TO HIGHER LEVEL LEARNING AND INTELLIGENCE!!!!! AND THEY USE THEIR INTELLIGENCE TO WREAK HAVOC ON TOURISTS
Also these guys have been found to literally have predictive reasoning skills, which we consider REALLY FUCKING ADVANCED for a lot of animal species. They pass the Aesop's fable test with flying colors. They're so goddamn cool, I love them so much. The kea really said: "I will use my superior intelligence to have a good fucking time" and that's so powerful honestly
Have met a few keas.  This is accurate.
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hereâs a hard pill to swallow: abuse does not just exclusively occur in romantic or family relationships. friends can be just as toxic to your physical and mental wellbeing as a partner or a family member. also, the aftermath of being in an abusive friendship can be just as traumatizing as any other abusive relationship. donât boo me iâm rightÂ
for some reason people don't know this but toxic friends can mirror all the same behaviors as seen in an abusive romantic partner. i will use my own story of my ex-high school best friend who abused me for several years. signs of abuse include but are not limited to:
Humiliating or embarrassing you - my ex-best friend LOVED to try and make me squirm in any way possible to see my reaction. once she went up to a guy and told him i had a crush on him to watch me struggle to explain myself
Unreasonable jealousy - if i so much as went to hang out with any of my other friends i would have to let my ex-best friend know beforehand. i pretty much had to get her permission to see other people or she would be convinced that i was âditching her foreverâ
Refusing to communicate - if she was ever angry with me or upset she would never tell me that so we could talk about it. instead, she would ignore me or respond to all my texts with âkâ or âyaâ and i would have to struggle for hours to get her to tell me what was wrong
Ignoring or excluding you - she would ignore me for weeks at a time as a âpunishmentâ knowing that it would eat me up inside wondering what i did wrong. i still remember spending nights wide awake crying in bed because i didnât know what to doÂ
Mean jokes or constantly making fun of you - she would constantly poke fun at my appearance and personality to where my self-confidence plummeted. god help me if i ever said anything about her though
Saying things like âIf you donât _____, I will_____.â - she would constantly threaten to kill herself if i didn't do what she wanted
Guilt trips - she never apologized once to me in our seven-plus years of being friends. not once. every time we argued i would be the one who apologized in the end. once when i stood up to her and called her out on treating me like crap she would make up a story of how her life was miserable and that i was making things worseÂ
Isolating you from friends and family - been mentioned before but she was extremely jealous of all my other relationships and would override my plans with other people on purpose and would guilt trip me if i still went to see them
 Domination and control - also mentioned before but i needed her permission on everything. if i joined any group or extracurricular activity without her knowing she would be furious Â
Extreme moodiness - after ignoring me for weeks she would contact me out of the blue and act as if nothing happened. she would also refuse to talk about why she ignored me for so long and did not care if my mental health suffered from it
anyway, abusive friendships need to be acknowledged more because they are not only extremely common but also very damaging to someoneâs mental health. i personally had to go through years of therapy to unlearn the guilt and self-hatred that my ex-friend helped instill in me. stay safe yall
a GREAT addition from @mememic-bry
#also- because sometimes I think people throw around words like âabuseâ a little carelessly on this site #people who arenât abusive sometimes might do one or two things on this list #because people are flawed #and sometimes we screw up and hurt each other and itâs ouch and it sucks #if your friend does one of these things once they are not an abuser and please donât bring it up by saying âyouâre being abusiveâ #instead say âhey this specific thing you did hurt me and hereâs why it was p stressfulâ #and a good friend will hear you out. maybe they will get defensive or sad (cause who *likes* being called out letâs be real) #but ultimately they will listen to you. they will own up to their actions. #and they will make a genuine effort to not act in that way that hurt you again
#ON THE OTHER HAND #an abusive person will do several of these things *repeatedly* and *consistently*. it is a pattern woven in your relationship #and it just keeps happening #and if you try to bring it up they will deny any ownership of their actions #they will either say they never did those things OR that they *DID* but itâs not their fault #every single time they will gaslight you or make themselves the victim and refuse to hold themselves accountable for hurting you #thatâs an abuser. thatâs a toxic friendÂ
âit is amazing how many people view direct communication as an attack.â
For real, though. I have many litmus tests for figuring out if someone is Basically Decentâą or not, but one of my very favourites is setting a reasonable boundary like this, or otherwise politely but unapologetically refusing to indulge a request from them and seeing how they respond.
Basically Decentâą people will be totally fine and understanding. Shitty people will be livid.
