* MURDERER / SURVIVOR

ind. john murphy. low activity.

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i’m alive and recovering from surgery how y’all doin

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i can’t believe that @jmrph and i literally… were Bound by the garbage life. 

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#alexnder james 'alex' murphy remembering his son john as a skinny 9 years old and now #he's big and he has Trauma #and he's fucked up #and he;s so much like his dad & his mother as well #alex is likely Fucked up by it ok

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@murhys replied to your post:

there is sb else who does…. his foder

a canonical list of people who love john murphy:

    alex murphy

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❛ was this your plan all along? ❜

HATE IS ALL THAT YOU KNOW.          you wear it like a second skin,     like the  scars  that mar your aching body.          you want him to feel what you felt.          you want him to  feel  that hurt,     to be  afraid.          you want him choke on his apology,     to beg and plead for his life,     just as you did.          because it’s  him  who deserves this,     not you.          the  rebel  king    ––    what will his people think of him now  ?

fingers circle around the belt,     wind it around your fist.          you pull and watch the noose  tighten  around his neck.          you see the  fear  flash in his eyes before hardening again to stone.

❛          my  plan  ?          ❜

laughter rasps against your throat,     humourless and dry.          you pull the belt again,     this time with all the strength in your bones,     until bellamy  teeters  at the edge of the crate.     until his breath strains and you catch a glimpse of that same flickering  emotion.          this time,     a smile haunts the corners of your mouth,     cold and frightening.

your  plan  was to have your pound of flesh,     or to take it by force.

in hindsight,     this is what you will remember:     the weight of  betrayal  pressing down on your chest and a thirst for vengeance.          you will remember the noose they tied around your neck,     the maelstrom of the crowd as they gathered and  cheered,     chanted a coward’s name.         you will remember the snap of the rope as the crate was  kicked out  from beneath you.

you will never be  fortunate  enough to remember only in fragments.

❛          i guess you could say that.          although,     let’s be honest    ––    you shouldn’t be  saying  much of anything.          because i sure as hell wasn’t when they shoved strips of  cloth  in my mouth.           ❜

MEME     /     @blmys

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rpmemesfam:

