JJBlaze123

I post whatever random crap enters my gay ADHD brain.

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texting is like a quick time event if you're anxious enough

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Blasting this and thinking impure thoughts about a certain Swiss rookie on the Ottawa Centaurs

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One time I had a dream in which I was scrolling through an online store that sold custom clothes, similar to Etsy or Redbubble, when I came across a shirt with this design on it right before I woke up. I've thought about it a lot since then. What does it mean? Who is my cleric? Why is he making me ravioli? Can I have some ravioli, I'm very hungry?

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Would anyone be interested in a GCU/Heated Rivalry fic where Luca starts to fall for the Centaurs' new alternate goalie? (Not Wyatt Hayes lmao)

My AO3 curse has manifested as half-a-dozen different fic ideas that I started and haven't finished so I might as well add one more lmao

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I had an insane thought and then I was up until almost 2 AM last night making this. Someone please tell me I’m not going insane. There’s so much evidence! Everyone thinks the Forgotten Man is Gaster but they’re WRONG. He’s EVERYMAN! I know this to be true! I HAVE RECEIVED VISIONS FROM TOBY FOX HIMSELF

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This is getting out of hand

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I had an insane thought and then I was up until almost 2 AM last night making this. Someone please tell me I’m not going insane. There’s so much evidence! Everyone thinks the Forgotten Man is Gaster but they’re WRONG. He’s EVERYMAN! I know this to be true! I HAVE RECEIVED VISIONS FROM TOBY FOX HIMSELF

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Homoromantic cupiosexual Luca Haas is real TO ME

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There's a deeply sinister little demon in the back of my mind that constantly whispers the most horrid and mortifying things to me. Specifically about Luca Haas and how I should write a Luca x OC fic and I'm like 'yeah maybe' but then the voice starts describing the OC love interest and it quickly starts to sound far too familiar. No, you wicked beast, I will not stoop to the level of self-insert fanfic. I must resist. I will not be tempted.

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The devil remains persistent

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Okay so I’m now mutuals with two different Luca Haas rp accounts on Twitter. The Voices

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I think this might be the least neurotypical thing I’ve ever done in my entire life and that’s saying something cause I’m pretty far from neurotypical already

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Are there any Heated Rivalry fics where Shane confronts Hayden and JJ about their reaction to/treatment of Shane and Ilya’s relationship while still acknowledging that Hayden and JJ ARE GOOD FRIENDS and good people despite their mistakes??

Like it drives me nuts that just because Hayden and Ilya don’t get along and JJ felt betrayed by Shane that everyone decides that they’re actually terrible people and bad friends. They’re not! They both love Shane like a brother. I’ve even seen people go so far as to call JJ homophobic which is actually just a straight up lie. He was literally trying to set Shane up on dates with men that JJ thought he’d like before he knew that Shane had a partner already.

Yes, Hayden should try harder to accept the love of Shane’s life and it was absolutely wrong of JJ to accuse Shane of throwing games for Ilya, but that doesn’t make them evil. Both of them were still there for Shane when it mattered. People can make mistakes and have conflicts and still be friends in the end. I don’t understand why this fandom seems so completely blind to nuance when it comes to Hayden and JJ.

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Just saw a fic tagged as Troy Barrett/Dallas Kent

Hey.

Hey.

Why did you write that

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Shane has absolutely no clue what's going on in pop culture and has absolutely no understanding of modern slang. Ilya makes fun of him for it. But then one day it's 2026. The Ottawa Centaurs have a new rookie who's like 19 or 20. He keeps saying shit in the team group chat like 'sybau' and 'im crine son😭' , and Shane and Ilya are just like ?????????HUH??????

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There's a deeply sinister little demon in the back of my mind that constantly whispers the most horrid and mortifying things to me. Specifically about Luca Haas and how I should write a Luca x OC fic and I'm like 'yeah maybe' but then the voice starts describing the OC love interest and it quickly starts to sound far too familiar. No, you wicked beast, I will not stoop to the level of self-insert fanfic. I must resist. I will not be tempted.

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Sometimes the demon also tells me to write really dumb shit like a fic where Luca convinces Shane and Ilya to play Five Nights at Freddy's or Minecraft or Undertale

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Hollanov burger with voyeurism sauce and a side of bisexual Hayden fries (There's a threesome cake for desert)

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Hollanov burger with Yuna and David witnessing how incredibly in love their son is with Ilya Rozanov and seeing themselves reflected in their child's relationship sauce and a side of Shane laughs just like his mother fries (There's a David playfully ragebaiting Yuna just like Ilya does to Shane cake for desert)

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“Heated Rivalry is unrealistic” “Things don’t magically work out like that in real life” “Scott coming out wouldn’t have been taken so well”

Shut. Up. Genuinely shut the fuck up. I don’t want ‘realistic’. I want to be happy. Do you understand that? I do not want to watch another story where two people fall in love only to suffer and die because of it. I think I’ve had more than enough of that for one lifetime.

For decades, writers were literally forbidden from portraying queer people in media without killing them off or making them villains. Forbidden. Think about that. Really think about it. How would you feel if the only time you felt represented on tv was when you were miserable and evil?

Heated Rivalry might not be realistic, but you know what? It did something far more important. It gave people hope. If you truly think it’s wrong for that, then I can’t help you. I don’t know if anyone can.

So please, just stop. Let people be happy. Let us enjoy ourselves while we can. Let me believe, if only for a moment, that there’s a chance I could go out into the world and be myself without fear.

Honestly, the show could be straight up bad and I still wouldn’t care, as long as it inspired people. Because every time someone feels a little more free to be themselves, to love openly and without shame, the sun shines just a little bit brighter.

Okay? Okay.

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Nothing brings me more joy than shamelessly flirting with that Cliff Marleau rp account on twitter

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Guys wish me luck I'm. I'm gonna try uh, I'm gonna try an omegaverse fic for the first time

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guys what is a knot

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*sigh* fuck. why am i having fun