“That’s so precious. My parents were the same way when they first moved here; They took as many pictures as they good of Alex for weeks. Trying to make up for lost time.” So much had changed and happened during that year there from when she and her daughter saw her parents back in London before moving out to Providence Peak. She let out a gentle sigh of gratitude. “I love you, truly,” she mused. That would be so helpful. Plus, it’d be great to have pictures of Alex and Sam together. Asli wrapped her arms around her, kissing her temple then laying her cheek against her head. She didn’t blame Jiya. No, she knew that her friend had done everything she could. She knew how dedicated she was and she did so much during the past few months. Had something been wrong, she knew that the doctor would’ve caught it. If anything, she blamed herself the most.
“Them being here must help out a lot. I’m glad that he still has you and them. It’ll get easier. Not exactly better or perfect, but… easier. It’s going to be okay.” While the video calls weren’t ideal, it was better than nothing. Asli perked up slightly. “Wait, really?” But before she could ask for more, Jiya gave it to her. Causing the younger woman to wince. “Oh… Jiya, sweetheart… It’s okay. It’s going to be okay. Just, go through it all at your own pace. Alright? It’s okay to try and get yourself out there and on some dates, but also go at your own limit. Don’t push yourself.” With Ray, it had been unexpected. He’d been her best friend for months, learning that he had feelings for her had been a complete shock. Of course, she liked him, but she’d been so nervous at first. It hadn’t felt fair to try anything while she still had feelings for Atlas. Yet over time, she began to develop genuine feelings for her best friend. Which eventually developed in them getting into a relationship, which resulted in her falling in love with him. And even though they’re going through possibly their biggest challenge ever, she was still in love with the man. She knows that eventually, Jiya could have the same opportunity. She just hoped that she was going at a pace that worked best for her and not for someone else. Her bottom lip quivering, she wiped away some tears. “I don’t want to lose him,” she admitted softly. “Ray. I don’t… I-I can’t, I can’t lose him now, too. I’m still so in love with him but our relationship… We’re struggling. And I hate it. God, I hate it so much… I wish things were different.”
It was a new thing to Jiya, really, becoming friends with her patients. Back in Boston, she had been training, raising her baby, forming a relationship with Ravi and the sheer volume of patients meant that she could never fully remember who she’d seen in the corridor and who she’d seen in the clinic room. In Providence Peak, it was different. She was busy, but at a slower pace, she had more responsbility and more time to truly get to know her patients. It was exactly how Asli had become such a good friend, so quickly. “Love you, too, babe.” It was true and it was that reason that having Asli as a patient had been so much harder than it would’ve been had they only been acquainted. But at the same time, she was glad she had been able to be there for her friend.
As mortifying as it had been sitting on a date and crying, in a way, it was the best thing that could’ve happened to Jiya. It had shocked her system in that the person opposite her on a date wasn’t Ravi, but it was a kick that she needed. “It sounds horrific and honestly if it was the other way around, I probably would’ve run away. But it does take a whole new level of pathetic to be on a date with a gorgeous girl and burst into tears. In a way, I kicked me into realising that I really need to move on. I can’t keep going on like this. Ravi doesn’t want me, so why am I still hanging onto hope that’s not there? I need to move on, I have to move on.” Taking a sip of her hot chocolate, Jiya waved at her son as he skated past, happy as can be as he held hands with his grandparents. Tilting her head up to look at Asli, Jiya shook her head. “Honey, the man adores you. I could see it each and every time I looked at the two of you. You aren’t going to lose him. You’ve both been through trauma, but you can get through this together. It may take some help, to talk through everything, but I imagine you’re both not saying enough to each other, which won’t help. You love each other and that really can be enough, you know?”