Hi I'm Jess~! She/Her/They
Disaster Bi and ADHD runs my life when my twins don't!
Basically this is a side blog where I'm going to post my OC/Canon trash, I hope you like and stick around~!
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This year was stressful, and I redid the yellow dress girl twice before ending up with this!Â
Iâm gonna end up with her feet in a couple years arenât I
The sketch is something I love seeing in art - it shows progress and thought, it adds motion and detail, so in this yearâs Yellow Dress Girl Iâm keeping the sketch lines by choice!
leon probably is a natural brunette since heâs brunette in EVERY game save for re4 and darkside chronicles⌠i think he dyed his hair after raccoon city cause he started to hate his reflectionđ
also head cannon that the deadly âcrimeâ this italian-american boyâs family was involved in in the 70s was straight up mafia
You're afraid to write because you care too much about your craft. Not because you suck.
You want it to be perfect. Worthy. You're scared it won't be good enough. But the thing is, everything you write is worthy if you write it with heart.
That fear doesn't make you a fraud, or lazy. It makes you a perfectionist who doesn't write as much as they should because their fear is choking them. Your writing will never be perfectânothing ever is.
So stop waiting for the perfect moment and go pour your heart out. Unleash your wildâand slightly disturbingâimagination onto those pages. Go create magic that only you can make.
GO WRITE THE THING YOU KEEP THINKING ABOUT DAY AND NIGHT. And make sure you write it for yourself before anyone else!
I always forget there are maga people on tumblr, this doesnât feel like a website youâd find them on, so to keep them away:
Reblog if your blog is a maga free zone because if it wasnât clear enough fuck ice, fuck maga, fuck Trump, Fuck Rowling, and fuck all the other bigots I missed
It was an early morning at Yasogami High; Hitomi had just barely gotten all of the news bulletins up before the rest of Student Council had arrived.Â
The school Festival was starting soon, and all of the class rep teams were having a vote for what they would be doing for the festival today, unfortumately, there was also Miss Kashiwagi to contend with.Â
Hitomi had let out a deep sigh when Hanako and Kashiwagi had both scribbled their names down, as well as Hitomiâs.
âNo backing down, Hama-Chan.â Hanako said with a laugh along with Kashiwagi. âIâd wish you good luck but, lets face it⌠Even if I did it wouldnât help a girl like you.âÂ
Just another thing for Hitomi to grin and bare, it seemed.
What else was new, Hanako had been bulling her for years, now she basically had the permission of their teacher to continue.Â
If I just keep my head up then I can just keep moving and ignore everything else.
Seeing the students crowd around the board made her heart race, deciding to hide and work on setting up the board for lessons that day.Â
âYOSUKE WHAT THE HELL?!â Chie had shrieked once classes had ended, slamming her hands on the desk. âYou signed us up for a beauty pagent?! Without asking?!â
The laughter form Yosuke was stopped almost immeadiately with Chie karate chopping him in the neck.Â
âIt was meant to be a joke! You guys can just back outââ
âActually, you canât.â Hitomi had interjected, the group falling silent. âKashiwagi even stated on the sign up form that you cannot back out.âÂ
Chie looked surprised that Hitomi had even said anything to them, usually she was straight off to wherever she needed to be.Â
âEven if someone signed you up?â Yukiko asked, her brows furrowed a bit.Â
âUnfortunately⌠Youâre stuck.âÂ
âHama-Chan does that mean someone else signed you up, too?â Narukami asked, noticing the exhaustion in her expression.Â
âYes, I assume as a joke.â She said with a frown. Chie and Yukiko instantly shooting a glare at Yosuke who had lifted his hands in defense. Hitomi had made her way to the class exit. âI could try to ask if Kashiwagi would make an exception for you all, but you know how she can be.âÂ
âDonât worry about it Hama-Chan. Youâve got a lot on your plate as is.â Chie said, crossing her arms and keeping her daggers on Yosuke.Â
âAlright.â She had gave a little nod before waving goodbye to them. âIf you change your minds, just let me know. Okay?â
âOf course.â Yukiko gave her a wave goodbye, Rise, Kanji and Naoto filing in through the open door.Â
The festival preparations had begun to get underway, Hitomi creating the questions to ask for their speed group date cafe. Whatever that was. It seemed like too much, if anyone cared to ask. But it was just another task to check off. It was what their class wanted to do and it was her job to make it so alogn with the other class president, who was busty hanfign the streamers as well as the other gaudy valentines day themed decorations.Â
âDAMN YOU, CHIE!!â
âIs there some kind of problem?â Hitomi asked without looking away from what she was doing.
âHELL YEAH THEREâS A PROBLEM! CHIE! WHAT THE F?! You entered us in the freakinâ drag show?!â
âOh right. That. My bad. Rise said it was important for all of us to have fun during the festival!âÂ
âThatâs one messed up version of fun! A drag show? Really?!â
âMaybe next time youâll think twice about signing me up for a beauty pageant!âÂ
âDonât worry, weâll make you guys really pretty. Right, Hama-Chan?âÂ
âHm? Me? I mean⌠of course Iâll help.â
âYou mean with like makeup and shit?â Kanji looked a bit puzzled, his cheeks flushed as he looked to Yukiko, ignoring Hitomiâs little hiss about his âLanguageâ.
