mami of jiraiblr

irl magical girl

[jirai-mami]

♡ mami tomoe / amo / amour — 20

⟡ they ⟡ it ⟡ he ⟡ rots ⟡ agender

₊˚⊹♡ osdd-1b, spd, mdd, ocd, hpd, c-ptsd — hikikomori / jirai / harajuku

✦ boundaries

don’t pressure me to recover

send asks, not dms

don’t pursue

[meowrinluvsu]

I LOVE FLIRTING ROMANTICALLY AND PLATONICALLY!!

Like yes sweetheart tell me how much you want to tear me apart and keep every part of me!!💗

[jirai-mami]

Kill your self by su

Die

JIRAIBLR I GOT MY FIRST HATE COMMENT HAVE I FINALLY MADE IT!?

But in all seriousness, no I’m not gonna listen to a coward who won’t even show their profile lol. Your heart isint even really in it!

[jirai-mami]

I love it when I get a random boost of confidence.

Everybody loves me, and if you don’t you’re wrong! Yes, I’m better than everybody else! No I’m not delusional 💛

[sketched-mess]

I promise me saying that I love you is NOT me about to kill myself I'd be alot more quiet about that 😭😭

I just love my friends #my friends

[bubbled016]

I want to get better but no one even cares so what's the point!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

[jirai-mami]

Get better because you deserve to get better!! Everyone else can go screw themselves! You’ve suffered enough my fellow jirai!

[jirai-mami]

I really don’t know how to live.

[moncheeriii]

𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥, 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘳... 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥.

[plkadawts]

i'm so considerate ! i keep track of all their routines, schedules and even all their preferences ! that's such a normal thing to do, i promise ! 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

[jirai-mami]

I’ve been away from Discord and most online spaces for a while after some really unhealthy experiences.

I realized I don’t actually know how to have a healthy relationship with the internet anymore.

I either disappear completely or I get way too emotionally invested until my mental health revolves around what happens online. I don’t know how people build communities, make friends, and log off without their entire emotional world depending on it.

If you’ve figured out a healthier balance, what changed for you?

I’m not really asking how to “grow thicker skin.” I’m asking how you learned to enjoy being online without losing yourself in it.

[dreamdose]

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how i feel spamming the jirai tags in hopes someone will notice me and follow me and then think "hey shes really relatable" and like me

[jirai-mami]

It could’ve been anyone. I could’ve been anyone. Anybody would do. You didn’t give a shit if it was me.

[jirai-mami]

It seems like the people who’ve hurt me get exactly what they want. I wonder what’s wrong with me.

[landmine-luna]

I wish i was important enough to matter to people

[jirai-mami]

mami of jiraiblr... youre so cool 💛 hope you get a million followers!!

~💔💉

Thank you anon! Honestly I don’t need a huge following. I’m happy people pay attention to me, even if it’s not a lot of em. I’m glad people like me enough to follow me in the first place (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) !

[jirai-mami]

sometimes I forget to post because I lose my trail of thought a lot so I have like…20 drafts.

[wuthering-on-ur-ashes]

Started watching chain smoker cat … first two minutes … wtf

It’s too early to form opinions tho …

[jirai-mami]

Can I throw in my own opinion? I don’t want to mark it off, because it does a good job showing what it’s like living with mental illness and addiction but like…mannn it’s pretty fetishy ( • ᴖ • ｡)