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luna-azzurra

Writers have two modes and they are "i haven't written in three weeks and i am rotting from the inside and everything feels wrong and i don't know who i am anymore" and "i wrote for four hours straight and forgot to eat and it's dark outside and when did that happen and i feel like a god" and there is nothing in between. no chill. no medium setting. just famine or feast and a very confused nervous system.

i wish i could rip everything out of myself and not exist

#vent

having ideas and need to be creative but having no energy for it is a curse. i want to draw. i want to write. my body refuses to. im my worst enemy. feeling happy brings guilt. feeling shitty brings back habits i dont want to get into. i want to be strong and brave, i want to hold people who mean the world to me. i want to shelter and care for them. but who rebuilds the shelter if it falls apart? whos going to hold me up when i cant even drag myself out of bed.

i dont even know what im feeling

#vent post i guess idfk #jins is sad #but thats fine

if you're still fans of avidmc and marm1ade, very unkindly fuck off

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goth-queen

mini psa

i know ive been suuuuuuper slow with writing and updates. and ive been less active. i really had to push myself away from tumblr when i was locking in for finals and then i got horribly sick. now that im better, its a litte hard for me to get back into my creative block. ive been trying, trust me, and i promise ill deliver when i can.

life is shitty when im at home with both my parents helicoptering over me. i dont want this to be a vent post, but this also just makes me feel less productive and as much as i hate it, it is what it is.

i will power through like i always do, because thats what keeps us going.

written stuff will be out again, hopefully!!

love, jins

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someone give me my productivity back

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Okay I here

I not leaving

YAY !!

happy pride month my beloved jes

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN DOINGGG

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happy pride month!!!

i always get excited when june rolls around. pride month is so precious to me since i learnt of it and ill absolutely always cherish it. please remember that whether youre out of the closet, in the closet, questioning, unlabelled or whatever, you still matter ! you matter to me and i hope for the best for all my queer-os (say it like cheerios). figuring out who you are is always a journey which is terrifying and relieving to make. its okay to question. its okay to change. its okay to be yourself.

be who you are, stay safe and remember to hydrate.

with LOADS OF LOVE, hugs and kisses, jins <3