Nowhere Boy

Jesse Sylvan Twenty One Husband/expectant father. @jess-e ♥ Cammy Meyer-Sylvan ♥

[jesse-sylvan]

@jess-e: kickstarting the day off, just right [arm flexing emojis]

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Jesse for the police and fire charity ball

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@jess-e: i married mine #wcw #wifey

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Birthday gift for @andy-sylvan

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@jess-e: A HUGE shoutout to this amazing kid who turns seventeen today! @andanothersylvan words cannot put into words how fucking much you inspire me on a regular basis, or how damn proud I am to be able to call you my brother. Jokes aside, cos we both know I tell a lot of em [tongue out emoji], i honestly don’t know what i would’ve done without you these last few years especially. You’ve been a huge support without even knowing it, a shoulder to lean on should i ever need it and someone who teaches me what it is to be a stand up man regardless of your youth. You may be my baby brother, but the world should know just how much you’ve taught me about life and the importance of a good heart and integrity. You’re awesome and I hope seventeen treats you well, dude. I love you, man [red heart emoji] [birthday cake emoji] 

[jesse-sylvan]

@jess-e: i just- i don't even know who the fuck you are anymore

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Andy: Okay

Andy: I guess that's true, but I feel like I would have gotten pink in the face even though you say that, unfortunately.

Andy: I know I should, but I just like her a lot and I don't wanna mess things up at all.

Andy: Mom says I'm the balance.

Andy: Thanks, Jesse

Jesse: [thumbs up emoji]

Jesse: again, reflex action not as if you could help blushing

Jesse: i highly doubt you will, or could for that matter. you're andy, you're a nice guy and she likes you

Jesse: the balance. same

Jesse: anytime, bro

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Andy: Alright

Andy: Maybe not, but I still would have been. What if things got awkward and it ruined the night? I would have been upset and she might have felt weird.

Andy: That's good, I'll do that. Not overthinking it will be hard, I tend to overthink everything, you know that though.

Andy: I don't know, I kind of am one.

Jesse: i mean it. we're good

Jesse: if she likes you as much as i'm counting on, it wouldn't have ruined shit. it's natural, nothing you should ever be ashamed about. it's just one of those things, like?? what can you do? the trick is to act as if it doesn't phase you, tends to stop you from getting upset. life's too short to get all stressy over a hard on, dude

Jesse: so i've noticed. but yeah, don't do that. i think you get way too caught up in your own head sometimes when you should focus more on what feels right

Jesse: uh excuse. nope. you're a sylvan which makes being a loser a genetic impossibility. just cos you're not loud and idk, kinda arrogant ninety percent of the time like me and mo, doesn't mean you're a loser. you're your own person. simple. there's legit nothing wrong with you

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Andy: [teeth showing emoji] You're mad at me now

Andy: I don't know if it happened intentionally though, part of me doesn't think so. I would have been so embarrassed if it had happened. I felt like it was gonna but I just distracted myself enough to make it stop.

Andy: Yeah, true. I guess I just have to figure out the right moment, and all that.

Andy: You're not gonna think I'm a loser?

Jesse: i'm not. scouts honor, or some shit

Jesse: probs just like, a physical reflex to the intensity of the moment but even so. if you had gotten a boner, so what? it's nothing to be embarrassed about. like, at all.

Jesse: ah no, don't overthink it. just... idk go with it. next time you're making out or whatever, trail your hands down her back and do the thing if you want to. overthinking will literally drive you insane

Jesse: dude, why would i think that?

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Andy: I'm sorry..

Andy: I just wasn't thinking about it.

Andy: Or maybe I was trying not to think about it, I mean I was in sweatpants, and she did like roll her hips a couple times.

Andy: Maybe next time, yeah, not the first time though. I didn't want to make her feel weird, or make her thing I was forcing her or anything.

Andy: I don't think I'm ready for any of that.

Jesse: it's cool

Jesse: trying not to think about it sounds about right, bro. not that it would've mattered if things had started to happen down there though. i mean, hip rolling. like she'd be right to expect anything else? it's natural

Jesse: understandable. but now you know she's cool with it as she literally guided you into doing it so

Jesse: i did say eventually. no one said it had to be anytime soon

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Andy: I'm questioning why I did now though, as usual.

Andy: I'm kidding, that was a joke.

Andy: Oh, right. I forgot about that.

Andy: Yeah, true.

Andy: It was great, so great. Like, she kind of just took my hand and put it there but it was still great.

Jesse: careful. i'm not made of stone you know? shit like that can legit hurt my feelings

Jesse: you forgot about sex? aren't you supposed to be super hormonal or some crap rn? i mean, you're a teenage boy

Jesse: maybe next time you should take initiative and put it there yourself

Jesse: but of course it was great. there's a whole loada other stuffs you'll eventually come to experience that knock it outta the water though

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Andy: Shut up.

Andy: The right direction?

Andy: Shut up! That didn't happen! We were kissing on the couch in the entertainment room and it just happened, I'm still so baffled.

Jesse: never, besides you texted me this piece of info so like??

Jesse: omfg plsssss. sex, andrew. the direction of having sex.

Jesse: baffled, mortified. they're both within the ballpark of being dumbfounded. pft

Jesse: congrats on all the ass grabbing bro

[mockingjaykatniss2]

favorite male character: Kol Mikaelson (TVD) {5/18}

“And spit right in the face of mother’s rules? I’m in.”

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Andy: I touched Danae's butt last night.

Jesse: [laughing emojis] and the boy becomes a man

Jesse: well, not exactly but it's a step in the right direction

Jesse: why am i picturing you with a mortified expression when you really should be walking around with a big ass smirk rn?

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okay bbiesss, i’m disappearing to head downstairs to watch sherlock with my mum. i’ll be back once the ep has finished and will log into aim so we can do all the rp things!

[telefilmaddictedforever]

[jesse-sylvan]

@jess-e: you kids disgust me