psychotic

kitchen sinks and over thinks

[mortisia]

― Edgar Allan Poe, The Raven | My Edit

[jesterm0lester-blog]

Do you remember taking me miles from my home to call me a bitch and to pull my hair, to abuse me verbally, physically and sexually everyday for nearly 2 weeks, to make me cry nearly every night, to make me want to throw up every morning waking up to hell, do you remember breaking up with me as soon as i got home after promising me that you treated me how you did because you “loved me”, because i bet you fucking dont you pig, because i didnt listen to the girls who said you would try to rape me but “its okay were in a relationship” you fucking fuck, i still dream of killing you and bitch one day i just might, i fucking hate you, you make me feel disgusting, you make me feel nothing, i wasnt okay before i met you and you took advantage of that. Every day i praise the stars that you left me because they know you would have killed me before i had the chance to do it myself.

[jesterm0lester-blog]

You should have just killed me

[jesterm0lester-blog]

It's so hard when my head is telling me I am a pathetic mess for still feeling this way over things that happened so long ago yet if my friends were to tell me they felt this way over the same things and the same amount of time I would be telling them it is fine to feel that way and it's understandable so why dont I fucking understand and why is it not fine

[jesterm0lester-blog]

I can feel you under my skin I want to peel you off

[kaidenkillingunext]

Be a good girl..

[1deacthedeathmerchant]

Best headline.

[jesterm0lester-blog]

Probably would have loved him??

[neckstime-deactivated20140216]

Reblog if you'll PUBLICLY answer anything in your ask right now.

[twentyonepilots]

| milwaukee for the second to last night of #BlurryfaceTour 10302015 | #TOPdebate ending thanks to help of @kurseven and @zachblacktattoos

[thexfiles]

2016 you have made your POINT

[ahorrorstoryhotel]

[jesterm0lester-blog]

Been awake 10 mins and I've already had the "if I just hurried up end killed myself I wouldn't have to do anything today" talk with myseld ft a lot of tears so that's how today is probably gonna go :)

[jesterm0lester-blog]

I'm so scared about today, i have to find and start therapy again, i really really don't want to but apparently I have people to stay alive for, but they're going to make me remember and I don't want to remember

[regionalatbest]

regionalatbest’s holiday giveaway 🎄✨

i’m giving away some of my extra TOP stuff i’ve collected because i’ve been holding onto a lot of it. there will be four winners getting: - signed blurryface cd (1 winner) - double sided vinyl (3 winners)

Rules -reblog and follow to enter -ends Dec 10 -will ship internationally & in time for christmas

good luck! ✨

[wordsnquotes]

Do you hate people? I don’t hate them, I just feel better when they’re not around.

Charles Bukowski (via wnq-writers)

[invdious]

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