*the Pale King watches in silence as little by little, the Steelwyrm's life drains away. he stands. and he watches. watches as his eyes lose their light. watches as his hands drop limply to the ground with a thud. watches as his blood ceases to flow, sits stagnant and cold within his rotting corpse. watches. as his breath. ceases entirely. and the world is better for it, for once.
a Wyrm's death—any Wyrm's death—is something to weep for, to lament, to cry at the injustice of... or so he had once believed. but, in the end, they are but flesh and shell, they're just bugs. after all this, after everything, he's just another bug. just another living thing. a part of the world just as all else it
the Pale King takes one last, long, hard, lingering look at the pile of gore that is the Steelwyrm and turns away. simply turns. and walks away. his gaze turned upwards towards the watery misty sky. how long has it been since he actually lived under the endless above? too long, far too long. and now? never again. but at least he fufilled his promise; he took Lurien to see the stars
his pace quickens. the last glimmer of light within him flickers weakly. if he hurries he can use that tiny pinprick of pale power to soothe the final vestige of his moth's hurt. he can wish away the wounds, the injuries, the parts of him that ache. he can leave with a breath of kindness rather than destuction. maybe he can...
he coughs. harsh and painful. cold seeps through the white gowns he was stitched into, black drools down his front like ink spilt over a pure canvas. and he continues, hobbling forth, falling besides where Lurien rests, recovering from the fight with a harsh gasp
the moth is immediately on him, his voice distant as if under water, as if he's shouting from miles away, blue eyes so so so bright widened in fear, his hands grasping at his rapidly brusing shell. but the Pale King—no. No—Strelitzia knows there is no escaping this now. his frail shaking hand reaches up to carefully cup at his moth's face, wiping away a small tear as he does so*
Lurien... thank you. For everything you've done for me. I... you. You have made me so very happy. Look after our children for me. Make sure Belleflora doesn't over work herself. Keep Holly and Hornet company if they let you.
oh... and... apologise to Delphinium for me. I... have not treated them with the kindness I should have...
...sorry for... leaving you... behind...
*a final act. a final push. he allows that tiny shimmer of soul yet left within him to kiss gently over Lurien's features, stitching together the last of his wounds, soothing his bruises, and doing what little it can before...*
*with as much strength as he can muster he pushes himself aside, crawls and claws away, heaving, gagging, black spewing from his maw with a terrible gurgling scream. his body rips in agony, his abdomen finally rotting out to reveal nothing but a hollow oozing with void drenched blood
and he screeches so loud it cracks the earth
every last part of him that is pale, that is how he was made, that is him
and in its place is something... else. something... dark and twisting, fragments of shattered shell sticking out of the slick shadow that takes his shape like sharp teeth
the king has been... lost*