Itâs especially fun when they use âanxietyâ as an excuse to get away with their actions instead owning up to the mistake and acting like an adult. Anxiety is an explaination, not an excuse.
My personal favorite, when they inevitably take umbrage and/or feel persecuted, is when they air it all in the tags for all the world to see, instead of confronting the other party head-on like a gotdang adult would do.
Out of all the things for TERFS to go after, is the fact that I'm an evolutionary biologist. It's fucking bizarre.
I have my degree in evolutionary biology. I've been interested in the sciences since I was young. I was a part (and still am a part) of the Audubon Society, Herpetology Society, Science Olympiad and regular volunteer at our state-run science museum. I wanted to be a paleontologist for most of my life and that shifted to ornithologist in high school. I narrowed that in on my own in uni to birds and their relatives along with snakes (because I love snakes).
I took anthropology, archaeology, chemistry, and other classes as part of my degree and out of my own curiosity. My anthropology class is most noticeable. I think it would be fair to say I would have been considered a TERF or close to one in high school. This one class though forced me to look all those beliefs I had in the face.
That anthropology class is where I first learned about gender and class as social constructs. And where I got the first inkling I might not be cis. It forced me to look at cultures outside of what I know.
Then my biology classes forced me to look at how complex, and definitely not binary, sex is. How strange it can be. The many ways nature plays with it. Categories are something that humans made up to try to understand the world. They are breakable, bendable and always always holds exceptions.
And my archaeology classes? Let me just say this. Humans are fucking weird. We're weird. Our evolution is weird.
Altogether though, the more I learned and from reputable sources, the more I learned that TERF ideology is not just wrong, but that it isn't a reasonable viewpoint. It doesn't help us understand our world better. It is not the most predictive value. At all.
Funny how if I had ever said anything like "sex is a spectrumâ or âmammals can change sexâ within earshot of a professor I would have never graduated. Girl even linked to a bunch of âsourcesâ in the notes which are just articles on intersex conditions. I hope you at least know what a condition is...
Those are sources you fucking nitwit. I'm done playing nice when you are literally fucking denying scientific knowledge now. Did you even read them? I've got fucking scientific papers, the WHO and other sources for that shit. And I repeat for the 1000th fucking time....
So don't keep calling me one.
Intersex in and of itself is proof that sex is not binary and never has been. We categorize things. We name them to understand them. And that can shift, morph and change. Science evolves and changes as we gain new information that may challenge what used to be accepted.
Intersex is a general term used for a variety of conditions in which a person is born with a reproductive or sexual anatomy that doesn’
Aka - Sex is a spectrum that does weird things and it's incorrect to categorize it as a binary or force intersex people to choose a binary.
Actual research shows that sex is anything but binary
Biologists now think there is a larger spectrum than just binary female and male
It's time for legislation and education to reflect sex as a spectrum with unlimited options
There are many other species in the animal kingdom apart from our own that don't adhere to a gender binary.
Youâve heard of gay penguins, but species throughout the world also count transgender members among them.
And maybe we can't fully change sex. But guess what? We have resources that allow sex reassignment surgery among other things. And who knows how far we will be able to go in the future!
For fuck's sake, we are starting to be able to grow brand new body parts in a lab. You think that technology won't develop in the future to allow people to make a full transition to align with their gender if they so desire? Fuck off my post.
Again: What sources do you transphobic assholes have to show sex is binary that isn't just high school level biology?
Science changes as we learn new information and we should change on an individual level as we learn new information. Grow the fuck up, learn and let go of outdated beliefs.
As a side note, there is a huge push against calling instersex a disorder or condition. There are many things that we used to consider disorders or conditions until we learned otherwise. Kinda of like asexuality or homosexuality. It being a 'condition' does not negate the reality of sex not being binary
OP sorry for jumping in on this. I'm procrastinating on ye olde day job.
Sex redefined: The idea of two sexes is simplistic. Biologists now think there is a wider spectrum than that. (Nature)
Respecting variations in embodiment as well as gender: Beyond the presumed 'binary' of sex (Nursing Inquiry)
Dr Anne Fausto-Sterling's entire oeuvre; however, her New York Times opinion piece, Why Sex Is Not Binary, is a layperson-friendly condensation thereof.
