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My submission for a new simplified American Dollar bill design which could begin printing as early as 2027
how would they make the text go out the dollar bill?-
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𐔌 ⋮ ''the mirror of the sea''
''You look as pretty as always,habibati...'' feat. d.wayne x reader wc: 1373
✶— Masterlist
The mirror faces the sea.
It’s an odd place for it—propped against the wall of a quiet coastal house that no one visits anymore, where salt gathers in the corners of the windows and the wind hums through the cracks like something half-alive. The glass is old, slightly warped, as if time itself has pressed its fingers into it.
Damian keeps it anyway.
He keeps it because it was yours.
Because you once stood in front of it, tilting your head slightly, like you could see something in it he couldn’t.
“You don’t like it?” you had asked, barefoot on cold floorboards, the ocean stretching gray and endless behind you.
“It is impractical,” he’d replied.
You smiled—soft, knowing. “That’s not what I asked.”
He hadn’t answered then.
He doesn’t answer now.
The house is always dim.
Even during the day, the light comes in muted—filtered through clouds, through salt, through something heavier than weather. It settles over everything in pale grays and washed-out golds, like a memory already fading.
Damian stands in front of the mirror.
Still.
Unmoving.
There’s a bruise on his shoulder—dark, spreading. He hasn’t treated it. Pain is easier when it has a shape.
This—
This does not.
The reflection looks back at him.
Unchanged.
Unfeeling.
Alone.
“You’re staring again.”
Your voice comes from behind him.
Soft.
Familiar.
Wrong.
Damian doesn’t turn.
“I am observing.”
A quiet exhale—almost a laugh.
“You always say that when you don’t want to admit something.”
“I do not avoid admissions.”
“You do when they matter.”
He closes his eyes briefly.
The sound of the sea presses closer, louder—like it’s trying to fill the silence you leave between your words.
“I am not avoiding anything,” he says.
“You won’t look at me.”
“I can see you.”
“That’s not the same.”
No.
It isn’t.
But it is what he has.
You move closer.
He doesn’t hear your steps.
He never does.
But he feels it—the shift in the air, the way the room seems to narrow around your presence.
“You’re hurt,” you say quietly.
His gaze flicks—just slightly—to the side of the mirror where your reflection should be.
It isn’t there.
It never is.
“It is insignificant.”
“You always say that too.”
“Because it is true.”
“Or because you don’t know how to say anything else.”
His jaw tightens.
“That is inaccurate.”
“Is it?”
Silence.
The kind that stretches too long.
The kind that aches.
“You used to argue more,” you murmur.
“I am still arguing.”
“Not really.”
Your voice softens.
“You’re just… tired.”
That lands deeper than anything else.
He exhales slowly.
Measured.
Controlled.
“I am functioning.”
“You’re surviving.”
“I am sufficient.”
“You’re alone.”
His breath catches.
Barely.
But you notice.
You always notice.
“You’re here,” he says, quieter now.
A pause.
Then—
“…Am I?”
The question lingers.
Unanswered.
Unanswerable.
The sea is restless today.
Waves crash harder against the cliffs, sending up sprays of white that catch the dim light like shattered glass. The wind rattles the windows, hums low and constant, like something grieving.
You used to love it.
You said it sounded like the world breathing.
Damian thought it sounded like something breaking.
He was right.
He just didn’t know what.
“Do you remember the first time we came here?” you ask.
He does.
Of course he does.
Every detail.
Every word.
Every shift of light and shadow.
“Yes.”
“You hated it.”
“It was inefficient.”
“You said that about the ocean.”
“It serves no functional purpose.”
You laugh softly.
“You’re unbelievable.”
“Yes.”
“You stayed anyway.”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
He doesn’t answer immediately.
The memory presses in—sharp, vivid, unwelcome.
You, standing at the edge of the cliff, wind pulling at your clothes, your hair wild in a way he never quite understood.
“You don’t have to like it,” you had said. “You just have to stay.”
“I do not understand the appeal.”
“You don’t have to understand everything.”
“I prefer to.”
You turned then—looked at him like he was something complicated and human and trying.
“I know,” you said softly. “That’s why you need things like this.”
“Things like what.”
“Things that don’t make sense.”
He frowned.
“That is illogical.”
“That’s life.”
“I prefer structure.”
“And I prefer you.”
That had stopped him.
Completely.
“Those are not comparable.”
“They are to me.”
Silence.
Then—quieter:
“Stay anyway.”
“I stayed,” he says now.
The words feel heavier than they should.
“I know.”
“I remain here.”
“I know.”
“I did not leave.”
Your voice is soft.
Too soft.
“You didn’t have to.”
Something fractures.
Small.
Sharp.
Immediate.
“I chose to.”
“No,” you whisper. “You didn’t.”
His hands curl at his sides.
“I am here.”
“You’re stuck.”
“I am not—”
“You are.”
