The most I have ever swooned over a guy was the very first guy I had ever dated/been romantic with. It was our first time meeting, and our first date. We had known each other for a couple hours and he was driving me up a hill to a viewpoint. We were talking about our emotions and how sensitive we both were, and I had mentioned how I cried a lot. I said that I cry easily, and I could probably cry right now. He responded saying that we can both cry, you can cry in my arms. Idk he sounded so sure of me and himself, I loved that it felt like he was opening himself to me to say that. I sucked on his finger twice that first date, both times he was cradling my face with his right hand while he was driving. First was in the day and second was at night. I was so horny from his closeness that I turned my head towards his hand and sucked his finger into my mouth. I think he turned his head to look at me in surprise, but I was being coy and didn’t look at him. The second time I looked at him a little while after I did that to see if he hard from it. Our first kiss was electric. It was at the end of our second date. He was my second kiss, and the first man i kissed. I thought about the sparks I felt when he dipped his tongue in my mouth for months afterwards; i wanted to have sex with him immediately after. He said I love you to me after we tried having sex for the first time on our fourth date. It couldn’t go in and he was cold afterwards, and i was scared he was going to leave me. He later admitted that he was going to. I stayed to ask him if he was okay and why he switched up on me and got so cold. He almost cried because it wasn’t successful lol. Things tapered off between us after a few weeks and we lost interest in each other, i found out he was weird and we weren’t faithful. He texted me drunk on his sister’s birthday a few months after, and followed me out of the blue nearly three years later (i blocked him because I didn’t want him in my life anymore). It took me a long time after I ended things to stop thinking about him
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