Rethinking Sex Designations on Birth Certificates (New England Journal of Medicine)
Sex Differences in Immune Responses (Science)
When does an advantage become unfair? Empirical and normative concerns in Semenya's case (Journal of Medical Ethics)
Testing sex and gender in sports; reinventing, reimagining and reconstructing histories (Endeavor)
How Human Bones Reveal the Fallacy of a Biological Sex Binary (Pacific Standard; yes, it's a news site; yes, the author has standing to speak on this topic)
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"~Some intersex radfems don't like that the existence of intersex conditions means sex isn't a binary~"
How nice for them. My grandmother doesn't like that the existence of 4.36 billion year old zircon crystals means young earth creationism isn't a thing.
Science doesn't care if you like it or not; it's still there, being factual, with or without your permission.
Master list: Translated interviews / articles / Q&As with Céline Sciamma, AdÚle Haenel, Noémie Merlant (and others)
Last updated: 10 June 2021
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Created on 3rd of August 2020 (and updated hereafter as much as possible, but you know how it is đ ; the Excel file with all of the below is saved here for the time being.)
This is a master list gathering various interviews etc. with CĂ©line, AdĂšle and NoĂ©mie (and others that were interviewed together with them, or in relation to them and their work), translated by @mlleclaudineâ, @ladyonfire28â and moi (@thexfridaxâ). I would like to thank and applaud Claudine and AimĂ©e for your massive contribution to the Portrait fandom.
There are so many more of you (@pensoakspaperâ, @unfumbleââ, @morningmightcomebyaccidentâ, @hedawolfâ, @empressofkaluminaâ, @bereavingââ, @tenemos-que-hablarââ, @rosedelosvientosâ ⊠to name a few) who keep the fire and conversation around Portrait and C/A/N alive by creating art and content â merci, this is also for you!
@justanotheruntitled04 created a master list of videos/audios with any of the three of them here. More Youtube translations can be found here: @akaiimeeâ.
AimĂ©eâs amazing POALOF DVD commentary master post can be found here. [Câest fini đ„]
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If you want to find out more about AdĂšleâs theatre work, check this out.
POALOF podcasts made by @podcastofaladyonfire can be found here.
@scorpio-sky has created a DVDography of AdĂšleâs work, itâs here.
An inofficial fan-made transcript (French plus English stage direction) of POALOF can be found here, a collaboration đ between @pensoakspaper, @mlleclaudine, @ladyonfire28 and @morningmightcomebyaccident.
@page28club provided English subs for AdĂšleâs anti-racist transfeminist roundtable [troll alert during the Q&As đĄ] and Boomerang interview [CĂ©sars, Les hĂ©ros ne meurent jamais, Le Corps Lesbien].
Folks, we have the unofficial English translation of the French POALOF screenplay (Plain Archive) HERE, brought to you by yours truly @mlleclaudine, with support from @tonovember, @morningmightcomebyaccident, @ladyonfire28 and @hedawolf among others.
#MeToo in France: Interview with Marine Turchi (Nov 2020), Mediapart article about AdĂšle Haenelâs case (paywall; Nov 2019), Mediapart interview with AdĂšle Haenel (Nov 2019). đ
@ladyonfire28â wrote her first piece about cinema, choosing CĂ©line Sciammaâs debut film Water Lilies, see here in French or in English.
A CALL FOR SUBMISSION for Portrait fanart can be found here. A joint initiative by @empressofkalumina, @mlleclaudineâ, @rosedelosvientos and @thexfridax. đŒïžđ»đ„
Interview with CĂ©line Sciamma on âComing of Age, in Life and Filmâ (Berlinale Talents, March 2021) via @celinesfiammaâ
LâĂtang review in the NY Times (May 2021)
LâĂtang recap by yours truly, @thexfridaxâ (June 2021)
Iâm happy to add anyone else to this list, too! The more the merrier. đ
Photo by Foc Kan/WireImage
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Somewhat ordered by year of publication and C/A/N/others (as of 3rd of Aug 2020: 78 150 âš; any further updates will be put at the bottom of each year to make my life easier):
2021
