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NEW SKZ COMEBACK!!!!! AHHHHHHHH AND A WORLD TOUR!?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! FUCK YES!!
SO EXCITED OMLLLL
What fic should I make next?
Felix x yearning childhood bsf reader
Reader x fboy! Hyunjin with gang ties
Lee know x insecure!nonidol!reader
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It was a normal day you were in Chrisâs studio sitting at the soft black couch behind him. He was slouched over at the computer muttering, scribbling ideas on paper. You had been sitting at the couch for so long your legs tingled. You tossed your phone to the side, raising from the couch. You wrapped your arms around him, burrowing your head into his neck, breathing him in. âhmm? What do you want.â He didnât say it angrily just busy and annoyed by every distraction. âI think you should go, stop by the coffee shop down the street. Take a break maybe?â You said slowly trying to ease his hands away from the keyboard. He sighed deeply, âwill you leave me alone if I do?â He asked. âYeaâ you said smiling, laughing. He pressed save and took the flash drive out his computer.
âFine.â He replied, pressing save on his computer. âIâll be back soonâ he said picking up his keys and smile tugging on his lips.
You estimated he would be gone for around 10-15 and decided to clean up his studio a little bit. Grabbing a trash bag you swept everything off the table in front of the couch into the trash, it was all your trash anyway.
Something hard bounced in the bag as you whipped trash off his desk, you brushed it off, mustâve been one of the energy drink cans. You quickly wiped down everything with a Clorox wipe. You heard a large truck pull down the road, you ran outside with the trash and dumped it all in the bin.
You relaxed on the couch scrolling on your phone waiting for Chris to come back. You glanced at the pregnancy test sitting in your bag, youâd reluctantly decided you needed to take it after your period was a few months late. You shouldâve taken it much earlier but, you avoided the thought, the responsibility if you really were a mother. You had to take it when you got home though, if you were pregnant you didnât want to figure it out inside the jyp building of all places. Just thinking about it made you nervous, before you started over thinking you heard Chrisâs voice coming down the hall.
He pushed the door opened on the phone with what seemed to be one of his managers.
â- yes I have the demos ready. Yes. Yea I know theyâre due today. I have them all on flash drive Iâll drop it off at your office right now. Yes, Iâll see you soon..â he told the manager annoyed, hanging up the call. He went over to his desk and as soon as he saw it he tensed up. He checked behind the computer and wildly opened and closed the drawers of his desk.
ây/n?â He said leaning over his desk, âDo you know where my flash drive is?!â He asked.
â I donât know I cleaned up a little but Iâm sure I didnât throw away the drive.â You replied.âyou threw away stuff on my desk? Oh god! The hard drive was probably on there!â He yelled, bending on the ground searching the floor.
âChrissie Iâm sorry I didnât realize baby!â You replied, hands shaking. If that had the demos for next comeback on it, Chris was fucked, and if it was due today double fucked. âYou didnât realize! Is that it?! You donât understand! That had EVERYTHING for our next single and our next comeback!! That is months of hard work in the fucking trash compactor!â He yelled, running a hand through his hair pacing around. âshit shit shit! Thanks a lot y/n! Now what I am I supposed to-â he groaned, banging his hand on his desk.
âOh my god. Baby Iâm so sorry ok? Is there anything I can do to help?â You asked, he turned to you and scoffed. âstop time for another few months maybe?! So I can redo everything! Oh no maybe rewind time and stop yourself from acting like a dumbass and check the trash bag first!â He spat. Tears pricked your eyes, you fidgeted with your shirt. You had never seen Chan lash out like this, you felt so guilty you mustâve pushed back their comeback by months, what was he going to tell his manager?
âWhy do you always do this shit! You always have to go and make everything harder!â He yelled
âI-iâŚChris donât be like that.â You pleaded, biting your lip. âYou know what! I donât need these distractions!â He shot back
âbaby? What do you mean by that.. Iâm sorry.â You pleaded, he sighed turning to you. âthis relationship I need a break! Itâs only adding more onto my already loaded plate!â you paused for a moment, you couldnât find words to form.
âBaby? You canât be seriousâ you said tears falling down your cheeks, he turned away. âYouâre breaking up with me? Because of a flash drive?â Your voice wavered. âthatâs was months of my work.. and god knows what the company is going to do! Get out!â He rolled over his chair and muttered under his breath.
You picked up your purse and ran at the door, you stumbled down the hallways of the building until a familiar face appeared, Felix. He saw you first and his mouth dropped.
âY/n-nnie what happened?â He asked, the worry was apparent on his face. âLix, Iâm sorry I canât right now I have to go.â You pushed past him and ran out the building. At home you sat crying on your bed for hours the pregnancy test you had planned to take laying by your feet, like an invitation to make your day worse.
âFuck it.â You muttered, âeverything already sucks right now.â You got out of the bed and picked up the pregnancy test.
After an hour of you being too scared to go to the bathroom and see the results, you finally brought yourself to do it. You closed your eyes holding the stick in your hands, then slowly you opened them.
pregnant
seeing the results you felt dizzy, gripping onto your bathroom sink. You were pregnant with Christopher bahngâs baby and he had just broken up with you.
You felt nauseated and miserable, you dropped the test down with trembling hands as you stumbled over to your bed. Your chest heaved tears pouring out of your eyes, a cry so intense that the sound caught in your throat. You curled into a ball, head inside your hands, tears pooling inside.
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5 days later, and no word from him. Your knees were touching the cold tiled ground, your hands gripping the smooth porcelain, knuckles white. All morning you felt like you were about to throw up your guts but nothing happened. Then out of nowhere⌠letâs say you were grateful that the toilet was nearby, because it didnât stop. Every 10 minutes for almost an hour your body decided it was a good time to drain its stomach.
You lay on your bed, it seemed every waking moment you were sleeping, barfing, or crying. Right now it was the third option. You felt so lonely so far you hadnât told anyone. Your boss thought you were sick, and your friends thought you were being a post- breakup couch potato. Your best friendâ felix, had been asking if you were okay, Chan had probably told him what happened. If anyone would be the first to know (besides Chan who you refused to tell for now) it would be Felix. You and Felix had been friends before you and Chan had started dating, you three had been a trio before.
You went through contacts a drew a breath, pressing his name. đ˛đđđđđđ: đđđĄđđâď¸
âoh, y/n-ah whatâs up?â Felix asked, for some weird reason a wave of relief washed over you from the sound of his voice. Tears uncontrollably spilled down your face. âhey whatâs wrong?â He asked, âc-can you come overâŚ? Please.â You asked. âO-okay Iâll be there.â He replied worriedly. He hung up the phone, you wiped your face feeling silly for just bursting out crying.
20 minutes later Felix arrived at the door with a box of cupcakes. You opened the door wide and let him inside, closing the door softly behind him. He melted into your couch as he had so many times, and sat one of pillows in his lap. You sat beside him silent.
ây/n what was that about on the phone?â He shuffled closer to you, âwhy were you crying?â He asked. You coughed, as your eyes filled. âwoah woah. Hey hey look at me youâre fine.â He reassured as he wrapped you into a hug. âFelix⌠I-i-iâm-I-IâmâŚ.. Iâm gonna be aâŚ..momâ you told him, voice ,breaking. You cried into his shoulder, his mouth dropped. He pulled gripping your shoulder.
âYouâre telling me.. Chan, as in my best friend Chan, got youâŚâ he trailed off, raising his eyebrows. You nodded, if you added some chlorine you would have a pool in your lap. âoh my god.â His hands shook, and he pulled you in again, âon that idiots behalf, Iâm so so sorry.â You laughed, but it was more a choked cry than a laugh.
âI promise you wonât have to do this alone, Iâll be there. Plus Iâve been your best friend since you were a baby, I know you better then the dumba-â he looked at you, âthat idiot.â He reassured.
From that day on he was like a stand in boyfriend, of course he never stepped over that line of friend, he knew you still loved Chan and you were more like a sister than a lover to him. âAre you planning on⌠telling him?â He asked, you thought, âof course, I mean technically itâs his baby. I donât want to use a baby as a bait to bring him back to the relationship if he isnât happy.â You thought
âY/N you are 4 months pregnant and havenât told the love of your life!â You paused, getting ready to talk, but he cut you off. âLook y/n, he loves you more than anything else in this world. You would be the most prideful person in the world if you heard some of the things he says about you! He looks at you like you hung the sun, moon, and stars in the sky!â
âGive me time lix! Iâll tell him just, please I need time to process this myself before I even think about his reaction! I have this thing growing inside me and itâs not stopping, it changes me every way I feel, mentally physically! Iâve been alone!â you cried. He pulled you into probably the hundredth hug it was warm like the sun.
âfine but if he, the father of the child doesnât know by the 5th month Iâm going to him. Lets be honest, youâre in the second trimester. Your body is changing, if he sees you⌠heâll notice. In my opinion it would be best to tell him. Before he notices.â He advised
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For the next week or so Felix would come over to cook or bake, he disguised them as silly visits but he knew you needed comfort. Somehow slowly each member caught on,(Felix was horrible at hiding things, he could keep a secret but staying under the radar was hard)
Hyunjin found out after seeing Felixâs search history, slowly he came over with or without Felix. He would talk about how he wished it was a girl so he could style her. Minho caught on when Felix asked if
âcats help with pregnancy stress?â Minhos cold stare broke him down. By the end every member except Chan knew about the baby, somehow in a week.
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You were with Felix and Hyunjin the first time the baby moved. It felt like butterflies in your stomach and gas passing at the same time. When they saw the look on your face they both questioned you, and they both literally jumped as high as kangaroo when they heard they were there for the babies first move. âââ-
âholy shit.â Was the first thing that left your mouth when at the doctors office a high resolution photo showed not one baby but two, a girl and a boy. When Felix (your main support) heard he was overjoyed.
ây/n i think now is a good time tell Chan Hyung. You know the gender, and the amount, I think this is an important time to let him know. you opened your mouth to argue, then closed it. You knew Felix was right, it was time to tell Chan. You were so scared though what if he didnât want it? Or he had moved on?
That day you wore a soft maternity sweater and sweat pants. You had chans favorite food and drink in hand as you walked to his dorm, Jeongin had agreed to be mysteriously out of the house at the time. You knocked at the door, as soon as Chan opened it to you he attacked you with a hug.
âBaby I missed you. So so much.â It slipped off your tongue, but he didnât mind, âi missed you too.â He whispered into your neck, one hand around your waist the other caressing your back softly. You didnât know the right time so you just blurted it.
âChan Iâm four and a half months pregnant with twins and theyâre yours.âyou blurted, he stiffened pausing every movement. âwhat?â he said pulling away, his eyes examined you for a moment and he stopped realizing you were serious. âJesus! Why didnât you- you know you couldâveâ he stuttered, you couldâve sworn his eyes glistened.
âAre you mad?â You asked quietly, he turned to you. âNo baby, noâ a wide smile spread over his face as he picked you up and spun you around then hugged you. âthatâs the best thing ever! You and me starting a⌠family together..â he looked at your face, âgood god I love you y/nâ he wrapped his hand around your waist kissing you. It was deep her soft, it was like he was hungry he hadnât done this in so long. Your cheeks tingled as you pulled away brushing your hands through his hair.
âI love you, so much.â He repeated carrying you to the couch, plopping you down,
âI love you too channie.â You replied
TYSM for readingggg! Tell me below if you want a part 2 of the delivery and them getting used to two mini thems. I was going to post this yesterday but that was my birthday sooo.
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Your house always felt safe and comfortable when Hyunjin was there . When he was painting you would usually sit beside him while his brush licked the easel, sometimes on your phone, sometimes sitting there admiring him. He came over so much that you made a space in your house just for him to paint. That day he was on the couch he was sketching something inside his sketchbook often muttering, âthatâs not itâ his determination made you chuckle.
âBaby?â Hyunjin called from the couch. âYea jinnie?â You answered, searching the cabinets for tea bags.
âdo you know where my new charcoal sticks and colored pencils are? I think I left them here.â He asked
âI donât know, I did a little bit of cleaning.â You paused for a moment dropping the bag into the tea, âcheck my closet I mightâve stuffed it in there.â Hyunjin got up and wiped his charcoal laden hands onto a cloth. The floor squeaked as he walked over to your room at the end of the hall, humming the song for the next comeback. You stirred your tea and walked over to the sofa where Hyunjin had been sitting. You pulled out your book and began reading snuggling into the sofa listening to his humming and breathing in his scent on the sofa. All of sudden his humming abruptly stopped as you heard the sound of something wooden and heavy moving across the floor.
