I think we went through this before. The sad face isn't a good thing, and it's a hard thing to do, typing this. I came back onto tumblr hoping to get my tumblr life back since I've finally become happy and content with myself.
Throughout 2014 I was drawing closer back to the friends I had lost in the past, and I was finally happy again. When I announced that I came back after a while of being gone I got 20 or maybe 30 messages of people telling me that they missed my presence here.
I soon made it my dedication to try be be on a lot because I could do that. I was happy and willing. But...life happened.
I fell in love with this boy and I spent most of my time thinking about him, I was traveling the world, I was seeing my family again. I was living life. Tumblr became something that wasn't consuming my life since the first time I logged on.
When I stopped coming on again I got so many messages wanting me to be back & that they missed me. So I'd reblog a couple of things just to make them happy, but it wasn't making me happy. It was making other people happy. I have and always put others happiness before my own because all I want is for people to be happy. And apparently me being on tumblr did just that, made people happy. I can't begin to thank you beautiful followers enough (some of them being anonymous but I don't mind).
It has now come to the shocking ending that was bound to happen sometime.
I am going to be taking a hiatus for good. I will probably come back one day to check up on people but I don't know anymore if this is what I need in my life.
Blogging is such a connection to your followers and it's something that other social media's don't have. They know the real issues of America and get right on it. Handing receipts etc etc. That's what it will always be known as, the smart website. With smart people.
I'm writing this at 12:00 because one of my followers messaged me and gave me advice. This follower and others have helped me make this decision. Finally putting my happiness before others. I'm not used to doing that but I'm going to try.
At 3:00 or maybe earlier I'm going to put my account on a hiatus and I will no longer be blogging or reblogging. I will be vacant from your dashboards so if you'd like to, you can unfollow me. I wont be pressed about it because it's your blog and your decision. I won't be on this blog anymore.
Like one of my followers told me, I'm going to be leaving a 'legacy' behind.
I am endlessly grateful for all of the friends I've made on here, and my squad. They will always be my squad no matter what! I hope to meet you, my dear friends, one day and we can all fangirl over random shit.
I will not be answering any asks unless they're not anonymous, then in that case I'll answer privately.
I want to do this and go before I change my mind.
For one last time. I love you guys, Goodbye.
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