âMhm, Youâll look hot.â Yukiko said, smiling mischieviously at their underclassmen.
âWait are you telling me youâre actually okay with it?!â Yosuke stammered, looking absolutely flabber ghasted.Â
âIf Iâm doing it, I wont be the ugly chick!â
The words stung, even if they werenât directed at really anyone. Hitomi looking down at her list of questions as the group continued on.Â
âThis is not the time to try to one up eachother!â Yosuke had turned to Narukami with pleading eyes, losing hope slowly. âCome on, bro. Tell âem weâre not gonna do it.â
âIâd like to be hot, too.â
The nail was in the coffin, and the boys were set to be in the drag show. Just as the girls were stuck in the faux beauty pageant.Â
The day of the show, Hitomi was a little surprised to see how much effort they had really put into it, especially Yosuke who seemed so against it at first.Â
âHey, Hama-Chan. Can you get Yosukeâs face made up? You seem to be a little better at this than we are.â
âOf course.âÂ
Hitomi had brought one of the chairs from speed dating over in front of Yosuke, the makeup kit she had was one she brought for herself, hopefully she had some colors that would match his warmer tones.Â
âHanamura-San, try to relax. Youâre shaking the desk.â Hitomi had said, looking at him with her large blue eyes through her spectacles. He had been bouncing his leg until she had said something.
âA-Ah, right. Sorry, Tomi-Chan.âÂ
âNo need to apologize. Just⌠be still.â Hitomi had taken a long pause, collecting the blush and lipgloss she would be using and setting it up. âIâll be gentle.âÂ
The noise of the room had seemingly faded away, Hitomi investigating his skin for any blemishes, and taking note of how long his eyelashes already were.
Boys always have the most beautiful eyelashes. Itâs so unfair. He had the clearest skin, too. She could see his pores, of course, but there was no redness or threats of pimples.
âD-Do you have a skincare regimen, Hanamura-San?âÂ
âJust soap.â Yosuke said nonchallantly, but then insecurity crept in.âW-Why should I?â
âAh, well I mean⌠You could if you wanted to, but I was jsut surprised of how your pores look so clean.â Hitomi said, deciding to focus on his eyes first. She found a warm brown and packed it onto her brush, tapping off any excess and began to go to work. Her hand instinctively went to his chin, her thumb grazing his lower lip. That was when she paused, backing up for a moment, her cheeks flushing as she saw Yosuke had looked away from her.Â
âAh! Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to ahââ She paused, trying to find the words as she looked away. âI-Is that alright with you, Hanamura-San? T-That I uhmââ
âDo what you need to, Tomi-Chan.â Yosukeâs ears had hints of red on the tips, Hitomi giving a little nod, deciding to cradle his head instead. Her thumb grazing his cheek bone as she began to apply blush to one side, then the other.Â
âWow, Tomi-Chan, you really know your way around makeup!â Chie said after Hitomi had finished her work; the girls all gathering around. âHey, you should do ours too!âÂ
You and Zayne having a cat as your pet. MOSTLY a Girl Tuxedo cat. (Because of the cat from the beginning of the game lol) He for sure has a picture of you and the cat cuddling as his Lock Screen with a small caption saying "My Girls".
The cat is a pain in the ass lol. He's just a stressed out cat dad that's filled with lots of love. Cat reminds him of you.
One morning you and Zayne are sleeping in bed and suddenly your cat comes in meowing for NO REASON, most likely attention. Zayne just lifts up his head, all tired and groggy just goes like, "Why are you yelling at this time..?"
The cat starts doing biscuits on you and he just lays therewhile petting the cat, "AlrightâŚAlrightâŚJust don't wake her up...she'll have a bad day if she doesn't get her rest..."
As your cat does biscuits on you, you start to sleepily snuggle into him, feeling all his warmth. He falls back back asleep while rubbing your back and stroking your hair, and giving you a small kiss.
Lowkey I think he's the kind to bicker with the darn cat lol.
This might be unpopular but Iâm not going to use simpler vocabulary in my writing if itâs out of character for the narrator. If my POV character is a botanist, heâs going to call a plant by its name. If you donât know what it is you can either Google it or move on just knowing itâs a plant of some sort.
I donât like this trend of readers being angry that not everything is 100% understandable for them. I want my characters to be believable as people and sometimes people use words people outside of their field will not understand. Thatâs not a bad thing.
You donât have to understand every word to get the gist of whatâs happening. Iâm not going to slow down an action scene to describe every weapon because someone might not know them by name. They can just assume itâs a weapon because that makes sense in the context of the scene.
I just had a debate with myself over using the word mezzanine, wondering if I should describe it instead. Ultimately I decided the character would call it a mezzanine, and therefore readers could look up a new word if they didn't know.
It's how I learned words like myriad as a seven year old reading Lord of the Rings for the first time, why would I steal that experiance from someone else by simplifying language?
my favorite thing relevant to this is when a dumb character uses regional or obscure words completely casually, but i have to look them up. To me it's a big weird word, but to the silly town drunk in a story what else are you supposed to call that thing??
anyway, read outside your culture as well, even if it's just the state/city/country next door that you've never been to. you will expand your vocabulary substantially.