âHeyâŚy/n can you⌠come here for a second?â He asked, you shouldâve known something was wrong the moment he didnât call you by a pet name, the way his voice sounded cold and hollow. You set down your book and slowly walked down the hallway you stepped in the doorway and your heart dropped to your feet as you covered you mouth. Hyunjin was bent down on the floor staring at a crate, you knew that crate so well. That crate was your old container where you would keep your stray kids merch. A few years earlier you were a stay loving the group and everything to do with it but after you met Hyunjin and listened to his fears about people only seeing him as an idol not a person, you decided to stop stanning the group. On top of that when you met Hyunjin you didnât see him as idol Hyunjin you saw him as the genuinely nice talented man you met at a painting class.
He picked out a photo card of himself out of the box it bent under his harsh grip.
âyou told me.. you promised me you werenât into boy groups⌠that you only knew about girl groups. You said you didnât even know what stray kids was!â He spat
âjinnie it was a long time ago baby you have to understand, when I met you that didnât matter!â You responded
He shuffled through the box each piece of merch making him tense up more. He let put a bitter laugh and slid the crate away, he turned to you his eyes dark and furious. âyou knew.. you knew how much I was afraid of being with someone who didnât want ME Hyunjin they wanted stray kids Hyunjin!â He took a step closer, your hand gripping onto the door frame so hard your knuckles were white if you didnât you would fall and curl into a ball. Tears pricked your eyes your hands shaking.
âWeâve been together for 2 fucking years! TWO! What was this relationship to you?! Was it just a sneak peak into your biases life! A vip fan meet experience!?â He shouted, the veins in his jaw bulging
tears slipped down your cheeks even faster your lips quivering fighting back a sob. You reached out to brush his cheek, but he flinched away like your hand was fire.
âI swear to you itâs not like that baby! I love you for you! I love you jinnie!â You confessed. He paused and stared at you, âwhat the fuck is wrong with you! Is this one of your little manipulation tactics?! I find out the stalker freak you are and you say you LOVE me?â A choked sob escaped your lips, tears falling like it was a meteor shower. âyou are the most manipulative crazy fuck I have EVER met! I never want to see your face EVER AGAIN! You and me this is over! You never even wanted to be with ME you wanted to be with the guy from the screen. Iâm done with you.â He spat.
He pushed past you and you slid down the frame sobbing your hands shaking violently. The front door slammed so hard your surprised it didnât break. You hit your hand repeatedly on the ground wailing. His car pulled out quickly and roared down the street.
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His hands tightened around the wheel his knuckles as white as snow. His eyes stung he blinked it away quickly, he refused to cry over some stalker. He arrived at his house stomping over to the door slamming it behind him. As he loudly walked over to his room Changbin peeked his head out from his own room.
âWhatâs up with you?â Changbin asked, Hyunjin glared back at him his eyes glassy clearly not in the mood.
âahhh is it something with y/n?â All of the boys knew about you especially Changbin, you would always drop by at Hyunjin place to clean it when he wasnât there or to of course hang out. Hyunjin flinched at the name stopping as he held the doorknob.
âohh it is isnât it.â Changbin said slowly coming out further, âdont even say her nameâ Hyunjin grumbled. âwhat couldâve happened that you donât even want to hear her name?â Changbin asked
âit turns out she was just a manipulative stalker bitch and was a fan the entire time. Pre planning where we would meet and knowing everything about me before we even met!â He shouted
âOh.â Changbin paused, âsorry man.. I didnât think she was that kind of person but.. you never knowâ Changbin slid back into his room.â
Hyunjin slammed his door and flopped onto his bed and turned onto his side. Hot angry tears slipped down his face which he tried to quickly wipe away but they kept coming. He tried to act like he didnât care but if he was being honest to himself he fell in love with you, but to think that entire time everything was fake. He wouldnât be surprised if everytime his location was leaked so crazy fans could ambush him it was you behind it.
He rolled over to the other side of the bed and that only made it worse. It smelled like your sweet vanilla shampoo, you always laid on that side of the bed when you were at his house. He sighed and rolled back over pulling out his phone.
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He unlocked his phone clicked on your named and blocked you. He then tossed his phone to the side, a new round of tears threatening to spill over. He got out of bed and pulled himself over to the shower, as the warm water kissed his skin he brushed his hand over your hair and body care. He noted to himself that heâd have to throw that away soon.
He hopped out the shower, water dripping all over the floors as he draped a towel over himself. The mirror was fogged Hyunjin swept his hand over it. He stared at himself, his red puffy eyes and face so wet he couldnât tell if it were tear streaks or water. As he put on his pajamas he tried to occupy his mind with other things like his next comeback. He muttered the lyrics under his breath.
As he opened his bedroom door to the living room he saw his best friend Felix sitting on the couch scrolling on his phone, as soon as he saw Hyunjin his face lit up. âHey!!â Felix said to him, he examined Hyunjins face. Hyunjin looked down he felt embarrassed by how he must look. âI heard about what happened with.. y/nâ Felix said careful with his words, as if one little thing might set him off, he patted the spot on the couch next to him.
Hyunjin plopped down next to him with a tired sigh.
âThese kind of things happen sometimes. Thereâs billions of girls out there and Iâm sure thousands of them who genuinely like you.â Felix explained, patting Hyunjin on the shoulder.
âI didnât think she was like that lix, Iâm not lying when I say I thought we were serious, I could imagine starting a-â Hyunjin paused turning his head, blinking away tears.
Felix patted him on the back, âitâs ok mate I understand. Being an idol isnât easy, I know that. Tell me exactly what happened.â Hyunjin explained to Felix what happened, he listened slowly nodding.
âSounds like some lousy excuses, you should talk to her when youâre not as upset, let her explain a little more?â Felix proposed.
âI probably wonât. What if she leaks the location and Iâm bombarded by crazy fans?â Felix thought for a second, âyouâre right, I would do it just for closure, but at the end of the day itâs your relationship.â
âanyway, stop being all droopy and sad letâs watch I movie, I ordered some sushi.â Felix declared, Hyunjin let out a small smile at Felixâs insistence on making him feel better.
A few days later
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That day in a fit of anger you threw away every single piece of merch then cried yourself to sleep that night, and the next, and the next. A few days later you decided you had to explain yourself to him. That day at work you could hardly focus on anything, thinking about what you would say to him. You worked for a childrenâs art class, you taught them how to paint, draw, and harvest their creativity.
That night it was raining the roads slippery and traffic heavy, but you were determined. You started your car, rain pounding down on the windshield. You cranked up the radio playing music loudly, you werenât afraid of driving in the rain but it wasnât your favorite. You turned the knob the wipers flicking rain off the windshield with a loud squeaking noise. About 10 minutes into the drive you noticed the guy to the side of you, swerving in and out of his lane. Honking didnât work he just turned over and laughed or just flipped you off. It didnât help that you needed to take a 15 minute long highway to his house, and the heavy rain only made the drive slower.
As you looked to the side the man next you seemed to be drinking something. âHe couldnât be drinking could he? Not in this weather right?â You thought to yourself.
He kept swerving further and further into your lane, no matter how much you honked he wouldnât listen. The rain got heavier and your honking for frequent and the swerving got more violent. In a split second the car swerved and slid over into you. In a second your car slid over to the other side of the road and the last thing you heard was the sound of metal being destroyed and crunching glass. Everything went black.
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â- and Iâm telling you it was crazy I thought I was going to die for a second! Iâm not afraid of heights but that zip line.â Felix said retelling a story from Australia. Hyunjin chuckled stirring his drink with a straw before taking a drink.
âhonestly I think youâre being dramatic it couldnât have been that bad.â Hyunjin replied in between sips. The waitress came over with their plates of food, they both gave their thanks as they dug in. âsays the king of drama!â Felix shot back giggling.
Hyunjins phone rangâŚ. an unknown number. He didnât usually pick up calls from unknown number, it was usually some crazed fan asking to marry him, but this time something was telling him he needed to pick this up.
âsorry, let me get thisâ Hyunjin said to Felix, drawing the phone to his ear.
âhello?â An urgent voice at the other end of the line spoke, âyes this is him?â The voice continued speak rushed and his eyes widened, âo-ok Iâll be right thereâ he said ending the call already grabbing his jacket.
âWoah! Hey! Slow down where are you going?â Felix asked concerned and confused. âItâs the hospital theyâre saying that y/n got in a crash on the highway and that Iâm her emergency contact!â Hyunjin said hurriedly, âIâll zelle you the money for the bill! I have to go!â
Hyunjin ran to his car in the rain, not bothering to open his umbrella. He didnât care about the fight not right now, because it had only been days he still cared for you and deep down still loved you. He had to make sure you were ok.
He started his car quickly and raced out of his spot to the hospital. He didnât care if he was being an ass to everyone on the road and breaking almost every traffic law, he had to make sure you were okay. Tears tickled his eyes daring him to blink so they could spill. âwhy am I getting so worked up over this? She didnât even love me!â Hyunjin thought to himself, but the car kept moving.
After what seemed like a thousand years he arrived to the hospital, doing a sloppy parking job. He pulled a mask and hat on quickly, opening the door and sprinting down the parking lot as if the quicker he got there the sooner youâd be better. He finally made it to the front desk an annoyed woman stared at him with her hair in a lazy bun.
âwelcome to the ER what is your problem so we can get you in queue.â She asked in a bored voice.
âMy girlfriend!â The word slipped out of his mouth, it was a habit. âShe was in a crash the hospital called me because Iâm her emergency contact!â
âMmhm..uhm⌠full name please and can I have her name too?â
âmy name is Hwang Hyunjin and her name is y/n!â He replied hurriedly
âokay. Be seated over there and the doctors will call you over when you can see her.â She said
âhow long will it be?â He asked worried
âDepends on the injury but most likely a few hours.â The nurse replied already sounding irritated with how long he was taking. âhours?! I need to see if sheâs okay please.â He begged
âsir I canât break hospital protocol you will have to wait until the doctors call you!â The woman repeated
Hyunjin sighed as the woman pointed to a seat, he sank into the chair, head in his hands wondering if she was okay. He wondered why he cares this much he broke things off with her, because sheâs a crazy stalkerâŚright?
After what felt like eternity but was really 2 hours and nurse came over to him and asked if he were Hyunjin. After he had been seated in the ER he asked the nurse to tell the other nurse not to call out his name as he was kind of popular. He shot up and the woman led him a hallway. A few feet away from the room the nurse paused and pulled him aside.
âBefore I take you inside the room I need to prepare you for what youâre going to see. Your partner was hit badly on the side by a driver under the influence. She has suffered a mild concussion, and some whiplash so she will be in a neck brace to protect her spine. Her left arm and left leg have both broken. She is right now in a temporary splint until surgery which will happen in about an hour. There is some blood on her face from cuts, but brain scans are clear. She is under heavy pain medication so she will look very drowsy and will most likely not be talking in a comprehensible way. I need you to be strong for her, hold their hand, and be very soft when you speak. Are you ready?â The nurse warned.Hyunjins breath caught, his stomach dropping with every description. He was expecting for you to look like hell in there. The nurse pushed open the door slowly and there you were on your bed. Your eyes looked glazed over and tired. Your face was bloody, lip busted open.
âMs. y/n your boyfriend is hereâ the nurse told you. Your eyes turned to Hyunjin tears immediately rained out of your eyes. Hyunjin didnât even realize it but there were tears slipping down his face too. The nurse pulled a chair beside you so Hyunjin could sit. He sat there face lowered not even wanting to stare at you. He felt stupid for still being mad when you were bleeding on a hospital bed, but he was. The nurse quietly slipped out the room.
âDonât take this the wrong wayâŚweâre still not..together.â Hyunjin stated but the tears slipping down his face made his statement feel less real. 2 years together doesnât go away that quickly, not with just one fight.
âI-Iâm just here because Iâm your emergency contact.â He continued voice wavering. He couldnât pretend no matter how much he tried to push it down, he still had a part of him that loved you and that didnât want to see you in pain.
After ten minutes of you mumbling what seemed to be gibberish and you being frustrated every time he couldnât understand, and silent tears, the nurse came in saying that they needed to prep you for surgery. Hyunjin hesitated for just a moment then was escorted out of the room by the nurse
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As they rolled you into the or there were still tears sliding down your face. You wished you couldâve explained everything better to him and told him that you really meant it when you said you loved him. Now you didnât know if heâd listen he must be still furious at you if he had to mention that he hated you in the hospital. That was the only thing you could think of as they put you under anesthesia and everything faded to black.