âOn est du cĂŽtĂ© des enfants, de leur regard sur leurs parentsâ: CĂ©line Sciamma Ă propos de son nouveau film, âPetite Mamanâ
Review(s) on Pétite Maman: [1]
CĂ©line Sciamma : «Sâengager rend toujours vulnĂ©rable»
CĂ©line Sciamma, rĂ©alisatrice de âPetite Mamanâ: âSur le tournage, je me demandais, que ferait Miyazakiâ?â
CĂ©line Sciamma: ââPetite Mamanââ est le parfait film post-pandĂ©mieâ
«LâexpĂ©rience offerte par une Ćuvre dâart devrait ĂȘtre centrale»
Reviews on LâĂtang [@Vidy-Lausanne]: [1], [2], [3]
NoĂ©mie Merlant : âL'expĂ©rience de la salle de cinĂ©ma manque terriblementâ
2020
CĂLINE SCIAMMA : «DiCaprio est une icĂŽne lesbienne. »
Céline Sciamma: inventer une femme pour les raconter toutes
AĂŻssa MaĂŻga and AdĂšle Haenel : «Finally thereâs something political happening»
Noémie Merlant, l'actrice qui dévergonde le cinéma français, se confie
NoĂ©mie Merlant (JUMBO) : âSi je ne fais rien, il faut que je sois dans l'eauâ
The making of Shakira with Noémie Merlant
NoĂ©mie talks about Jumbo in Lâinstant cinĂ©ma
JUMBO, NOEMIE MERLANT
A Good Man Behind the Scenes
Rising star NoĂ©mie Merlant: âBeing a model is terrible. It shouldnât existâ
Noémie Merlant: «Quand ça dérange, ça titille des choses importantes et utiles»
NoĂ©mie Merlant: âI remember very well the pride I felt on the red carpet.â
Noémie Merlant, in the light
*Noémie Merlant talks about the César*
âThe double life of NoĂ©mie Merlantâ
Jumbo - Interview de Noémie Merlant & Zoé Wittock
Rencontre avec ZoĂ© Wittock et NoĂ©mie Merlant sur le film âJumboâ
Zoé Wittock & Noémie Merlant: Jumbo Instagram Live 28 March 2020
Rencontres confinées : Claire Mathon à propos du film Portrait de la jeune fille en feu - 29 avril
From mourning to resilience, GisĂšle Vienne discusses her next creation with AdĂšle Haenel
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CĂ©line Sciamma & Annie Ernaux: SĆurs de Combat
Céline Sciamma
Translated interview with AdĂšle Haenel, heroine of âPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ; Translated excerpt from ââPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ - Approaching the True Face* of AdĂšle Haenelâ [2 in 1]
Haenel gets up and gets out
#4 AdĂšle Haenel
âNot correctness, but towards raising questionsâ: the gaze of actress AdĂšle Haenel
âThe experience of being alive is not the priority of the governmentâ. Conversation with GisĂšle Vienne, AdĂšle Haenel & Ruth Vega Fernandez
AdĂšle Haenel
Interview d'AdÚle Haenel et Noémie Merlant pour la sortie Portrait de la jeune fille en feu au Royaume-Uni [1, autotranslated]; [2]
Fashion and cinema interview with Noémie Merlant, star of French cinema at the Deauville Film Festival
Rencontre avec Luà na Bajrami, étoile montante
2019
âWe started a culture warâ
Céline Sciamma ⹠Réalisatrice de Portrait de la jeune fille en feu
Céline Sciamma: «Il y a eu un sacrifice de lesbiennes dans toute l'histoire du cinéma»
«Portrait de la jeune fille en feu» : entretien avec Céline Sciamma [1]; Portrait of a Lady on Fire: An Interview With Céline Sciamma [2]
Entretien avec CĂ©line Sciamma : « Je veux juste quâon arrĂȘte dâopposer le point de vue fĂ©minin au point de vue universel. »
Céline Sciamma, en feu et en flammes
Céline Sciamma, la femme qui filmait les femmes
CĂ©line Sciamma: «Portrait de la jeune fille en feu» est un film totalement dĂ©diĂ© Ă lâamour»
âPortrait de la jeune fille en feuâ : CĂ©line Sciamma et AdĂšle Haenel s'embrasent
âPortrait de la jeune fille en feuâ : rencontre au MĂ©liĂšs de Montreuil
«Je ne viens pas pour servir la soupe» : entretien avec AdÚle Haenel
Viennale Star AdĂšle Haenel: âEquality is sexyâ
A new politics of love - An interview with AdĂšle Haenel on âPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ
AdĂšle Haenel: Figurehead of the new French Film
AdĂšle Haenel: 'Sex in cinema is usually quite patheticâ
AdĂšle Haenel (German interview)
AdÚle Haenel en rediffusion et Pomme en déconfinement
Exclusive interview with NoĂ©mie Merlant and AdĂšle Haenel, lead actresses in âPortrait of a Lady on Fireâ
Entretien avec AdÚle Haenel et Noémie Merlant
Interview NoĂ©mie Merlant et AdĂšle Haenel : «En tant que comĂ©dienne, en tant que femme, il y a beaucoup dâĂ©chos.»
