dreaming.

random writings and thoughts

[jenozzen]

rin (she/her)

infj

ult nct (all units)

a sprinkle of riize (sungchan)

f1 (charles leclerc)

I have deleted all my stories and will no longer be writing anymore (14/04/23)

the pictures on this blog do not belong to me (unless stated otherwise)

minors dni pls!

[dearlyminhyung]

"Before I sing you guys a song, I would like to tell you a short story. I visited kenya earlier this year, and at that time I was going through a very important time of my life. I had to make a very important decision for my career and for my life. And so, I had a lot of people telling me a lot of advice, asking me questions that I didn't really know the answer to. So I was going through a strange, confusing period of time. But I was in Kenya and so I went on a safari and I saw so many beautiful animals. And I saw a lion, and at that moment, I kinda realised that sometimes it's not really important to know the answer to all these questions and to know if you're perfectly ready for everything. But just, if you're willing to take this next step for real change. And so I made this song in Kenya, it's called 'Ready or Not'. And if I'm correct and if we're all getting the right memo, the same memo, I do believe our planet is also asking us the same question -- not if we're ready, but if we're willing to raise our voices and take this step. If we're willing to care for real change. I believe our souls all have this longing for a better world and I think that's one of the truest pieces of evidence that there is and that there could be a better world for everybody." - mark lee, world environment day 2026 (5 june)

[i-hate-fruits]

~ remember, it's only us ~ NCT DREAM The Dream Show 4 Encore | Day 6

[jenozzen]

I know im not active anymore especially since a lot in my life has changed and i have been busy with life. that being said i still made time for nct when i could bc they still are my comfort. so when the news came out yesterday about mark leaving. I genuinely felt really shocked and sad. as dramatic as it sounds I felt like I was losing a part of me? some of you may know me as someone who ults jeno, but the truth is that mark lee was the one who really got me into nct. I was always curious about them during their sm rookies but when they (nct u) had their official debut, it was mark lee who really solidified my interest in the group and then the rest happened. so I feel like I really do owe mark a lot.

I think his decision to leave is extremely brave and I respect him for finally truly doing something for himself, if you know what I mean. mark dedicated his entire teenage years and early 20s to the group. and he always put his 100% into everything, never complained and always showed us fans so much love. not to be parasocial or anything but he really felt like a friend you knew would always be there. I know how he regrets not being able to live a “normal teenage life” and that he feels like he’s behind bc he didn’t get to experience certain things in life due to starting training and work so early on.

I hope he knows how proud and thankful we are for everything he did. there will never be an idol like mark lee again that’s for sure because he truly is one of a kind. and I know it’s not the end and I know we don’t know what he plans for the future, but whatever he does decide to do I hope it brings him happiness and peace and I hope he’ll be healthy and be able to live life at the pace that he wants to. I hope he gets to do all the things he wants to, all those bucket list dreams he had whether they were mundane or just simple (or extravagant) I hope he gets to do them all. I don’t know how much of him we’ll get to see or how much he’ll share with us in the future but a selfish part of me hopes we still get to see him with nct in other means and if we don’t then that’s ok I know I will learn how to accept that bc it gives me peace knowing that they all are in good terms anyways.

so yeah thank you mark lee for giving us the best 10 years of amazing unforgettable memories and I wish you all the best and will always be supporting you. I feel so proud to say that we had a talented member like you in our team.

[kim-jiwoong]

yangyang // 90’s love (facecam 201129)

[yunogf]

[dojaejung]

HAECHAN ♡ CRZY

[seolyoona-archive]

HAECHAN — TASTE OF LIGHT (2025)

[chenles]

TASTE THE LIGHT haechan, 2025*

[dazzlingkai]

250809 MARK : GAS @ SBS Gayo Daejeon

[chenles]

TASTE THE SUN haechan, 2025*

[kgvs]

🐶💚🎂🎉

[yum-nyang]

MARK: when i'm with you

[boynextdoors]

241117

[dojaejung]

JAEHYUN ♡ Unconditional

[jenozzen]

went to tds3 and it was so much fun. it was also my first time seeing 7dream, honestly I felt so happy that renjun joined the europe tour and he did amazing!! last time for tds2 i saw them in singapore and chenle wasn’t there so it was my first time seeing chenle in person and he is absolutely gorgeous and his live singing/adlibs is FLAWLESS!! we were the last concert of the world tour and it truly felt really special! we even got to hear them sing a little bit of wiwy. i had really good seats, super close to the stage so we had a lot of mark, jeno and haechan interacting with our side. But omgggg my love for mark, you guysssss he is the sweetest boy ever 💚 i absolutely adore him and his final ment message was so touching 💚 the post concert depression has been hitting me hard, i miss them so much and wish i could go to the encore in seoul 😭 nct concerts really are so much fun and just so memorable.

[bgarchivee]

mark (nct/soloist)