When you woke up the bright lights stung your eyes and made you feel nauseated your head hurt, not as bad as before the medicine, but like a horrible hangover. You realized Hyunjin was at the side of your bed sleeping. You ran your hand through his hair, blinking away tears.
âjinnie?â You called shaking his shoulder. He stirred and woke up staring up at you then he straightened up. âyour awake⌠how do you feel?â He asked awkwardly.
âI-Iâm fine.â You paused âjinnie please I just want to explain everything.â Hyunjins brows furrowed and he looked away irritated by the conversation. â y/n no I already know-â
âNo! You donât know anything because you wonât listen to me!â Hyunjin sighed his mouth opening to argue, â Iâll admit it a few years ago I was a stay not a big one though, a causal listener and I bought some albums as decoration. I was a fan of you because..â you looked down embarrassed âI thought you were handsome.â
Hyunjin scoffed, âbut I swear on my life jinnie when I met you it wasnât pre-planned it was by chance. Every vulnerable moment we had together do you really think thatâs a level you couldâve gone to with a crazy fan?â Hyunjin thought for a moment
âwhen I met you I didnât see Hyunjin from stray kids, I saw Hyunjin the artist, the most genuine person ever, someone I trusted with my life, some IâŚ.loved!â You explained pouring everything out to him.
Your lip quivered and an entire ocean of tears had fallen from your eyes. Hyunjin looked in your eyes, they were genuine, he knew when you were lying. âIâm sorry.â He replied voice cracking, âI shouldnât have overreacted! I know you wouldnât do something like that.â
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A light drizzle came down as Hyunjin helped you into his car. The drive back was silent, you were exhausted the past few days it had been raining and the sound made you not want to sleep. You were fast asleep by the time he made it home so he decided itâd be easier just to carry you into the house. He rang the bell and Changbin answered opening the door wide.
âwoah so you guys really did make it up that quickly.â He said slightly surprised, but joking.
âshut up!â Hyunjin whispered, âcanât you see sheâs sleeping?â He said so annoyed it was funny. He looked down at you lovingly, almost like he was proud to have a girlfriend like you. He laid you on the bed and thatâs where you spent most of your time that week
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Hyunjin was in the bathroom taking a shower when the sky grumbledâ a storm. You were in bed when you heard it, and froze. A cold chill went down your body and your throat when dry as rain fell down in heavy sheets from the sky. You didnât know why but a feeling of dread came over you. The moments before the crash replayed itself over an over, you lowered your head and gripped it as if it might ease the thoughts. Tears poured down onto his covers as the shower stop.
A few minutes later Hyunjin came out in a robe and saw you.
âholy shit baby are you ok?â He said rushing over to your side. âI keep seeing it.. itâs happening over and overâ you explained sobbing. He held you massaging your head and planting soft kisses on it ever so often. âyour fine Iâm here, itâs all going to be okâ
after 10 minutes the rain eased and so did the sudden wave of fear. âI donât know what that was, Iâm sorryâ you told him,
âyou donât need to be sorry baby this was expected to happen, the doctor said you might experience ptsd after the accident. Itâs okâ he explained. you burrowed further in his chest, âthanks jinnie, I love youâ
He blushed slightly, flustered âI love you too baby.â
ok this was way longer than I expected..but the inner writer in me told me not to rush the story sooo. Tell me what you guys thought itâs my first try at something angsty sooo.
Wedding
genre; fluff
Partnering; niki/riki x fem reader
warnings; none just pure fluff
    You wondered how in god's name you ended up getting engaged to such a perfect man and now you were going to get married to him you couldnât believe it. You drove to the venue that was close to the center of Seoul signel tower. You drove a black Rolls Royce with your mom, your friends, and your sisters. You fidgeted with your fingers, what if something went wrong, what if a worker leaked the location or maybe a saesang came.Â
      Your friends and sisters blasted music and the car hyping you up and your mother held a handkerchief trying to hold in her tears.Â
âDo you know how lucky you are to be marrying THE Nishimura Riki gurl! I mean you got the husband bundle girl! Heâs nice, chivalrous, hot, buff, I mean I could go on but then I would sound like a red flagggâ Minji told you. Everyone in the car giggled you didnât know if you wanted to get hyped up, cry, laugh, or just run.Â
     The Royce stopped in front of the venue and attendants and opened the door.Â
âHello.â You said with a shaky voice climbing out the car first then everybody followed behind you.
Your mom walked beside you and she interlinked your fingers.
âHow are you feeling baby?â She asked you quietly as you both walked in front of everybody.Â
âIâm fine excited, maybe a little nervous?â You answered your mom smiled.Â
âWell thatâs normal if you were completely ok, I would send you the asylum honey.â She told you as it opened the doors and employees bowed deeply at the party.Â
    You checked in and they sent you to floor 72 the area where your makeup, clothes, and hair would be done. You entered the clear elevator as you went up and you could view the lobby from there, for a moment you saw Rikiâs car pull up and the doors open but then the elevator found your floor and stopped.Â
        You and your party walked through the hallways and found your room that had a bathroom, bed, and a beautiful view. You sat on the bat for a second catching a breath while your friends were in another room getting their bridesmaids clothes and their makeup.
An attendant knocked on the door and gave you a platter of fancy shampoos, conditioners, soap, exfoliators, loofahs, shower lotion, face cleanser, face exfoliators, soaps for your armpits to remove odors, razors, different shaving creams, lotions, deodorants, serums, and hair supplies.
          You took it with a smile stripping your clothes off and giving your skin and dry brush then hopping into the shower. You used all the products, your skin feeling baby soft by the end. You brushed your hair, sprayed it with rose water and applying serums and cream on your skin. You threw on a white soft robe and dialed the phone to tell the workers you were ready.Â
         A team of artists arrived in the room: a makeup artist, a hairstylist, and a manicurist and pedicurist. They opened a chair and you plopped into it the artists then started giving you layered aurora hair and cutting your nails then giving you acrylics.
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      Ni-ki sat in the car fidgeting with his silver bracelet and biting the inside of his mouth. The members of enhyphen blasted music while your dad and his dad sat in the back of the car talking. Ni-ki ran through everything that could possibly ever go bad in his mind as his friends talked to him about how they jokingly felt so pathetic that the maknae was getting married before them.Â
    The car pulled up at the entrance and he got out greeting the workers. He and the members kept their masks and sunglasses on making sure nobody recognized them as they checked in. They got to the changing floor and he and the members separated. The scenarios they were on his mind were saesangs, Y/N leaving him at the altar, something going wrong, a natural disaster, anything he could think of.Â
 He took a long shower getting in every now and cranny nobody wanted to smell bad on their wedding day, he liked the shower extra extra hot so the entire room was steamy and all the mirrors clouded.
       As he was showering he felt to where he had gotten his kiss mark tattoo for you and he was glad that you and him didnât have some messy break up and he was stuck with that. He sighed as he turned off the shower threw on his robe leaving it slightly opened at the chest. His wet hair dripped around the hotel room as he dialed the front desk that he was ready.
A makeup artist, hairstylist , and manicurist came in the room to prepare him, as he sat in the chair and pulled on his phone scrolling his fyp which was now weddingtok. While he was in the chair getting ready workers were speeding around to make the final preparations before the guests began arriving.
You had makeup that defined your jawline and cheekbones while still looking cute and girly, the lips werenât to defined just tinted Vaseline and gloss. They gave you glass like shiny aurora hair that made you want to play with it for hours but they nagged at you when you touched it once. They gave you white and light grey tipped acrylics with very very light pink bows at the tip.
With the help of the workers you slipped on your dress, my god it was beautiful, you had known it was the one as soon as you saw it you didnât even need to try it on. It was a voluminous skirt that extended outwards dramatically adding to the shimmer and shine. A fitted bodice with laced and gemmed up sleeves, it was frilled up at the bottom with a huge train at the back it had diamonds and pieces of silver all over adding to your natural glow. The workers moisturized your feet as they slipped on the matching lacy and shiny heels. Hey clipped a fake hard silver rose into your hair with diamonds all over.
You gasped as you saw yourself in the mirror you looked like one of the princesses you used to idolize when you were a child. In that moment as the artists took photos packed up and left it hit you that this was happening it was really happening.
Your mother walked in the door and immediately tears fell down her face and she quickly used her handkerchief to pat them up. âmy little aegi is all grown up nowâ she finally said her voice shaky and her lips quivering. You too started crying but your mom was quick to pull out two extra handkerchiefs to put at your eye to prevent any tears from falling and ruining the makeup.
âWhatâs wrong aegi?â She questioned softly.
âeomma this is all so much I donât know if Iâm ready?â You breath was shaky and unstable, âanything could go wrong, saesangs, location leaks, what if me a regular girl is not enough for a kpop idol?â You cried, sniffing.
âOh my babyâ she said hugging you while holding up the handkerchiefs.
âlike I said if you were fine you would be crazy!â She muttered âif this man wasnât in love with you and committed to you do you think he would have spent the hundreds of dollars he spent on this wedding baby?â She added
You looked up at the ceiling to prevent anymore tears taking a handkerchief and dabbing at your eyes.
âI guess not I just got so scared.â You replied
âthatâs normal baby, Iâve told you this story a thousand times I ran from that altar and my mom had to talk me up for thirty minutes for me to finally walk back down the isle, nothing can be worse than me.â you chuckled, your mom had always said that story.
Ni-ki was finally done getting dressed his hair stylist had pulled his hair back and done and his makeup artist had dabbed foundation and highlighter on his skin. As if on cue the enhyphen members stormed the room as soon as the artists left.
Jungwon patted him on the shoulder.
âI always thought I the leader would get married first but it turned out being the maknae, so so not fair.â ni-ki chuckled with the rest of the members adjusting his black and gold Rolex. I âbut in all seriousness Iâm happy for you man.â He sthe members nodded adding there own pieces in, and Jake accidentally making a weird joke that made the atmosphere awkward, typical Jake.
You went down to the lower level it was going to start soon you fidgeting with the silver and diamond bracelets on your wrist standing backstage a small wall dividing where the groom( ni-ki) was going to be. The seats were filled with your friends, acquaintances, your family, and his. The officiant walked down his sleek black shoes clacking against the ground as he held his black book in his hand than standing in the center of the altar.
âWelcome everyone to the wedding of Y/N Nishimura and Riki Nishimura.â He said with a professional smile. âIâm sure you shouldnât need to be reminded by now you should all be seated, and folks I know you donât want to embarrassed if your phone goes off in an important moment so I beg you please silence your phonesâ he paused for a second as people shuffled into their seats and silenced their phones.
âperfect! Now Iâm sure you need no introduction to the future Mrs. Nishimura or Mr. Nishimura. Mrs. Nishimura a wonderful young lady who a volunteers, and gives back to her community. She leads the Y.L.M the young ladies empowerment movement, and volunteers at food pantries, shelters for humans and animals alike and much more.â He paused to let it sink in he smacked his lips and started again, âand Mr. Nishimura a kind and humble musician that uses his fame and money for the right reasons and is undoubtedly in love with ms. Nishimura, I mean just look at this venue people He then opened his book at the podium. âIf we all may take a second for a prayer to the almighty lord who allowed this couple to come together and is the reason we all made it today.â Everyone silenced and bowed their heads, he sucked in a breath. I
â almighty all blessed god, we beseech thee to be present and bless this couple⌠giving them a new frame of heart for their new relationship, and grant unto them now at the hour of their union and throughout their wedded their wedded life, your heavenly guidance. And let their days together be happy and their words to eachother sweet..bless their home and let it be a place of serenity, amenâ amens than rang out in the venue, he closed his book and smiled. âwithout further ado let us start this special ceremony for Mr and Mrs Nishimura. Mrs. Nishimura it made you giggle like a middle schooler imagining their crushes name after theirs but it was real you were getting married.
Riki than walked down the aisle with a smile on his face and sat beside the officiant, Jake being the best man smirked at the other members as he walked down as if taunting them for not being chosen. Then the members of enhyphen the groomsmen walked down and Sunghoon play slapped Jake on the arm. Then your friends in sleek light blue and white dresses walked to the other side leaving space for you. Your maid of honor Wonyoung then walked down the aisle smiling and standing slightly infront of the other bridesmaids. Rikiâs sister misora walked down the aisle spreading flowers from a basket as the flower as the flower girl, your brother around the same age walked down as the ring bearer.
