i am my mother’s child, i’ll love you til my breathing stops i’ll love you til you call the cops on me
Pairing: Namjoon x Reader
Genre: smut, tiny little glimpse of fluff, a lot of angst, stalker!reader, ex!namjoon
Word Count: 6.6k
Warnings: penetrative sex, softdom!namjoon (kinda), sub!reader (also kinda), quickie in a bathroom, lots of feelings, generally sad ones, this is fairly depressing, reader is stalker, so there’s that, also she has drunk sex with a stranger, but she propositions him so
Summary: It was your obsession with your job that drove him away. It’s your obsession with him that drives you.
↳ moodboard ↳ playlist ↳ series m.list ↳ m.list
The world outside your window was dyed in the murky blue of four in the morning. You didn’t notice. Your eyes were glued to the glaring screen in front of you, begging for your undivided attention. Instead of working like you should be, you’re creeping through your ex’s Instagram page, desperate to know every minute detail of his life after you. The couple staring back at you from the screen made your stomach twist itself into knots. You had known he would move on, find someone to love him better than you could, but you never thought this would happen in a million years.
Engaged? Really? They had only been dating for a year, only a year and a half since he had left you, but sure enough, the giant diamond on her ring finger spoke for itself. Jealousy tore through you. You knew you didn’t deserve his affection, but that hadn’t stopped you from holding on to the small glimmer of hope that one day you would find a way to be together again.
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