queen of hearts.

selena marie gomez. july 22. twenty three years young. mommy to tara. love yourself.

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So I decided that we’d do a little Mommy and Me morning trip to the beach. Safe to say, my little munchkin has to be the cutest two year old.... ever. #mommyandme #taramariebieber

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“Selena, that is what couples do, we fight and get messy. Literally too.” He chuckled a bit, referring the kitchen where they would cook together. His hands gripped her sides softly, bring her closer to his body. He missed this, being close to her, touching her, her scent and that beautiful voice of her that drove him over the edge. “Yeah, I know that. We cannot keep trying to recreate what we had with different people. Wait wait - Niall?“ He questioned her before moving back to see her face with his eyebrow arched.

He had stopped counting how many times they have been in this position before, he lost track after twenty five, he believed. “Selena, I want to stay but I gotta be in the studio in two hours and then we’re gonna be rehearsing for the tour.” He sighed a bit, his large hands tracing small circles her back. He was quite for another moment, he missed all of this. Coming home to her, seeing Tara every single day and being with the family that he and Selena created together. “I love you, Selena, okay? I want this back, I want you, I want Tara, I want our family.”

Her arms had somehow find their way to their usual position on his shoulders, her slender fingers playing with Justin’s hair as she found herself staring once again into the eyes which made her head flutter. The sound of his chuckle made all the anger and jealously that had been seething through her veins melt away. He was right, they couldn’t recreate what they had with anyone else, because what they had was and always would be one in a million. “I know, and I get that… but I want the mess, and the fights, because I want you.” Selena took a deep breath, has the feeling of Justin’s fingers circling her back sent a chill down her spine. Her slender cheeks heated instantly as Justin asked about Niall. “It was nothing special, really. I mean he’s sweet and gentle, but I was just so mad when I found out that Hailey was there… so yes, Niall.” She murmured, shrugging her shoulders trying to fight off the guilty feeling that hit her every time she was with someone -- anyone, who wasn’t Justin.  

“So, stay here for like an hour than go to the studio.” Selena said simply, a small proud smile tugging at the corner of her lips. After all these years, it amazed her that he still found a way to make her fall in love with him, every day. Even when they weren’t together, she loved him. That’s how they worked, and why they lasted so long, because he was her everything, he always had been and always would be. Justin’s words made Selena’s big brown eyes pool with tears as he spoke. “No more Hailey’s or Niall’s. We’re gonna make this work because I want you, I want our family, I want this too. I’m gonna work for this, everyday because you’re worth it, we are worth it. Tara deserves her parents to be together especially if they truly do love each other.”

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He told her, it was the truth. He was and always will be in love with Selena, they been through a lot these pass few years but that always made them love each other more. “Selena, I never left.. I grew up a lot, it’s hard turning eighteen and moving in with your girlfriend who was older than you then all the partying, the tours, the fighting, the arrest and everything else. I grew from that and sure I still make mistakes but you and Tara are not my mistakes, you are my world. He didn’t die, he just changed a bit.” He reassured her.

“Selena, Hailey isn’t a slut. We go way back like Kylie and I do. She just been there for me whenever I need a friend.” He told her, shrugging his shoulder lightly. Clearly something was going on between him and Hailey but he didn’t know what. He missed her too, he missed the mornings and nights with her. It sucks going to bed alone. Justin listened carefully to every single one of Selena’s words, he stood quite for a moment. He was deep in his thoughts but he broke out of them. “You mean, we still have those plans and we do have our kingdom, don’t we my queen?”

Her stomach turned hopelessly when he was silent, but once he spoke her heart fluttered at his words. Selena closed the door, leaning against it as her fingers tapped against the fabric. “We do, which is why I need you to pick. Do you want her, or do you want this?” She leaned in slightly her forehead resting on his. “We’re crazy, and we fight, and things get messy… but this is home, Hailey is great, I’ll give you that, just like Niall is great, but he isn’t you.” She said softly before pulling away.

This is what they did when they would break up, fight, make each other miserable until someone would cave and they’d end up in this exact same spot. Her heart ached because all she wanted to do was kiss him, but she couldn’t do that until she knew where he stood. “Stay until I put her to bed… please? We can talk for a little bit, I can’t watch you walk back out that door and go back to her Jay.” Selena eyes looked into Justin’s mysterious hazel eyes, she could almost hear her heart pound in her ears. 

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Justin saw the look in Selena’s eyes and he knew he was in deep shit now but he grabbed it as she tossed it at him. He sighed a bit before he leaned down to hug Tara a goodbye, “We’ll go to some more places with Hails, Jazzy, Jaxo and gramps but go play princess.” He kissed her forehead and watched her run off with her brown curls bouncing with each step she took, He turned back to Selena, “You still talk to Cara?” He rolled his eyed a bit. “If I had a dollar everytime those three words came out of your damn mouth, I’d be so much richer than I am now.” He chuckled deeply.

“One of my whores? Are you fucking serious right now, Selena? I wouldn’t just bring anyone around my family or my daughter if I didn’t think they were a good person.” It was the truth, he was very careful on who he took on family vacations because he didn’t want the kids getting a bad idea. It had been months since they broken up, he was single and he couldn’t wait any longer. Justin followed his ex girlfriend to the door and spoke up once more, “What do you want from me, Selena? I cannot keep playing this fucking cat and mouse games anymore. That’s bullshit because if I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t be standing in front of you right now, I do love you but whatever, fuck this.”