Then the violists started playing the iconic here comes the bride song, and somehow as soon as you walked into the isle you had to grab the handkerchief from your dad and dab your eyes. Rikiâs eyes widened and by the way his eyes welled up you could tell he was going to cry too, Jake patted him on the arm as he wiped his eyes.
You stood right next to him and as your eyes met you both gave each-other teary smiles, you sniffed, god by the end of today your makeup would be lucky to not be smeared. âand nowâ the officiant started âthe bride and groom will read to eachother their vows.â
You bit your lip as Riki pulled out a paper from his suit pocket.
âUhm if you donât remember when we first started dating it was when I was on I-land and you were my makeup artist and I immediately knew you were the one, uhm we-we decided to write down our future vows so I-Iâm going to do that.â He cleared his throat opening the paper that was slightly crumpled after years you gave a teary giggle. âUhm okâ he took a deep breath âY/N I vow to you that as long as we are together I will do anything for you and do anything to make you happy, if you want to have the moon Iâll buy it if you want to live on the sun Iâm already building there. I vow that I will always dedicate my time to you no matter what, I will do anything you want if your tired the bed is prepped and Iâm ready to do anything in the house.â His eyes widened and his ears went slightly red as he read one âoh my god ok. And if we ever have kids which from what youâve said Iâm sure you will..â you blushed and giggled, âI will defy everything and find a way to become pregnant for you and do all the heavy liftingâ at this you had a nice laugh as the guests tried to hold their laughs.
âWell thatâs enough of corny 14 year me talkingâ he ended blushing.
âand nowâ the officiant continued âwould the bride like to share her vows?â You grabbed a paper just like his from Wonyoung, chuckling as you looked at it. âDear Riki, I vow that no matter how many slices of watermelon with salt you want no matter how much I groan I will run to the fridge or the store to get you a fresh batchâ you said with a teary laugh âI vow that how many kids you want I will though the max is 6 you freak.â You continued you both blushing at the same time s you giggle, was 14 year old you really this weird. âAnd finally I promise to always love you for ever and ever.. and itâs just ever for the rest of the page.â You ended, the guest clapped.
The officiant opened his book again, âNow let us do the standard vows after hose touching and funny ones, shall we?â The crowd clapped. âDo you Riki take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife, to live in matrimony with and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer as long as you live?â he rubbed his eyes âI do.â âAnd do you Y/N take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, to live in matrimony with and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer as long as you live?â You dabbed your eyes âyes of course I doâ you squealed. âthen by the power vested in me I pronounce you both husband and wife, you may now kiss the brideâ
You immediately gravitated towards each other like a magnet and metal, Misora fluttered petal on top of the both of you and the photographer snapped a photo, your arms wrapped around his neck and his hands on your waist. Finally you pulled away from each other still in the same position keeping your faces close together.
âHi Mrs. Nishimuraâ he said smiling, you giggled blushing âI would say hello Mr. Nishimura but youâve been that your entire life soo..â you both chuckled together, âhello husband.â You said, he blushed, âhello wifeâ you gave each other quick peck again and every body clapped as you pulled away from each other but still holding each others hand.
An upbeat song began playing as you and him held hands and walked out of the room followed by the best man, groomsmen, the maid of honor, and then the bridesmaids. You and him went up stairs together and into your room.
âWell.â You said
âwell.â He said
âI know itâs our wedding day but youâll have to wait till the night so can you turn around while I get my party dress on.â he chuckled covered his eyes and turned around.
You and him partied the night away talking to you friends and family and kissing and slow dancing and it was perfect.
Once you got back to the hotel it was 1:00 Am you got one in the center of Seoul in a hotel skyscraper. As you entered your room you gasped in awe of the view. You hugged his side and he bent down his head to kiss you. As you took your shower you both climbed into bed snf you both immediately got into it. If getting into it was laying in bed staring at the ceiling and awkwardly looking eachother in the eyes than looking away. What did you want a 19 and 20 year to do theyâre basically babies getting married.
âWell..â you said.
âwell⌠I donât know about you but I donât really want tooooâŚâ he said trailing off, âyeah yeah me too.â âwant to watch Mr. & Mrs smith?â He asked it was his favorite movie. âAre you saying that because itâs your favorite movie or because we are a mr and mrs now?â You asked he thought for a moment, âbothâ
So you both watched the movie together snuggled in the blankets together your head in his chest and arms holding you, you both would at random times kiss eachother throughout the night eventually falling asleep.
âI love you Rikiâ you said
he kissed you, âI love you too Y/N.â
I loved this, also ignore that reader and Niki are really young to be married (STILL LEGAL ADULTS in the story though)
First Kiss
Warnings; slight cursing maybe a lil angst and mentions of stalking (saesangs)
genre; fluff
partnering; idol Heesung X fem reader
this one is probably my longest 2.7k words.
   ~As you walked through the airport and cameras flashed and clicked you wondered why and how you got here. You hauled your boyfriend's bag pretending to be staff and trailing behind him as reporters and fans ran after him.Â
âHeesung, look over here!â âHeesung this way!â âHeesung, I love you!â Was the usual chorus of things you had heard while you were walking through this airport particularly slowly because of the crowd.
     You and Heesung hadnât been together for long, probably about a month and half embarrassingly you hadnât had your first kiss with him yet, that would make things a feel real and that really wasnât what the both of you had been looking for or maybe you and him just hadnât admitted it yet. It had mostly been late night cuddles and holding hands there had been charged moments where it seemed that maybe the kiss would happen but it never did.Â
    In school you were the nerd you were pretty sure but the popular kids went with the popular kids and the unknown kids were only focused on the popular kids. You were embarrassed but you had never really had your first kiss because there really was nobody to kiss. Thatâs why when Heesung wanted you..you didnât think twice. There is definitely more than meets the eye having a situationship with an idol. He's always busy and tries to make as much time as possible for you, who now lives in his apartment in the center of Seoul.Â
       He smiled and slightly posed sometimes for the photos but after a while of walking it just got incessant and you just wanted it to stop for both you and him it was making your head hurt you couldnât imagine being him and the one in the center of attention, you would have a whole damn migraine. As you approached the private jet gate workers tried to ease the crowd but they wouldnât leave.Â
        One girl, probably around 19, pushed past the security and flocked onto Heesung. The girl was beautiful. She had soft wispy jet black hair and perfect seeming skin, and beautiful eyes. She put one arm around Heesung neck and took a photo with him. She then pecked him in the cheek while security barked at her to get away. He looked shocked and his ears went bright red, he tried to hide him being uncomfortable to you it looked like he was fine and blushing. âOmigosh Heesung I love you, you're my bias and you're so pretty!â She blushed and he scratched his hand and bit the inside of his cheek. âThanks!â He said âI guessâ he muttered quietly after. You knew this moment was going to end up on a saesang compilation video but what bothered you is why he seemed so cool about it.
    âCan I please take another picture please god pleaseeee!â She squealed, jumping up and down, at this point security had given up, they didnât get paid enough plus if they let their guard down to get her, God only knows how many crazy girls would have stormed Heesung.Â
âUh mmmâ he looked toward his plane that was revving up as pilots were getting impatient, he then plastered his fake smile. âYou know what, sure!â Whatever to get her away and get on the plane. He wrapped his arm around his shoulder for a pose and she almost fainted taking photos and then she bowed her head and pecked him on the cheek and ran away.
    Something bubbled in your stomach was jealousy probably but why would you feel that you and him were just a situationship there was nothing much to you guys right. Heesung and the security guards sped up to make sure that no other girls would get the wrong idea and try it again. As you arrived at the gate Heesung smiled and blew kisses into the crowd then posed with a half heart to his cheek then walked into the jet bridge heaving a heavy sigh.Â
       He entered the jet. This was your first time traveling with him. The jet had a spacious bathroom and a spacious area. It was a white inside with light brown soft chairs with pillows and blankets and light brown mini curtains in front of the airplane windows. Each seat had a tv with it and there were buttons to push up your feet and lay back your chair, the security guards then exited the plane leaving only one that sat in the front of the plane. You smiled in awe despite your sour mood âthis is amazing!â He smiled down at your surprise, âIâve only ever flown economy in the back of the plane!â You addedÂ
    He put his arm around you just like he did that girl but this felt real. Your ears tinged red and you smiled to yourself like a nerdy teenage girl. You picked a seat in the middle of the plane and he slipped in the seat next to you. He laid his head on your shoulder as you put on your seatbelt and you softly put on his as he forgot. He nuzzled his head into your shoulder and you massaged and scratched his hair like he was a puppy. He wrapped his arms around your stomach and breathed in and breathed out slowly.
     He was tired and you didnât want to trouble him but the fine question replayed in the back of your mind, âwhat are we?âÂ
          As the plane soared through the sky and the flight attendants came by with his favorite food which was also your favorite food he woke up and was about to eat when he realized you were still staring at him with a look in your eyes and he set down his chopsticks onto a napkin, and moved backwards into the chair.
     He breathed in with his puppy dog eyes that would make you say anything, âwhatâs wrong?â He asked, reaching for your hand.
âYou flew me out on a private jet with you,â you said. He thought for a moment about what you said, then he looked at you as if waiting for you to continue.Â
âYeeeees yes I did.â He replied.
âYou're flying me out to France with you and we havenât even had our first kiss yet Heesung!â You sputtered.Â
He shifted upwards realizing that you guys were finally going to have THE conversation. âYea I-I guess so.â He replied.
âYou let a girl from the crowd practically make out with you and you didnât really care and she kissed you on the cheek twice! Weâve never done that! Weâve never even kissed before!â You took a breath. âWhat are we? Are we just meant to be a situationship or are we ever going to take the next step to boyfriend and girlfriend.â You asked.
     He took your hand and bit the inside of his check blinking at your outburst then his eyes softened.Â
âI know I know.â He replied âI do want to take that next step. I just don't have the time and I donât know if youâd even want to be with me if Iâm just this always busy loser! A-and the girl was a saesang, definitely do you know how people would yell at me on the internet if I said, pushed her away, or yelled at her.â You thought about it gripping his hand. âI do like you, maybe I love you, I don't know. Whenever I get around you itâs like metal around a compass I just go crazy and get all skewed up! I like you so much itâs insane I want to kiss you and hold you and do everything with you everytime I see you! I just don't want to overstep your boundaries. I don't know what you want!â He replied letting his feelings pour as he twirled your hair in his finger.Â
âIf I could I would shout it from the fucking rooftops that I love you Y/N!â He confessedÂ
      Your eyes welled and he moved his position and you pushed up the seat arm and he put his warm hands on your cheeks. He scanned your face and your eyes you bit your lip.Â
âI-is this uhm fine?â He asked, his breath tickling your face, you gave him a nervous smile. âUh y-yeah?â She replied. His thumb rose along your cheek making you tingle. You didnât know where to put you damn hands so you just wrapped them around his neck.Â
     Your lips brushed together and you looked into his eyes and he looked into yours with some sort of mutual trust with each other. You kissed him and your eyes closed softly like this is something youâd been waiting for it your entire life. Your lips parted and his did too and somehow you were French kissing in no time. After about 10 minutes of straight up just kissing you were sure you two had just had the longest first kiss in the history of kisses.
     When you finally pulled away you were sure your food was cold by then and you ran your hand through his hair back and forth.Â
   âHello handsome whatâs your name?â You said scratching and massaging his head.
âItâs Heesung, what's your beautiful?â You smiled, âitâs Y/N, and Iâm going to call you either Hee Hee or sungâ he smiled at you.Â
      You and Heesung couldnât really get out of the lovey dovey mood so you both decided to feed each other the food as you looked each other in the eyes like a couple that had been married for years. After that you two decided to watch a movie together and you decided to watch a scary movie. You didnât really like scary movies and it was cold on the plane.
   âI donât wanna watch thiiiiiis!â You whined tugging at his hoodie while your hand was shivering.Â
âTell you what, Iâll give you my hoodie for the ride if you watch it with me.â You were about to say no but then he pulled out those damn eyes âplease Y/N pretty please?â He put his hands in a begging motion âIâll even toss a kiss in with it?â He added, you blushed, you had unlocked so many new shades of red today. âFineâ you said and he stripped off his grey hoodie leaving only the black wife beater shirt underneath, that really showed his toned body.. good god you really were still a drooling teenage girl.Â
       He put his hoodie on you that made you look like a tater tot it made him giggle. He then gave you a kiss on your right cheek, your lips then your left cheek, making you smile. You then moved closer together your head on his chest wrapping your arms around his stomach putting your feet on the seat (who cares itâs a private plane itâll get cleaned) he then wrapped his arm around you his hands laying on your back slowly caressing it, his hand falling on the top of yours as you watched the movie making you flinch and him chuckle every time a jumpscare happened.
