i never post pictures of my face, itās always my outfit or something. iāve had this blog since 2010? 2011? and i get a lot of āwhat do you look likeā asks and iām not gonna lie, iāve made a sport out of dodging and deleting those asks. iāve just always hated my face. with a next level passion. an unreal, intense, irrational, but real, hatred. it was never the people around me who made me feel this way, itās just 80% my brain chemistry and 20% media representation issues. but, i took these after my therapist told me i was improving with regards to my body dysmorphic disorder, my ed, and my other mental illnesses and you know what, maybe one day iāll like them. iām still not really feeling myself, or my face, but iām getting there, and thatās really all that matters, now isnāt it?