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[jinxedcards]

minor bodied DID system; anti discourse, spam & personal blog, sysblr, LARGE ALTER COUNT, frequently blurry, shitposts a lot, syskids / regressors sometimes post, almost completely nonhuman collectively. autistic && bio student.

collectively taken (15/7/22) by our beloved partner, laura. ♡ do not pursue an actual relationship with any alters, flirting is okay depending on headmate’s individual boundaries. unless stated otherwise, assume they’re not okay with it entirely.

this blog is reblog heavy, and will contain ALOT of different topics. If you’d like to filter out the dark ones, please block the tag: 'gunpowder sparks after dark'. that tag may contain 'problematic' (dark) media, stances, topics and ships . . .

mass interest list here, extra info here, taglist here.

this system is supportive of freaks of all kinds, and has a lot of different alters with varying stances on specific topics. we avoid discourse because we cannot form a coherent response we all agree on, other than being anti harassment & a pacifist towards everyone. for your own comfort, we are 16 bodily.

we have the tendency to get front stuck between switches, and front for long periods of time. so often the frequent fronter list will be whoever’s in co front at the time !!!!!!!!

current freq fronters: jinxie, catrina, vi, fang, finn. ♡

we cannot check carrds, we have parental controls enabled and aren’t able to remove them. if we’re on your dni, we apologise. feel free to send us an ask, or block us !!!!!!!

[jinxedcards]

I hate when people act as if I “talk too much” about things that made or make me who I am today. I hate it so much. yes, I talk about it a lot, but with reason.

I’m an army brat.

I’m a child of divorce.

I’m disabled.

I’m queer.

I’m trans.

I’m a DID system host.

I’m transpecies.

I’m delusional / experience hallucinations and delusions.

these are ALL part of who I am. things I shouldn’t have to be ashamed of, things that affected or still do affect my day to day life. things I cannot change, things you cannot change. Im sorry if they don’t fit what you want to think of me, but I cannot help it. I will not be ashamed of who I am. I am me.

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enuff childhood posting it is what it is 💯💯

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I miss my friends from my early childhood. you know, the ones I had before I had to start the cycle of moving over and over? I miss them. we all moved away now, none of us have contact. all in different countries. I doubt they remember me anymore.

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I hate the disconnection I feel towards irl friends. I used to get attached as a kid, but we never stayed in one place so I learnt overtime not to make a big deal over loosing people. but all it’s done is cause me to isolate myself when I actually feel myself beginning to latch onto someone 'just incase'. "we should hangout!" sorry, I don’t want to get hurt. not that you will, I just don’t know how long I’ll be around and I don’t want your absence to hurt me.

[jinxedcards]

— your mother wouldn’t approve of how my mother raised me. | 'your best american girl' by mitski. | military family

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I'm not the girl I ought to be, but, maybe when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me, and not how I turned out to be <3.

I hate knowing I’ve left longterm impressions on / memories with people and that they’re most likely negative. I wish we got the chance to work everything out, I wish it was safe for us to do so. I don’t like knowing people have that strong sense of hatred for me, that they look back at our memories and get angry. it’s all in the past, nothing I can fix now. I just wish.

[jinxedcards]

your mother (well off, both parents, stable) wouldn’t approve of how my mother raised me (military camp, rationed food, split up parents, low income).

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switched in to help not lash out at our psys BUT. rina is angry and it’s affecting my mood augh. just making their intro now so we can calm down (it’s working!!) I don’t even know why we’re mad …

[sleepyfishboy]

DID but all the alters are evil alters and it's a free for all

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hi guys I’m trying to decide a banner

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I like this one

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bro I might as well be the organiser atp can I make that a role that’s so me

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getting alters to go through and update how they identify is cool except a lot of our fictives identify with their source on some level and pick flags to do with that so people think we’re faking… and a lot of our brainmade alters have a few things they fixate on and theme their identity based off of that. yeah

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bro none of the host’s friends actually like me / wanna be my friend im tweaking

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I desperately need friends

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hi guys I’m trying to decide a banner

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https://www.tumblr.com/jinxedcards/792898157310885888/jinxies-main-info-filler-co-host-socialist <- curious about jinxie’s source if it’s okay to ask what it is?

hello hello!! yes, no worries <3 hook, line sinker & blurred lines and soft betrayals, both from ao3 !! thank you for the ask ♡