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about mother

my mother used to look at me with a combination of love and longing, like I was a mirror into her past life, a bittersweet memory. Her dark almond eyes would gaze over, she’d tilt her head forward and her straight light brown hair would fall over her slightly thick shoulders, and she’d squeeze my hands tightly, like if she gripped me hard enough, I’d transport her back in time. It was like I was her permanent bruise, but a tender one made of melancholy memories.

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220907JOHNNY BBL UPDATE

I wasn’t able to catch my breath after seeing this eueuueueuee

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220907 JOHNNY BBL UPDATE

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Marter · Song · 2014

I need to know it’s meaning pa.

the one that keeps me sane after reviewing.

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-random thoughts- e#1

i sometimes thought about death. thoughts that i did not expect that i will be thinking now that i am an adult. i wonder what will happen to my body, soul, and if someone will come and visit me from time to time just to talk about how they’ve been.

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