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jensen phillips; shock me like an electric eel.

[sighsmikey]

Michael’s face was frozen into a childish grin you’d see on a 6 year old..  Literally frozen since the blistering cold wind brushed against his face as he stood in in front of Jensen on his knees.  ”Of course I want this Jens…I want this more than to fucking live, do you understand me babe?”  He nearly chuckled, watching him intently as Jensen pushed the cold silver onto his finger.  And like he jumped off a cliff, Michael felt weightless, his stomach tied in knots and his heart beating like he’s ran a marathon.  Mike wrapped his arms around Jensen tightly once he got to his feet, holding the back of his neck trying to absorb every detail of this moment.  ”It doesn’t matter, with or without the cheesy music I still feel like I’m on top of the world with you.”  Michael smiled into Jensen’s neck, nuzzling his face into his jacket.  ”I love you too Jensen Phillips, I love you so fucking much. Jesus Christ.”  He blinked his eyes a few times trying to push the tears of bliss away.  Feeling Jensen’s lips meet with his own almost made him collapse in the snow, the passion they both shared in the kiss was at the most. He has felt nothing more powerful than the love they share with each other, the number of times Jensen has made his heart stop is countless. Michael kept their lips moving in sync, his nose growing numb from the cold but he didn’t really mind that at all.  He finally pulled away for air after a bit, his gaze still thick on Jensen’s face.  He could feel that his pupils were as big as quarters quarters, Michael has never been in love with such a thing.  And he never thought he could.

[jensensup]

Jensen absolutely adored yet despised Michael's words all at once, frankly because they only made him want to sob even more into his chest. He had loved Michael so much that it made him so terribly emotional, he felt like a complete wreck and it wasn't even him that was being proposed to. Just to witness such a big smile on his lover's face and how the ring fit flawlessly on his finger as a symbol that he was indeed Jensen's man... it just felt so empowering and just all around, beautiful. As Michael moved away from the kiss, Jensen pinched his hip with a playful frown. "Don't speak anymore, cause you're going to make me fucking cry again." He chuckled a bit as the cold wind blew against his tear stained cheeks. Jensen grasped onto his fiancé's hand, giving it a tight squeeze before he spoke up once more. "Want me to draw a bath for us, babe?" Jensen leaned in to give him another small kiss on the cheek with a warm smile. "It'll heat us up from the cold."

[sighsmikey]

Mike chuckled as Jensen started to speak about how they first met, his smile growing wider and wider at the thought.  ”You were so cute, too.  I didn’t care that it stained my favorite shirt,  I knew from then on that you were something special and that’s all that mattered. You never fail to amaze me either,  everyday I find out something so intriguing about you that just makes me love you more and more.  Fuck I’m such a fag for you Jensen.”  He sighed contently, feeling his stomach feel tingly and his knees grow weak as he watched him go to his knees.  ”Jens…”  He began, taking in a quick breath, trying to keep his balance as the cold wind whipped against his face.  He took in the moment, the way the snow fell perfectly in his hair; leaving specks of white on his shoulders and boots. The sound of his voice echoing through his head, a sound he would like to hear for the rest of his life and he would be able to; now..   “Holy fuck.. yes a million billion times yes.  Is this the part where I jump up and down excitedly like a 5 year old and jump into your arms while cheesy music plays? Because that’s what I feel like doing, it finally makes sense. I love you so much Jensen, I love you so much.”  Michael said, smiling bigger than he ever has.  This would be the start of something great, if only his parents wouldn’t disapprove so much.  But he didn’t let that get him down, his boyfriend, now fiance just proposed.  Nothing can ruin this moment. Not for him, not for Jensen.