    You two ended up falling asleep like this cuddling each other trusting eachother loving eachother. The flight attendant clacked down the aisle and tapped him on the shoulder jerking him away along with you.
    âHello, sorry for the disturbance but weâre approaching the airport, weâre landing soon.â She said in a soft voice smiling at the both of you. Your chin was now digging into his chest as you looked up at the flight attendant, he didnât say anything about it.
               The plane landed with a monstrous roar that made you half awake jump and almost scream, that definitely woke you up. You got up and pushed open the curtain to look out the window. You could see the tip of the Eiffel Tower as you were landing, you smiled, never in a million years would you have imagined that youâd be in the city of love with a person that you were almost willing to admit you loved.Â
You giggled as the pilot said the weather in Paris and that you were in Paris! Heesung sat behind you smiling at your childlike excitement at the announcement of finally arriving.Â
    Heesung pulled his mask and sunglasses out the seat pocket to not be noticed.
âHey babe I kind of need my hoodie. I can't wear this out, unless you want other girls to notice me..â he said. You blushed at him saying babe you had just had your first kiss a few hours ago for gods sake. You pulled it off and put it in his lap shivering as the cold air bit at her skin, thankfully you were about to go out into the hot weather. He put his mask and sunglasses on and he snapped his seatbelt off and you did too.Â
    You both came out the private jet and on the runway there was a sleek black Rolls Royce waiting outside, you both hopped in the backseat, you sighed, oh how you loved air conditioning that didnât feel like you were in a blizzard. You melted into the backseat taking you to your hotel.Â
   As you stepped into the lobby you were in awe of the mini waterfall on the wall and the ambient lights everywhere. âSo this is a rich person's lifeâ you muttered, making Heesung snicker. He grabbed the keys and you both boarded onto the elevator that played fancy classical music, you chuckled at the snootieness of all of it. Your elevator opened up to a huge fancy looking door that made you have butterflies, he opened it to reveal what looked like a presidential suite. It had windows on all sides and a beautiful view of the city, the Eiffel Tower, and the water that made you gasp and cover your mouth.
   âBeautiful, right?â He said, âuh yeah duh it is!â You said at his casualness, giggling at the fancy room. You put your bags down and took a catnap then you both changed out of your travel clothes he of course had to have a mask on to insure his identity is safe. As you left the hotel the air tickled your face and you walked out onto your Uber.Â
       First you guys tried some of Parisâs world famous baguettes, then you took a tour of the inner city and the history of it, then a sightseeing tour on the river, a stop at a world famous lunch spot, and a fancy dinner on a skyscraper where you could see the entire city the night sky and the twinkling lights, and finally a helicopter ride over the city.
   âYâknow!â You yelled over the roar of the engine, as you gripped onto Heesung shaking trying not to look down. âI like flying better when there are full walls and doors and Iâm far enough to not see the pilots!â You continued. Heesung chuckled st your behavior holding onto you as if you would fall apart if he didnât. âItâs fine Iâm not going to let anything happen to you!â He yelled âjust let go! Be free! Look down!â He yelled.
You opened your eyes that immediately widened at the twinkling of the light of the night sky, the shimmering water, and the people that looked like ants. âSee!â He yelled âitâs beautifulâ he said softer but now he wasnât looking at the night. He wrapped his arms around your waist and laid his head on your shoulder taking your hand.
      You turned around and you kissed again and somehow it was better than the one on the plane. It seemed as if the engine went quiet and so did the world, the shimmer of the night sky reflected on you both. As your faces were still close together and you were looking into each other's eyes.Â
       âYou know I donât know if itâs too early to say this but I think I love you!â You said smiling, he gave you a bright smile back, âheh me tooâ he said giggling.Â
    How the hell did you go from a situationship in the morning, the first kiss of your life and your relationship in the afternoon in the plane, and in the night professing your love for each other. God how were you already in love with this beautiful man.~
Damn I loved writing this, this could lowkey be a series what do yall think?
Soulmates
warnings; slight mentions of unstable household, toxic ex relationships (if you squint), fluff adorable fluff.
partnering; Sunghoon X fem reader
I told yall Iâd do more than skz so here you goo!
âSomewhere between fate and forever, a red string connects two souls. It doesnât matter how far apart they drift â the universe will always find a way to pull them close again.â - red string theory
(The Red String of Fate (ě´ëŞ ě / Unmyeongseon) is a popular East Asian belief, especially in Korean, Chinese, and Japanese culture. It says that an invisible red string is tied around the pinky fingers (or ankles) of two people who are destined to be together. No matter how far apart they are, or what obstacles they face, the string will never break. It may stretch or tangle, but it will always lead them back to each other. It represents destiny, love, and the idea that certain people are meant to cross paths in this lifetime.)
        You never really believed in the stories of soulmates or the red string theory of people being born and they will always end up together no matter what. Was that because every past relationship you had with a man was undeniably toxic? Possibly, but besides that it sounded like some fairy tale that parents would tell to kids to make them think theyâll never be alone. Growing up in a household where your parents were constantly fighting probably had something to do with it. If the red string theory was real why would it bring two polar opposite people who would always fight together.Â
     You always loved early morning flights, less bustling of the ground, shorter lines, and your favorite part was that it was quieter so you could just eat your stupidly expensive airport muffin without having to make unneeded small talk. You were tired and decided to get up and get some coffee, stupidly leaving your bags unattended. You went to your favorite airport coffee shop Millieâs Coffee ordering an espresso and finding yourself singing Sabrina carpenter. As you turned around with the coffee cup already in your mouth you saw some man trying to take your bag.
    âHEY! Thatâs my bag!â You yelled running towards the man who was now hoisting your bag over his shoulder and tugging on your suitcase. You didnât care about how your coffee was splattering on the ground like rain or how you hadnât paid the cashier just your bag with your computer and all your belongings inside. You broke a sweat panting as you sprinted through the twists and turns of the airport still yelling at the guy. Â
   You were just focusing on the direction of your bag as you accidentally slammed into a man who was waiting to get into the bathroom. Your coffee poured onto his shirt and you saw him grip his soaked shirt with a frustrated sigh. You looked up at the man âplease be ugly please be uglyâ you said to yourself. You would never forgive yourself if you slammed into a hot man- You looked up and your eyes met with the most handsome man youâd seen ever. He looked as if he was mid bite of a snack he was hurrying to finish before he went in. He had a mask but is was pulled down to his chin and you couldnât help but admire his insanely pronounced jawline. He had soft looking pink lips, fair skin, wispy black hair, and a cute tiny mole by his right eye.
Your mouth was agape as you looked at him than quickly looked past him at the retreating figure of the running man, you tried running but the beautiful man put his arm out stopping you.
âUh excuse me? Are you just going to spill coffee all over me and run away?â He asked visibly frustrated. You frantically trying to run and get your belongings pointed at the retreating figure still rolling the suitcase away along with her bag. âthat man stole my stuff and ran away! I j-just need to get it!â You replied hurriedly already gearing up to go but the man sighed still holding his sticky now brown shirt. âWait here.â He shot back pulling up his hood and mask than speeding after the man dodging the bystanders. You didnât know what to do so you just sat there pulling his bags to the side not wanting to look like a creep sneaking into the menâs bathroom.
After almost 20 minutes of waiting at the door a the man returned sweaty but with your bags. You sighed taking them in you hands, you sheepishly looked at the man. âThank you for getting my bags, uhm and sorry about the coffeeâ you apologized tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. He sighed letting down he shirt and his body de-tensing. âItâs fine I guess.â He replied. âwell I have nothing more to do so I might as well talk to the guy I accidentally spilled my drink on.â You said. He thought for a moment then nodded.
~~~~~~
You and him had talked at your gate for a while and he paid for your coffee after the workers threatening to call security. Then the ladyâs at the desk announced the first class pre boarding had started and both of you stood up. You looked at him surprised you could only see his eyes but you could tell he was looking at you the same. âsame flight?â He said over the muffle of the mask. âGuess so?â You replied.
You and him walked into the plane together and you heard one little girl saying how the king and queen boarding the plane looked so pretty. You turned around and she was talking about you and him, wait king and queens are married..woah woah woah you blushed you and him had just met you told the kid in your mind.
You and him walked into the plane your eyes flicked over the seats, ah 3 here we go, he stopped in front of the same seat..why did he stop in front of your seat. âwell this is my seat, Iâll see ya.â He said with torn of finality you sputtered. âUh no this is my seatâ you countered. You both bickered until a flight attendant appeared and told you both there had been a glitch and you had booked the same seat. The flight attendant bowed her head sorrily âI am so sorry about this, but you both did order an extra big seat so it could fit the both of you, I mean you both are dating right?â She asked, both your ears went red. âN-â he started but you cut him off âyea itâs fine!â You cut.
He looked at you shocked the flight attendant smiled thankfully ushered another sorry and walked away to go greet passengers. âitâs fine?!â He repeated as if you were crazy! âYes yes I know but I donât want to give this poor flight attendant who didnât make this mistake a hard time!â You replied. He sighed shaking his head at your sympathy for the attendant. He sighed, âwell it is a jumbo seat.â He reasoned, you nodded. âWell ok.â He gestured for you to go in first.
You slid into the seat leaving a gap for Sunghoon to sit, he plopped down as well. He was so close you could feel his body heat and your arms were softly pushed together. You turned on Iron man and cozied into your seat, you heard Sunghoon gasp. âIron Man is like my favorite movie ever!â He said, your eyes widened âme too!â Suddenly the plane jolted and the seatbelt sign turned on you started softly shaking. You had never liked takeoff itâs when the worst things happened it gave you so much anxiety you usually traveled with somebody and gripped onto them but you couldnât do that with a stranger and hot..built stranger.
As the plane roared and started to build up speed you got more and more nervous imagining everything that could go wrong, you think he noticed, because in the small space he moved ever so closed and his hand moved closer. Your hand instinctively went to his gripping it tightly not even realizing what you were doing. His thumb ran across your hand soothingly as you shut your eyes praying that nothing bad would happen.
The plane took off and as it leveled and soared through the sky you calmed down and finally realized what was going on. You were holding hands with him and he was caressing you hand, your face went bright red and you slowly drew away you hand.
âS-sorry.â You muttered. He chuckled, âitâs fine Y/N my younger sister has a fear of planes too so Iâm used to it and I can tell when someone needs a little support.â He said softly he wasnât judging you at all, you felt comfortable with him. ~~~~~~
Throughout the plane ride you and him talked, ate together, even once fed eachother as a joke, watched the movie, and it felt like every second they inched closer together even at one point your fingers wrapping together in the middle of your two and none of you wanted to move your hands.
At the end of the ride you both were still holding hands and the movie was over you hand fallen asleep on his shoulder it was like you two had been together forever. As you got off the plane you two werenât holding hands but as you and him were walking the you were still voluntarily standing closely. As you approached the airport doors he stopped and looked at you. âWell despite the part of you spilling coffee on me you made a usually boring flight day fun.â You blushed âyes you did for me twoâ
He had his mask in his hand but before he put it on he put his hands on your cheeks and kissed you it was unsure and weird at first but then it felt right and you continued you wrapped your arms around his neck standing in your tippy toes while you had your moment. You were both blushing as you both pulled away smiling. âhiâ you said giggling, âhi!â He said. You then pecked eachother on the lips again and pulled away.
âIâll see you soon, hoon?â You asked, his ears went redder at the nickname âsee you soonâ maybe the string theory was real, maybe everything that had happened today had led you closer and closer to him, and maybe the string on your pinky was at the closest it had ever been to its match right now.
Help whyâd I actually love writing this.
As a parent
warnings; none
partnering; Bangchan X fem reader
(in the fic itâs in english but for context in the story to you and him youâre speaking Korean also babyâs name is minji everyone calls her min min or min)
You maybe 3-4 years ago wouldnât have imagined having a kids with a K-pop idol not in a million years. You had idolized people in the kpop industry since you were little you thought of them like different beings. In reality though when you met Bangchan in the summer of 2022 when he was in Jeju island. It was a cliche meet cute he was at the beach for a walk while they werenât shooting. Your clumsy had somehow managed to not notice the huge rock in front of you trying to take a pretty picture. You tripped over the rock and twisted your ankle not bad but bad enough that you couldnât stand on two feet without risking sobbing and hobbling in public. He had seen you and ran over to you to ask if you were ok, at first your were embarrassing and as soon as you looked at him despite his mask you could tell he was handsome.