Stunned, Selena listened to Justin rant, the hairs on her arms standing up when he said he loved her. It killed her, but she missed hearing it come from his lips. Her slender fingers caught his wrist. “What are you talking about, Jay… I’ve been here, I’ve been waiting, I love you?” She scuffed, her grip loosened but she didn’t want to let him got just yet.  “You want to know what I want? I want Jay back, the guy who didn’t go bringing sluts on vacations, who knew what he wanted, who fought for what he wanted, the guy who believed in forever. But, that’s impossible, because you killed him a long time ago.”

She stared at him for a minute, her eyes tracing over him, his eyes were lighter, the trip had done it’s purpose, he looked amazing, and happy, which killed her. After a moment of hesitation her hand reached up and cupped his cheek. “I miss you, and I hate it, because you’re happy… I hate having someone else who isn’t you holding me at night…” Selena stopped herself, letting her grip on him fall completely, her breath hitching in her throat as their fingers brushed. “Come home, choose me… choose your family,” She paused turning to look out at Justin’s car, exhaling happily as she noticed he was alone, her hands resting on his chest. “She can do a lot of things, Jay… but we have a family, that’s our daughter, and… we had plans, we were going to build a kingdom, she can’t give you that.”

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There was no denying that he and Selena were always going to have this connection together but they always seemed to be at each other’s throats no matter what was happening between the two. It always killed the mood, nothing was ever perfect but in his eyes, Selena was flawless and perfect in every single way. Although she never saw it, he sure did. 

Justin shuffled into the house behind Tara and closed the door to see baby pictures of Tara when she was a newborn with Justin and Selena. Her baby pictures were something he had all over his house.They looked so happy, he looked over at Selena with a faint smile, “T missed you a lot too but we had a lot of fun on New Years with grandpa, Jaz and Jax.” He chuckled a bit before he took out his phone to check the time because he needed to be at the studio in two hours. Just his luck, it slipped out of his hands. “Shit.”He muttered under his breath so their daughter hear and repeat him.

Selena smiled, as their daughter went on and on about the beach and waters she saw on her big trip. They both laughed as Justin’s phone fell out of his hands, and as she bent down to grab it for him, her brown eyes caught sight of her ex’s wallpaper. “Are you serious?” She muttered as her eyes narrowed. Once she got up, Selena tossed Justin’s phone back to him and set Tara on her feet. “Why don’t you go play munchkin and I’ll be in there in a minute, we’ll go see Auntie Gigi or Cara in a minute.”

Taking a breath as she watched her daughter walk down the hall into her playroom before turning to face her ex. “I hate you, I hate you so much. You brought one of your whores with you on your trip with my daughter?” She couldn’t get the image of Hailey’s lips touching his, and that’s all she could see when she looked at Justin anymore. “You just really don’t care about me at all anymore, huh? Just fuck me, fuck my feelings… What happened to you?” Selena murmured, walking back towards the door opening it for the blonde. As much as she wanted to make him stay, to tell him to come home, to ask him to be the one holding her at night, but the words just couldn’t escape her lips. “You’re a liar, and a fake, and I hate you for making me believe you loved me, ever. So, just go, Jay… get out.”

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Justin’s week had came to an end with his daughter Tara, who looked more and more like her mother each day. It was crazy how genes worked out, she was Selena’s twin. Looking at her was looking at her mother, who he missed dearly. Sighing, he strapped his daughter into her car seat before handing her little bear and locked and closed the door. He basically repacked her bags and put them in the back seat with her. His once nice smooth car became a dad car, it was dirty and filled with girl toys.

He got into the front seat of his car, starting it. Once the car was warmed up, he was out of driveway and onto the open road down to Selena’s house. Every time he stepped into that house, it brought back the memories he and Selena used to share before and after they had Tara. The great ones and the bad ones too, life happens. He heard a fit of giggles coming from behind him, he smiled. Soon enough, he was at his ex girlfriend’s house, therefore he took out Tara and put her on the ground before grabbing her bags and walking behind her. “Let’s surprise mama,” He chuckled slowly opening the door then Tara screamed out for her mom.

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Selena sighed walking up to her front door, unlocking the door, and throwing her purse to the floor. Her week had been long, work was crazy, and being Tara was out of town with Justin her schedule was jam packed with any and everything she could think of to keep her mind off of him. The slender brunette ran her fingers through her long hair, as she kicked off her heels at the door. Every time she’d been home in the past week she was thrown off by memories of the blonde who’d stolen her heart what seemed like forever ago. Shaking her head she walked into the kitchen only to be stopped by the Tara’s beautiful laugh.

“Baby!” Selena called walking back towards her smiling daughter. She bent down and pulled the toddler into her arms. “Mommy missed you so, so, so, much.” She murmured before kissing Tara’s chubby cheeks. Effortlessly Selena picked up her daughter, setting her on her hip, looking up to Justin.  Her heart instantly felt heavy, as she looked into his eyes. She’d always thought it would have gotten easier, seeing him, knowing he was with Hailey, but it still stung. “Hey…” She murmured, clearing her throat, forcing a smile.