[jensensup]

Jensen just admired Michael's words that flowed through his mind, the nerves of the situation cooling over as his boyfriend's loving reassurance graced his ears. He couldn't help but blush and just remain gazing at such a wonderful guy before him. It was strange  to him how he had gotten so lucky with barely even trying. It almost made him feel a bit ungrateful depending on the circumstances on how he retrieved the ring in the first place, but he wasn't going to let that damage the moment. Mikey's expression brightened even more as Jensen gotten on his knees and it made him all the more excited to present him with such a lovely ring that he had picked out himself at the jewelers. Jensen's hand shivered from the cold as he held the ring out in front of him, waiting for Michael's reaction. His lips quivering slightly as his answer was clearly a yes as his boyfriend began to spurt out words of excitement. "You really want to do this?" Jensen asked in a stupid manner as a sudden tear rushed down his cheek before bringing his other arm up to quickly wipe it off his face. His hands were a bit shaky as he grabbed Michael's hand and began to slip the ring on his finger past his knuckle. He sniffled a bit as he stared at his hand before pulling it closer to place about a million little kisses to his hand.The ring had seemed to fit absolutely perfectly and it suddenly gave so much more meaning than it did when it laid idly in the box. He pulled himself up from his knee position, feeling the chilly breeze rush past him which caused his body to tense up slightly. He immediately pulled Michael into a hug as he squeezed his body tightly against his own. The body warmth making the unbearably cold weather a bit more bearable for once. He whispered into his ear with a soft chuckle, "I'm sorry I didn't come prepared with the music, babe..." He contently sighed into the crook of his neck and pulled away to study his boyfriend's face with one of his biggest, most ridiculous grins ever. "It's always made sense, I can't imagine life without you here in front of me like this..." Jensen trailed off, sucking in his bottom lip as he paused for a few more moments. The romanticized gaze had never became too much for Jensen, he felt as if he could stare at him forever with the same, absolute love and admiration that he had always felt. "I love you, Mike... always." Jensen then crashed his lips against Michael's without hesitation as his arms wrapped around his waist.

[sighsmikey]

Michael pouted as his turned his body to Jensen’s, smirking a bit at his comment. “I’ll tough up and shut up, sorry babe.”  Though Jensen’s words caught him off guard, he noticed the passion in his voice he’d always hear; it’s like music to Michael’s ears. He nodded as he watched him intently, looking for a clue to why exactly he was doing this.  And in that moment a thousand scenarios played through his head that made a porno sadder than titanic. And then worry rushed over him, that made his body instantly warm up as he looked into Jensen’s eyes.  ”And you know I love you too babe.  More than anything in this world.”  What if he was straight?  Good one Mike, you’ve pounded his ass more than enough to even make him think about.. girls.  But his switched his mind back to the good side of things, surprising him with a new car? Who knows.  Jensen was always hard to read in these times, but it was clear that he was nervous, whatever it was.  And it just made Mike just as nervous.

[jensensup]

Jensen laughed as his boyfriend was failing to bear the cruel snowy winds that crashed upon their bodies. He was soon regretting this whole plan as his mind wandered to cuddling in front of the fire with their hot chocolate instead. "It'll only be for a little bit, babe." He squeezed his hand reassuringly as he sucked in his bottom lip. Just knowing that Michael loved him so much more back assisted him with his nerves. He was always worried that his love wasn't mutual, but those worries always flooded away as Michael professed his love for him basically every living moment. "Since the day that I met you, I always felt something deeper than what I should have in the first glance. Even if I did spill coffee on you..." Jensen shook his head at the memory with a stupid grin, his clumsiness had always gotten the best of him. It might have been the fact that Michael was such a catch that he could barely even see straight though. "And it didn't even take long for us to be together, it was a complete blur because we started to spend each and every day together and they all blend inside my mind because it feels like I've known you for basically my whole life." Jensen attempted to swallow the lump in his throat as he cleared his throat with a hopeless sigh. He knew that a tear was bound to release from his eyes, but he tried to manage to stay strong for Michael. He hated looking vulnerable in front of him, since he happened to so very often. "You make me so happy and I just want the best for you and for us." He slowly slipped his hands out of Michael's grip as he steadily moved down to one knee. His hand dug into his pocket as he pulled out the box that had the ring inside. He struggled a bit as he pulled out the ring from the case before holding it out in front of him. "Would you... Michael Christian Atwood... like to spend the rest of your life with me?" His eyes remained on Michael's expression as he studied him, anticipating his answer as his words came out a bit tremulous.