Three years before
He held out his hand and his eyes looked worried.
âAre you ok?â He asked his hand still in the air. ây-yes, sorry. Uhm not to trouble you butâ your hands slid to your ankle wincing âI think itâs twisted and I donât think I can stand on it.â His eyebrows scrunched and he drew back his hand and bent down onto the ground to see your ankle and winced. âyea definitely twisted, you probably need to go to urgent care or at least book an appointment for later today.â He urged.
âYea, uhm I donât want to be a bother but uhm my car itâs blocks away I donât think I can get there aloneâ you said nervously, god you had just met his man and were already making him do too much. He thought for a moment he looked slightly worried for the both of you in that moment he told you later in your relationship he was scared you were a saesang. He gave in and helped you walk to you car and later you wanted to get the kind manâs number and well it just continued from then.
Present
You and him had only found out a few months after you had been pregnant that you were pregnant and you couldnât tell whether he was excited or worried, probably both. You would be scared too if your entire image as an idol was to look pure and not date anyone much less have a kid with them. Ever since the birth of the baby it had been nonstop business for the both of you. He with his karma comeback had been insanely busy the members knew his situation so he tried to squirm out whenever he could to see you and they let him. The baby was born with a generous amount of hair. The baby had your eyes, Bangchans hair, Bangchans nose, his lips, your ears, the baby had long long lucious natural lashes just like you.
It was 11:00PM at night you were on the couch trying everything you could to calm down the baby, walking around, making funny faces, rocking it, sitting down, crying at it, you had even tried the cheese trick you saw on TikTok of throwing cheese on the babyâs face. You were sure after thirty minutes of nonstop crying you were ready to scream and cry as well. The door clicked and an equally tired Bangchan walked in hesitantly hearing the babies loud cry and his holding on for dear life girlfriend.
âAnd hello to you too Min Min, and hello my beautiful clearly on the brink of insanity girlfriend Y/N!â He said cheerfully
You looked up at him tiredly, âAlmost an hour, sheâs been crying for almost an hour now! If you donât find a way to calm this baby right now you will have to register me in the nearest asylum.â you said tiredly and with faux craziness.
He chuckled taking her from your arms and Minji wrapped her tiny arms around Bangchans neck and she immediately calmed down and fell asleep. You gasped your eyes widening, âwha-what j-ju-just how?! Next time she cries Iâm driving up to your dance practice and throwing her on your arms!â You said in a hushed whisper.
âWifey wifey calm down if you want me to hold you next just say soâ he said jokingly. He did not just pull the wifey card he knew you melted whenever he called you that, you huffed. âWhatever as long as sheâs quietâ you looked at little minji sighing. âAnd happyâ you added with a tired smile as you moved closer to Chan. You wrapped your arms around his stomach and nuzzled your head into his neck and shoulder breathing in his comforting his comforting scent. He smiled as well looking at his two beautiful girls.
He shifted his arms using one hand for the baby and the other to caress your arm and back soothingly. Well maybe a crying baby that all you wanted was for her to be happy and a beautiful sweet boyfriend isnât too bad. Luckily the baby and you were heavy sleepers a trait of a lot of people in your family so he could move around. He hoisted you onto his shoulder with little to no struggle his muscles flexing and he held the baby in the other hand. He carried you both to bed grunting as he laid you down under the covers with the baby next to you, he prayed she wouldnât cry again.
After he ate leftovers and quietly took a shower in the guest bathroom so he wouldnât wake you two up. He hopped into bed coming closer to the both of you. His hands fell on your waist and your he and gravitated towards him falling on his chest where he had also hoisted the baby because you two alone wouldâve crushed the poor baby.
Maybe being a parent wasnât so bad with your beautiful channie and your beautiful little girl no matter how many times she would get on your nerves.
I lowkey enjoyed writing this even though itâs not my most detailed one ever (like all mine) I have two test I need to study for and in one class I have a C- so I lowkey gotta lock in. If your reading this and need to study this is high-key is a sign get your butt up and study.
Long Distance
partnering; jeongin (i.n) x fem reader
warnings; none just fluff
genre; fluff duh
this one is going to be on the short side I only have like and hour and thirty mins to write soo!
Itâs not like an idol could just drop everything and move to America just for their girlfriend but hey you wouldnât complain if he did. Your boyfriend was the maknae in stray kids and a certified cutie and hottie. Once he had gotten a perm and the entire time you couldnât stop playing with his hair no matter how much he fussed at you, you knew he wasnât really angry. You and Jeongin had met in university you were a transfer student and he was a native. You and him met and became fast friends. You found out all about him and about how he was in a Korean boy band you werenât really into K-pop because of the toxic industry but you didnât mind. He used to teach you Korean and you used to teach him English on weekends at a pastry shop.
After you and him had graduated university you still talked a bunch. One day at graduation while he was sitting in the corner of the room as you packed your stuff up, where you couldâve sworn his eyes were teary he had said.
Years prior
âare you going back to America?â He asked sniffling and rubbing his eyes obviously trying to hide his sadness. âMmm. Yea probablyâ you replied stuffing your clothes in a box â I mean east Asia is the place that produces the smartest people I bet it would look great on my record that I studied in Seoulâ
He thought for a moment, that would be good for you, youâd always wanted to be a director whether you could do it was another thing. âYou know, the group is looking for a makeup artistâ he suddenly said. â hmm thatâs nice, you know back in America when I was growing up if a boy so much as let a stick of lip balm grace his lips the bullying would never endâ you chuckled and Jeongin followed along, it didnât matter if he didnât find whatever you found funny amusing he would just laugh because he loved yours and thought it was funny.
âwell you know I was thinking maybe you could be our makeup artist or maybe even like just behind the scenes staff that sets stuff upâ he said. You had a good giggle at that than saw his serious pleading face. You cleared your throat and your hands paused laying on top of the clothes.
âoh your serious?â You questioned, he nodded nervously. âI mean I donât know itâs not that easy, I mean what would I have gone to college forâ you thought. âWhat did I go to college for Iâm an idol Iâm never going to use any of that.â You thought on that. âYea yea but an idol is a pretty stable job it would only take like disbandment or a huge mess up to lose your role, a makeup artist or behind the scenes staff is way less secure yknow I could be replaced in an instance for no reason.â âwhat if I beg them not to?â He pleaded getting up and coming close to you your arms brushing together. âAnd what if it doesnât work and they donât listen what are you going to do leave he group over that?â He got in your face and looked you in the eyes, maybe not the moment for such tension but it was swaying you, and suddenly he tucked a hair behind your ear and placed his warm hand on your hand cold cheek and kissed you it was awkward and wrong at first but as you continued it felt right.
He pulled away blushing as red as a tomato maybe Jeongin could be a big flirt when he wanted too even with his cute attitude and looks.
âWhat if I did that everyday forever?â He said in a low but soft voice. you nudged him with your elbow playfully. âThatâs just a foul! You canât kiss me and expect me to say no!â You whined, he got in your face again smirking mischievously âI know thatâs why I did it!â His breath tickled your face in a normal friend setting you wouldâve made a joke about his breath smelling horrible but right now you felt more than friends.
You bit your lips your hand fidgeting nervously. âCome on I was so scared to do that canât you just award me for trying by doing the interview! Plus that record will always be there for you to get hired if you get fired or anythingâsâ he reasoned. You took his hand and pecked him on he lips again oh god were you going to miss him when you left.
âMy parents want me to come back and as much as Iâm going to miss you..â you replied taking his other warm hand looking into his eyes. â I miss my family too and they miss me I havenât seen them for years. I mean my sister got married and my other sister had a baby and I missed all that here, donât get me wrong I love youâ you were trying to decide if you loved him as a friend or loved him in your newfound relationship or both but that wasnât the point. âI wish I ncould stay but I canât my parents already had me apply to jobs in America and I got accepted so I really really canât even if I really wanted too innie.â You said he pouted sadly, god he was so cute.
You think both your eyes welled about in the moment as your thumb ran across his hand in a manner both soothing for you and him. You really wished you could but you couldnât, stressed you bit the skin inside of your cheek.
It had been a sad and teary goodbye when you boarded the plane back to (your city) both you and an undercover Jeongin had probably cried together like 15 times at least.
present
You always wondered what wouldâve happened if you took his offer but oh well. You always saved up money to attend his fan meets or concerts and it was a game to see if he could spot you in the crowd he always did and laughed. Maybe you didnât have to be close to eachother to love each other. A lot distance but still A lot of love.
Grocery Run
Warnings; none ITS FLUFFTOBER BABYYY
partnering; Lee Know X fem reader
Inside you tiny quaint apartment in the middle of soul the entire world seemed to be quiet outside as you and Lee know or Lee Lee as you called him, sat in the bed of your autumn decorated room. Leave decorations, orange led lights, fairy lights, plastic pumpkins, fake bats hanging from the ceiling, a pumpkin scented candle burning the scent wafting through the room, and soft dark orange covers piled on top of both of you. The exorcist played loudly it was Lee Knows favorite horror movie and since it was the spooky season he was forcing you to watch it. You were never really a fan of horror movies, when you weee little your parents told you what ever you watched could bring that energy into your home. You never really wanted to mess with demons and scary things you were not a horror person. Maybe it was just your love for your stupid Lee Lee that made you willing to watch the movie and possibly invite demons that would posses you in your sleep inside the apartment. You and Lee Know laid side by side his body being supported by your head board, your chest laid on his chest the rise and fall of his chest slowly bopping your head up and down. Your hands gripped onto his shirt tightly just like they had been the entire movie throughout the movie he had to keep caressing your hand at jump scare or chase scenes because those god they freaked you out more than anything. Him as your little support cushion did help slightly more but you were still going to be terrified walking around corners or entering dark rooms for at least two weeks. He chuckled everytime you snapped your eyes closed, tightened your grip, or squealed.
You were laying on him your eyes wide as you watched the movie when he sighed and paused the movie.
âBabyyyâ he said
âyeaâ you replied your voice muffled as you had your head burrowed in his shirt because you thought a jumpscare was coming.
âWeâre out of popcorn and candy, between me eating and you stress eating weâre out. Can you please go to the cabinet and get me some moreâ
You gasped, ân-no way! What if that lady that walks upside-down like a spider got summoned in to our house or something or what if satan himself pops out the corner and steals my soul!â You whined
He laughed at your complaint, and you frowned you jokingly hit his chest and he smiled rubbing the spot âgee sorry, but spider walk and the devil are not coming for you they have better stuff to do.â You huffed âyouâre meanâ he chuckled âI so am.â
âPlease come with me at least sit by the door of the kitchen Iâm scared! Youâre the one that made me watch this!â You whined. He would judge you but this demons coming into your house if you watched anything about them thing had been drilled into your head since you were young enough to crawl. He shifted wrapping his arms around your waist and putting his head on your shoulder. He huffed then burrowed his head in your neck it made you giggle making you feel slightly better he was like a cuddly kitten always needing attention and wanting to cuddle win you. âFine Iâll come.â He said unwrapping his arm and standing up. âyou coming cutie?â He asked as if he had somewhere to be, you stood up and went beside then ducking behind him and gripping the shirt.
âyouâre getting eaten first if a demon comes by the wayâ you muttered. He stretched his arm backwards the ruffle your hair, âgladly to protect my princessâ you pushed your head into his back making him smile. He opened the cabinet expectantly then his face fell as he dropped. âaw man princess weâre out of snacksâ you poked your head out of his surprisingly buff but comfortable back to see the cabinet and it in fact was barren. âWe have to run to the grocery store and grab some more snacksâ He decided, âand ramen, spicy actually Budalkâ you added you loved ramen. You were just wearing a tank top and shorts he took off his hoodie and put it over you, you basically were drowning in his hoodie he was obviously much bigger than you. There were only three simple reasons he wanted you to wear his hoodie. 1. He thought you would look absolutely adorable in his hoodie, 2. It was cold and he absolutely was not going to let his princess freeze, and 3. The most important no way was any man except him see you with clothes that were that revealing unless you were okay with it whatever his princess wanted.
