mia

17 she/her unlabeled

[asoftepiloguemylove]

mom, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?

unknown / Maia Baia / Ethel Cain Family Tree / Oscar Wilde The Importance of Being Earnest / @/honeytuesday (on tumblr) / Lorde Writer in the Dark / Lidia Yuknavitch Letter to My Rage: An Evolution

i. unknown

[ "My mother is where it begins. / She and I are at war. / Our relation is hatred." ]

ii. Maia Baia

[ "Mother / Eat me and give birth to me again // This time around I'll make you proud" ]

iii. Ethel Cain, Family Tree

[ "I'm just a child but I'm not above violence / My mama raised me better than that" ]

iv. Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest

[ "All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does, that is his." ]

v. @/honeytuesday

[ "mothers and daughters existing as wretched mirrors of each otehr: i am all you could have been and you are all i might be." ]

vi. Lorde, Writer in the Dark

[ "I am my mother's child, I'll love you 'til my breathing stops / I'll love you 'til you call the cops on me" ]

vii. Lidia Yuknavitch, Letter to My Rage: An Evolution

[ "Or was my rage my mother's? Or her mother's? Or hers? An inherited creature?" ]

[honeytuesday]

the casual cruelty of childhood friendships

[clementinevonradics]

“This is the house that built me and I’m gonna burn it down. This is the river I crawled from and I refuse to drown here. And bless the strippers but fuck the men. And bless the berries but fuck the farm. And bless the daughter but fuck the family. What is a home if not the first place you learn to run from? You’ve got to bite the hand that starves you, and in doing so Praise the place that birthed you. Birthed you fucked up. Birthed you ugly, and interesting, and ready to scream.”

— Courtney Love Prays To Oregon, Clementine von Radics

[fishandshesmygills]

everything is about reaching the ending except for the ending which is about wanting to go back to the start

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

i prefer black brothers relationship over every other ship, including wolfstar and jegulus

strongly agree!

they matter to me more than...literally any ship. like i would honestly kick remus and james off a bridge with no hesitation to save sirius and regulus. it's all about preference, i suppose, and what we relate to. i, um. well, clearly i have some family issues/trauma, so. yeah, regulus and sirius mean more to me than i can ever express.

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

i love when women are tall i love when women hate dresses i love when women don't wear makeup i love when women are mean i love when women like violence i love when women wear suits i love when women are career-oriented i love when women don't want children i love when women are loud i love when women cut their hair i love when women don't smile i love when women do any of this and love other women

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

ZAR albus’s bleeding being the third crimson river because best and worst things come in threes omg this is too good

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

pandora is bubbles, regulus is buttercup, and dorcas is blossom. i am correct.

[insuranced]

The Black Sisters

[mayescapade]

i’m sorry severus snape is the cuntiest character in crimson rivers i’m literally going to make out with him

[jfpsgf]

i don’t know if i’ll ever recover from monty, barty and marlene’s deaths guys like it’s actually so bad for me i’ve been mourning all day 

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

from 1 to 10 how much does chapter 67 hurt

in my opinion? 11.

[jfpsgf]

it actually hurt more than that i need to stay in bed and cry for at least a week

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

pay for my therapy zar this is Cruel

there are many recurring themes involving regulus and corpses/feeling dead other than those two! lemme go find them!!!

you've got:

and:

and:

and:

and:

and then something that hasn't been posted yet, but isn't too spoilery:

and there's others, of course, but this is very much on purpose!!! and that similarity of evan and barty and regulus leaning on their corpses was also on purpose, because im mean! 🥰

[fullbloomblue]

everytime regulus calls james 'baby' my life is suddenly okay. yes this fic is tearing me apart but we got reg calling him baby. suddenly it's all okay.

[mayzarbewithyou-deactivated2023]

can’t even blame remus for jumping grants bones because i would also jump his bones

did u mean sirius :/ i think u meant sirius

[moonyandtoasts]

one of my all time fav scenes fr

the «???» card? please 💀 James is so real for this bc I was the same while reading tbh

[mayescapade]

heyyy happy sober thoughts day 🫶