MORE QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

❛ why are we doing this again? ❜ ❛ is this a booty-call? ❜ ❛ did you really just ask me that? ❜ ❛ you don’t think i’m going, do you? ❜ ❛ what happened between you and _____? ❜ ❛ so, are you two dating? ❜ ❛ you think you control my life now? ❜ ❛ what did you do? ❜ ❛ how far along are you now? ❜ ❛ was this your plan all along? ❜ ❛ why didn’t you just tell me? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re not keeping any secrets? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re telling me everything? ❜ ❛ why would you even begin to think that? ❜ ❛ did someone tell you that? ❜ ❛ what’s the time again? ❜ ❛ are you ever going to come back? ❜ ❛ wait, what? where did you hear that at? ❜ ❛ are you here to lie to me again? ❜ ❛ did you really think that? after all this time? ❜ ❛ why are you leaving me? ❜ ❛ why should i believe you? ❜ ❛ why don’t you understand? ❜ ❛ do you really think i’m going to trust you that easily? ❜ ❛ you mean, you weren’t joking about that? ❜ ❛ is that really how you feel? ❜ ❛ do you remember anything, at all? ❜ ❛ how could you go behind my back and do that? ❜ ❛ you didn’t tell me about this? ❜ ❛ so, is there any exciting news to hear? ❜ ❛ you think i’m inclined to believe that? ❜ ❛ how long do you think i will wait for that happen? ❜ ❛ why aren’t you laughing, was it not funny? ❜ ❛ why are you staring at me like that? ❜ ❛ are you okay? what the hell happened? ❜ ❛ did you go somewhere else without me again? ❜ ❛ is it you or is it me? ❜ ❛ you think i owe you an apology? for what? ❜ ❛ what did i ever do so wrong to you for you to hate me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me so much? ❜ ❛ what did i ever do to you? ❜ ❛ okay, where is all this coming from exactly? ❜ ❛ are you trying to break up with me right now? ❜ ❛ is this part where we kiss? ❜ ❛ are you trying to kiss me right now? ❜ ❛ are you going to let me by or not? ❜ ❛ so, are you in or are you out? ❜ ❛ are we going to stand out here all night? ❜ ❛ you didn’t even bother to tell me about this? ❜ ❛ what else are you lying about? ❜ ❛ are you hiding something for me? ❜ ❛ did you even notice that i was gone? ❜ ❛ what are you doing here? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ did you kill someone? ❜ ❛ are you sure you’re not hiding anything? ❜ ❛ what, you think this is some kind of game? ❜ ❛ what are you having doubts about? ❜ ❛ you don’t think we’re wasting time? ❜ ❛ is that a threat or a promise? ❜ ❛ oh, so you don’t kiss and tell anymore? ❜ ❛ what more do you want me to do? ❜ ❛ what am i going to do without you? ❜ ❛ how long have you known about this? ❜ ❛ you’re not starting to like me are you? ❜ ❛ is this your way of saying sorry? ❜ ❛ who would buy that? ❜ ❛ you know, i don’t want to see you, right? ❜ ❛ have you been drinking? are you drunk? ❜ ❛ how much have you had to drink tonight? ❜ ❛ how’s that hangover from last night? ❜ ❛ long night, huh? ❜ ❛ so, did i miss anything interesting? ❜ ❛ what are you watching over there? ❜ ❛ who are you texting? ❜ ❛ who’s got you smiling? ❜ ❛ you didn’t hear that? ❜ ❛ is this a date or? ❜ ❛ are you going to ignore me forever? ❜ ❛ how long before your silent treatment breaks? ❜ ❛ what can i do to make up for it? ❜ ❛ will you please just talk to him/her for me? ❜ ❛ are you here to apologize? ❜ ❛ do you ever stop talking? ❜ ❛ is that really still a thing these days? ❜ ❛ are you laughing at me or with me? ❜ ❛ what was it like before she/he was here? ❜ ❛ do you remember me at all? ❜ ❛ are you in trouble? ❜ ❛ you’re not in any kind of trouble, are you? ❜ ❛ there was something you needed to tell me? ❜ ❛ are you insulting me right now? ❜ ❛ is that supposed to be some kind of an insult? ❜ ❛ you do realize you’re wrong, right? ❜ ❛ what’s so wrong with that? ❜ ❛ is that such a bad thing? ❜ ❛ you’re not going to be sick again, are you? ❜ ❛ you really the police? why would you do that? ❜ ❛ you really don’t trust me anymore? ❜ ❛ aren’t we friends? ❛ why do you always lie to me? ❜ ❛ why is it so hard to face the truth? ❜ ❛ why is it so hard for you to tell the truth? ❜ ❛ where do you think you’re going? ❜ ❛ so that’s it then? you’re just going to walk out? ❜ ❛ don’t you believe me? ❜ ❛ do you love me? do you even like me? ❜ ❛ what’s stopping us from being together other than you? ❜ ❛ how come it took you so long to answer? ❜ ❛ why are you ignoring me? ❜ ❛ i thought we were friends, how could you do this? ❜ ❛ are you really wearing that? ❜ ❛ you really think that will help? ❜ ❛ do you ever think about us? ❜ ❛ why are you standing on my porch in the middle of the night? ❜ ❛ are you crazy? have you lost your mind? ❜ ❛ what did i say? ❜ ❛ why are you having such a hard time believing me? ❜ ❛ what’s your excuse? ❜ ❛ did you think i wouldn’t find out? ❜ ❛ how did you find this out? who told you? ❜ ❛ are we really going to this stupid party? ❜ ❛ why are you always so sad? ❜ ❛ why do you care so little about everything? ❜ ❛ what was it like? ❜ ❛ are you setting me up? ❜ ❛ as long as you aren’t setting me up for failure, okay? ❜ ❛ do you believe in love? do you believe in us? ❜

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zodiac colour meme | john murphy + leo | req. by @nintendobpd