Even with his hoodie as you exited the apartment and the cool autumn air nipped at your noses like a naughty kitten you went behind him trying to wrap your arms around him and burrowing your hands in his pockets, your hands then meeting and intertwining. Your head once again was supported by his soft back not out of fear yes you were still scared of monsters peeking out of the alleyways but this time it was because you gravitated towards him for support and comfort. The glowing Emart sign looked down at the both of you as you entered the store. Warm shivers went down your bodies as you entered the warmth of the store, man you did not want to let go of him but you didnât want to make him uncomfortable with the unneeded body heat so you let go longing for the warmth of his back. You and him each picked up at handheld cart and went to separate sections him to snacks and candy you to ramen. You and him checked out the snacks making light conversation with the cashier you silently hoped she didnât recognize Lee Lee because dating rumors would probably ruin his career but eh he probably would be too busy making sure the crazy fan girls didnât hurt his princess.
As you walked back out into the cold air you wrapped around him once again as you walked down the street and he gulped down water in that one way that made women go wild he then wiped a drip of water off his chin making you go feral in your mind. When you got back to the apartment suddenly the movie didnât seem so scary because you had your Lee Lee with you to protect you from everything and what ever happened heâd always have his princess.
Wait why was this actually so sweet I love our little cat dad Lee know! I might make more with him in it with more kitten or cat like habits like he does irl.
Set Up By A Friend
ok I tried making his longer and more detailed so hope yall like it, yes I do like skz but i also want to do some txt, enhyphen, ateez and other group fics so just tell me who and I will.
Sunday night To put it plainly, you were lonely, a hopeless romantic, it seemed that every relationship you would get into was either toxic or just turned out to be a situationship that always ended as soon as you asked âwhat are we?â. All your friends were either engaged, dating, and some even married though usually not by their own choice (their parents). It wasnât your fault, I mean you couldnât help it if all you could find was the bad men, all the toxic girls got the good men.Â
Your roomate Lana walked into the room and plopped on your bed scrolling on her phone. You looked at her questioningly, was she just coming to lay on your bed?Â
âMe and Binnie are going out to the state fair next week, heâs inviting his friends and said I could invite mine.â You groaned, âdonât ever call your boyfriend by a pet name around me ever again say it to him not me.â You said.
âYou just sad youâre a single Pringle and Iâm with the love of my life.â She replied. You knew it was just a joke but you did feel bad about it, itâs not that you didnât want to be in a relationship it was just that you never really had the chance, it was like as soon as good men were freed up they were snatched up like ice cream on a summer day. She mustâve noticed your expression because she put her phone down and she moved closer.
âHey Binn- I mean my glorious beautiful boyfriend Changbin is hot so Iâm sure his friends are hot as hell, not that Iâd care cause Iâm takenâ you rolled your eyes âyes yes your taken we know we know, guess who else is probably taken his âhotâ friendsâ you replied sarcastically.
She sighed âitâs worth a try and even if you donât find any of the man attractive or their taken come to he fair with me I donât want to be surrounded by a bunch of men, Iâm only a teensie weensie bit close to convincing Kaili on comingâ she whined Kaili was your only single friend she was more carefree and had a new guy almost every weekend.
   You sighed thinking about it for a moment, âfine but Iâm only doing it because my fellow single Pringle is going, probably.â You replied resignedly.Â
Lana hugged you tightly âthank youuuu!â Then she jumped off your bed grabbing her phone in one smooth movement and left the room. You shook your head giggling at your friends antics
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Wednesday morning
      Whoever convinced people that working in cubicles all day for 45 hours a week for a laughable amount of money mustâve been a genius because why would anybody willingly do this. You were seconds away from drifting off to sleep while pouring a cup of over-sugared cup of coffee absolutely laced with 5 Hour Energy that would hopefully keep you charged to make it through- you checked your watch- seven more hours of work. Somebody put a hand on your shoulder a smiling Samara your annoying coworker you couldnât tell if she loved or hated you.
âHii Y/N good morning, aw man you look tired you good I mean those eyebags look..urgh atrocious you know!â She told you with an overly bright and excited voice then made you want to pull out your eardrums. You blankly stared at her as you held the heavy cup of coffee, could she just leave so you could go to your desk, and finish your never ending pile of work. âMhm you know work never ends so sleep never comesâ you reply dreaming of pouring the coffee down her shirt slapping her giving your resignation and having a great life.
Once back at your desk you typed away responding to emails, scheduling meetings, attending meetings, printing papers, signing papers, as well as calling clients to confirm their attendance to an upcoming event.
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Friday night
As soon as you got back from your work you tossed your purse on the hanger and ran for the bed while grabbing a bowl of snacks. Well before you could even reach your bag of sour patch kids you fell asleep mid bite of a piece of leftover lasagna, that fell over on your white bedsheets. The front door opened and two pairs of steps came into the house, your eyes fluttered and opened. You could see Lana walking down the hallway talking to some buff man holding his hand and walking into her room. You sighed and got up groaning and crashing out as you saw the red sauce all over her white sheets. She looked at the alarm â 8:00 PMâ damn youâd been asleep for three hours. You stripped off your sheets and threw them into a laundry basket hauling it over to the washing machine. You fell onto the sheet less stripped bed and took all the food off the bed. You heard giggling from the tv coming from Lanaâs room and light talking, it seemed like sheâd door dashed for dinner so no need to cook anything youâd DoorDash as well. As soon as the bedding was done in the washer you threw the bedsheets on and holed into the bed, falling asleep immediately
When you woke up at 12:00 PM that morning Lana was standing at the door, you screamed she flinched. You panted âwhat the hell why are youâ you sighed âwhy are you at my door staring at me like a freak!â You squealed. She giggled flopping on your bed once again. âWeeell I was talking to Binnieâ you glared at her âI mean changbin , we were talking last night and he has this super hot single friend his name is Felix! Heâs going to the fair!â You gasped âyou said I could go just to go and also you were talking about my dating life with your boyfriend?â ânot importantâ she quickly replied âjust go please!â She begged. âWell my schedule is free so Iâm definitely going and having some fun.â She sat on your makeup chair playing with your skincare and brushes âwhat are you wearingâ she asked. You searched through your closet. You thought you pulled out a white and pink plaid skirt, white tights, light pink arm warmers, light pink leg warmers, white halter top, and pink shiny babydoll heels. Lana squealed âhow come you never wear these cutielicious outfits everyday!â You shrugged, âto impress who the cheating married 50 year old man next to me?â You asked sarcastically.You two laughed together and then she went back to her boyfriend.
That night you put on your cute clothes, and put on light makeup highlight there and a little bit of eyebrow shaping. You walked out your heels clanking, you were riding with Lanaâs boyfriend in his fancy car, way to make you feel like a third wheel. Once you got to the fair you immediately felt nostalgia and excitement. Somehow Lana pushed you too some hot guy with light pink hair and dark brown eyes. He was handsome like insanely handsome like made in a lab with ingredient X sweet, spice, and every thing nice hot. So hot he made you think corny things like that, you smiled.
âHi!â You said nervously âhey!â He said awkwardly. Lana somehow materialized behind you once again âbtw her name is Y/N L/N, hr favorite color is (F/C, her type is you, her favorite food is (F/V), she canât go on high rides unless you want her to hold on to you, and sheâs a little shy just talk to her and sheâll warm upâ she told him then ran away with Changbin. You awkwardly chuckled, blushing he smiled at you. âHeh, thatâs- thatâs uh me!â He laughed, oh my God he has a beautiful laugh, you blushed slightly hoping he didnât notice.
Throughout he night you and him talked playing games together, going on rides, and eating. One moment you noted is when you were doing disc tossing the hit the clowns. You were about to throw when he jokingly said âtut tut tutâ he took your shoulder and arm and got closer to you so close you could feel his breath and the rise and fall of his chest fixing your form. âLike this.â He said ânooooow, throw!â He said and it hit the clowns. You giggled sweetly and his ears went as red as a tomato, you turned looking into his eyes and hid into yours. You saw Lana in the distance and realized it was 10:00 PM and you were supposed to be going home soon. âUhm, whatâs your numberâ you asked âoh. Oh! (***) ***-***!â You noted it down. âHmph, thanks!â You twirled your hair looking at Lana slowly approaching in the distance. âI had a good time tonight, thank you for that.â You said softer âyea..me too Iâm glad you had a good timeâ he replied softly. You were both blushing at this point as you looked up and him and he look down at you tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear making you redder then before, and making the butterflyâs in your stomach throw a rager. You chuckled softly then as if there were magnets pulling you two together you kissed your hand on his shoulders and his on your waist respectfully avoiding your butt. It seemed the entire world around you two stopped it seemed as if this wasnât the first time you and him kissed is this what your parents met when they talked about you knowing when you found THE one. You both pulled away, you giggled and he did too. âWell um have aâŚgood night!â You said awkwardly âyou tooâ he replied with the same vibe then naturally you too both pecked each other on he lips once again. You smiled at eachother, and waved goodbye to him.
Once you were in the car with Lana she was not talking to her boyfriend Lana was questioning her about what happened and when she did, she went crazy about how you blushed and talked about the fireworks between you and him. Ok so maybe you werenât cursed maybe there actually was someone maybe you werenât destined to be a salty single pringle forever. Maybe he was meant for you, as you laid in bed the name Lee Felix left your lips and yes your journaled it like a corny teenage girl.
Wait cause why do I feel like this fic has a lot of potential to be a series, or maybe not what do yall think?
Planning the Perfect Proposal
Warnings: NONE! just pure fluff fluffy fluff!
relationship: Idol Bangchan X fem-reader
You and Bangchan had been together forever, you used to want to be a K-pop idol and even became a trainee at JYP at the same time around Bangchan. Girls and boys werenât allowed to be around eachother but on the nights of the weekends you and him would sneak out and go to Bangchans favorite restaurant that had curry and rice.
Well only one of you had become an idol, and your dream had faded away back then but by the time he had debuted in Stray Kids you two had already been in a relationship. You and him had been together for 7 years at this point almost 8 you werenât going to say anything, but you were wondering when he was going to pop THE question. He was busy you knew that he was an idol who shouldnât be caught with a significant other. Between comebacks, concerts, practice, interviews, and overall the business of being an idol where would he even have time for engagement, a wedding, much less a one week or more honey moon!
The door clicked open and he trudged into the house sighing in relief. Bangchan had been really busy with Stray kids new album KARMA if he came home if at all he would kiss you and you would have a short conversation, dinner, and then heâd slam into bed.
âLong day babe?â You asked as you bent over the stove cooking dinner, you were craving Japchae so you made some. He sniffed in closing his eyes satisfied, âmmm, what are you makingâ he placed his head on his shoulder âJapcahe?â You stretched your hand back and rubbed his head and ran your hand through his hair, âYep I was craving it, anyway how was your day?â You asked
He sighed satisfied as you rubbed his head softly, âtiring as usual, you know comeback eras.â He groaned. He had been staying later than usual but comebacks before he didnât used to stay that late but whatever.
âYouâve been staying at the company later, whatâs going on?â his breath for a moment, he stopped digging into your shoulder, you paused as well wondering why he seemed to get nervous. âNo itâs just that I want to practice more for this comeback a lot of new stays this year you know.â He replied âhmmm, I guess.â You said after thinking for a moment stirring the noodles.
That night as you laid in bed next to him your head laying on his chest as he snored. You know maybe it wouldnât be too if he proposed I mean you knew he didnât have much time but, he was rich he could make some time for you. You sighed, what was the best thing to do at. 12:00 AM at night go to sleep or scroll on Pinterest making an autumn proposal board for her to daydream about, obviously the Pinterest board. Yes you stayed up till 1:00 AM making an autumn proposal board, saving wedding dresses, rings, and settings. Bangchan stirred in bed and toy slammed your phone on the bed pretending to be asleep and somewhere there you did fall asleep, you couldâve sworn you felt your phone slipping out of your grip either being pulled or slipping out of your hand you didnât care you were tired and were conscious enough to feel but you were already in dreamland.
That morning you woke up and your phone was on his nightstand you couldâve sworn that you didnât put it there but you didnât think anything of it. You jumped out of bed placing your slippers on walking to the kitchen there was a sticky note on a plate wrapped in plastic wrap. It had bacon (or turkey bacon!), eggs, and toast. You smiled as you poked your fork into the bacon nibbling at it. You had a breathy chuckle âhe triedâ you muttered to yourself.
A few weeks later.
He had been staying at work later but out of nowhere he kept making you breakfast and leaving sweet notes around the house. One day you will never forget you went out shopping and walked home and bed you and pulled you back closing the door, you screamed and somebody laughed behind you.
