𝚓𝚎𝚜𝚜

twenty-nine years old • AL ♡

[jess-so-far]

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[jess-so-far]

Sat on the porch in the cool fall weather with the warm sun setting on my skin.

Smoked the flower.

Blew bubbles from a Halloween gift basket through the eyes of my child self.

Listening to Higher Love by Steve Winwood and thinking about how I first heard that song living in Kansas at 22 years old.

My, growing into the woman I am at 29 from the girl I was at 22 is something so beautiful.

My soul healed a little that afternoon.

I love being alive.

I’m not where I want to be just yet but I am very happy.

[jess-so-far]

I’ve been doing so good.

It’s been a week and a half since I saw those photos and had those nightmarish thoughts. I worked on it within myself and worked on it in therapy. Anytime those photos or thoughts have popped up, I’ve “thrown them away” immediately and replace it with positive thoughts. What makes me great, how much my partner loves me, that I won and he chose me. But today, i’m really struggling to throw them away. It’s like they’re demanding to be heard and seen. I hate it. I don’t want to think that way or view those photos ever again. But today I feel like i’m drowning in them.

I hope they’ll let up soon. I’ll keep trying to throw them away.

[possessedbymypast]

upside down // the story so far

[g-cedillo]

[possessedbymypast]

placeholder - the story so far

[daily-spooky]

via

[tvneon]

[smokinbyelevn]

[simply-j0sh]

A Day To Remember - We Got This

[abdullahsj1]

I know it will pass, but it's heavy

[fvcknoway]

[thatonebookishh0e-deactivated20]

XOXO

[jess-so-far]

make america h i g h again 💨

[jess-so-far]

𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵; 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺.

•june 11, 2022•

[jess-so-far]

finally got to see the band that’s saved my life.

4.27.22 ♡

[babykaleee]

I drew up some flash. The story so far. No, it’s not good. But it’s fun to practice. I messed up a lot 🤠 these are rough drafts✨, if you will.

[technetics]

The Story So Far // 680 South