Your voice doesn’t rise.
Doesn’t push.
It just… settles.
Truth, quiet and inescapable.
“You never left that night.”
The words hit like a blow.
Damian’s breath stutters.
“I returned.”
Too fast.
Too sharp.
“I came back.”
Silence.
“I was delayed.”
Nothing.
“I had responsibilities.”
Nothing.
“I—”
His voice breaks.
Just once.
“I didn’t know.”
And there it is.
The truth.
Ugly.
Unforgiving.
Real.
The memory comes anyway.
It always does.
Rain.
Cold.
Relentless.
He had meant to go.
Had planned to.
Had every intention of keeping his word.
But Gotham demanded something else.
Violence.
Urgency.
Blood.
He chose it.
Because he always does.
Because he always will.
By the time he remembered—
It was already too late.
“I waited,” you say softly.
The words echo.
Familiar.
Too familiar.
“I know.”
“You always know after.”
His throat tightens painfully.
“I thought you were hurt.”
“I wasn’t.”
“I thought something happened.”
“Something did.”
Silence crashes down.
Heavy.
“I stood there,” you continue. “For a long time.”
“I know.”
“I kept checking my phone.”
“I know.”
“I kept thinking you’d show up.”
“I know.”
“I did show up,” he insists.
“You were late.”
“I came.”
“You were late.”
“I—”
“You were late.”
The words don’t need force.
They settle like weight.
Like something irreversible.
“I found you,” he says, quieter now.
That part—
That part he never forgets.
The street.
Too empty.
Too quiet.
Lights flashing.
The space where you should have been—
And weren’t.
“I found you,” he repeats.
Your voice softens.
“I know.”
“I was there.”
“You were.”
“I stayed.”
“I know.”
He presses his hand against the mirror.
Cold.
Unyielding.
“I did not leave.”
Your reflection doesn’t appear.
It never does.
“You never do,” you whisper.
The house feels smaller now.
Or maybe he does.
“You can’t stay here forever,” you say.
“I can.”
“You shouldn’t.”
“I will.”
“Why?”
He doesn’t answer.
Because the answer is unbearable.
Because leaving would mean accepting.
And he does not accept what he can still fight.
“I remember you,” he says instead.
“I know.”
“I see you.”
A pause.
“…Do you?”
He closes his eyes.
And for a moment—
just a moment—
he can almost feel you.
Warm.
Alive.
Real.
“You’re in everything,” he says.
The wind rattles the window.
The sea crashes harder.
The mirror reflects only him.
“You’re in this house.”
Silence.
“You’re in the ocean.”
Silence.
“You’re in me.”
His voice breaks.
“I did not lose you.”
The lie hangs there.
Fragile.
Transparent.
Shattered by the truth that follows.
“You died.”
The words come from him.
Quiet.
Final.
The room stills.
Completely.
No voice answers.
No presence lingers.
No warmth remains.
Just the sound of the sea.
Just the mirror.
Just him.
He opens his eyes.
And for the first time—
there is nothing behind him.
No you.
No voice.
No illusion stitched together from grief and memory and refusal.
Just absence.
Cold.
Endless.
Real.
His hand slips from the glass.
Falls to his side.
Empty.
“She died,” he says again.
And this time—
there is no one left to argue.
No one left to soften it.
No one left to stay.
The mirror reflects a man standing alone in a quiet house by the sea.
Bruised.
Exhausted.
Grieving.
And behind him—
nothing at all.
Only the memory of you.
Only the ghost of a girl who waited in the rain.
Only the echo of a voice that no longer exists.
The ocean breathes.
The house creaks.
The mirror holds its silence.
And Damian—
finally—
has nothing left to hold onto
but
the memory
of your reflection.
A/N: For the anon who keeps asking for damian Wayne angst 😭
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Hello drugblr are there any plugs in Maui, Hawaii ?? pls
perhaps. i do want to be loved. unfortunate.
Do we love Jilly or nah
ack ack ack yeowchhh my thighsburnnnnnn
Rewatching all quiet on the western front
Took my blinker and an edible to school, drank that same morning. i threw up
If you’re an atheist or a nonbeliever/non religious person if you say “religions are just a form of a cult” you’re being SO DISRESPECTFUL.
Maybe for you it’s a cult,and depending of what religion it is actually a cult,but calling all of them a cult is very disrespectful.
For you is dumb but maybe a certain religion saved someone from a big depression they had,made someone happier,even made someone kinder.
So please,you can be against religion,but you can’t be disrespectful
need tumblr to know that this year is the 1069th anniversary of the assassination of julius caesar, not last year. people joked about it last year but it's this year. tumblr please
god please if you’re there, kill me. I don’t have the guts to do it myself.
Posting this because apparently some of you really need to internalize that you do not have to be a perfect person to deserve justice.
I wish someone loved me enough to pick up my little habits