âyou scared me!â You yelled at Bangchan play-hitting him, he smirked at you. âI have a surprise for youuuâ he said. You smirked, giggling. âWhat?â You asked âif I told you that would be much of surprised!â He said giggling. âHaha ok.â You said. He held out a dark orange blindfold, you looked down at it them at him smiling. âPut it on!â He said. You laughed, âok okâ you placed it on your eyes, and he went behind you his breath tickling your ear as he pulled the blindfold tying the blindfold.
He held out his hand then laughed because you couldnât see him, then he grabbed your hand softly tickling you so you giggled, he slowly led you out of the apartment. âWhere are we going channie?â He stayed silent but you could just feeling his smile and his excited energy, keeping you smiling the entire time. He picked you up making you laugh and place you on the passenger seat of his BMW and stepped into the driver seat. You drove for about thirty minutes slowly he noises of the bustling city quieted down to a point where all you could hear was the birds chirping.
The car stopped and he opened the door for you leading her out the car the leaves crunched under your shoes. âWhere are weâ you questioned. He chuckled âyou'll seeâ he laughed, you bit your lip nervously. He pulled the blindfold off and put it in his pocket. There were orange leaves piled on the ground of the forest, pumpkins, candles, food, and the there was a banner that read âI love youâ
You put your hands to your mouth, âoh my god what is thisss Chan- channie?!â You turned around and he was getting on one knee. You sucked in a breath your eyes widening, he was on one knee holding a black soft ring box opening it to reveal a silver diamond encrusted ring that sparkled light orange reflecting the candles.
He held the ring box proudly but his hand still shook and he still gulped as if he was swallowing a brick ( very loudly and nervously ) âY/N M/N L/N you are the most beautiful person the funniest person the most wonderful person I have e-ever met ever! Everytime I see you I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and now Iâm finally taking a step towards that. Will you Y/N M/N L/N marry me.
You paused for a moment should you cry, laugh out of joy, hug him, kiss him, you didnât know but what you did know is that you were undoubtedly marrying him âYes! Yes,yes, a million times to the moon the universe and back here, YES!â He let out of sight of relief, what was he worried for, you would never say no. You best hugged crying and he hugged you back.
âI love you so so so much my Channie!â He paused smiling hugging you back was her crying too?
âI love you too!â He responded
ok I tried to make this one slightly longer, I donât know why but every one of my fluff pieces must end with I love you or I will combust.
Cursed(skz ver; fem reader)
Ok fyi I am in school and I am swamped with homework, tutoring, and tests so forgive me if these are too short! đ
Please yall this is only my second fic so tell me if I need to change anything or if they need to be longer! warnings; none obvi itâs flufftober!
You and Hyunjin sat on your soft bed with your plush pillows and fluffy blankets, he laid his head and back on your headboard. His legs were opened and you laid your body between them, your head on his chest syncing your breaths, the rise and fall of his chest, as he twirled his fingers in your hair. He looked down at you with nothing but love and admiration in his eyes for you, a light smile painted across his face.m
  You chuckled, smiling with your dimple deep like the ocean, âI think youâve cursed meâ Hyunjin said. Your eyelashes fluttered as you opened your eyes ( the things that were more beautiful too hyunjin then any gem, so beautiful they couldnât be compared to anything) when did he fall in love with you when did you fall in love with him, wait love? Anyway you and him met at a the airport in a scary first impression
   A year and a half before
 You were so excited to go to Korea with your friend Nora, you had been a koreaboo forever you were interested in the culture, music, language, and shows. Everyone used to make fun of you but you and Nora became friends because sheâs a weeb who is obsessed with Japan so you both instantly bonded. Unfortunately for you and Nora she canceled the night before because she had contracted the flu and couldnât fly, but she insisted that you go.
   So there you were walking through the airport to your flight throwing away the large iced tea you had just chugged in five minutes. Unsurprisingly so you had the sudden urge to pee very very very badly! Something piqued your interest though it seemed as if some kind of event was happening at the airport, you kept seeing pockets of people heading in the same directions as well as people holding cameras some looking professional.Â
  âWhat is going on?â You muttered, you shrugged it off what did it matter you need to pee bad! You heaved your bag around the airport trying to find a bathroom not with a huge line, good god what the hell was happening at this airport! Finally you found a free bathroom and pushed the door open. Once you were done as you were washing your hand you heard a herd of people stampeding past the door, you heard clicks like cameras, and people shouting.Â
The door swung l open as the door slammed the wall with a bang. You heard somebody panting by the door but it did not sound like a womanâs voice it was deep and masculine. You dug into your purse, pepper spray, check! You nervously tiptoed to the door.
  âUhm-uh, hello?â You nervously said to the man by the door, peaking at the door. Oh my gosh, it mightâve been a creep peaking in the womanâs bathroom but good god this man gorgeous, his had long soft black hair, soft looking skin, and soft pink lips. He looked like an idol, you couldâve sworn youâd seen him somewhere before but you were having a giant brain fart while you were trying to figure out why a handsome man was running into the womanâs bathroom.Â
     After you snapped out of your daze, you gave him a questioning stare. He wore a long baggy white shirt, a dark grey puff jacket, soft dark grey cargo pants, and sunglasses that were pulled up into his hair.Â
âOh- um Iâm really not looking to give autographs right now!â He said sighing glancing towards the door as if he was considering running back outside.Â
âAutograph? Youâre the one sneaking into the womanâs bathroom I donât want your autograph!â You hissed
    âOh-oh no autographâ he said sheepishly his cheeks slightly turning pink as he slowly pushed off the door. Â
âDo girls usually wait for you in the bathrooms for autographs?âÂ
He nodded his head. âShould I say ew or wow that youâre that popular that the ladies wait for you in bathrooms for autographsâ
He smirked, walking further into the bathroom. âDefinitely, definitely ew!âÂ
    You chuckled wondering if you should be worried or amused. âWhatâs your name, or should I call you creepy bathroom man, Iâm Y/N!â You asked.
âHyunjin, Hwang Hyunjin definitely not creepy bathroom man.â He said chuckling at your joke.Â
âSo why are you running in the girls bathroom like youâre about the be murdered?â You asked curiously still wondering if you should trust this charming, handsome,but still strange man.Â
âWell Iâm a singer and Iâm apart of Korean boy group called Stray Kids, weâre about to have a comeback performances and I was coming back from vacation but for people like me a simple trip to the airport is a media field trip.â He said slightly uncomfortable.Â
  STRAY KIDS! Thatâs where you had seen him of course he was too hot to be a random man you see in passing of course he was an idol! You didnât Stan the group but you definitely liked some of their songs you were more into older generation groups like Super Junior, old is gold!Â
âOh so youâre flying to Korea today, and youâre not flying private?â You questioned.Â
âUh no, there was a booking mixup and I need to be back in seoul by tonight so I have to fly normally.â He saidÂ
 Your flight was called on the intercom for boardingÂ
âI have to go now-â you and Hyunjin said at the same .
You both laughed âoh weâre on the same flight!â He said.Â
âLetâs walk to the gate together!â You said
He hesitated for a moment thinking, you realized then he was an idol the dating rumors would be crazy.
âYou know what itâs fi-â
âOk!â He said
âOk?â
âYep, letâs go!â He said
You willingly walked out the bathroom to your gate with him, hey you werenât going to get in trouble for housing a man into a womanâs bathroom.
You walked to the gate together keeping a low profile and as you walked and glanced at him your heart fluttered, he really was idol beautiful.
  You walked to your seat in first class funded by of course your father, and he sat next to you.Â
âOh! It must be fate same row!â You said
He laughed, and his elbow brushed against yours, you blushed and you looked into each other's eyes for a moment, were these the fireworks you always heard about when you were young? Good god this man mustâve put a curse on you because you were already head over heels.
   You and him got coffee after the flight and he went to his place, and you your hotel. You met up sometimes, over the week, but one thing was clear⌠the fireworks had made a whole performance between you and him. He was head over heels after you two kissed for the first time he always texted you, called you, shipped things to you, and just smothered you with love, love?Â
PresentÂ
As you laid on his chest listening to his heartbeat you thought about when you first met as the fireplace crackled and he placed a plush blanket over you too.Â
You donât know how you ever lived without him and you donât know how you would live without him, now you can't imagine a future without him. You could see you having kids with him and getting married not an end to your love in sight, wait love, yes love you love him! Â
You would never leave him, you would never not love him, you would always love your Jinnie.
moving day(flufftober skz ver.)
(yes I am late to Flufftober, yes this is my first fanfic, yes I just found out this existed, yes I am new to fanfics, and yes if anybody at all likes this I will upload the ones I missed.) Also this is sort of canon Felix is an idol in this.
You couldnât have imagined moving in with Felix anytime before last autumn when you and him started dating each other. You were just a simple quiet nerdy girl who was obsessed with the group Stray kids, like you had all of their albums, had the rarest photocards, and were basically the first to get tickets to any of their concerts. Your bias was Felix you had stanned him and had been rooting for him from the start being a predebut stan of the group. You didnât quite know when the moment you fell for each other was but you had a rough idea. It was your first fanmeet you mightâve been obsessed with the group but you werenât made of money and couldnât attend fanmeets.
1 year before
The moment the first sliver of sunlight peaked through your window you shot up in excitement, it wasnât every day a girl could meet her literal idol. As soon as you looked around you room looking at every poster of Felix on the wall you squealed, it was hard to believe youâd see him and for once heâd see you a fan, heâd know you existed and how much you appreciated him. You immediately got out of bed and layered on all the skincare you totally hadnât bought the night before just to totally not impress the person you had idolized since for ever. While you got ready you blasted your favorite song Gods Menu probably a bajjilion times. Your roommate (yes roommate you might be 23 but being a K-pop fan is expensive so whatâs wrong with cutting corners and living with your best friend?) Kara barged into the bathroom rubbing her eyes and scowling.
âDude I donât know if youâre on drugs or something but itâs 6AM in the morning and your blasting musicâ
You rolled your eyes at Karaâs comment she was like the polar opposite of you she hated K-pop because of the toxic industry by you obviously loved it.
âwell thatâs only because I have the-â
Kara groaned loudly.
âyes yes i know you have your fancall weird parasocial date thing today with some hot femboy I get it, thatâs all youâve talked about since you booked ticketsâ
You giggled embarrassed but itâs true thatâs all youâd been talking about nonstop, and whatâs wrong with femboys! âand also if youâre trying to impress that guy, who by the way has probably seen thousands of hot girls you probably shouldnât layer all hat on youâll have a breakout by the afternoon.â She warned
âBreakout?! No no I canât break out before the fancallâ you squealed roughly scrubbing off your face as if somebody had just splashed it with acid. Kara chuckled and walked over to you pushing half the products off the counter âall you need is retinol, cleanser, sunscreen, and moisturizer you look fine. And this goes for any man internationally famous or not if her makes you think you need to change yourself to see him Iâll beat him up!â She said flashing her almost nonexistent muscles. you chuckled and spent rest of the morning getting ready and excitedly talking to Kara until you looked up and it was time for the online fanmeet you logged on praying to god you didnât do anything to embarrass yourself, as you pressed screen record and entered.
You were early so five minutes later actually on schedule he entered the Lee Felix the person who you were convinced would never know you existed, maybe you were delusional but you couldâve sworn his eyes widened as he entered the call and looked at you.
âOh my gosh hiii!â You said nervously
he smiled and replied back with an hello
You excitedly talked to him the entire fanmeet as you discussed about albums but somewhere you got off track and started talking about you and you didnât know if you were dreaming but by the end her asked for your number, and well thatâs where that started.
present
He and his group had started their Karma promotions and were busy but he fit in time for you and as the wispy autumn air tickled both your noses you smile at eachother him looking deeply into your eyes and you almost getting lost inside his dark brown eyes, beautiful without the contacts he always wore for business. You both held light brown moving boxes the house was big and yes it was cliche like from a hallmark movie but you both wanted to move in only together no movers. He smiled down at you âThis is it what do you think, are you ready?â He smiled his dimples deep as the Mariana Trench. âIâm definitely readyâ you smiled back and you locked pinkies with him as you walked in with the moving boxes.
Maybe movers wouldâve been nice but it was comforting and wholesome doing it all together, after the long day you had managed to set up the wifi and couch, you both slumped on the couch he leaned on you his head on your shoulders and you dipped your head onto his falling asleep together. âI love youâ you said he looked sprinted opening his eyes then slowly closed them âlove you tooâ he said smiling as you both asleep on the couch the autumn air seeming to have quieted for your special moment.
sorry if this was rushed but I have a lot to do and have to wake up early tomorrow so I was rushing and trying to add as many details as I could as fast as I could.