Dance of the gazes and female desire Â
[PORTRAIT] NoĂ©mie Merlant : «Jâai progressivement essayĂ© de choisir des rĂŽles fĂ©minins qui ont du sens »
Festival de Cannes 2019 : NoĂ©mie Merlant, «Quand je mâĂ©teins, je vais voir un film et je re-rĂȘve »
France tv & vous / République, le film interactif avec France.tv lab [Noémie Merlant, Lyna Khoudri]
Rencontre avec HélÚne Delmaire, la peintre lilloise du film « Portrait de la jeune fille en feu »
Christel Baras, la directrice de casting qui a découvert AdÚle Haenel à 11 ans
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Culture : Feux croisés entre Céline Sciamma et Monica Sabolo
Rencontre CĂ©line Sciamma: âIl faut crĂ©er les conditions de sa libertĂ©â
CĂ©line Sciamma : «Je voulais faire un voyage dans lâhistoire de lâart dâun point de vue fĂ©minin»
The female gaze: An interview with CĂ©line Sciamma; Interview with director CĂ©line Sciamma; Sciamma: âI want to show images of daily life that are missingâ [3 articles in 1]
Interview : Céline Sciamma «Ils ne savent pas voler, elles, elles savent.»
Love and let love
CĂ©line Sciamma: âI love films that hate me!â
Director CĂ©line Sciamma: âI try to create new forms of eroticismâ
Forgotten women
âI am a film activistâ - Interview with CĂ©line Sciamma
AdĂšle Haenel : «Le respect pousse Ă sâinvestir»
Rencontre avec AdĂšle Haenel, Ă l'affiche de trois films Ă Cannes
Actress AdĂšle Haenel: The French Revolutionary
2018
AdÚle Haenel, le jeu sacré
AdÚle Haenel : «Il y a toujours matiÚre à rire de soi »
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AdĂšle Haenel : âJâai grandi avec La CitĂ© de la peur et Les Trois FrĂšresâ
AdĂšle Haenel: «Je fais souvent les choses Ă lâenvers»
2017
Entretien avec AdĂšle Haenel â Sophie dans 120 battements par minute
No, Iâm not made of sugar: Shooting star AdĂšle Haenel
Génération Slimani
AdĂšle Haenel et AdĂšle Exarchopoulos : Orpheline
AdĂšle Haenel in an interview for 120BPM
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Screenplay writer Céline Sciamma: The women behind the big emotions
Un fantĂŽme que lâon dĂ©crit avec complaisance est un fantĂŽme qui cesse dâagir đ»
AdĂšle Haenel. LâĂ©motion brute
âI have ten years, then I become part of the systemâ
â120 BPMâ Ă TĂTU : Les acteurs nous ont confiĂ© les secrets du tournage
AdĂšle Haenel in 2017 [3 articles merged]
Quand AdĂšle (Haenel) rencontre AdĂšle (Exarchopoulos)
NoĂ©mie Merlant & Naomi Amarger: âHeaven will waitâ
2016
Translated interview with AdĂšle Haenel [and others] on âThe Bloom of Yesterdayâ
AdĂšle Haenel, l'insaisissable
Le Grand Journal du 23/03 avec Wassim Nasr, Stéphane Gatignon, AdÚle Haenel et Marianne Denicourt - CANAL +
MASTERCLASS du 6 oct 2016 - La Fille Inconnue
Dans la tĂȘte de AdĂšle Haenel
Noémie Merlant dans «Le Ciel Attendra »
Chris Kraus about AdÚle »Machine Gun« Haenel
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André Téchiné et Céline Sciamma: entretien croisé autour de Quand on a 17 ans
Interview : Céline Sciamma
AdÚle Haenel, géante dans Les Ogres
Interview with AdĂšle Haenel about âThe Unknown Girlâ
Les Ogres. AdĂšle Haenel: âNe valorisons pas trop la souffranceâ
AdĂšle Haenel: âJe ne veux pas me rĂ©soudre au cynismeâ
AdĂšle Haenel: âAnd the fight against racism, is that a black thing?â
AdĂšle Haenel : «La plus grande force de lâhomme, câest le pardon»
AdĂšle Haenel : âDire âAllez vous faire foutre !â, c'est un peu mon moteurâ [TĂ©lĂ©rama; long version]
AdĂšle Haenel, comĂ©dienne : âLe cinĂ©ma blanc et masculin, j'en ai marreâ [TĂ©lĂ©rama; short version]
Noémie Merlant, talent brut
2015
âBeing young means: To refuseâ
Une apparition de cinéma [!!!]