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[sighsmikey]

"I’m coming, I’m coming."  Michael let out a groan that was mixed with a chuckle, pushing himself up out of the comfort of the bed as he slid on his jacket and shoes.  He watched Jensen’s body language become more jittery than before and all it did was cause confusion to rustle his thoughts.  "You sure everything’s alright love?  Why exactly are you making me go outside when it’s nearly dark?"  He spilled all of his questions with yet another chuckle, following him out in the cold.  Mike immediately scrunched his nose as his face came in contact with the bitter air, blinking through the thick layers of snow that were coming down.  The sight took up for the cold though, a cloudy sky that was nearly cloud white with a dim light behind it, the tall oak trees were getting lost in the thick fog of snow who’s branches sagged low filled with layering ice; and his beloved boyfriend in front of the calming scenery. Michael smiled to himself grabbing a hold of Jensen’s hand, from his pocket as they stood out on the porch, closing the door behind him finally.  "Fuck I’m really missing that bed now."  He pouted, his muscles clenching to maintain heat.  "And I’m really looking forward to the cup of hot cocoa."  

[jensensup]

"Yeah, I'm fine... And I just wanted to get some fresh air with you, that's all." Jensen stated as he resumed his previous position of chewing on the inside of his cheek. The curly-haired boy always left the love talk to Mikey, since Mikey had always been a guy of many words. Beautiful words that he could string together in the blink of an eye that could sweep someone off their feet in less than a sentence. It was something that Jensen had always admired about him, but also something that he wished he would be able to do himself. He knew that this was probably something that Michael least expected from him, but as he hoped... it would make it all the more a surprise. A shiver rushed past Jensen's spine, causing him to jerk his body as he dug his hands in his pockets deeper. The lit up porch had been full of snow as well, a result of not shoveling all day. But, he would have to endure the cold for his boyfriend and soon to be fiance for just a moment. Jensen's eyes averted towards the door being closed behind Michael and then followed his boyfriend's gaze as he stood in front of him. His hand resting in his lover's grip as he felt the exchange of warmth through his palm. "Don't be such a baby, Mike." Jensen let a short chuckle escape his lips for a moment before bringing his right hand out of his pocket to reach for Michael's other hand. "You can have as much hot cocoa as you please after I say something that's been on my mind." Jensen choked out, already nervous to how the rest would go if he would be able to get it out. He began with a simple sentence as he spoke softly to his lover before him,"You know that I love you a whole lot, right?"

[sighsmikey]

Jesus, someone is really craving my dick in their mouth,  I don’t blame you, I feel the same way about yours.

[jensensup]

Jensen rolled his eyes with a small smile at Michael's words, realizing that dirty talking his way out of the situation wouldn't technically work. "Shush up, Mike... Just come outside, yeah?" His words wavering ever so slightly as the nerves in his stomach became even more of a battlefield than they were previously. He grabbed his coat, sliding his arms in as his hands reached into the pockets to make sure the ring was still where he left it. He knew it was probably a bad decision leaving it in his coat unattended, but he basically prayed on his life that Mikey wouldn't go through his belongings. As he zipped up his coat, he looked for his boyfriend to follow behind him as he made his way out into the brutal cold. It wasn't his best idea, but he wanted the proposal to be simple. And the glistening snow paired up with the glowing Christmas lights seemed like the perfect setting. "Hurry up, before I freeze my balls off." Jensen chuckled as he held the door open for his boyfriend to follow.

[sighsmikey]

You don’t have to, I’ll do whatever you’d like.  But just make me some hot cocoa after eh?  It’s freezing.

[jensensup]

I want to though. And good, grab your coat then. I'll make us some hot cocoa after and I'm sure my mouth will warm you up as well.

[sighsmikey]

You love it.

[jensensup]

Yeah, yeah. Hey, if we go outside... I promise I'll suck your dick afterwards.

