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I don't know who needs to hear this but you don't need to justify the morality of an artist just because you like their art. Sometimes good artist are shitty people who do shitty things and you liking their art isn't you cosigning their bad behavior. That being said if their doing bad things to vulnerable people today I think you avoid supporting them directly as much as possible.

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Buddhism: You will find joy in your life when you learn to accept your present for what it is and make peace with it.

Pop spirituality: You will find joy in your life when you accept your present for it is because then your Chakra will be aligned properly and then the universe will give you whatever the hell you want.

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Stay in bed all day because you have anxiety when it's your day off is like buying a whole cake to eat because you have the money.

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God I miss back when bad boy love interest meant ruggedly handsome con artist with a heart of gold and a impish grin instead of ultra powerful abuser with the personality of wet cardboard.

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Shaking doorknobs in horror movies

I think the cliché of demons violently shaking doorknobs is really funny because I imagine a anicent shadow monster get someone and being stumped by 1800's technology.

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

The struggle of being an artist.

me: I want to do this type of art project but I'm new to this kind of art/media so I'll need a simple idea to begin with.

brain: here's an idea for a project that's very complex and would take several months (atleast) to make.

me: okay, I like the enthusiasm but that's a little to hard for a beginner. Can we maybe do something easier.

Brain: here's an idea that would take learning to use several new artistic techniques and computer programs to complete.

me: that's something we can differently move towards but in the meantime can we please something a little more straight forward?

brain: here's an idea that would require weeks of planning beforehand.

me: You know what fine. If your only going to give me hard ideas I guess I'll give it a shot. Which one do you want to try first?

brain: *pfffff* well none of those obviously that would take way to much energy to make.

me: *sighs* and goes back to binge watching YouTube.

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

So how long am I supposed to tumble my thoughts beforehand?

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gem dragon skull

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Cool art thing I made

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

Try to focus with ADHD is like cleaning your room as a teenager.

You have a clear goal in mind but you also get distracted constantly by things you haven't thought of since you were a child.

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Social media influencers are sooo uninspired with the atrocities they commit.

It's like "what did we do to get rightfully dragged through these digital streets?"

"I took advantage of my underage fans."

That's so 2016 when are going to get a youtude streamer who was caught playing god by giving human level intelligence to several small veraberts through a series of ethnical experiments.

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

It just makes so much sense

What if the reason why so many villain have underlings that work for them dispite being 1000% times more component at evil is because said underlings have a humiliation fetish and working for a absolute buffon is the most humiliating things they can think of?

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

well it's almost July......

Time to listen to some Christmas music.

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lilo and stitch headcanon

Gantu doesn't think stitch is a "abomination" because stitch was designed to be a super weapon. He thinks that because stitch was genetically engineered and Gantu is actually very religious and is disgusted by the fact that Jumba would play God a create a new species. Stitch's early behavior only serves to reenforce to Gantu that stitch's very existence is a bad omen. He even calls stitch an "affront to nature" during the trial scene.

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

However people expect me to shower everyday, it's exhausting.

Seriously, first the warm water make me sleepy. Then all the fake fight I have in my head (which I'm totally winning by the way) zips my energy. Next the sensation of being cold and wet is sensory overload which, you guessed it steal a lot of my doing stuff motivation. Lastly but not leastly my bed has decided to be the most comfortable ONLY when it's inconvenient, probably out of spite for flapping on top of it like a hooked fish for about 4 and half hours each night. "Just shower at night" BITCH I work retail with autism and ADHD I'm lucky I haven't just collapsed in the parking lot and been ran over yet.

[johnnytheseappleseedsbitch]

Why is change seen as a sign of being fake previously?

It's so weird that change is seen as a sign of being inauthentic. You were a goth in high school and now your not? Must of been faking. You like jazz but you used to be more into metal....poser. used to identify this gender more but now you feel more comfortable in that one? You know your just looking for attention. Sometimes it feels like your being punished for growing as a person at all.