Brouiller les pistes [!!!]
Les grandes actrices sont des femmes intelligentes
Une minute sans cligner des yeux
On va te manger
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AdĂšle Haenel, la belle dĂ©genrĂ©e đ±
2014
Filming of âGirlhoodâ
âGirlhoodâ - A meeting with CĂ©line Sciamma
â'Bande de fillesâ montre des Blacks Ă lâĂ©cran et ça nous rend fiĂšresâ
CĂ©line Sciamma: «Les grands films libĂšrent des territoires plutĂŽt quâils ne les occupent»
Cannes 2014: Céline Sciamma, fille de bandes
AdĂšle Haenel : âJe ne pose pas de limite quand jâai donnĂ© ma confianceâ
Les verbes d'AdĂšle: Â Rencontre avec AdĂšle Haenel, actrice
AdĂšle Haenel - Force vive
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Course en TĂȘte
AdĂšle Haenel : âA un moment on commence Ă tellement se kiffer qu'on fait n'importe quoiâ
AdĂšle Haenel, petit soldat
La belle vie dâAdĂšle Haenel
AdĂšle Haenel: « Jâaime lâidĂ©e que les filles sâendurcissent »
Interview d'AdĂšle Haenel : âLa relation avec un rĂ©alisateur fait toutâ
AdÚle Haenel: cherchez le garçon⊠manqué !
AdĂšle Haenel: âOn ne me reproche plus de ne pas ĂȘtre assez fĂ©minine!â
âElle a un fort potentiel burlesqueâ, AdĂšle Haenel racontĂ©e par AndrĂ© TĂ©chinĂ©
âUne super-hĂ©roĂŻne sans superpouvoirsâ, AdĂšle Haenel racontĂ©e par Thomas Cailley
2013
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AdĂšle Haenel - La belle audacieuse
2012
AdÚle Haenel et Nicolas Maury: conversation ciblée sur Avignon
Une journée avec AdÚle Haenel
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Interview with Céline Sciamma
2011
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Tomboy - Interview with Céline Sciamma
CĂ©line Sciamma, quand tourner est un jeu dâenfants
AdÚle Haenel, la belle insurgée
2007
Naissance d'une réalisatrice
oh hey wanna see some antique ivory anatomical manikins complete with itty bitty handcarved removable organs?
Not particularly
sure you do! you are absolutely champing at the bit to see these things! youâre pumped up and raring to go. you are eager, ebullient, ecstatic, electrified, elevated, energized, enraptured, entertained, enthusiastic, impassioned, intoxicated, intrigued, fiery and feverish and fervent and fired up and frothing at the mouth!!! jesus kid youâve got to GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF
I am actually just as desperate as stated above to see the dolls
excellent give me a dollar
alright you stingy bastards, take the wages of your sin and weep, weep evermore
Ah, so this was the inspiration for pregnancy Barbie.Â
YOU BET YOUR RECALLED ASS THAT WAS A THING
some things you canât unsee
I would also like to inform you that there (briefly) existed a Teen Pregnancy Barbie which was sold in 1982 complete with detachable magnetic baby bump
CĂ©line Sciamma : «Sâengager rend toujours vulnĂ©rable»
by Annick Cojean - Le Monde, June 6, 2021
I WOULDNâT HAVE GOTTEN HERE IFâŠÂ The director looks back on her joyful and curious childhood and talks about how her encounter with cinema offered her a «vicarious life»
In four films, director CĂ©line Sciamma, 42, has established herself as the representative of a new genre of sensitive and demanding auteur cinema. Her Cannes award-winning Portrait de la jeune fille en feu has been seen around the world, and was the first French film screened abroad in 2020 with 1.5 million admissions. She returns to theaters with Petite maman, a poetic tale, filmed from a childâs perspective.
I wouldnât have gotten here ifâŠ
⊠If I hadnât grown up with siblings. Itâs the most constant and fundamental element in my life. Something essential. I say this with all the more conviction because I thought hard about your famous question! Iâve been wondering about the tipping points that have marked the course of my life, but without being able to distinguish a «decisive» moment or a «major» turning point. To unearth the truth, you have to go back in time as far as possible. And this is how my siblings line up: my sister, younger than me by three years, and my brother, the youngest child, by seven years. Itâs the longest accompaniment in my life. And much more: the most unconditional support. At heart, itâs a primary alliance based on solidarity, trust, and caring for each other. And then the games!
Because itâs joyful?