[sighsmikey]

Not even, just full of your dick.

[jensensup]

I don't think there is a single day that passes by that isn't filled with your dirty talk, babe.

[sighsmikey]

No, never would you ever be boring to me.  I wouldn’t be here if I’d think it’d be such a boring time.  But it’s not, I love being here with you.  It’s so peaceful, I wouldn’t want anything else. 

[jensensup]

You're so full of shit sometimes, Mike.

[sighsmikey]

I love it, I love you. 

[jensensup]

I just don't want to bug you though or be a boring sap on this vacation. It already sucks that we can't get out of the cabin much without being completely covered in snow.

[sighsmikey]

You’re like a needy kitten, Jens. 

[jensensup]

Do you hate it?

[sighsmikey]

Is something bothering you love dove?

[jensensup]

Just the fact that you're not rubbing my tummy right now...

[sighsmikey]

I hope you don’t vomit or anything, you know how I am about that.

[jensensup]

It's not that bad, babe! It's more of an... unsettling feeling, but not to the point of actually puking.

[sighsmikey]

Aw poor JJ. Why don’t you go lay down for a little while?

[jensensup]

No, I'm fine... It's probably just what I ate today or something.

[jensensup]

My stomach feels weird, like some sort of mutated animal is going to come crawling out.

[sighsmikey]

Mike shrugged as his fingers made their way to tug at Jensen’s hair that rested on the back of his neck, watching him cuddle into his chest.  ”I like your naked face, baby.  It’s what makes you..you.  Another thing to add to the long list of why I’m so in love with you.”  He chuckled lightly as he watched his facial expression change; worry.  Michael could spot what he’s feeling at anytime by looking at his face.  The way Jensen’s face would just totally relax, his pupils dilate to the size of pen points.  Mike knitted his eyebrows together, letting a slow sigh empty his lungs. “You know I’m always gonna be here, no matter what.  No matter how tough it gets..”  Michael cleared his throat as he twirled a small loose curl around his index finger.  ”Always and forever.”  Trying to escape the topic, his lips tugged up in a small smile.  ”Mm. what a lovely thought that is.  But then again not, because I won’t get to see that cute little ass of yours freely around the house.”  He pouted playfully, raking his fingers through the back of his curls.  ”But to be honest, we’d be too busy wrapped up in the little ones to even miss it.”  Michael chuckled placing a small kiss to Jensen’s temple.   “Thinking about you with kids makes me so heart eye emoji Jensen.  You’re so gentle, it makes me sick.”  And it did, he really was gentle.  Even during sex, he really was.  That’s why they’re so perfect for each other, like yin and yang they balance each other out.  

[jensensup]

"Yeah, I'd be too hairy anyway..." Jensen laughed as he felt his boyfriend's fingers brush through his curls. The amount of times that Michael expressed his love for Jensen only made him more nervous with the fact that one day, it might not be like that anymore if Mikey were to ever find out about Jen's little secret. At his boyfriend's reassuring words, he couldn't help but let a faint grin show through. "I know you will, Mike..." He sighed heavily against his chest, still in a bit of worry of the future. Jensen had always been one to worry too much, especially when guilt laid so densely upon his chest. He had never been too great with keeping secrets, but this was one that he would surely have to keep. Even with the circumstance of his mindset, he couldn't help but let out a hearty laugh at the thought of just roaming around the house naked like he had usually done. He obviously knew when they would have kids that he would have to make some sacrifices, but they could always be accomplished in other ways. "We'll just have to make our bedroom off limits with caution tape and everything... so then I can freely run around naked for you in there." He giggled as he gave his a small squeeze as he brought his body closer to his and then released slightly. Jensen glanced up at Michael as he gushed about him being so apparently gentle. "Heart eye emoji? You're such a dork." He shook his head with an uncontrollable smile as he lightly pinched his boyfriend's hip. "You would look even cuter with a baby, babe. I would probably be the one to mess everything up... you know, you've always been smarter." He shrugged his shoulders with a small yawn escaping his lips.