jesse st james

24 - Actor for Stage and Screen - Patient at Second Hope Rehabilitation Clinic

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broken-finn‌:

Holy crap, really? I’m sure I must have seen you in something then, I do enjoy a good thriller. And okay, I’ve definitely heard of your dad before then. Wow, it’s even more cool to meet you.

Oh man, really? Well, I’m glad that you feel fine at least. I’m sure that they can help you here, Jesse.

Thrillers are lots of fun to watch. I figured, normally if someone doesn’t know me they definitely know one of my parents. 

Histrionic Personality Disorder and OCD. I hope they can, Finn. Last thing I want is to end up as one of those celebrities that can’t come back after rehab, although I doubt my parents told the press that’s where I am.

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lala-cedes‌:

Well hopefully you do get out and get to meet some of the nice people around here.

I’ll get to it. I’m going to meet Rachel in person soon, then I’m sure I’ll come out more to meet the others.

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fragilefabray‌:

I see. That’s good though; I think it’s the first step in recovery. I spent about a year in denial. Oh, really? Do you sing too, or just act? I’m more interested in film myself.

I hope I have a speedy recover, not sure my parents are going to like if I spend too long in here. A year? How long have you been here? Sing too, I was pretty much in singing lessons since I could talk. Film is a lot of fun, but there’s something different about Broadway for me, and I love it.

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rachel-insanity-stardust‌:

Yeah - the stars are a reference of my birthmother who…was a very tallented woman. I used to think of her as a star - that’s why I use them, as if they would connect us somehow. 

I didn’t really quit, I just got through some stuff which made me unable to try for the first time. 

I’d like that. 

I’m not sure - I think of relationships as something that connects two souls together. So I’m not sure how that- could be part of your disorder? Sorry, I must come across rudely. I’m not trying to.

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That’s really sweet.

Either way, I’d be happy to work with you.

You don’t, I would be confused too. They say because of my Histrionic Personality Disorder, I view any kind of relationship deeper than they really are. Like a co-star that was nice to me for a few conversations would be considered my best friend. Or, someone spending enough time with me I start to think we’re dating.

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brighteyekathummel‌:

That’s all right, just take your time and than you get to meet all of us out in the rec room sometime. 

That sounds like it would be fun.

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brighteyekathummel‌:

Oh please call me Kat, miss is something I’m not to used to in my name.  Oh so that’s why you are here than , dating can be stressful,  ah well maybe you will eventually wonder out. 

Alright, Kat. Essentially, yes. And it definitely can be. I’m sure I will soon, I don’t want to be alone in my room after all.

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broken-finn‌:

Hey Jesse, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Finn. Your name does sound kinda familiar actually, I’m not a big musicals guy but movies and tv you say?

Well I hope you find this place helpful. I’ve been here a while, and I have to admit it’s got it’s good points.

Nice to meet you too, Finn. Oh yeah, I’ve been in tons of shows and movies. Mostly drama/thriller movies, but I’ve been in some comedies. Shows, I’ve been in just about everything. Plus, my dad is Jackson St. James, I can’t even list what he’s done.

So far it’s been fine, still trying to deal with learning I have both a personality and anxiety disorder. But fine all the same.

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william-schue‌:

Welcome to Second Hope Jesse. I believe I have heard of you but I prefer to not get too star struck because I want to treat every individual equally as best as I can. That way people get less jealous and it is better for recovery.

If you need to talk at all my door is open.

That makes sense, everyone needs to feel important and recover. Equally is a lie.

I will be sure to keep that in mind, thanks.

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rachel-insanity-stardust‌:

I know what you mean, I have this thing with decorating places with stars.  I have portraited plenty of songs in schoolplays, entered a gleeclub a few years ago- but..I had to quit due to cercumstances. 

That would be a dream come true, truthfully. To work at the side of someone professional. 

And I understand what you mean once again with that. That’s love after all, it sometimes makes me wonder if it’s make belief from other people.

sometimes a room is all you need to find yourself relaxed and have fun.

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Stars? Interesting choice. Well any experience is good experience, even if you had to quit.

Then anytime you’re free, I’d love to work with you.

Well, I do suppose the ‘people saying we weren’t even dating’ thing I mentioned is a symptom of one of my disorders. Apparently I think relationships are deeper than they are, that’s what I was told, anyhow.

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rachel-insanity-stardust‌:

Well I am happy to hear you are happy with your room. I had a lot of fun giving my own personal touch with mine. And yes, I love broadway. It’s been a way of life to me honestly. Though I haven’t performed ever, only in schoolplays. But a girl can dream I suppose.

I think it just means you haven’t found the one just yet. I hope you will have a pleasent first day. 

I just love decorating, it relaxes me. I’ve never performed in a school play, though that’s because I’ve never been to school. But I’m sure you’ll perform on a real stage someday, I could even help you out if you want.

The one seems to be pretty hard to find. I did, I stayed in my room the whole time but I did.

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lala-cedes‌:

Well welcome to this place. Hopefully it’s not so bad being here or something. Although I can’t say I have seen your name everywhere. I’m Mercedes though.

So far it’s not, though I’ve only been in my room. It’s nice to meet you, Mercedes.

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brighteyekathummel‌:

Well hello there mr st James.  I’m Katrina,  and well I rather be prefer to be called Kat.  Ah I’m sorry about you having to come here than, that must be  hard thing to do.

Hello, Miss Kat. His reasonings for it were better than the last few relationships I’ve been in. Some even saying we were never dating. Coming here hasn’t been hard so far, though I’ve stayed in my room for the most part.

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fragilefabray‌:

It’s nice to meet you, Jesse; I’m Quinn. And welcome. It took me a year to accept that I needed to be here, so I think you’re doing well. Also, I am familiar with the family name– I’m studying drama.

Nice to meet you too, Quinn. Well, the things they were saying to describe my disorders made sense, so that may be while I’m getting to the adjusting stage quicker. I love drama, much prefer acting on a stage than screen.

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rachel-insanity-stardust‌:

Well as someone who arrived just two days ago, I’m sure you will be quick to find your way around here. Seems like we share a common love for broadway Mister St. James. It is certainly nice to meet you. 

I’m sorry to hear about your ex-boyfriend, I do hope you will find people that you can rely on. It’s a honor to meet you, I’m Rachel Berry.

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I hope so, I definitely am enjoying my room though. Everything’s perfect. That’s wonderful, it’s always nice to have something in common with people. Especially when it’s something I like as much as broadway.

It’s alright, Evan was not the first and he won’t be the last, I’m sure. I seem to be prone to getting dumped, some even saying we weren’t dating in the first place. It’s an honor to meet you as well, Miss Berry.

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Hello! It took a few hours, at least 4 I’m sure, but I finally got unpacked. My name is Jesse St. James, though if you’re interested in television, movies, and/or musicals I’m sure you’ve heard the St. James name somewhere. If not because of my work, my parents’.

I was told to come here by my boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend now, I suppose. But it seems like he was right, about me needing help. The doctors and specialists seem to agree, I guess.