Oh yes! What a laugh! Weâre in touch daily and talking to them, even if itâs only for a few minutes on the phone, is a guarantee of laughter, even when we talk about serious things. My brother and sister are my confidants. We continue to grow together.
Have you always felt the strength of this bond?
My very first memory is of my sisterâs birth. But I feel that it was when my brother was born that we instantly bonded as siblings. A trio emerged, much stronger than the duo. And from that moment on, we were a team. Our parents were very young because they had me at 21. I felt a real responsibility as the eldest: to be attentive, creative, a kind of role model. But it all happened through play: singing, dancing, playing sports. Our environment was conducive to it. We lived in Cergy-Pontoise, one of these new cities that fascinate me and which are places designed for children. You can cross the city without passing a car, and there is even a small wood. Can you imagine our freedom as kids, always outside? There was room for our respective games and passions. And a constant dynamic of humor. My brother actually became a comedian.
Joy and light of childhoodâŠ
Yes, but not just that. The little girl that I used to be always felt a sensation of marginalization and inadequacy. It was vague, confusing, inexpressible. But I had an early awareness of being out of step with the projections and the imaginings that society offered me. I dreamed of something else. I was not compliant. So the team of siblings did not preclude solitude and secrecy. Even though I was an energetic and happy child, I was still working on my lionâs wrinkle!
Were you what Nina Bouraoui calls a «homosexual child»?
I was very well aware who my heart was beating for! And there was a continuum of clues that made me feel some weird emotions that I quickly realized were forbidden. This was the early 1980s, a pre-Internet era, with no information or images to project onto. Homosexuality did not exist in the cultural space, lesbians even less so. You had to deal with this poorly identified feeling. It wasnât really an affliction, but I wanted to grow up quickly to be free to choose my life and not always be waiting for it to start.
Did you talk about it with your parents?
Certainly not! I had a secret relationship with it. It wasnât so much that it was difficult to talk about or a problem to «come clean» as it was the desire to protect the immense curiosity I had and the dream of a particular sentimental destiny. I wanted to cultivate this dream, not to counter it. It seemed to me to be a promise. But announcing it before actually living it was out of the question!
How did you nourish this curiosity?
A young English girl in the 1980s could find a whole shelf of lesbian literature in a bookshop or library.  Impossible in French libraries where the classification is universal and not by genre. Unearthing a book in which I could find myself was something of a treasure hunt. I spent a lot of time in libraries, digging, scrutinizing, hoping. And then one day, it finally happened. You come across Colette. You come across Virginia Woolf. And youâre struck in the heart. You pull on one threadâŠÂ And you realize that the great women authors have often had queer existences, in their lives or in their novels. And that by taking an interest in great feminine literature, therefore feminist, we end up meeting. And itâs an enormous emotion, completely aside from the work.
What feeling does this paucity of representation engender?
Today, I would call it exclusion. But back then, it made you doubt yourself and your intuition. You felt very alone, possibly the only one in the world. How can you explore your own feelings if you canât relate them to the images, stories, behaviors visible in society? So, when by some miracle you recognize yourself, I assure you that you canât miss it! Itâs so strong, so overwhelming, that it is impossible to go back. If the desire survives its total erasure, and the emotional extortion often brought about to make it disappear, well I assure you that it empowers you with a hell of a lot of strength.
How did your encounter with cinema come about?
In much the same vein. Overnight, it took over from literature. From the age of 13 or 14, I went there three times a week. By myself. And I saw everything, thanks to the wonderful Utopia cinema in Cergy. My life was organized around that: earning money by babysitting to pay for my movie tickets.
Did someone introduce you to the 7th art?
My grandmother. My wonderful grandmother who passed away recently. A grandmother who had been a movie buff since her childhood in Cairo in the 1930s. A grandmother equipped with all the satellite channels, who meticulously chose the film that we would watch together in silence and who thus introduced me to Capra, Hitchcock, James Stewart, her favorite actor, but also to Spanish cinema, to all of Italian cinemaâŠÂ She had tons of film books, numerous encyclopedias, and she educated me, the dreamy teenager for whom the cinema offered a vicarious life. I was vibrating, pulsating, brimming with ideas. Everything was so intense that it became a goal. I dreamed of such powerful loves, even if it seemed impossible. Because not only did I not kiss anyone in real life, but I also never saw anyone, on the screen, kissing someone of the same sex. Which would have moved me so much and given me courage.
Were you aware that the cinemaâs perspective was both masculine and hetero?
