Jirai Pinkman @jiraipinkman - Tumblr Blog

Hey guys, my name is Jirai Pinkman

I'm a guy so He/him

I'm an adult so if you're a minor be careful. I'm in my 20s if you need a more specific age range

I'll tag my vent posts and regular posts accordingly but I'm sorry if I mess up

#tw s/h #tw alcohol #tw drugs #tw suicide #tw nsft, etc

I also trigger tag with the word first in front of the tw. So if you just block the tag #alcohol or #alcohol tw for example, it should work as well.

By the way if I use a picture that is yours for one of my polls or posts and you want it taken down. Just let me know 👍

#intro #jirai kei #jirai danshi #jiraiblogging #jirai lifestyle #jirai boy

Sure you can think the older men I've been with are gross and creepy because of the age gap or whatever. But like.... what if I'M the one attracted to it? I'm not an "innocent little victim" or a fucking child, I'm an adult, I make these decisions myself and NO I AM NOT A VICTIM!!!!!!!! Yes, I'm in my 20s, I'm still young, I haven't been an adult for very long. But like. idk it pisses me off when people judge the other person for it and consider them to be a creep or a loser.. It ain't fucking pedophilia too by the way. Calling it such belittles me and shows you don't respect or view me as an adult. I'm already belittled enough and seen as a child regardless of my age because of developmental disabilities and intellectual issues

CAN'T Y'ALL JUST ACTUALLY SEE ME AS AN ADULT????? I'M CONSIDERED MENTALLY A MINOR WHEN MY OPINIONS ARE BELITTLED AND PEOPLE WANT TO DISREGARD MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, BUT THEN I'M SEEN AS AN ADULT WHEN I NEED HELP AND ASSISTANCE. "you're on your own" DAMNED IF I DO, DAMNED IF I DON'T

#jirai kei #jirai danshi #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai #jirai boy #landmineblr #landmine #jirai landmine

Please, I beg, don't let me rot and die before I can live with them. I HAVE TO LIVE TO SEE THAT DAY.

15 Milestone time!!!!!!!!

like yesssssssssssssssssssssss call me a mental defective. Misgeender me, it's fine when you do it, I know you're directing this elsewhere, but a manchild can dream, can't he he's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute, I want him to insult me more and more and more and more and- that'll make the feeling that I'm obsessed over you hurt less. Fuck those people who won't let me talk about you evven if they were kind about it my head feels so much better

What if he whispered in my ear as I did bad thing to myself? I need to listen to his voice lines. I'm so giggly and excited. Tomorrow is a day of fun fun FUN!

New methods of deconstructing the apparatus have been discovered. Play time!

Why and how is this blog getting attention NOW of all times

It very much seems like I have herpes Fuck my life What can I do that doesn't involve telling my mom who will blame it on me and say its my fault like when I told her that I was raped I don't want to give people it, but I want to do stuff. Am I doomed to never being able to do "certain things" things again?

#jirai kei #jirai danshi #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai #jirai boy #landmineblr #landmine #jirai landmine #STDs #Herpes

despite harming myself in other ways, I surprisingly haven't cut in a good while! I don't think that I'm "recovering" per say, but like.... I guess that's good?

#jirai kei #jirai danshi #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai #landmineblr #landmine #jirai landmine #988blr

The best self harm prevention method in my life is that I'll try to burn and tear out the blades on a razor, but then no matter what I do I can't get them out and then I end up burning my hand and getting cuts on my fingers, which I'm like "NO! This kind of hurt FUCKING SUCKS, I wanted to hurt myself MY way, I can't believe I hurt myself! Now I can't hurt myself because I hurt myself!" and then the room smells of burning plastic and regret, then I'm too lazy to go buy something to use, so I just sit disappointed and eventually I'll feel better after giving it some time.

#jirai danshi #jirai kei #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai #jirai boy #landmineblr #landmine #jirai landmine #988blr #made of styrofoam #styro #beansblr #bean cvt #cat scratches #988twt #shblur #self mutalition

I'm pretty sure that this person asking me to constantly reblog their multiple separate posts for donations is a scam, but like I also feel guilty if I don't because like, what if it is real. Idk I'm probably gonna just bite the bullet and block them next time they ask but I feel so guilty It doesn't seem like a bot and that there's an actual person behind it, or idk maybe it's an LLM writing the responses. Plus the like to reblog ratio doesn't really match up, probably it's been reblogged over and over by themselves or another account. I gotta check. but 200-300 reblogs with only 6 likes just doesn't add up.

I have to turn the lights off because they're distracting me too much to sleep, but then now I'm distracted because of hallucinating stuff that isn't actually there. I'm aware it's not real, but like it keeps grabbing my attention to look at it so they go away

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I feel like a zombie. My body is rotting, bruises, blisters, infections, bags under my eyes. why must I be aware during the process? Am I alive/ Am I dead? Or am I something else in entirety.

#jirai kei #jirai danshi #jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai boy #jirai #landmineblr #landmine #jirai landmine #988blr #zombie #zombie kin #made of styro #idk what to tag this with honestly.

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growing up being desensitised to things like gore and stuff and thinking it was 'cool' didnt do me any good in the long run why am i built like this why the fuck did little me think i was some edgy ass gacha character for it

fuck it, re downloading PJSK Let's see how good I am now.

#project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #Hatsune Miku #Vocaloid #Crypton Vocaloids #Project Diva is better though. Come at me #Though that could be because I'm an oldgen and Project Diva was all I would play. It's a big special interest #though I need to find the PS4 and the disk #Or idk #There was a good online version that you can load custom songs OSU style #does it exist still?

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