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Rage Against the Dying of the Light by Santiago CARUSO

We learned how on our own Never needing help from you Reaching out with eyes closed We felt the light It taught us to grow Hold, hold, hold on Hold, hold, hold on Creatures of habit Carrion flowers Growing from repeated crimes The afterglow in full bloom Slow and relentless, we're after you Hold on to the pain Of love taken from you A plague Hold, hold, hold on Hold, hold, hold on

#Carrion Flowers #Chelsea Wolfe #Music #Lyrics #Dark Wave #Industrial #Goth Folk #electro noise rock #rock

I only like the first 2ish mins then its bleh. Otherwise I feel like it has that queen of the damned soundtrack aesthetic which is nice af

#fix me #charcoal tongue #music #hardcore #post-hardcore #no lyrics

Formatting on the tumblr mobile app fucking sucks holy fuck

Been scared and lonely I’ve asked myself if something’s wrong with you My girlfriend told me I need some time alone to deal with issues But something makes me carry on It’s difficult to understand Why I always wanna fly I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle You always call me And ask me how I make it through the day I’m always fallin’ I guess it’s just god’s way of making me pay But something makes me carry on It’s difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle When I, I wonder why I try And I, I wonder why I bother And I, I wonder why I cry Why I, I go through all this trouble I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle

#music #lyrics #bottom of a bottle #smile empty soul #alternative #alternative rock #alternative metal #metal

cabinsdaily

powerfulwizard

Imagine being attracted to someone named “Greg” or “Kevin” and saying those names in sex. That’s disgusting!!

hedestroyedhiscage-deactivated2

pukicho

When's your bedtime :)

Whenever I next collapse is purely up to the gods

theawesomeadventurer

me lookin up at god after reading some of ya’lls posts

jimmygibbed

@keylimebliss specifically 😫

regularlesbian

fun fact: any policy on drugs that isn’t harm reduction is going to cause addicts to suffer and die

uncanney

fun fact: Drug addiction is a public health issue, and approaching it as if it were a law enforcement issue is prejudicial to addicts and will result in their suffering and death

jumpingjacktrash

if you just assume addiction is a method of self-medicating, you’ll pretty much never be wrong.

now, not everything people self-medicate for actually has a proper treatment. i’m pretty sure the reason my uncle made sure to be slightly drunk at all times ‘to round the sharp corners off of things’ was sensory processing disorder. i have that too, and i just kind of accept that i’m going to randomly get my brain sandpapered from time to time. there is no medication for that. all you can do is dull your senses. i’ve chosen not to, but i can’t blame him for his decisions. when a ringing phone feels like getting hit upside the head with a frying pan, liver damage sounds like a fair price to pay.

anyway, it seems really self-evident to me that people don’t enjoy living the life of an addict, they do it because the alternative looks worse. people don’t get addicted to substances just for funsies. they start making a habit of taking something because of insomnia, or grief, or headaches, or depression, or seething undirected rage and terror they can’t put a name to – something that they can’t ignore or shrug off. and for whatever reason – lack of access, lack of knowlege, lack of money, or it just plain doesn’t exist – they aren’t able to apply the Approved Correct Remedy. they use what they can get.

addicts aren’t some weird otherfolk who inexplicably just Do Drugs because they’re Bad. addicts are you with a problem you can’t solve.

iamatinyowl

The mere presence of addiction in a person isn’t a statement on their morality.

kropotkhristian-deactivated2019

If you want to know how quickly the government justifies its own existence to the point where people cannot even imagine an alternative, consider this: ICE has only existed since 2003. When people say “abolish ICE,” they are often immediately accosted by people asking them what we would do then, because what about border security and illegal immigrants and how can you say that this organization just shouldn’t exist, what even is the alternative, etc.

ICE has only been around for 15 years and some people are already acting like it is just an inevitable fact of existence and there is no alternative. Think about what that means.