Not at all! I was in awe. And I absorbed the canon. Cinema is an art based on canon, and on the repetition of canon. An authoritarian canon with rules, norms, styles, archetypes. Cinema is very much inspired by cinema. Itâs one of the arts where you can claim to have been inspired by your colleague, which I find very beautiful. But as a result, you lack distance. You immerse yourself in this standardized universe, you feed off it, you wallow in it. And then one day, you discover La vie ne me fait pas peur, by NoĂ©mie Lvovsky, the first film I saw with the knowledge that it was made by a woman. And I was in shock. Not only because a young director was showing me that this profession was accessible to a woman. But her film offered something different, touched a sensitive chord and literally shook me. From then on, I paid attention to the director, and not just to the film.
And you thought about studying filmâŠ
No. Not yet. I had a thirst for learning, I liked to study. A teacher talked to me about hypokhĂągne. Iâm in. Paris reaches out to me! Long live autonomy! In truth, I ended up in Neuilly in a nunsâ home. I worked like crazy but experienced life in a community with girls. And it was great! Friendly, supportive, festive. There was an amazing mix of backgrounds, girls from the provinces and the Parisian upper middle class, left-wing chicks and girls from the RPR [Rassemblement pour la RĂ©publique, founded by Jacques Chirac]. I was open to a lot of things and I loved this feminine everyday life. When I imagined the rest of my life, that was how I would like to live.
What do you mean by that?
In a friendly community. Among people who listen to each other, who understand each other and who simply love each other. Itâs not just about couples or families! Friendship can also be a way of life. It already organizes and structures mine, including sharing care and services on a daily basis. I also have male friendships and would not exclude integrating boys into the community that I fantasize about. But I have to admit that a single-sex community is a refuge of unheard-of sweetness and freedom. The idea is not, as is often thought, to conspire or have secret discussions from which we would like to exclude others. The objective is much simpler: to be able to rest and relax. To spare ourselves certain conversations or behaviors. To live our individuality to the fullest.
The singularity of your regard and your style has been striking from your very first film, «Naissance des pieuvres», made right out of film schoolâŠ
I enjoyed making it so much! So much joy at every step of the way, every encounter, every action. I rushed into it, very young, scrawny, without any experience, perfectly unaware, but with a political intuition and a radical approach to the staging that still moves me today. Itâs true, I talked about the troubles of adolescence, when I was barely past it myself, and also about the injunctions and abuses to which girls are exposed. It was before #metoo, but I didnât avoid violence. One of my characters even spit in the mouth of a boy in response to the violence he had done to her. At the time, some spectators expressed their disgust at this scene. Today, itâs become a triumphant image that people celebrate. And that was my intention. Anyway, the success of the film and the pleasure I took in it made me say: this is what I want to do! This is how I want to live. In this emotional intensity of collective creation. In this ephemeral fusion of filming.
But what is your intent?
I know how important cinema has been to my life as a young viewer.  So my ambition is at that level. Cinema can save lives.
What films do you want to make?
Films that overwhelm, that disturb, that question. Films that make us grow. Films that make you feel infinitely alive and from which you leave with your heart beating. I would like to create beauty. And even poetry.
And have a political and social impact?
Obviously! But not by making a political pamphlet! Not with the codes of political cinema that piss everyone off. By offering experiences, rather than debates. By showing other faces, other attitudes, other relationships. By leaving behind the dramaturgy of conflict, which is ubiquitous in fiction. My films are not meant to create ripples in the pond. There is no object lesson, I donât assert truths. I offer feelings that foster new ideas, that explore other ways of living and thinking. The opportunity to do so, in real life, doesnât happen very frequently. Iâm not addressing legislators! I am thinking only about the audience and their emotions. I dream that they take the film with them, that they complete it, fantasize about it, feed on it. You know, on the second day of shooting on Portrait de la jeune fille en feu, as we were filming the scene on the beach where the two heroines are kissing and crying because they have to separate, I turned to my cinematographer and said: «Weâre going to change the world!»
So there it is, your ambition!
But of course! I take cinema very seriously. And thatâs why I accompany my films with a political voice that I could spare myself. But I am committed. I bring up ideas. And receiving thousands of testimonies from fans and activists of all kinds and from all over the world saying that this love story has changed their lives blows me away. Itâs a real community thatâs been created. The bond with the film has become a bond between those who loved it. A bond of friendship, solidarity and mutual support. It makes me sentimental. And also vulnerable. Being committed always makes you vulnerable.
Did you think of the teenager from Cergy-Pontoise who never recognized herself in the films she was watching at the Utopia?
I made the film that would have reached out to her.
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